"Sister Wenwen, what's wrong with you recently? You look like you're in a bad mood."
colleague Wang Yang looked concerned, "Give it, I brought it to you specially. It's magical. I'll definitely be happy after eating it." He blinked and placed the chocolate on my table.
"Thank you." I smiled at him. He didn't seem to really want to know why I was in a bad mood. He just said that he hoped I would get better tomorrow and walked away.
【1】
I broke up with my boyfriend Chen Xu these two days, and I am really not in a good mood.
I have been in love with Chen Xu for three years. I have proposed to him more than once, but he has pushed him and never given me a clear answer. The day before yesterday, I got home from get off work early due to feeling uncomfortable. Chen Xu drove a hands-free phone call with his mother on the balcony. Maybe it was because he was too devoted and didn't notice me, so I was lucky enough to hear his true thoughts.
"Chen Xu, I'll tell you, Wang Wenwen, has a good job, makes a lot of money, and has a good family background. You can hold her back. When she gets older, we will take the initiative when we get married in the future. There is no need to give too many gifts, and she won't have too many requirements."
"Mom, I understand, stop talking, I'm annoyed. She mentioned marriage again these two days, and I'm almost annoyed." Chen Xu said impatiently: "I don't want to get married yet. She always urges her, and she's so annoyed."
"She's 28, of course I'm anxious. Stay her first..."
Before she finished speaking, my phone rang, and Chen Xu turned around and saw me, looking panicked.
"Mom, Wenwen is back. I remember everything you said. I will treat Wenwen well, let's hang up first." As he said that, he hurriedly hung up the phone.
"Wenwen, why are you back so early? Are you uncomfortable? Why don't you call me to pick you up?" Chen Xu quickly calmed down, not knowing how sincere it was in his concerned tone.
"Chen Xu, I heard the content of your phone call just now. We have been together for more than three years. I have mentioned marriage with you several times. You always say that you should work hard first and give me a life of food and clothing. OK, yes, I can wait. But I never thought about you, and your mother’s real thoughts are like this. I never thought about how high the bride price or how high the requirements are. All I want is a life of sharing joys and sorrows. I just want to build my own home with the people I love. Since you and your family don’t want it, forget it." The throbbing of my stomach made it difficult for me to stand, and I fell on the sofa.
"Wenwen, you misunderstood. It's not that I don't want to, I'm just afraid of treating you badly..." Chen Xu said anxiously, squatting down and trying to hold my hand.
I avoided his hand and said, "I'm not stupid. I didn't care too much before. I thought you were the same as me, thinking about our future in my heart, but now it doesn't seem like that. So, forget it, let's break up, I rented the house. I will go to Xiaowei's house first these days. You move out within a week. I'm tired, so don't talk about it."
The next afternoon, Chen Xu was waiting for me downstairs in my company. Seeing his pitiful look in the cold wind, I felt a little shaking inside.
"Wang Wenwen, you are love brain . I have told you a long time ago that if Chen Xu really planned your future, if he wanted to marry you, he would have been married long ago, so how could you wait until you mention it! If you forgive him this time, you should wait for the future to suffer! I tell you with the experience of those who have experienced it, just like Chen Xu and his mother. Even if you marry him, you will not be happy. One day you will collapse." Best friend Xiaowei said it sincerely.
【2】
I don’t know if it was Wang Yang’s chocolate that played a role or Xiaowei’s words strengthened my heart. In short, the boredom that has been surrounding me these days seems to be not as strong.
After get off work, Chen Xu was still waiting for me downstairs. I originally wanted to pretend that I couldn't see it and sneak away, but I thought it would be better to open it, so I asked him to go to a nearby cafe to have a talk. He apologized to me and said he was ready and could get married at any time. I looked at the stubble that popped up on his face and smiled. He didn't understand. What I wanted was not just a marriage.
After several days of pulling, my relationship with Chen Xu was finally completely broken.
A month later, when the unit had a dinner at the end of the year, I was breathing at the door of the hotel. Wang Yang stood in front of me and asked me, "Sister Wenwen, now you are single, can I chase you?" After drinking, his face turned slightly red, and the soft hair on his forehead fluttered slightly with his breathing.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to find a boyfriend for the time being." In the company, I don't feel that he is different from me, but he usually has a lot of business interactions and is familiar with it. I'm not sure why he asked me like this today. Moreover, I really don’t want to fall in love again in a short period of time.
Wang Yang didn't seem to be surprised. His expression did not change and he smiled and said, "It's okay, I can wait."
I was a little surprised. I looked up at him, but he still smiled slightly and didn't say much.
The days after
I am still traveling through the long river of time, from sunrise to sunset, there are not many waves.
But I didn’t expect that Wang Yang really chased me. He is no different in the company than before, but I know that every day after get off work, he will wait for me downstairs in my house. Sometimes it is a handful of flowers, sometimes it is a cake, regardless of wind and rain, and the security guards in the community already know him.
Wang Yang is one year younger than me. I am not sure if he has seriously thought about the future and whether he really wants to go to the end with me.
Until one time when I came home from get off work, Wang Yang did not appear downstairs of my house. Perhaps he was used to his existence and felt a little disappointed. Unexpectedly, he sent me a WeChat message to open the door in the evening. I opened the door and he stood outside the door, with the fine beads of sweat on his forehead shining.
"I have thought a lot these days, and I have something to say to you, don't mind me going in and sitting for a while, right?" He said, and squeezed in.
He poured the things in his handbag onto the coffee table, "This is my household registration book, ID card, real estate certificate, and my salary card. My parents bought the house for me. I plan to sell it and change it to a bigger one and write our names. I am the only child, my family is from this city. My father teaches in a junior college in the city. My mother has retired and has a pension. Look at the household registration book, I have told them you, and they let me do whatever I want. The password of the salary card is 220109, which is the birthday combination between you and me."
didn't wait. I spoke, and continued, "I have thought a lot these days. I think you may be worried that I am on a whim. What I want to say is that I am not on a whim. I really want to be with you and build a home. You may not know that I have liked you a long time ago. If I had to say a certain day, it should be the dinner I just started working. But you had a boyfriend at that time, so I couldn't intervene. So, can you think about me seriously now?" He sat upright on the sofa, with his hands on his knees, and I only thought of the word "behaved".
"You go back first, I'll think about it."
"Okay, then I'll put these things here first." Wang Yang said as he walked towards the door, and suddenly turned around and asked seriously: "Tomorrow, can you give me an answer tomorrow?"
I nodded.
Wang Yang left, and I was a little at a loss as I looked at the things scattered on the coffee table. I called Xiaowei, and Xiaowei said that Wang Yang looked much better than Chen Xu. At least he was planning the future seriously, and I was also included in his plan.
Sleepless overnight. There was a knock on the door early in the morning. Wang Yang stood outside the door carrying breakfast and said good morning to me with a smile. He arranged the breakfast and asked me to eat it. At that moment, I suddenly felt a sense of familiarity that we had been together for a long time.
【3】
Half a year later, we held a wedding.
Chen Xu didn't know how to know, and appeared at our wedding. He said that he wished me happiness, but he didn't know how sincere he was.
However, I don’t care. I just need to know whether I am happy or not. (End)