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After the Crown Princess married into the Eastern Palace, she took the initiative to carry me as a courtesy. Bai Zhi laughed beside me, "Miss, the Crown Princess is so good."
I didn't answer, thinking that my dancing shoes were missing beads, which was unsightly.
"Miss, Miss?" Bai Zhi called me twice again when she saw that I didn't speak.
I came back to my senses and said lightly, "It's pretty good."
Bai Zhi saw that I agreed and said happily, "Miss, we should go to see the Crown Princess. If we get the eyes, we will not be bullied if there are more people in the Eastern Palace in the future."
"Okay." I took off my dance clothes, changed into a blue-white jacket skirt, and went to Jinxiu Pavilion.
"I have met the princess." I saluted.
"No gift, are you Sister Sui Yan?" The Crown Princess ran over and said with a smile.
I was a little shocked, and when I looked up, I saw a pair of bright eyes, very clean. "The Crown Princess is a concubine. The Queen is noble, so she shouldn't call me sister."
"Oh, you entered the East Palace earlier than me, and I don't care about these false gifts. You look so pretty, like a fairy sister." The Crown Princess bent her eyes, so cute, and I suddenly remembered that a little sister-in-law once praised me like this.
I also smiled and asked Bai Zhi to carry the food box. "Empress, I made some plum blossom cakes , can you try it?"
"Sister, you are so nice. If you don't dislike me, you can call me Jin Yao." After that, she couldn't wait to take a piece and put it in her mouth, like a rabbit? I couldn't help laughing. Bai Zhi heard it and felt a little dazed. How long has the lady been laughing since then?
Yun Jinyao, the eldest daughter of the Yun family, Nian Fang is fifteen years old. I was a little confused. The Yun family had two legitimate daughters, both of whom were waiting to marry, so why did they send this simple-minded third daughter to the East Palace?
"Sister?" Jinyao saw me in a daze and called me.
Hum? When I heard the voice, I quickly replied, "I'm rude."
Jin Yao curled her mouth, her eyes suddenly soaked in water. "Sister, why are you and me still so unfamiliar with me? In the East Palace, you and me are the only ones except the prince's brother and maids. You don't want to get close to me. I should be bored."
I was at a loss and looked at Bai Zhi. Bai Zhi quickly replied, "Empress, Fengyi likes you, but she has always been cold and doesn't know how to get along with others. I don't know what to do now."
"Really?" Jin Yao stopped the tears that were about to overflow. I nodded and she became happy, "Then I will call you sister in the future, and you call me Jinyao, okay?"
I knew this was inconsistent with etiquette, but I couldn't help but agree.
Jinxiu Pavilion stayed for a while and then got up and wanted to go back. Jinyao asked me to bring her plum blossom cake tomorrow, and then asked me to go back.
When I returned to Suiwu Pavilion, it was already afternoon. I asked Bai Zhi to bring the plum blossoms that I had dried last night. Bai Zhi was a little surprised. She knew that since something happened to the Lu family, I have no concern for anything except dancing.
I said, Baizhi, do you still remember Sui'an once raised a rabbit, which is very popular. Sui'an is my sister.
Bai Zhi said that she remembered that it was brought back by the prime minister, Miss Sui'an is so precious.
Yes, baby
On the evening, I changed into a dance dress and moved out the wine from three years ago. As I danced, I seemed to see the former Prime Minister's Mansion, as if I saw the gentle mother, the serene father, and the innocent Xiao Sui'an. As I danced, I burst into tears. An An, why are you so painful?
"The peach is so beautiful, and the beauty is bright. My son is back, and it is suitable for his family..." A clear voice came from behind, and I danced on my own.
A dance was closed, I stepped forward and was about to salute, but Prince Su Ye helped me, "No need to be polite, Yan Yan, this "Taoyao" belongs to you, you danced the best."
I took my hand without a trace, "Your Majesty praised me."
He said, Yan Yan, are you angry that I married the Crown Princess? You know, I have to marry her.
I said, "Crown Prince, you marry whoever you want, what does it have to do with me?
"Then why don't you ignore me and call me Brother Ye anymore." The Crown Prince seemed to have drunk wine, and he said it was like hugging me.
I hid, "Crown Prince, you are newly married to the Crown Princess, you shouldn't come to me. The Crown Prince is a good person, you should treat her well. "
"What about you? Who treats you well?" He seemed a little angry and shouted at me, "Why do you always push me away again and again? What else do you want me to do? You are willing to forgive me. "
" Bai Zhi, the prince is drunk, you ask Maoning to send him back. "My voice was cold and without any emotion. After
, the prince's prince had never set foot in Suiwu Pavilion for a year, and he also imprisoned me for one year.
In the fifth year of Taihe, the emperor fell ill and ordered the prince to supervise the country. In the same year, the eldest daughter of the Minister of War, Baolin, married into the Eastern Palace as a concubine, Liu Qianqian, the second daughter of the Liu Taifu family, was named Prince Liangdi, and there was also Yan Huan, a concubine of the Minister of War, who was the Minister of War, who was the Minister of War. After
, Bai Zhi asked me to see all the masters, but I didn't respond.
Bai Zhi asked me why, and I said, when I saw these little girls, I would think of my An An. Bai Zhi, you said An An Where did she go? Is she still blamed me, so she refused to come to see me?
Bai Zhi replied, no, the second lady knows that the lady loves her the most, how could she blame you?
But, this is not the answer I want, I just want to know if my An An is doing well.
Taihe sixth year, Yan Chenghui was pregnant and was promoted to Liangdi.
Taihe sixth year, December 3rd, Xu An’s birthday. I dug out the plum wine buried in Suiwuyuan and got drunk. When I was still conscious, I saw the prince. He asked me if I would like to have a child with him. I replied, "I don’t want it." ”
He said a little angrily: “Don’t you want to know the news about Sui’an the most? I'll tell you if I have a baby. "
" OK, I am willing to serve Your Majesty the Crown Prince. "I looked at him and smiled calmly. An An is my only relative in the world.
I don't know whether what he said is true or not, but I am willing to believe it is true.
Maybe this is the real Su Ye, who uses any means to achieve his goal. Maybe he is a young man, just a big dream for me.
He hugged me and said, "Yan Yan, you should call me Brother Ye. "I didn't respond to
on the day, I was lifted from my confinement. The princess gave me many treasures and invited me to Jinxiu Pavilion for a lecture. I refused because I was unwell.
On the third day, the princess brought everyone to Suiwu Pavilion. I lay on the bed and read Book of Songs . When the princess sent someone to spread the word, I was reading "The peach is so beautiful, and the beauty is bright. "As soon as I was about to get out of bed, the Crown Princess came in.
"Sister, you are in good health." When she saw me, her eyes turned red.
I said, thank the Crown Princess for caring, I was fine. I looked at the women behind her, and each had their own beauty. When the Crown Princess saw me looking at them, she introduced me one by one, "This is the Princess. "She pulled a woman in pink clothes, and she was very dignified.
" This is Liu Liangdi. "I was wearing bright yellow, very cute. I looked at the woman on the far left, dressed in plain white clothes, as light as a chrysanthemum. Her belly was slightly raised, and I said, "This must be Yan Liangdi." "The Crown Princess nodded.
I greeted each other, which was considered to be a greeting.
Jinyao was afraid that I was tired, so she asked them to go back first. As soon as they left, Jinyao hugged me and said, "Sister, you should be soft-hearted with the Crown Brother, so that Jinyao can see you earlier. Jinyao misses you. "
She also said, "None of them are as good as you, only my sister is sincere, but my sister is also unfamiliar with me. ”
What else should she say? I didn’t hear it clearly and fell head-on.
When I woke up again, I saw Su Ye sitting beside my bed. I asked him "When is it?"
He said it was midnight. I asked him what happened to me.
He was a little excited and said, Yan Yan, you are pregnant, I have a baby, we have a baby.
I was silent for a while. Answer "I understand." Actually, I want to ask whether Yan Yan was me or Yan Liangdi.
He said again, "Yan Yan, be good, don't dance anymore, protect our baby, okay?"
I saw him burying his head in my belly and trembling, and I said yes.
In May of the seventh year of Taihe, Yan Liangdi gave birth to a daughter. It's called Su Yun.
It's been five months since I was in my stomach. Su Ye would come to the court every day and come to see me and talk to me. At some point, I was looking forward to the appearance of the child. Su Ye told me that if a boy is Su Chang'an, if a girl is Su Changle, if a girl is Su Changle, if a nickname is Xiaoyuer. He wants our children to grow up safely and happily.
The situation in the court is becoming increasingly tense, and the power of the fifth prince Su Zhuo gradually grows, and he gradually shows a trend of competing with Su Ye. He has been with me for a shorter and shorter time, and his brows are always tightening. Whenever this happens, I will tell him that Xiao Yu'er asks his father to take care of his health. He would hug me and ask, "Is Xiao Yu'er good today?" I replied, "Xiao Yu'er is so good, and she didn't make any noise at all."
But such a good Xiao Yu'er couldn't be safe. When I saw the blood on the bottom of my skirt smudged on the bluestone slab, I held Bai Zhi's hand and shouted, "It hurts, Bai Zhi, it hurts really."
When I woke up, Yun Jinyao was standing by the bed. I put my hand on my stomach and choked and said, "Jinyao, where is my little Yu'er?" Jinyao tried to tears and said, "Sister, you are still young, Xiao Yu'er will have it." I looked at the bed tent with my eyes blank and murmured, "No, never again."
In June of the seventh year of Taihe, the prince's concubine Wang Baolin framed the royal descendants and demoted him to a commoner. The Minister of War was incompetent in discipline, demoted him to a minister, and handed over military power. Lu Chengyi is fond of Liangdi.
The day when Wang Baolin left, I went to see her and she said, "It was not her who did it, believe me." I didn't answer and entered Suiwu Pavilion. It was clearly summer, but I was very cold.
In December of the seventh year of Taihe, the prince married the general's legitimate daughter Xue Chenyu as his concubine.
In January of the eighth year of Taihe, the fifth prince invaded the palace in the name of clearing the monarch, intending to usurp the throne, General Xue tried his best to suppress it. The emperor was seriously ill and issued an order to give way to the crown prince, and the fifth prince was executed in autumn.
In March of the eighth year of Taihe, the prince ascended the throne and changed his year to the next day. I was named Concubine Jing, and I asked the emperor for grace. I said I wanted to live in Anxi Palace. He was silent for a while and was accurate.
Anxi Palace is the most biased palace in the palace and has always been known as a cold palace.
New King's talent show, more than 20 women entered the harem, and I was assigned a seat in my palace, Fu Siwan, the daughter of the governor of Yangzhou , at the age of 14. When she came to pay homage to me, I was dancing. Bai Zhi told her not to disturb me, so she stood at the door and watched me dance blankly.
Just danced, I looked back at her and asked, why Wan Chang cried? Could it be that my palace was not dancing well?
She shook her head, then knelt down after realizing it. She said that the Empress is the best person I have ever seen dancing, like a fairy girl.
I saw her, but I found it funny and asked her intentionally, why are you crying?
She seemed a little scared and said with a tough bullet that the Queen Mother danced was too sad
I asked her to get up and asked her, do you want to see it or not? She said, "I want it."
"Tao Yiyao, it's bright, the son is back, it's good for his family..." I think the best scene in my life is to perform "Tao Yao" with him under the tree for An An.
"Are Wan Chang satisfied?" I joked about her. "It looks so good." Wan Changzai clapped her hands.
I asked if you want to learn? I will teach you.
She smiled innocently and said, "Thank you for your love.""
In August of the first year of Shunyi, the emperor was lucky to be in the happy palace of An, and I asked Wanchang to dance in the yard.
On the second day, Wanchang was named Wanzhaoyi and moved to Penglai Palace. When the little girl left, she kept crying and said that she would come back to see me often. I said that the deep palace was sinister and the holy heart was unpredictable. You have to make plans early. If you encounter something, you can go to find the queen.
In October of the first year of Shunyi, the fifth prince was I will be sentenced to death. I took the token of the Empress to go to the prison.
The handsome man who once was once plump and handsome has become a pile of skin and bones. I stood outside the prison and asked him, "Do you regret it?" I did not regret accusing the former prime minister, and then did not regret killing more than 100 people from the Prime Minister's family, and later did not regret making the Prime Minister's daughter become a maid.
He smiled, like a madman "Lu Suiyan, what do I have to regret? Since ancient times, why do I regret winning the king and losing the enemy? "
He said again, "Lu Suiyan, aren't you sadder than me? Let me tell you a secret, the person next to you is the real enemy of genocide, and even his country is exchanged for your son's blood. You should pity yourself first. "
I pressed my trembling hand and sneered, "Do you think I will believe you? You are just a villain." But I know how scared I am.
"It's only you who know whether you believe it or not. Haven't you been looking for Lu Sui'an all the time? Let me tell you, she is a prostitute in Yangzhou. You two are more affectionate than the other, ridiculous. "He slid his hands on the railing, and his distorted face was so sly that he smiled.
"Ah" I pulled out the dagger in my sleeve and stabbed him suddenly. I saw his blood flowing out and saw his blood splattering on my body. I hurriedly threw down the dagger and walked out of the prison.
At this time, I saw a person. I didn't know how embarrassed I looked. I rushed over and shouted in a collapsed state, "He is a liar." Zi, it was not me who killed him, I didn't kill him." He replied to me tightly and said, "Yan Yan, don't be excited, it's me..." I fainted before I finished listening.
When I woke up again, it was just dawn. I looked out of the bed and saw Su Ye resting on the soft tide next to him. He was so handsome, but his lips were a little thin. I suddenly remembered the words of the fifth prince, "Lu Suiyan, your pillow kills your whole family, and his country was exchanged for your flesh and blood. "I began to tremble all over. No, it's not like this. I covered my head and roared, it's not like this.
Su Ye was obviously awakened by me. When he saw my appearance, he rushed over immediately. He hugged me and shouted "Yan Yan." "I was even more disgusted when I heard this. "Get out." I pushed him away. Asked me with all the things I could use at my hand and smashed them at him. "I told you to get out." Su Ye stood for a long time, but he didn't dare to go forward. The morning time was up. He looked at me deeply and went out.
I leaned against the wall, hugged myself tightly, and cried, "I know, I know everything, but I never want to believe it. I just want to escape.
Su Ye, why can't you let me go? "
You approached me to frame my father for collusion with enemies and to please the late emperor who was suspicious of the Prime Minister's Mansion, so the lives of more than 100 people in our family are tools you use to play.
and An An, she is so young, she admires you so much, but you personally sent it to the lowest venue. You can obviously help her, but you don't.
Even our only child, Xiao Yuer, who is only more than five months old, can be used by you to seize military power.
How can you not hate you?
A month later, I can get out of bed and walk around. I asked Bai Zhi to help me go to the yard to bask in the sun, and I said, "Bai Zhi, why is it so cold this year? "
Bai Zhi added a cloak to me again. "The empress will not be cold if she keeps her body well. "
I said let him come in tonight, the yard was very cold.
Bai Zhi was stunned for a moment and said yes.
In the evening, I set up a table of dishes and sat at the table waiting for him. When he came in, he was stunned for a long time. He said, "Yan Yan, have you forgive me?" I picked up his favorite dish for him and asked him to try it. He seemed to be a little choked and swallowed it quickly, but he didn't want to choke anymore.
I asked Bai Zhi to bring a glass of water, and I gave him a smooth back. They are all emperors, so why are they still so unstable? He stopped eating and hugged me and cried, "Yan Yan, have you forgiven me?" "You don't blame me anymore, right?"
I resisted the desire to push him away and said, "Yes, as long as you are willing to let me go to Yangzhou, I will forgive you."
He didn't cry anymore, raised his head and stared at me.
I smiled and said, "Don't look at me like this, I also want to go to see fireworks in March Yangzhou . Let me go next spring, okay?" I knew he would agree.
"Okay." After a long time, he replied.
The emperor comes every few days, and gradually everyone in the palace said that I am a demon concubine and I am here to harm the emperor.
After hearing this, I found it funny. If I were really a demon concubine, why would I live like this? The emperor killed several verbal palace maids.
When the emperor came back, I asked him what the use of doing this? Those who talk too much will continue to say what they should say.
He said, Yan Yan, you are not a demon concubine, you are my wife.
I want to ask, what about the Queen? Where is Concubine Xue? What are they from? But I held back.
html When 3 years were closed, something happened in the palace. The little princess who Concubine Xue was raising her knees had a strange disease, and the imperial doctor was at a loss.
The Imperial Concubine kept calling the emperor to make the decision, saying that someone was hurting her child. The emperor couldn't bear it, so she could check it out herself.
When the palace servant came to search for Anxi Palace, I was embroidering dance clothes. I embroidered peach blossoms one after another, which was so beautiful.
When the emperor and his concubines came, I was still embroidering. Just as I was about to salute, the imperial concubine threw a voodoo doll on me, "Bitch."
I looked at the imperial concubine furious. I looked at the queen and couldn't bear it. I looked at the emperor hesitantly, and I looked at everyone's faces differently. I knelt on the ground, the marble slab was very cold, and I truly realized that the emperor's family's affection was so shallow that even such a frame-up with loopholes could fall into a desperate situation.
I said, "I confessed my guilt."
In December of the first year of Shunyi, Concubine Jing Lu Suiyan plotted to murder the princess, demoted the common people, and was sent to the cold palace.
Bai Zhi treats me loyally and wants to accompany me to the cold palace, so I agree to her.
On New Year’s Eve, fireworks were set off in the palace, and it was lively everywhere except me.
I stood in the yard, looking at the colorful scene. I thought, when I was in the prime minister's mansion, Sui'an and I always came to the yard early to set off fireworks. When I was tired, I went back to the house to see my mother lying on the bed to embroider sachets for me and Sui'an, and stayed up with my mother. Sui'an was still a child. After a while, she fell asleep. My father took her back to the house, very gentle.
However, I still couldn't wait for my mother to give me that sachet.
Suddenly, snowflakes fell from the sky.
"Miss, it's snowing." Bai Zhi brought me another coat and asked me if I wanted to enter the house.
I shook my head and didn't take the coat. I said, "Taoyao" should be taken for me."
"Miss, but the imperial physician said that your body cannot catch a cold." Bai Zhi was a little resistant.
"It doesn't matter, you see the snowfall on New Year's Eve, it's auspicious sign."
"The peaches are young and bright, and their beauty is bright." I remembered that I was innocent and happy before I was thirteen years old. My mother always said that I was very cute and silly.
"The son is back, and he is suitable for his family." I remembered him writing under the tree, saying "Bao" riding a horse and playing with green plums around the bed. Ask me to wait for him to marry me.
Wait until everything is silent, I said, "Bai Zhi, go back." I looked at the confined palace gate. Little did they know that someone stood outside the cold palace gate for a night.
The next day, I got hot and was in a daze. When I was in a daze, I heard Wan Zhaoyi's voice, as if she was arguing with someone. I felt someone tried it on my forehead. I grabbed the man's hand and said, "Help me, ask him, he said, "Is it still worth letting me go to Yangzhou?"
I felt his hand stiff and said, "Okay."
My illness was only two months old. Bai Zhi often cried beside me. She said, "If it weren't for Wan Zhaoyi, Miss, you wouldn't be able to lie here well, why are you not obedient?"
I laughed at her, silly girl. I pretended not to see the whip marks on her body. I don’t know what extreme methods did she use to see Zhaoyi .
In March, someone put a note in the food box where I delivered me food. After reading it, I burned it.
On March 5, the second year of Shunyi, a cold palace was in flames and Lu died.
Bai Zhi and I found the carriage waiting at the palace gate early in the morning. Before boarding the carriage, I took a look at the palace behind me. "Farewell forever."
I don't know if I'm talking to him or myself.
I entered the palace with the brightest smile, and finally left the palace with pain all over my body and rushed to Yangzhou City
"Miss, your dance clothes are gone, I remember that I have prepared it, Miss, what should I do?" Bai Zhi exclaimed and almost cried.
I smiled and said, it's okay, I burned it myself.
I came to Yangzhou City. I saw the spring scenery and the willows swaying. It was a picture of spring scenery.
I bought a small house and arranged two boudoirs, which were exactly the same as the old lady and the second lady's boudoir in the former Prime Minister's Mansion. I think I am here, and I will always wait for peace.
I gave up my daughter and found someone to inquire in Yangzhou City. I don’t know if An An changed her name, I can only say that there is a peach-shaped birthmark on the inside of her arm, and there are two shallow dimples when she smiles, which looks very beautiful.
searched for half a year and met many people, but they were not my An An.
I asked Bai Zhi, why didn’t she appear yet? She didn’t know if her sister was waiting for her. Bai Zhi, I am really scared, I am afraid that someone would tell me that she is not here.
Bai Zhi told me not to worry, Yangzhou City is so big, don’t worry, don’t worry, don’t find it for a while, you will find it.
Finally, a beggar told me that he knew.
He told me that An An had not changed her name. She once played the piano in Chunfeng Tower and did not accept customers. Later, she was attracted by an official's son and bought it back, but she swears to death and is humiliated to death. It is said that there is no complete corpse when it dies.
I asked him, "Who is the official's son's name?"
He said, "Xue Jingyuan is the nephew of the current emperor concubine."
I laughed out loud, and I said, "Okay, okay" Bai Zhi, this is all fate, I admit it.
I stumbled back to my house, like a madman.
I hugged Bai Zhi and said, Bai Zhi, I was wrong, I was really wrong, if I hadn't insisted on marrying him, my father would have succeeded and retired, instead of being framed and despised by the world, the Prime Minister's Mansion would not have been killed, and my An An, how could the girl who loves to laugh so much leave so sad, it's all my fault, I lost her, but I had nothing, I couldn't even take revenge, Bai Zhi, what should I do?
I don't even dare to die, I'm afraid they will not forgive me and don't want to see me.
I had a dream, a very long dream. In the dream, Su Ye and I were studying at the Taifu's house. An An was a small one, following me and called "Sister." I dreamed that every day when the sunset was about to set, my father and mother came to the Taifu's house to pick me up and An An home.
I dreamed that Su Ye became the prince and said he wanted to marry me into the house. Later, I entered the palace. In the high walls around me, I was the only one dancing. No one around me was there, and Xiao Yuer, who I had never met before, was no longer there.In the end, everyone disappeared. I saw An An, she was covered in blood. She asked me if she regretted it?
I cried and grabbed her and said, "I regret it, my sister really regrets it, but she smiled and disappeared."
When I woke up, I asked Bai Zhi, is spring here?
"Yes, Yan Yan, spring is here." It was not Bai Zhi's voice.
I seemed to smell the fragrance of peach blossoms, and I seemed to see Su Ye, and I seemed to hear him crying.
I said, "Are you here?"
He grabbed my hand and choked and said, "Yan Yan, I'm here."
I raised a weak smile and said, "Don't cry, I don't blame you anymore, I won't blame you anymore, I just blame myself, I blame you for not protecting all the people I want to protect."
I raised my hand with difficulty and continued, "If there is a next life, let's not meet, Brother Ye, I feel so painful, it really hurts." I heard him say sorry over and over again.
"The Empress is a good person. You have to treat her well. Wan Zhaoyi is also very good." I slowly lowered my hand and said, "Xiao Yu'er, you are here to pick up your mother."
Shunyi for six years, the Xue family plotted against the rebellion and killed nine clans.
In the ninth year of Shunyi, the emperor was rehabilitated as the former prime minister Lu Jiuyan, and the world was amnesty.
In the twelfth year of Shunyi, the emperor passed away, the son of Shunde Concubine Fu Siwan became emperor, and the Empress Dowager Yun Jinyao assisted the government.
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