I cried secretly many times with everyone on my back, and the middle-aged people dare not show their tears easily.
01
My daughter's ranking has dropped again. This time, she lost more than a dozen layers.
The child is facing the high school entrance examination. She is not anxious every day, which makes her father and I often get angry.
Just get up early in the morning and start talking.
It was almost seven o'clock, and she was still lying on the bed, rolling around and refusing to get up.
The alarm clock kept ringing, she ignored it, rolled up the quilt, hid in the corner, and continued to sleep.
Can't this kid turn the alarm clock?
Her father, muttering in his mouth, impatiently pulling the corners of his mouth, wanting to be angry but dare not be angry.
I made breakfast, gently pushed the door and said, "Yan, there is a sausage, mom just fried it, get up quickly."
Let's talk to the child, my husband Chang Fan couldn't bear to move, so I made all the bad faces.
I, a tigress sheep, patted the door and made a slight trembling sound in hopes that she could jump up on the bed.
Chang Yuyan said lazily through the sewing: "Mom, close the door, sleep for a while, eat for a while."
Sleep again, the clock is running towards 7:15. Is she going to be late?
Chang Yuyan, the biggest advantage is that she has a good temper.
how to say, how to press her, she is like nothing, and continues to be slow.
Chang Fan and I are decisive people, how can we give birth to such a daughter?
Chang Fan, sitting at the table, gnawed bread, drinking drinks, and his eyes rolled onto the ceiling.
This is the most common drama in our family in the morning.
In order to get to high school, we threw all our thoughts on her, except for work, everything that accompanied her.
What a pity, my daughter doesn’t appreciate it.
Do your own things and be leisurely and free.
02
Chang Yuyan went home. The first thing she did after school was to ask me to touch my phone.
This phone has been thrown countless times. Chang Fan always says that I have a bad temper and I love to choke with my daughter.
But he didn't look at it. This tormenting girl had no intention of studying.
squatted in the toilet and just washed his hands. The dripping water flowed around my wrists. I took a towel and said, "If you don't dry it, run away. What are you doing?"
She laughed and said, "Mom, mobile phone, promised, half an hour every day, hurry up."
started to enter the door, and she threw her schoolbag and sucked the fish.
Now staring at me, begging for pleasing.
I held my strength and said, "It's only half an hour. I've played with washing my hands and eating, doing homework. Don't forget that you are a high school student, not a technical secondary school student."
tighten the screws every day, so she still needs to be slow and grind there.
She was able to play games with her classmates. In the past half an hour, the room was locked and I couldn't open it no matter how hard I pushed it.
I was suddenly furious and shouted, "Chang Yuyan, what are you doing when you lock the door? Don't want to take the exam? Or give up?"
A few minutes later, the door opened, and she rolled her eyes and said, "What are you doing when you go online? Playing games for a while, is it worth making such a fuss?"
I snatched my phone, threw it to the ground, and tried to step on it. Chang Yuyan teased, "You'd better step on it to pieces, I happened to change my phone, right?"
She didn't speak astonishingly, but she hurt you again and again, making people's hearts tremble.
Our battle is in real time. Chang Fan stepped back at the point and pulled me back, saying, "Wife, don't be angry, what are you eating? It's so delicious."
, the eels are burning in the pot, and smoke is sizzling. It's a pity that dozens of yuan is delicious.
Chang Yuyan got the prompt and walked to the kitchen obediently to clean up everything.
This war did not start, and under the extermination of their husbands, they were unable to admit defeat.
03
The fire was extinguished temporarily. Without Chang Fan's help, the war between my daughter and I was burning wildly.
Chang Fan walked for a few days, and I was all about the big and small things at home, so I had to look at this rebellious daughter.
Chang Yuyan couldn't get into English, so I made this homework book and asked her to remember new words.
She has memorized two homework books, but these two books are no different from ordinary books on the cover.
I told her and said, "Yuyan, it's better for you to mark it. It's a new word book on the cover of the book."
is a casual thing, but she doesn't do it.
searches everywhere now.
She looks around the house like a headless fly.
In the corner, under the desk, under the dining table, I didn’t even catch a shadow.
This is commonly used. How many times have you said it, mark it.
In a bunch of books, she opened them one by one and looked at them. It took her more than ten minutes, but she couldn't find the book.
I put my waist on my back and stared at her to complete these movements.
I was so angry that she responded to what was happening in front of her without any haste.
If Chang Yuyan wasn't Bibi, I wouldn't burn it into pieces until she and I became enemies.
She said, "I was wrong, just search. You can always find it. You are just anxious. What's the use of urgent? If a person can solve everything in a hurry, then the earth has no need to play."
She went from the quote in the book to the explosion of the earth. This child has never seen him so much.
Why is it wrong and doesn’t admit it? You have to make a point of reasoning.
Every parent can’t stand it when they witness such a child.
I admit that I jumped up and smashed her newly bought figure to the ground.
After scrolling for a few rounds, the doll was divided into two halves without moving.
She was stunned for a while, and then shouted, "Mom, what did you do when you fell? She was annoyed you and was anxious?"
Doll is right, but its owner provoked me.
I pointed at her without saying a word and said, "Buying things all day long, except for spending money, what do you know? What are you going to do in the future? Should I pick up garbage or move bricks? You can't carry it with your hands and shoulders, what can you do! Waste!"
I was hysterically excited because of the notebook and the broken figures.
My daughter, who hardly retaliated, had somehow got into a fight with me, her face turned red, and she pulled her mouth and said, "Are you a mother? You are a shrew, a shrew!"
We are already demons, ghosts, monsters, monsters, and monsters in each other's eyes.
No one listens carefully to anyone, and no one cares about venting their dissatisfaction.
Our war is burning, and Chang Fan, who has not returned for a few days, appears as he smells it.
He threw down his bag and rushed to me and said, "Wife, wife, don't be angry. The pot is burnt again."
This is the second pot that has been burned.
There is no good at home. Now it’s good, the whole family can’t eat.
04
Turn off the fire, Chang Fan followed me into the room, coaxing me to eliminate my anger.
After staying for a long time, I walked out of the room in peace and walked towards Chang Yuyan.
My daughter is standing outside the house at this time.
There is a cement platform for placing an external unit outside the study room, and it has not been used.
And she leaned against the window, facing the inside of the house, towards me and Chang Fan.
I was angry, but Chang Fan was still rational and said gently: "Yuyan, it's cold outside, don't be naughty, it's not fun there."
The raindrops visible to the naked eye drizzled down, wetting Chang Yuyan's hair and disrupting my heart.
Chang Fan walked away lightly, held his daughter's hand, pulled her back into the room, and then used a towel to dry her.
I quietly went back to the bedroom. If I add more fire, it would be a tragedy.
"Dad," Chang Yuyan's words were grievances and resistance, "I..."
"Stop saying anything, do whatever you want, we will ignore others," Chang Fan whispered to me, signaling his daughter to rest assured.
The relaxed daughter calmed down in Chang Fan's comfort, and the battle was about to happen to her husband's extermination and landed safely.
I carefully picked up the figure leaning against the gap.
is fine, they are divided into two halves without too much injury.
The glue that happened to have the marks was just right. I silently glued it silently, and silently put it back to the eye-catching part of the desk, a place within reach of Chang Yuyan.
everything falls into peace again, and the beauty and warmth are reappearing in our home.
And Chang Fan went home every day these days and did not go on business again.
I know he is still scared and afraid that what happened that day will happen again.
05
The ups and downs under calm are always dormant, and this storm is about my cousin's daughter.
The cousin who moved to his new home asked us to have a drink, saying that he had two tables set up to celebrate the new home.
After receiving the letter, our family happily went to the appointment.
Their new home is Poly's property. For this house, they tried all their efforts and spent their entire lives savings.
Of course, for the children, they do not know the parents’ intentions. At this time, Chang Yuyan and his cousin’s daughter Dou Ran were chatting.
Dou Ran is younger than Chang Yuyan and is a child who is about to enter junior high school.
Dou Ran was extremely happy when he saw Chang Yuyan coming.
The two sisters play enthusiastically.
had a long break. When it was time for dinner, we greeted everyone to sit down.
But this Dou Ran is still playing games in the house.
Chang Yuyan went to invite her several times, but Dou Ran was unmoved and said, "Sister, I'll come later. You eat first. I'll get off the line after playing this plate."
As the guest entered the room, Dou Ran, as the host, did his own thing from beginning to end, and had no basic politeness.
My cousin has been angry all the time, and the gloom in his joy covers his whole face.
My cousin’s temperament is a bit like me. If you don’t go well, you will get angry, especially for children, which cannot attract your temper.
We advised him one after another, "Forget it, child, let her play for a while, let's eat first, eat first."
Everyone was trying to smooth things over, but the elder brother couldn't help but rush to the room, unplug the wire, knocked off the monitor, and said, "Dou Ran, are you a little polite? Everyone is waiting for you to have a meal? Are you the master? Do you want someone to invite him three times and six times?"
Dou Ran just followed the elder brother's temper. It was just that moment. Before everyone could react, a figure floated between the window.
Chang Fan shouted, "Oh no," he was the first to rush to the windowsill, turning around and looking like cyan.
Happiness became a tragedy, and this sad thing was a casual sentence, a child couldn't bear it.
Since the person was dead, the police came to the door and conducted a comprehensive investigation. After the investigation was correct, it was confirmed that it was a mistake and had to kill him.
This incident hit my cousin a big blow. The forty-year-old man turned white and his family was quiet and treacherous from now on.
Chang Yuyan asked her sister to go to see her off on the day of her burial, but Chang Fan and I refused her.
Her shadow has just dispersed. Dou Ran, now the best, has found a short-sighted view because of her parents' rebukes. For her, it is a heavy burden for us.
Chang Fan comforted his daughter and said, "Dad tells Dou Ran what you want to say. Sister will be happy. You must be the best, right?"
Chang Yuyan, who was cried on the table, handing the figure and saying, "Let her go to Dou Ran for me, she likes it too. I am willing to give it to her and will never break my promise."
This is her beloved thing. She can't bear to touch her. She holds it in her arms when she goes home.
know how to bear the pain and give up love. Chang Yuyan obviously grew up. In an instant, she grew from a child to a sister who sacrificed for her sister.
06
After Dou Ran's incident ended, my cousin's emotions were always depressed.
The old things of the child are there, and the eldest brother is reluctant to clean them up. He said that it is a reminder, a shock, and a stain.
For Dou Ran, he and his cousin's wife changed a new house; for the sake of their children's future, they tried their best, but everything turned into today's miserable situation.
They also suffered criticism, saying that they killed the child.
"Then dad was so cruel. He killed the child, just one sentence, killing someone to heart."
" What's wrong with playing games? Who didn't grow up playing games? You have to force your child like that, scumbag father. "
There are endless strange things around me. I have to endure the pain of my daughter's death, and I have to endure unreasonable accusations.
This is more uncomfortable and even more faceless than the day my daughter left.
When my elder brother met us, he pulled Chang Fan and said his heart.
After a few sips of wine, he was getting drunk, his mind drooped on the bottle of wine, and his snoring gradually overflowed.
I helped my elder brother put on a blanket and let him rest.
Middle-aged man who lived to this age was not easy, and it was not only the mainstay of making money. It's still the self-blame of this tragedy.
This lingering shadow will accompany him for the rest of his life, big brother.
07
Chang Yuyan's one-on-one tutoring is over, and her big exam is about to begin.
I gave her everything before sending her to the exam room.
She deserves to be fine, but on the day the results were announced, I guessed the bad situation.
I was in class and asked anxiously: "Yuyan, are you out? How many? "
She sucked and said, "Mom, I didn't do well in the exam, I was poor. "
scores came quickly. Looking at the scores, I realized that the struggle before the exam was useless, and that tens of thousands of yuan was in vain.
didn't splash.
and I decided unanimously to save energy to my daughter to go to high school.
The day when we withdraw money, my daughter accompanied us.
I and Chang Fan and I borrowed some of the money from an acquaintance, which was tens of thousands.
In front of Chang Yuyan, she looked at the white money counting one by one, and finally sent it in The school bought a quota for her.
She is the older child. I no longer beat or scold her like before.
or taking her through something is the key to her growth.
The day we came back, we improvised the meal to celebrate our daughter's high school private school, and the next study is hopeful.
Chang Yuyan obviously was unhappy and said, "Mom, dad, a lot of money...you spent a lot of money..."
I said happily: "What is money. Mom and Dad make money for you and for your future. Parents are willing to eat vegetables for their children. "
My relationship with my daughter has eased. After experiencing the Dou Ran incident, I gradually turned around, "The child is equal to us. We should not hold on to our parents' positions and betray them in various ways. They are life, not objects, nor are they tools for us to complete our regrets. "
Parents have some tools to their children.
wish they could shine their unfinished things and their unfinished dreams.
We cannot control the children through blood ties.
I was stunned and Chang Fan hugged me and said, "Wife, are you reflecting. Don't, have fun, eat food. "
Chang Fan's biggest advantage is that he accepts his daughter's ordinary.
This is something I can't compare to.
I gave birth to my daughter and kept thinking that if she is a star of the future, I would like to add a lot of ideas to her.
But what about the facts...
08
s school is about to begin, and Chang Yuyan said timidly: "Mom, I want to see Dou Ran, I can accept it. "
We are all accepting Dou Ran's departure, including the eldest brother.
The eldest brother changed the house, and the house was still retained.
He bought a small house with his remaining money to make his and his cousin's wife's house.
His spirit gradually improved, and he was slowly recovering and accepting Dou Ran's death.
Dou Ran is in Lingshan, a place with beautiful wind and water.
is about to arrive at the cemetery. We met the eldest brother, and he and his cousin's wife smiled and said, "You are here, today is Dou Ran's birthday, it's rare for you to remember it. "
Chang Yuyan smiled slightly, "My sister likes cakes, I made one by myself, including strawberry , raspberry , and various fruits. ”
My daughter is very prepared, and she is a little taller, helping her elder brother light candles and clean it.
We celebrated our birthday and walked in Lingshan again.
Brother and Chang Yuyan walked side by side, and the two chatted.
"You can consider having a child, so that Dou Ran can rest assured."
This is something that the eldest brother dared not think about. He felt that it was a kind of disrespect that he had forgotten Dou Ran's pain and forgot his daughter's struggle.
The eldest brother was choking and his lips were squirming, but he finally didn't show any words.
I put on my daughter's shoulder and smiled at her, "Let your cousin take your time, we will all accept it slowly, accept the past and the future."
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