I fell in love with the president of the college as soon as I entered school, who was also my immediate senior.
I silently hid my secret love in my heart until the little puppy broke into my life and broke the original peace...
1
I was hung on the confession wall. In the
photo, I am without makeup, wearing volunteer clothes, and holding a red flag in my hand.
was followed by a young and handsome boy.
He was wearing a casual white T-shirt. He looked sunny and cheerful, and he had a nice smile.
Many people were watching him secretly.
His name is Ji Wei.
is the new student I welcome.
188's model height and star face make her the new star among the new generation.
Unexpectedly, someone accidentally filmed this scene.
Moreover, it may be that one white thing hides three ugly things, but there are actually a lot of people saying that I look good.
This is not the point!
The point is, our company is dead!
2
It was a dark and windy night.
I entered the wrong bathhouse, and accidentally saw Ji Wei without any clothes on.
He was born with red lips and white teeth, sharp eyebrows and starry eyes. In the heat of the bathhouse, his pair of gleaming black eyes were hazy, making him look pure and milky.
"You..."
At that moment, I made a big move like Thomas spiraling to the sky, covered my face with a basin, and fled the scene quickly.
I only shared this matter with my dear sister and roommates, and discussed Ji Wei’s figure by the way.
But this morning, the league secretary urged me to send a screenshot of Youth University studying , and the squad leader urged me to send a screenshot of asking for leave with the counselor...
Because I had a cold, there were too many things piled up together, and my mind was in a daze, so my hands shook and I sent out the screenshot of the chat.
The best part is still the part where we discuss Ji Wei’s abdominal muscles.
Now the chat history is clearly hanging on the confession wall.
is quite popular.
Ji Wei Even if he didn't see my face clearly under the big basin that night, he should know it now.
Let’s just say, it’s over.
I looked at my phone and felt like I was having trouble breathing.
The wind in the school administration building is so cold.
Of course, I can't jump off the building.
is just here to blow some air.
With trembling hands, I looked up how much it would cost to go to Mars, and then gave up decisively.
I'm so poor.
3
"Senior, it turns out that the person who suddenly broke in that night was you..."
It's early autumn now.
He was wearing a white shirt, tie, and a pair of long-legged and slim-fitting suits, which inexplicably gave him an air of asceticism.
apparently just returned from the debate.
Tears shed from the corner of my mouth.
My junior is in really great shape.
"Good afternoon, junior fellow student."
My voice was a little weak.
I really didn’t expect that Ji Wei would find me so quickly.
is so well informed.
I don’t know who leaked my whereabouts.
is finished.
I am not mentally prepared at all.
"Senior, you like abs very much?"
His height of 188cm makes me very scared.
If he beat me, he would probably cripple me.
"Hahaha, my junior has a good figure, so I complimented him..."
I leaned against the wall, feeling like I couldn't even finish my sentence.
"Really?"
He leaned forward, locking me within his limited range, and placed his arms on both sides of my cheeks.
Looking at the handsome face in front of me, I blushed shamefully.
And I suddenly discovered that this junior Ji Wei is not as cute as he appears...
"Junior is very cute and has a good figure, but don't worry, I have absolutely nothing wrong with you."
I glanced at Ji Wei cautiously.
"My senior and I have known each other for three months. In your mind, I have a very pure and cute image?"
"Of course not! Apart from these, my senior has many shining points, but I haven't discovered them yet..."
I lowered my head, not daring to look at him. When
looked up again, he had already taken off his suit jacket and threw it to me.
"It's a little hot, help me take it. Is it okay?"
"No, it's okay."
I caught it blankly.This action of
seems to have unlocked some kind of seal.
I felt inexplicably dangerous, and felt like I was being watched.
He looked at me for a few seconds, and suddenly he was close to my ear. From my perspective, I could only see his perfect jawline.
"Senior, would you like to get to know me better?"
His warm breath wrapped around my ears, and my face turned red.
4
His voice is very gentle.
But my mind has started to run wild. How to understand
in depth?
"Huh? Don't you understand?"
He continued to talk in my ear.
"I...I'm stupid."
Wuwuwu is so good at teasing.
I admit that he is very aggressive!
Let go of this innocent (bushi) girl like me!
My legs went weak and my brain shut down on the spot.
He stretched out his hand to protect me from falling to the ground.
"Thank you, junior."
He slowly let go of me.
"Well... getting to know each other well is about being friends, right?"
I get a headache when I think about my two roommates comparing Ji Wei and Gu Yuancheng.
offended both of them at once.
"It just so happens that I have to apologize to you and Senior Gu. I shouldn't compare you two. Let's have dinner together then. I'll treat you."
"No, I'm not interested in him."
He seemed to have selectively ignored my first sentence.
My heart is pounding.
is not interested in Gu Yuancheng, is he interested in me?
bah.
I'm thinking shit.
Ji Wei and I have been on the business school debate team for several months, and we have always been teammates.
only interacts with others by playing games, having dinner together, and playing small games.
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"I have no classes, so I will take you back to the dormitory."
When he saw that I was silent, he spoke again.
I trembled all of a sudden.
Today’s popular protagonists are me and him.
If he sends me back to the dormitory, someone else will take a picture and post it on the wall.
Don’t expect this turmoil to stop one day!
"No, no, no, no! I'll just go back by myself."
"Give me the phone." He stared at me for a second.
I obediently unlocked the phone and handed it to him.
He lowered his head and tapped for a while before handing the phone to me.
"Save it." How come
is his phone number?
"Tsk, if I had known that my sister liked wild things, I wouldn't have had to pretend for so long."
After saying this, he took the coat from my hand and walked away with his long legs.
Leave me alone and messy in the wind.
Has he entered a certain role? ? ?
6
When I returned to the dormitory, I was still confused.
"Xuan'er~ You are finally back. How does it feel to be the whole school community?"
"Not very good."
I lay on the table and the words Ji Wei said this afternoon automatically played in my mind.
"Xuan'er~ don't be discouraged, at least your photos look good." My roommate tried to enlighten me.
"I'm sorry, it was five minutes after I saw the picture you posted in the group today, and I didn't have time to remind you that you had withdrawn it."
"It's okay, it's just my head that is dizzy." I patted my roommate on the shoulder.
Her frown relaxed.
"By the way, what do you think of Ji Weiren?"
I asked hesitantly.
"Ji Wei? He is very handsome, and his family is rich. It is just like the male protagonist in a novel..."
"Ah, when I mention Ji Wei, I want to fall in love with my brother. He is so cute."
Another roommate put down his job and joined in.
cute der!
That’s because you have no idea about his wild heart beneath his cute appearance!
"By the way, Xuan'er, did the headmaster of University Ji come to you? Did he hold you responsible?" My roommate turned on the gossip mode.
"No!"
I took a sip of water and almost spit out my mouth when I heard this.
"You guys are still comparing Ji Wei and Gu Yuancheng. I still don't know how to apologize to Gu Yuancheng.
"Oh, our business school often compares the two of them, it should be fine, right?"
"Maybe?"
I thought about it and thought that Gu Yuancheng was busy studying, so he probably wouldn't care about it.
Later, I found out that I was thinking too much.
7
evening.
"Xuan'er! Senior Gu seems to be downstairs in our dormitory. Check the messages on your phone to see if he's looking for you?"
My roommate let out an exclamation while hanging the laundry.
"Holy crap! Senior Gu is getting more and more handsome! I take back what I said that night that Ji Wei is more handsome than Senior Gu."
I turned on my phone tremblingly, and sure enough, Gu Yuancheng sent me a lot of messages.
"Lin Xuan, is what is said on the confession wall true? What's going on?"
"Don't be too burdened, Ji Wei is also a sensible person."
"Let's talk."
"I will be at your dormitory soon."
...
It's over.
My crush career is probably coming to an end.
Yes.
I have a crush on Gu Yuancheng for a long, long time.
At the freshman assembly, he spoke as the chairman of the Business School.
And I fell in love with him at first sight.
Ah no, it was love at first sight.
There are many girls in the college who like him, and they have even established a fan group.
I'm in it too. The
fan group has been abuzz for a long time. In addition to Gu Yuancheng, the topic of discussion also involves me.
I hurried down in my pajamas and slippers.
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Gu Yuancheng stood under the street lamp.
He was wearing a white shirt and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, covering his beautiful eyes, showing a bit of reserve and restraint, as if he was wearing a cold mask, dignified and distant.
I didn’t dare to look for him anymore. I took a few steps back and turned on my phone to ask my roommate for help. I found that the group had already exploded.
"Wow! Senior Gu is so good-looking!"
"It's like he stepped out of a book."
"As an LSP who has been fond of paper for many years, I can't stand just this handsome face with glasses, not to mention the golden proportion of the body..."
"Sister, your pants are off..."
...
Fortunately, my roommate is still a little sensible.
"Xuan'er, remember to express your apology for us, come on!"
Oh, oh, screw his secret love, it's all over.
"Good evening, senior..."
I ran to Gu Yuancheng. When
was talking, I realized that my palms were already sweating and my voice was trembling.
"Good evening, why did you run out in your pajamas?"
He frowned.
"Let's go, hurry up." I hesitated, not daring to look at him.
"Is it cold? If you had known I would have put on a coat before coming here."
Can you put your coat on for me?
No, no, no, the Korean drama routine will not happen in reality.
"It's not cold." I shook my head.
The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.
"I have contacted Mr. Chen to delete the post. Just don't let this matter get further. Don't put too much psychological pressure on yourself."
"Classmate Chen?" I was stunned.
"Chen Yan, the poster on the confession wall."
"Oh."
This name is so familiar!
"By the way, senior, my roommates and I didn't mean to talk about you and Ji Wei."
"I know, it doesn't matter even if we talk about it, but you, don't leave everything to others, you may hurt yourself, you know?"
"Yeah, I will pay attention next time."
Gu Yuancheng's softened expression became tense again, and he touched my head.
looks very serious, but his movements are very gentle.
"You, you must be on guard against others. It's cold at night. Go back to the dormitory early."
My heart was pounding. I looked up at him. He looked confused.
Damn it.
He, a straight man, has no idea how easily such actions can make my heart beat faster! !
"Oh, I'm leaving then, bye."
I waved to him.
"Xuan'er, you're back? How's the situation?"
My roommates surrounded me, and some of them had prepared tissues.
"It's okay."
"That's good, that's good."
The roommates breathed a sigh of relief.
"By the way, do you know Chen Yan? I always feel that this name is very familiar."
"Chen Yan? Hasn't she been chasing Ji Wei since the beginning of school, chasing the Bai Fumei who has not yet achieved results?"
The roommate exclaimed.
Damn it! It turned out to be her?
I also added WeChat to her.
She found out about this, so she deliberately posted it on the wall to kill me? ? What's wrong with
?
I found the dialog box with her.
"Sister Chen Yan, can we talk offline?" As soon as
sent the message, he saw a scary red exclamation mark .
Chen Yan deleted me.
I'm confused.
I didn’t offend her.
9
I was depressed, sad, and sad, but fortunately Gu Yuancheng didn't care, otherwise, he and I wouldn't even be friends anymore.
I was lying on the table in a daze, and my phone suddenly vibrated, which shocked me.
I was stunned when I saw the contact's name.
"Ji Wei?"
"When will senior sister invite me to dinner?"
I really haven't thought about this yet.
has a lot of classes recently, so I’m afraid Monday to Friday won’t work, so I should be able to free up some time on the weekends.
"It's the weekend. We can eat wherever you want."
"Okay, then I'll tell you what I've thought about." His tone was very brisk, as if he had something happy to do.
"No problem, bye."
I hung up the phone, and my roommate immediately came over.
"Tsk, tsk, tsk, junior Ji Wei, are you calling me?"
My roommates looked like they had seen it all.
"Xuan'er, are you really in love with me? Has your heart changed just because you saw Junior Ji's body?"
"No!"
I explained helplessly.
"Oh, am I the kind of woman who covets other people's bodies?"
The roommates nodded.
10
During the third or fourth class the next day, there was a sudden commotion in the classroom, and the professor also stopped.
"Is this classmate here for class?"
I looked up from Ma Yuan's textbook and saw a young man standing at the door of the classroom.
Who else could this 188cm height and pressure be if it wasn't Ji Wei? ?
He was wearing a peaked cap and a black mask, all in black, and his jawline, which was inadvertently exposed, was clearer than my life plan.
No wonder he attracted the attention of the entire classroom just by standing there.
People like him are the center of attention wherever they go.
"Teacher, I'm sorry to disturb your lecture." His attitude was very humble.
"It's okay, but you look strange to me." The professor smiled, scratched his head, and suddenly said, "Oh, you're here to accompany your girlfriend to class, right?"
Ji Wei nodded.
I heard the heartbreak of many girls.
"When did he fall in love? That's weird, he didn't mean to talk to you, right?" My roommate muttered.
The pen in my hand fell on the book with a bang, because I found Ji Wei walking in my direction.
arrived... arrived.
My legs are long and I can walk fast.
At the same time, my roommate, a clever little fairy, suddenly stood up and said, "Hey, hey, senior, sit down."
"Thank you, senior."
When he sat down next to me, I felt like there were countless eyes in the classroom that wanted to kill me.
This is a big misunderstanding!
11
For the professor, this was just a small episode during class, and he soon continued his lecture.
And I am on pins and needles.
The mobile phone on the desktop was vibrating non-stop. I opened it and saw that it was full of 99+ messages. Needless to say, in the
dormitory group, Ji Wei and I have dozens of messages just for gossip.
What I didn’t expect was that the class group and grade group also exploded.
"My junior is really handsome, but it's a pity that he has a girlfriend..."
"Don't say it, the two of them are quite a match.
"I have won the honorary title of Ji University, awesome!"
"Lin Xuan, start a class, I will kneel down and listen!!"
"Don't stop me, I must go to welcome the new students next year!! Junior students, wait for me!"
"What new people are you welcoming? The love in the bathhouse is the real thing!!!"
...
Jiu Min!
is dead again.
I really die in society every day, or on the way to death in society.
The professor turned around to write, and I immediately put the book up to cover my face. Then I quietly turned my head to my side and asked him in a low voice, "Why are you here?"
He stared at me with his gleaming black eyes for a few seconds, then suddenly put his hand on the left side of my face and pushed my head gently.
"Lin Xuan, listen carefully to the lecture."
My face feels a little hot.
He let go of his hand and looked at the podium seriously as if nothing had happened.
Damn it!
He is clearly the one messing with my mind. He doesn’t even have a book. How can anyone believe that he is attending a lecture?
Wait, he just called me by my first name?
No big or small, you can’t even call me senior?
I turned my head, and just as I was about to glare at him, I happened to meet his eyes.
"Sister, listen to the class."
's voice was low and gentle.
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I heard my own abnormal heartbeat, and I quickly looked away.
Why does this person’s voice sound so nice? !
voice-controlled death in place, okay!
The get out of class bell rang, and I started packing my schoolbag.
heard the comments around me, and I didn't dare to look at him the whole time.
"Sister, just give me your schoolbag."
No, big brother, why do you act so naturally when you hold my bag for me?
This can easily misunderstand others!
He carried my bag and walked away with long legs. He didn't walk very fast, as if he was waiting for me to follow his footsteps.
I followed behind and left the classroom.
"Why are you here?" I asked him in a low voice.
"Huh? What did you say?" He turned around.
I almost bumped into his chest.
"Just...why did you come to find me?" I shrank back.
He didn't answer, but leaned forward to look at me.
"Sister, I don't usually speak so quietly."
His face was very close to mine, and his eyes were so bright that it was a little confusing.
I was on the debate team. If my voice sounded like a mosquito, I would still be debating. The situation in
is different.
"Okay, I just happened to think of where I wanted my sister to invite me to dinner, so I came here."
"Where? Let me tell you in advance, my budget is only this amount."
I held out two fingers.
"Two thousand? My sister is quite rich." He smiled.
two thousand? You think too highly of me.
"Of course it's not two thousand! I'm so poor that I have to pick up rags!"
The pair of shoes he was wearing cost more than two thousand.
I suddenly regretted inviting him to dinner. Even if I wanted to invite him, I should have decided on the place.
This meal won’t really wipe out all my living expenses, right?
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"I want to eat in the cafeteria with you."
I was about to tell him about the life of a poor female college student, so that he could take pity on me and have a hot pot...
"Canteen? Are you sure?" I was stunned.
"Well, any canteen will do."
Finally, I followed him to the canteen with a confused look on my face.
still used...his card.
Because, I forgot to bring it.
I will never forget how Ji Wei’s fans and the aunties in the cafeteria looked at me.
"Ahem, cough, I'll forward it to you on WeChat." I was eating, looking embarrassed.
"It doesn't matter."
"Well, I'll treat you to milk tea next time." I swallowed a mouthful of rice.
"Sister, do you have time this weekend?" He stopped his chopsticks and looked at me intently.
His long eyelashes trembled slightly with his movements, and his eyes were wet, like a deer.
I have become accustomed to his speaking pattern of switching topics all at once.
Moreover, how can I refuse like this? ?
knows how to manipulate me!
I really want to rua his face.
"I think so, what's wrong?"
"I want to go on a date with my sister." His eyes are really beautiful, and at this moment there is a sense of bewitching.
I lowered my head and took a sip of the soup, and almost choked to death.
What our ancestors said, "Eat without talking or sleeping without talking" is really true.
Are all younger brothers so straightforward now?
"A date... whatever you want to make, it is true to study hard." I spoke righteously.
"Study? Let's go to the library together?" He answered smoothly.
His eyes were bright and he looked at me expectantly.
Me, can I say no?
I can't.
I’m not saying, with such a handsome face next to me, can I read a book?
"Okay..."
"Then we'll make an appointment." He smiled.
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After dinner, he sent me back to the dormitory.
"Xuan'er~ You're not really going to be with Headmaster Ji, are you?"
"No, I just invited him to dinner." I sighed.
And I haven’t invited you to this meal yet.
"You still said no, look at the confession wall!" My roommate urged me.
I took a look.
Good guy. There is a saying on the confession wall of
, which is the nine-square grid between Ji Wei and me. The copywriting of
is: Campus president Ji Wei is suspected of announcing his relationship! The marketing account
is too strong. Not to mention the comments below
, I can’t bear to read them.
"Xuan'er, you look haggard. Do you want to go shopping together on the weekend?" My roommate touched my face.
"Maybe it won't work, I have to go to the library."
"It's too complicated, our dormitory has to be rolled into instead of ! Let's go shopping and relax."
"I'll make an appointment next time..."
I looked at Ji Wei's WeChat avatar and fell into deep thought.
That is an anime male head, and it is also a famous scumbag avatar on the Internet.
and then click into the circle of friends, which will only be visible for three days.
Well, isn’t he raising fish?
"Have you made a date with someone?" I looked so seriously that I didn't notice my roommate standing next to me, looking like Sherlock Holmes.
"No." I was so frightened that I quickly turned over my phone.
"You still said no, is it Ji Wei? It must be."
"He invited me to study in the library on the weekend."
The roommates' eyes lit up and they began to analyze the possibilities between Ji Wei and me and Gu Yuancheng.
I calmly took a shower and went to bed.
is so funny, there is absolutely no way that these two and I will be okay.
15
After sleeping, it’s another day with many classes.
At noon, Ji Wei appeared outside the classroom where I was attending class.
We are in the same college, so most of the classes are in the same teaching building.
He seemed to have exercised strenuously. He was panting, his face was slightly red, and he trotted up to me.
"My class is on the fifth floor, which is a bit far from my sister's classroom. Fortunately, I arrived. Can we have dinner together?"
looked at such a green and delicious young man.
My head is spinning.
"Okay, I will definitely treat you this time." I squeezed the meal card in my pocket.
"Okay."
He took my bag very naturally.
From that day on, he came to have dinner with me every day, sometimes for lunch and sometimes for dinner.
I can't help but have the slightest suspicion, is he chasing me?
then immediately denied it.
What is my school sketch?
picture: Am I sloppy?
Picture: I am on Douyin all day long to admire the handsome guy’s abs 10,000 times?
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weekend.
"Sister, see you at the library door."
"Okay." I lowered my head and walked quickly. After sending the message, I bumped into someone head-on.
"Yes... I'm sorry."
Over this corner is the boys' dormitory.
No wonder this man is so tall and has a strong chest.
"Lin Xuan?"
Wait, this voice sounds familiar.
I raised my head, "Senior Gu?"
"Are you going to the library? Do you want to come together?" He pushed up his glasses and smiled.
Gu Yuancheng's smile was like the spring breeze blowing on his face, very gentle and making people feel very comfortable.
I have to admire my luck.
I have imagined countless times before that I would meet Gu Yuancheng by chance, and then he would invite me to walk and read with him.
Reality happened today, but I have already made an appointment with Ji Wei.
has an appointment, and I won't break it just because of him.
Even though I like him.
"Senior, I'm sorry, I have an appointment."
"Is it Ji Wei?"
"Ah? Hmm."
It's strange, how could he know?
After a strange silence, he quickened his pace.
"Then I'll leave first."
I looked at his back, feeling a little sour in my heart.
I have liked him since I was a freshman. I have followed his example and have been working hard.
finally became a normal friend with whom we could talk, but I didn't dare to take that step.
is different from me, he has always been excellent.
Ever since I met him, he has always been number one in his grade and won many awards.
I heard that he is going to be an exchange student abroad, and may study abroad in the future.
Maybe, there will be no chance to see you again in the future.
17
A handsome figure stood in front of the library, and many people passing by took secret photos of him.
At first glance, it is Ji Wei.
"Have you been waiting for a long time?" I asked.
"Soon." After he answered, he kept staring at me.
"Oh."
"Sister, please go in first and save a seat for me." He gave me the book in his hand.
"Okay." I responded absently.
I went inside, found a seat, and started reading.
But this knowledge just doesn’t enter the brain.
I was lying on the table, and suddenly a cup of milk tea appeared in my sight.
Am I hallucinating?
The owner of the milk tea rubbed my hair with his hand, and I looked at him.
is Ji Wei.
"Why did you buy me milk tea?" I moved my mouth without making a sound, just to let him see the shape of my lips.
He sat down on my right.
"You are in a bad mood."
"How can you tell?"
"I don't know, just intuition. The moment you came over, I was very sad."
So, he had been waiting for me in the cold wind for a long time. After I came, he immediately noticed that my mood was abnormal and ran outside the school to buy me milk tea?
For a moment, I couldn’t describe how I felt.
only knew that all the bad moods were gone.
The milk tea is still hot.
I held it in my hands and it was very warm.
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He stared at me without blinking, taking in all my movements.
I suddenly wanted to tease him, "You can't bring milk tea in the library, right? What if you are discovered?"
"Put it in my arms, run out and drink it before coming back in."
I had milk tea in my hand, and he raised his eyebrows, grabbing my wrist and taking it to his arms.
Does the phrase "put it in my arms" refer to people or milk tea?
"Classmate, the library is for studying, not for dating~"
A strange male voice sounded behind me.
My face burned up and I quickly broke away from his hand.
This classmate spoke in a very low voice, which did not affect other people.
"It's okay, it's my roommate, you're just joking, let's study."
I was extremely nervous, but he was calm.
Before leaving, his roommate smiled at me. He was a very shy young man. Why was he so scary just now?
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read the book all afternoon. After
was finished, he wanted to treat me to dinner.
I took a deep breath and finally asked the question that had been in my mind these days.
"Ji Wei, I think if...if you want to raise fish, I am not suitable."
"Sister, do you think I am raising fish?" He stopped.
"Isn't it?"
"Why do you think so?" He was a little angry.
"The scumbag anime head, the friend circle is only visible for three days, and there are some rumors in the school..."
My voice was shaking because I saw him approaching me step by step.
until I had no retreat and my back was pressed against a tree.
"I picked the avatar at random. If my sister doesn't like it, then I will change it to one that she likes. It doesn't matter if the head is female."
"The reason why I can see it in my friend circle for three days is because I have nothing to post and I won't post anything for several months."
"As for the rumors, do you believe it yourself?"
I suddenly felt ashamed that I suspected that he was Neptune.
I am an honest person, but it would be too miserable for me to mistake him for Neptune just because I am handsome...
"That's it, then why don't you clarify my relationship with you?"
"Sister, you want to know why?" He seemed to be annoyed by me and laughed.
I nodded.
His twinkling black eyes turned aqua, as if he was a little aggrieved, and his cheeks also turned pink.
"Lin Xuan, I like you."
It was like something exploded in my mind, and I couldn't think about anything.
only knows one thing. The person in front of me confessed his love to me.
20
As we all know, funny women have no love.
However, I was confessed to him, and the other party was still a school idol.
I even doubt whether I am dreaming.
Actually, I haven’t come out of the dormitory yet?
"Sister, will you be my girlfriend?"
He leaned forward and was eye level with me.
's voice is very gentle, with a hint of confusion.
Especially a handsome face was right in front of me. I couldn't help it and pinched his face.
"Sister, it hurts..." He felt pain.
Damn it!
is reality!
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I apologized quickly.
"Sister, you can choose to agree or..." He didn't finish what he said and looked like he was about to cry.
This...
You give me a choice!
Such a handsome brother pursues me and confesses his love to me. It would be a lie to say that he is not interested.
However, there is still a person in my heart.
If you agree to him under such circumstances.
is irresponsible to him, me, and this relationship.
"Ji Wei, I'm sorry, I can't promise you."
At that moment, I saw his smile freeze and the color on his cheeks gradually fade.
I don’t know why, but seeing him like this, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
He looked at me for a few seconds and moved his lips, "Is it because of Gu Yuancheng?"
I was not surprised that Ji Wei knew that I liked Gu Yuancheng.
I nodded, which was considered acquiescence.
"Sister has liked him for a long time, right?"
"Yes."
Yes, I have liked him since I first entered the freshman year.
The whole academy knows it.
Only Gu Yuancheng himself doesn’t know.
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"Sister, I want to give you something."
"You can choose whether or not you want it after listening to what I said."
He is very serious.
"Okay."
"Lin Xuan," he called my name with a gentle tone, "I fell in love with you when I first saw you."
Looking at his eyes that seemed to suck me in, my heart began to beat uncontrollably.
"Whether it's a club, a debate team, or a department fellowship, it's all because I want to be closer to you."
"I wanted to step into your life step by step, but suddenly I discovered that you already have someone you like."
"That person is still Gu Yuancheng. The person I like likes my cousin. What a big deal..."
He said the last sentence very quietly, but I still heard it.
"Gu Yuancheng is your cousin?"
? ? ?
shocked me for a hundred million years!
They actually have this kind of relationship?
"Yeah."
It seemed that he was a little unhappy because I still paid attention to Gu Yuancheng even when he confessed his love.
The result of his displeasure was this: he handed me the letter in his pocket, turned around and ran away.
is finished.
I really think I'm going to finish.
22
When I returned to the dormitory, my mood still hadn't calmed down.
Before going to bed, I set up a small table on the bed and opened Ji Wei's letter.
"To Lin Xuan:
Sister, after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to confess to you and give you this letter.
When you received the letter, you must have rejected me.
Just think of the following content as me recalling my failed secret love.
..."
The letter is very long. It started from the first day I met me and fell in love with me at first sight.
I read it line by line.
I never knew that there would really be someone who would be willing to learn about a field that he had never set foot on before, try his best to get closer to me, and inquire about all my information...
Every time we meet in the teaching building, it is not by chance. He memorized my class schedule and tried his best to greet me naturally.
Every time he was in the debate team, he would silently focus on me. Seeing me laughing and playing with others, he would laugh too.
Every time I play a game against him, no matter whether I win or lose, I always play comfortably and happily because he cares about my gaming experience from the beginning to the end, so it doesn't matter if he is wronged.
Every time there is a college event, he can always spot me in the crowd.
He had already told all the friends he met in college that he liked me, so that day in the library, his roommate made such a joke.
...
The letter said a lot of things that I had never paid attention to. He wrote down every time we talked and every physical contact.
Rather than saying that this is a very long letter, it is better to say that this is his secret love diary.
My eyes are moist.
This is the last paragraph:
"Sister, don't cry. Secret love is my business alone. You don't need to feel guilty.
My secret love has failed, but yours has not.
If you really get together with Gu Yuancheng in the future and he treats you well, I will call you cousin;
If he treats you badly, don't forget that I am behind you.
This is Ji Wei's promise to Lin Xuan.
I will not default on it, so remember it.
And,
sister, good night. "
The date is today.
Before watching it, I didn’t expect it to be so easy to cry.
The love he wrote is pure, passionate and tender.
When I folded the letter and put it back, my hands were shaking.
The tears kept flowing.
's heart seemed to be clenched tightly.
I put the letter next to the pillow, with complicated feelings, and gradually fell asleep while crying.
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In my dream, I actually dreamed of Ji Wei...
We were in the library, but strangely there was no one there.
"Sister, I want to kiss you."
He was wearing a pure white long t-shirt, smiled, and looked at me with very passionate eyes.
There is no concealed love in it.
"Okay."
In the dream, I didn't intend to refuse? ? ?
No, that's not right.
If Gu Yuancheng and I get married in the future, then I will be his cousin-in-law!
is not possible.
He leaned over and kissed me, but I stubbornly hid.
"Sister..." His dark eyes were full of desire and dissatisfaction.
He looked at me like this for a few seconds, then suddenly leaned close to my ear, his voice was hoarse and full of lust.
"Ah... I know what sister wants to see."
"Sister, touch and see."
He took my hand and put it against his abdominal muscles.
"Now, can we kiss?"
Oh my god, was Ji Wei in the dream a little too foul? ?
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After I woke up.
I just shivered.
I have never even dreamed of Gu Yuancheng, how could I dream of Ji Wei?
Is this still such an outrageous dream? ? ?
I blushed and recalled the scene in my dream, and my nose felt hot.
gan!
has a nosebleed.
I ran to the toilet as soon as I got out of bed.
After I came out of the toilet, I sat on a stool and reflected deeply on myself.
"Xuan'er, wait, what's wrong with your eyes?" My roommate got up to go to the toilet, saw me sitting, and asked me in a low voice.
"It's nothing, I'll be fine later."
Others woke up one after another.
"Let's go out and talk." She obviously misunderstood something and pulled me away without any explanation.
"It's really nothing. I cried while watching the TV series yesterday."
"Don't try to lie to me, it must be because of Gu Yuancheng, right?" She held my hand.
Good guy, it really isn’t.
"No."
"You, don't hang yourself on a tree, and you don't like Gu Yuancheng that much at all. If you really like him, you won't go so long without taking that step. Think about it yourself." She said seriously.
I definitely wouldn’t doubt my feelings for Gu Yuancheng before, but it’s different now.
Do I really regard Gu Yuancheng as my crush? Do I really want him to be my boyfriend?
Or is it just because he is excellent and good-looking, I want to be like him and worship him like a god?
If it was the former, why didn't I pursue him for so long? Why was I only briefly disappointed when there were rumors in the hospital that he had a girlfriend?
My mind suddenly became a little confused.
"I'm going to buy steamed buns first." She looked at me with an expression that said, "You can teach me a child."
"Okay."
25
Before I could think clearly about my heart, something more terrifying happened.
Ever since I had that dream, I dreamed about Ji Wei for a whole week.
I'm really going to wilt.
"Look at how confused you are, let's go and watch the basketball game and look at the handsome guys. I'll feel better."
"No way..." I continued to lie on the table.
"Let me tell you, in this competition, not only junior Ji Wei is here, but Gu Yuancheng has also joined."
"No wonder it is so popular! But why does Gu Yuancheng go to play basketball? Isn't he busy going abroad recently? "
"I don't know about him, the time that top students have may be different from us."
"Xuan'er~ Go ahead, we are all friends, don't you support me?"
It's a bit shameful to say it.
I really want to watch it.
After all, the grassroots from several colleges are here too.
cough cough cough.
By the way, take a look at Ji Wei.
I thought, since there were so many people in the venue, he shouldn’t be able to look at me. It should be fine if I peeked at him secretly.
"OK!"
is on the node
26
at seven o'clock in the evening.
When we arrived at the venue, we discovered that there were not as many people as usual.
Fortunately, our roommate’s boyfriend had already reserved a seat for us.
is actually still in the first row.
"Ji Wei! Ji Wei! Ji Wei! Ji Wei! Come on!!"
"Gu Yuancheng! Senior Gu! I love you ahhhhhhh!"
"Come on, Senior Pei! You are the pride of our Mathematics School!!"
As soon as the players from both sides came on stage, my eardrums were about to be shattered.
I subconsciously looked for Ji Wei's figure, and then met his gaze on me.
He also curled his lips and smiled. The screams around
got louder.
"Ji Wei, are you looking at me?"
"He's looking over here, he's so handsome, help!"
"Wake up, he's looking at Senior Lin Xuan in front of you."
I looked away, but my face turned red.
"It's been a long time since I watched a basketball game! Basically, they are younger brothers who are freshmen. They are so young." My roommate joked.
"Can you look at me more?" Her boyfriend was a little jealous.
"What's so good about you? I've been watching it for more than a year."
The relationship between my roommate and her boyfriend has always been very stable, and we are all used to it.
Seeing them laughing and playing, the other two roommates and I silently created a space for them to come out.
"I heard that we were single for the first and second years of college, and we accepted our fate of being single for four years of college."
"Me too." It's good to be single, no worries.
They didn't answer my words, but looked at me with smiles.
"What are you laughing at?" I wondered.
"Nothing, the game is about to start."
Our business school has two major school basketball players joining us, and their morale has greatly increased. The basketball level of the math school has always been good, and they played very exciting.
had several key goals that made my blood boil.
"Xuan'er~ Something's wrong with you. Why do you feel like you're always looking at Ji Wei? You used to look after the seniors~" My roommate poked my shoulder and looked at me with a smirk.
"No, as long as they are from the business school, I watch them all."
"Oh, tell me how many goals Senior Gu has scored?"
"Uh... quite a few, he has always been very good at playing basketball." I hesitated.
"Tsk, tsk, tsk, Senior Gu hasn't even gone to school yet, and you said you're not looking at Ji Wei. I think you can only see him now, right?"
?
Gu Yuancheng didn’t play?
My face turned red. I blamed it all on the dreams I had these past few days. I dreamed about Ji Wei every day, and the content was very boring. I stared at him habitually.
"Xuan'er~ During the intermission, you can bring him some water."
The roommate didn't say clearly who this "he" was referring to. The first thing that came to my mind was... Ji Wei.
I lost.
I seem to really like him.
I looked at Ji Wei secretly.
His plump forehead was covered with sweat, and his bangs were a bit long. He moved them casually and smoothly, making him extremely handsome.
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"Pa"!
The ball came over.
I would have known better not to buy water.
A basketball hits my leg, it really hurts.
I couldn't hold on any longer and fell to the ground.
"Sister!!!"
I saw Ji Wei running over anxiously and hugging my princess.
The field instantly boiled.
"Ah," I exclaimed, "I'm still playing a game, just ask my roommate to accompany me."
He didn't throw the ball, it had nothing to do with him.
There are so many people coming to this game, and I don’t want everyone to have a hard time watching it.
"I will take you to the school hospital."
His face was very red, which was caused by strenuous exercise, and there were large drops of sweat on his forehead.
I could feel his chest shaking as he spoke.
He is angry.
Because...me?
"Classmate, yes...I'm sorry, Junior Brother Ji, let me send her away, you stay and play the game."
"Yes, just let him send me off. You can go back to the game."
Seeing the classmate who caused my leg injury running over, I spoke again without fear of death.
What surprised me was that Gu Yuancheng also came over.
"Lin Xuan, how are you?" He looked at me with worry.
Before I spoke, Ji Wei smiled coldly.
"Brother, the person I want to show you is Lin Xuan, not Shen Qin."
Senior sister Shen Qin is the target of Gu Yuancheng's rumor in the hospital.
"Shen Qin said she had a headache, so I..."
Ji Wei interrupted him directly, "Why did she come to watch the game because she had a headache? Doesn't she have legs? She won't go back to the dormitory to lie down?"
After saying that, he hugged me and left.
I probably figured it out. Ji Wei asked Gu Yuancheng to pay attention to my movements.
Then Senior Sister Shen Qin said that she had a headache, so Gu Yuancheng should take care of her.
For a moment, my heart still hurts a little.
looked up at Ji Wei.
He looked very nervous.
This is the first time I have seen Ji Wei angry.
Don’t tell me, he’s really handsome.
There was a gentle breeze, and leaning in his arms, I could clearly hear my heartbeat.
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There is only one doctor on duty in the campus hospital.
Ji Wei carried me to the bed and said urgently, "Doctor, look at her injury. It should be at the knee."
He asked me to lift up my skirt and let the doctor take a look.
but, I’m wearing a bare leg artifact.
This is embarrassing.
Fortunately, the doctor sister saw it.
"Classmate, please step aside for a moment."
Ji Wei was stunned for a moment. He thought I had hurt something else and touched my head worriedly.
then went out obediently and closed the door.
Well, straight men really don’t understand the bare-leg artifact.
"It's not a big problem. Just apply some medicine and rest for a few days."
"Okay, thank you."
Before the doctor left, he asked me for a link to the bare leg artifact.
I’m struggling with not having anything to put my bare legs on, so I’m trying to put them on again.
He came in at this time, and I glared at him.
He may have misunderstood something, so he immediately turned his back.
Well done.
Silence is Cambridge tonight.
"Sister, I'll come in later." He said.
"No, no, no, I'm not wearing any more. Come in."
"Let me see your wound." He sat down next to me.
"It's okay, it's just a little red. The doctor said just take a good rest." I lifted my skirt up to my knees and showed him.
"That's good. I'll take you back to the dormitory later and you can have a good rest." His eyes were wandering and he was a little embarrassed. "Sister...if you don't mind, please give me the stockings and I'll help you get the bag."
Looking at his shy look, I was so cute that my face was filled with blood.
"No, I'll just go by myself."
"Then I'll carry you."
He couldn't help but lean closer and wanted to hug me. I looked at this handsome face and made a very bold decision.
I kissed him.
嘤嘤嘤, don’t blame me, his lips are really too tempting.
"Sister..." He was stunned for a moment, and then his face turned red for a moment.
"This is the first time my sister has kissed me."
I wanted to cover my face so much, I didn't even know how many times I had kissed him in my dream.
almost always kissed each other.
"It's also my first kiss."
Good...good guy!
What kind of innocent brother is this! !
Moreover, I felt that some of my attributes were inspired by him...
I raised my eyebrows, took the initiative to approach him, touched his face, and couldn't help but kiss his nervous and shy face again.
Then, he got a nosebleed.
Damn it!
I always thought he was so cool and good at flirting. Even if he is not a Neptune, he is still a person with rich love experience.
Who knew he could be so innocent? ?
Nosebleeds after just kissing?
Then what if Jiangjiang Zongnian...
Cough cough cough, I suddenly felt that I was a gangster who molested a good boy.
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"You, why do you have a nosebleed? Wipe it quickly."
He hurriedly ran to the table and took some paper to wipe it.
Seeing this scene, I really want to find a hole in the ground and crawl into it, and look down.
is finished.
The sheets are stained.
has a few drops of blood on it.
This, this is the school hospital.
Before I could think of a countermeasure, the doctor pushed open the door and came in with a black bag in his hand. He murmured, "Classmate, you can use this bag to put things..."
"You? No, the young man seems to be in good health. Isn't this too fast?"
She looked at the sheets with a complicated look on her face.
Ji Wei's body stiffened.
"No, you misunderstood..."
"Okay, don't be nervous, we just finished playing basketball. I know this classmate has a nosebleed. Just remember to wash the sheets and bring them over."
The doctor gave me the bag, and I quickly stuffed the bare leg artifact inside.
Ji Wei pulled off the sheets, stuffed them into my arms, and carried me away.
Originally he wanted to be hugged by the princess, but I shook my head and it turned into a back hug.
30
We didn’t speak the whole time.
until I left the hospital.
"It's so embarrassing. I really feel like I'm dying in society every day."
"It doesn't matter, I'm willing to stay with my sister."
He got out of the awkward mood quickly.
also speaks nicely.
"Ji Wei, am I heavy?"
"No." He answered seriously and even quickened his pace, indicating that I was light and it would be easy for him to carry me.
"Do you want to carry me on your back all the time?"
"As long as you want." He answered instantly.
"Does what you said count as a confession?"
"No." He answered decisively.
My heart stopped for a moment, thinking that he would confess his love to me again.
is not disappointed.
After all, I rejected him once.
It doesn't matter, I should also take the initiative to let him know that I have thought clearly about my feelings for him and Gu Yuancheng.
"Ji Wei, I seem to have fallen in love with you.
"My sister likes to joke a lot. She would run away after teasing me. What a scumbag." He spoke softly, but I heard him clearly.
"Who is a scumbag? I am serious."
"Oh, I don't believe it."
said he didn't believe it, but his ears turned red.
Damn it.
This is too cute.
foul!
"Ji Wei~Ji Wei~ please be my boyfriend, I'm serious." I poked his handsome face.
He suddenly stopped.
"Lin Xuan, don't run away after flirting with me."
"Huh?" I smiled, "I promise not."
"Okay, then I... reluctantly... agreed." He looked extremely arrogant.
He hesitated when he said this, which made me laugh so hard.
"My boyfriend, you are so cute~"
"Yeah."
seemed to be pleased by the words "my boyfriend", and he smiled very beautifully.
I looked at him sideways.
is really cool with no blind spots in 360 degrees.
188 model height + celebrity face + innocent male tall attributes.
is king!
I really found a treasure.
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He sent me all the way downstairs to the dormitory.
Along the way, I was glanced at by many people.
is okay, I am a social cow.
As long as I am not embarrassed, others will be embarrassed.
"Put me down. I'll ask Jiejie and the others to come down and pick me up."
"No, I'll carry you up." He frowned.
"No, no, no, the dormitory aunt won't let you in."
He didn't say anything, refused to let me down, and kept walking.
Sure enough, the dormitory aunt was eyeing us.
"Hey, what are you doing? Boys are not allowed in."
Auntie came over.
I was about to speak, but he was faster than me.
"Sister, my girlfriend's leg is injured and she can't walk. Can I send her up?"
Good guy!
Host sister? You are still awesome.
No one can refuse the sweet voice of the dormitory sister with this face.
Maybe it was because it was too dark. Auntie was so close that she saw what Ji Wei looked like.
"Hey, this classmate doesn't look like a pervert. Besides, he's just trying to help others. Come on, come on."
I silently gave him a thumbs up.
He sent me outside the dormitory door and let me down.
He pulled the sheets in my arms and said, "Let me wash it. Sister, please pay more attention to rest."
? ? ?
When I held the blood-stained sheet, I could tell that it was accidentally stained by a relative who came over.
If he takes it back to the dormitory, it will be even harder to explain.
"No, no, no, I'll do it. Listen to me." I was very determined.
"Sister...it was obviously me who made it dirty, so there is no need to wash it for me." He frowned but still didn't let go.
seems to be confused about how a person with a leg injury has to do such a job.
"It's okay, I'll be fine. Just go back quickly." I started to push him, but he gently held his hand. The moment
held hands, I would be lying if I said there was no throbbing in my heart.
"Okay, sister, thank you for your hard work, go to bed early."
There are many girls coming and going in the corridor, and with him here, there are even more comings and goings.
There is a girl who has been forwarded three times and I am almost familiar with her.
"Sisters, I'm back." I knocked on the door.
The door opened quickly.
The roommates gathered around, "We knew it would be Junior Ji Wei who will send you back~ Thank you, junior."
"It's not hard, but I'd like to trouble the seniors to help me take care of her. I'll treat the seniors to dinner another day."
"Oh~~" My lovely roommates started to wink at me.
I let go of his hand and blushed.
"Sister, I'm leaving first." His eyebrows were crooked and he smiled very nicely.
"Okay, bye." I waved to him.
They helped me sit on the stool, and I suddenly noticed something. Their reaction seemed a bit dull.
Ji Wei is no stranger to their tone.
Wait, wouldn't they have been bribed by Ji Wei long ago?
"Hey, did you have a premeditated plan to recruit them truthfully?"
Under my questioning, they all recruited them.
Ji Wei contacted them as early as two months ago. The
class schedule was also given by them.
There are many things I don’t know...
"Okay! I bribed you with snacks, milk tea and all!"
"Xuan'er, that's not important. What's important is that he promised us the concert tickets. Even if we don't want to be bribed, we can't do it!"
"Humph."
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Before going to bed, I chatted with him for a long time.
After saying good night to each other, with a shy mood, I clicked on Douyin.
Don’t look at me as a funny girl in real life, maybe a little reserved.
But on the Internet, I am a pure outlaw.
I met a male Bodhisattva in the middle of the night, and I had to say a few words about him! Not long after
was completed.
Ji Wei called over via WeChat.
I hurriedly plugged in my headphones.
"Hello? Aren't you already asleep?" I opened the curtain and found that my roommates were not asleep yet.
Even so, I still lowered my voice and spoke.
"Sister, shouldn't it be time for you to sleep too?" His voice was a little hoarse.
I can hear a bit of questioning.
Next, he sent me a picture.
Hey guys, that’s the screenshot of my whole life!
"Um..."
"Sister, are my abs not good-looking? Do you want to see someone else's?"
I could smell a strong smell of vinegar across the screen.
I coaxed him for a while before he gave up.
"Sister, good night."
"Good night, okay."
I felt as if I had just experienced a war in Syria. I put down my phone and fell asleep not long after.
Falling in love is so tiring.
is a handsome guy.
cough cough cough, as a handsome dog, I can accept this kind of tiredness.
For the next three days, I took leave and stayed in the dormitory.
Everyone, please roll up, I just happened to take a break while my leg was injured!
In addition to making video calls to me, Ji Wei also came frequently.
One face directly made the dormitory aunt's favorability score exceed 100, not to mention that he also gave me milk tea and other things, and even made me look familiar in front of her.
The desk and locker in my dormitory were filled with things he gave me.
After the sick leave ended, I returned the dried sheets to the school hospital.
"Your boyfriend is not here?"
"He is in class."
There is no one in the school hospital.
The doctor sister looked like she had only graduated a few years ago. She dragged me and asked me how I ended up with Ji Wei.
"After hearing your story, I want to talk about a younger brother."
"Let's talk." I encouraged her.
I had a great time chatting with her.
33
After walking out of the school hospital, I took the school bus and went to wait for Ji Wei downstairs in the teaching building.
Today should be regarded as our first date together.
"I'll wait for you downstairs in the teaching building."
I sent a message to Ji Wei.
"Okay." He replied quickly.
The get out of class bell rang on time, and I saw him at a glance in the crowd.
The main reason is that the height of 188cm and the handsome face in the sun are too conspicuous.
"Sister~" When he saw me, his eyes suddenly lit up.
I was still addicted to his beauty, and I was caught off guard by him.
"I'm still in the teaching building, there are so many people here..."
"It's not easy to see my sister, of course I want to hug her more." He rubbed my hair with his chin, which made my face feel hot.
"Don't we see each other every day in the video?"
He let go of me and held my hand naturally, "That's different."
"Hello, sister-in-law!"
"Hello, senior sister!"
Behind him were his roommates, one of whom I was very impressed with.
Library I was almost scared to death by him that time.
"Hello."
As soon as I said hello, I was pulled away by Ji Wei.
"Sister, what are you going to eat later?"
"We have classes in the afternoon. Of course we have to eat in the cafeteria, and we have to go back to the dormitory to get books."
"Okay, sister, do you want to go on a date this weekend?" He grabbed my hand and put it in his pocket. It was very hot.
"If there are no other activities, just make an appointment."
"Well, I will definitely let my sister have fun."
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When I walked out of the classroom after self-study next night, my roommate next to me pushed me.
"Hey, isn't that... Senior Gu?"
Gu Yuancheng? ?
I followed her line of sight, and the first thing I saw was the familiar pair of gold-rimmed glasses.
"Lin Xuan, I want to talk to you."
He looked directly into my eyes, and I quickly lowered my eyes to avoid him.
accidentally scanned his upper body and found tight lines under his shirt.
I looked away again.
This...
Gu Yuancheng is Ji Wei's cousin, can this be regarded as meeting my parents? ?
"Good evening, Mr. Gu, what are we talking about?"
I walked up to him slowly and followed him as if I was dead.
The street lights have been on for a long time.
He took me back to my dormitory.
I walked side by side with him, with a little distance between us.
"How are your studies and life lately?"
"Everything is pretty good."
"That's good."
After a brief silence.
"Where are the seniors?"
"You and Ji Wei are together."
We both spoke at the same time.
What he used was not a question, but an affirmative.
"Well, yes."
So, do I have to say "Hello, cousin" now?
Just when I was hesitating whether to shout or not, he spoke again.
"I'm going abroad."
"Oh, I know, the senior will probably study there by then, right?"
"Yes." He responded.
is so embarrassing.
I never thought that chatting with Gu Yuancheng one day would be so embarrassing.
"I remember that you also wanted to study abroad before."
"That was before, but I don't have this idea now."
I knew early on that Gu Yuancheng was going to study abroad, so I checked a lot of information about studying abroad, and studied seriously, trying to catch up with him.
Actually, I don’t care whether I study abroad or not.
And now that I have Ji Wei, I think about it a little more.
Besides, China is also pretty good.
"Lin Xuan, if I had been earlier..."
My heart skipped a beat and I looked up at him, only to find that his ears were red.
only looked fainter under the illumination of the street lights. What would
do earlier?
At that moment, I suddenly understood what he wanted to say.
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Actually, I am not that timid about having a crush on Gu Yuancheng.
I always say that I don’t dare to take that step, but I actually tried.
I would ask questions, talk about postgraduate entrance examinations and other topics to get closer to him. I would say "good morning" and "good night" to him, and I would try my best to give him the best things I could in the name of a friend...
At least, I thought that I was proactive enough and he did not refuse. We should be in an ambiguous relationship.
But that is not the case.
I still remember that there was a very popular literary event, and the winner could get two stickers from the event.
That is a shrunken ink painting. It is really beautiful and cannot be bought on the market.
I really wanted that sticker, but I couldn’t get it due to lack of ability.
Gu Yuancheng was the winner of that event.
Maybe my gaze is too intense, whether it’s looking at him or the sticker.
"Lin Xuan, do you like this sticker?"
"Yeah, I like it quite a lot, but this is something my senior won back, so please keep it well." I was full of expectations.
"It's okay. If you like it, I can give it to you." There was a smile in his always cold eyes.
"Really? Thank you, senior!"
I got a sticker.
In this case, what makes me happy is not only the sticker itself, but also the people who like it smile at me.
"No one wants it anyway, so I'll give it to you." He smiled.
Why do you want to add this sentence?
"Senior, have you tried giving it to someone?" I asked cautiously.
"Shen Qin, she also participated and won the second prize. I just asked her if she wanted it, and she said no."
There was nothing wrong with what he said.
But I might have been too pretentious at that time. It was like being poured cold water on me under the scorching sun.
is very cool.
"Yuan Cheng, can't you tell that Senior Sister Lin Xuan likes you?"
"How could it be? Lin Xuan is just studious and has no such thoughts towards me."
"Then what do you think of her?" Senior Sister Shen Qin persisted.
I simply hid behind a tree and listened to them.
"Sister." He still had a gentle smile on his face, very sincere.
I know that Gu Yuancheng has such a character.
He really treats me as his sister.
But I just can't help but want to cry.
My secret love ended long ago on that day.
just follows his footsteps habitually.
But it also started from that time.
When he pays attention to me, he pays more attention to me than I pay to him.
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So, what did he want to say?
said that if I had discovered my true feelings earlier and chased me when I liked him the most, would I not have been with Ji Wei?
said that when he knew that I liked him, what he said was very hurtful. Do you want to apologize to me?
What's the use of doing this now?
"Cousin, what are you doing early?"
I suddenly spoke, interrupting him.
heard me call him "cousin", and at that moment, he suddenly became very lonely.
"Nothing, I'm leaving first." Gu Yuancheng took off his glasses, revealing a pair of extremely cold eyes.
It was the first time I saw his eyes look so empty.
He turned around and walked towards the original road, walking very quickly.
I didn’t look back, but tears kept flowing from my eyes, and I walked back to the dormitory area unknowingly.
"Sister!" is Ji Wei's voice.
He was holding a bouquet of roses. The moment he saw me, his smiling expression suddenly panicked and he ran towards me.
I raised my sleeves and wiped my tears.
"Sister, what's wrong?" His voice was trembling.
I threw myself into his arms and said nothing.
"Did I confess my love to you?"
I guess.
I just preempted it and didn't let him say it.
But Ji Wei seems to have misunderstood.
"That's it," he paused, "I like my sister and want to be with her. This is what I want most right now."
"Even if my sister suddenly regrets it, it doesn't matter. Trying to like her will only make you feel burdened, like you have to accomplish something. You are free to like me or not."
He hugged me tightly, as if he wanted to embed me into his body.
I was stunned for a moment.
"Wait! Did you misunderstand something?"
"Didn't my sister promise my brother? I'm willing to let go." The ends of his eyes were red and he refused to look directly at me.
"You are willing to let go, but I am not willing to let go!"
"I cried because I finally let him go."
"Furthermore, his confession was interrupted by me and he didn't say it out loud. Besides, even if he said it out, I would refuse."
"Ji Wei, don't think about it!"
My anxious tongue was almost tied up, and all my sad emotions were gone.
"Really?"
"Really." I hugged him back hard.
He excitedly kissed me on the face a few times and stuffed the rose into my arms.
"A rose for my sister. I will send flowers to my sister every day from now on."
"Don't spend it. It's a waste of money. You can go for a walk with me today. I don't want my roommates to see my ghostly appearance."
"It's not a ghostly look. My sister is very beautiful." He frowned, disagreeing with my statement.
Being praised so much by him made me feel happy.
"By the way, I was scared by my sister and I want to make up for it."
"What kind of compensation do you want?"
He curved his lips and smiled, then came over and kissed me on the mouth, "This is it."
As we walked, his hand was held by him.
My hand was held tightly, and a hot burning sensation spread over me.
He...
seems really excited.
There were a lot of gravels on the road. He might have been too excited to look at the road. He sprained his feet and suddenly let go of my hand and squatted down.
"What's wrong?"
"My ankle is sprained. I need a kiss from my sister to heal it." He looked up at me, with water in his eyes, looking pitiful.
I kissed him helplessly.
"Sister, okay, let me carry you."
"No, I don't have any legs..." Suddenly I felt a little confused, so I changed my words, "Okay."
He picked me up on his back.
I leaned on his back, holding the rose he gave me.
If someone took a picture of this scene at this time, it would be quite pleasing to the eye.
Neither he nor I spoke, we felt each other's heartbeats quietly.
"Sister, I really like you." He suddenly spoke.
's voice is low and hoarse, but also filled with infinite tenderness.
"Me too." I responded to him with a smile.
At some point, fireworks were set off in the sky.
"Wow! Look, it's fireworks!"
"How can someone be so bold and dare to set off fireworks?"
"It's really beautiful and beautiful!"
...
He and I raised our heads at the same time and looked at the sky.
"Sister."
He called me but said nothing else.
"Yeah." I responded softly.
heard my response, and his eyes sparkled with light.
The fireworks are gorgeous and beautiful, and I don’t know whose heart they are in.
is quite amazing.
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