When Wang Xue came closer, Shi Chen subconsciously hid to the left. He didn't want to have any intimacy with his wife anymore. It wasn't that he didn't have any needs or that he wasn't interested in her. He was really scared. He was simply afraid of this woman.
Wang Xue is filial to her parents-in-law, diligent and thrifty in running the household, considerate to them, and patient with her children. Eighty percent of this woman's qualities are her own.
But her cruelty towards him scared Shichen.
The scene three months ago was still in front of him. At that time, his legs were shaking. Apart from feeling sorry for his wife, his first thought was that if she still insisted on maintaining her point of view, he would never touch her again.
When Wang Xue came out of the operating room that day, her hair was soaked. She had just undergone another induction of labor, this was the fourth time.
It is said that the pain of childbirth can be fatal, and induction of labor is not less painful than childbirth.
But what Shichen saw in his wife's tired expression was a kind of numb ruthlessness, a determined expression that would not give up until she had a son.
It was as if what she had just taken out from her belly was just a lifeless "egg", and there was no trace of reluctance or pity on her face.
But when Shichen saw it, it was really a living little life, with arms and legs, curled up quietly, and was strangled in the belly of his biological parents before he could take a look at the world.
has done evil!
Shichen couldn't persuade Wang Xue. She insisted on giving birth to a son. She had sworn to him that she would not give up until she gave birth to a son.
When he first induced the birth of his first child, he advised her to take good care of the next one, whether it was a boy or a girl. The three daughters in the family were also doing well. They were three golden flowers, and no one would be able to compare with their family in the future.
Wang Xue refused to listen. After eight years of marriage and the birth of her second daughter, she spent all her time doing two things: getting pregnant, inducing labor, getting pregnant again, and inducing labor again.
She was not afraid of pain or suffering, but he was.
Both he and she grew up in families that valued boys over girls, but he didn't understand her stubbornness that went deep into her bones.
Is it really worth it to harm your own body and deprive one fetus after another of becoming babies just to give birth to a boy?
In the past, Wang Xue was left alone because she was a strong woman and he didn't want her to feel inferior to others because she didn't have a son.
She was a damaged child and he wanted to conform to her as much as possible.
Wang Xue was sent to her grandmother's house on the fifth day after she was born. She never had a mouthful of breast milk because she was the middle child and had an older sister.
Her parents wanted to have a son.
At that time, family planning did not allow three children, so she became a burden.
was originally going to be given to an unknown family, but the family regretted it and could not find an adoptive family for the time being. My grandma said that I would raise her here.
Otherwise, she wouldn’t even know who her biological parents are.
But what’s the use?
All she saw on her father's face was disgust, and on her mother's face was the pitiful look of being rejected for not having a son, and her mother blamed it on her.
Sometimes when he sees her, he touches her head and says it would be great if he had a son.
Wang Xue hates this sentence.
A few years later, her parents got their wish and gave birth to a younger brother, and took her back home, but she would rather not go back.
When she lived in her grandparents’ house, at least she had their sincere love and affection, but when she returned home, she became completely redundant.
Her elder sister bullied her, and her younger brother was the ancestor of the family, so everyone had to give in to him.
For Wang Xue, the days before living on campus in high school were quite difficult. She originally wanted to go to college and be away from her parents, but her parents forced her to drop out of school early and work because of poor family conditions.
Wang Xue told Shi Chen that her family brought her nothing but gray. Except for the years at her grandma's house, her childhood and girlhood were not happy at all.
It is precisely because of this that Wang Xue is very strong. She always wanted her parents to see that she was useful, that she was no worse than boys, no worse than anyone else.
In order to prove this point, she tried her best not to be criticized by others. She couldn't change things without going to college, so she tried her best to do well in other aspects.
Even if others have sons, she must have one too.
completely forgot that he was a victim of the patriarchal concept.
Because she feels that a woman has failed if she cannot give birth to a son.
This is an idea that has been forcibly instilled since childhood and has become deeply ingrained.
Shichen couldn't bear it any longer. The thought of his wife screaming in pain in the delivery room and the bloody scene made my spine tingle.
He no longer wants to cooperate with his wife and cannot let her continue to ruin his body.
Wang Xue moved toward him, and he hid aside.
It had just been three months since the operation, and she wanted to continue her pregnancy again.
Wang Xue saw her husband hiding further and further away, and asked angrily, Shichen, what do you mean, do you dislike me?
There was nothing I could do, so Shichen hugged her and cried and begged, Wife, let’s stop, please, don’t get pregnant again, your body will collapse if this continues!
"For the last time, I will give up on my daughter this time. I promise, okay?"
Shichen burst into tears. Wang Xue had said this three times and he didn't believe it anymore, but facing her longing eyes, he was so helpless.
In the end, he still compromised, but he had already made up his mind to do a sterilization operation after Wang Xue became pregnant. No matter whether it was a boy or a girl this time, he had blocked the back road, and there was nothing she could do.
Queen Wang Xue announced she was pregnant again, her face full of hope.
Shichen quietly went to the hospital for birth control surgery the next day. When he told her about the surgery, as expected, he was scolded by her, mumbling about what to do if it was still a girl. What to do with
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When Wang Xue's belly was as big as a drum, something happened at home. Her father fell from a height while working and broke his back. It took him several months to get up.
In the past few months, Wang Xue had taken turns taking care of her with her elder sister despite her big belly. Their younger brother, who had been pampered like a baby since childhood, only came back to see him once when his father was in the hospital. In the past few months, except for occasional phone calls, he had not contributed any money or effort. He was living his own life in a distant city.
’s parents were reluctant to let him take leave and come back. They said that it was not worthwhile for their son to take hundreds of days off and then come back.
"Your sister is taking care of the house, so you don't have to worry about it!"
Wang Xue wanted to curse.
went back and told Shi Chen, "I've been kicked in the head by a donkey. I used to want a son so much. What if I don't have a son? Who cares about you when you get old?"
Shichen smiled bitterly and thought, if you had figured it out earlier, you wouldn't have to suffer so much. You could just wait for our three golden flowers to bloom.
He stroked her big belly and echoed: Yes, everything my wife said is right!
