text/Qingcha and pastoral Original
last weekend was the 10th anniversary of my grandmother's death. I drove my parents to visit my grandmother's cemetery. Looking at the kind photos of my grandmother on the tombstone, my thoughts suddenly returned to that night.
grandma's home is in Jiangxi Province. She used to be a forest farm worker. When she retired, she could get a retirement salary every month.
At that time, I was very young. Every year on the second day of the first lunar month, I went to my grandmother's house to pay New Year's greetings. I slept with my grandmother at night. At that time, my grandmother would secretly give me 200 yuan and told me not to tell my uncle's cousin and cousin. In those 1980s and 1990s, 200 yuan meant that you could do a lot of things.
When I hand over the money my grandmother gave me to my mother, my mother always feels uncomfortable.
Since I went to high school, I rarely went to my grandmother's house. One is because of my busy studies and the other is because of my inconvenient transportation. My mother said that my grandmother often talked about me. Every year, my mother went to see my grandmother during her spare time, but she still gave her one hundred or two hundred and asked her to bring me school supplies.
When I met my grandma again, it was during the summer vacation of my sophomore year. That year, my grandmother's 86th birthday, I went to celebrate my grandmother's birthday with my mother. When I saw her grandmother, I felt sad. In my memory, my grandmother has grown a lot. Her head is covered in silver hair and combed her small tray on the back of her head. She smiled at me with her teethless mouth. The weather-beaten hands that I have been holding on my hands since I entered the door... When there was no one, my grandmother fumbled at the head of her bed for a long time, took out a plastic bag, took out 500 yuan from it and stuffed it to me. While stuffing it, she said, "Hurry up, don't show it to them."
Grandma has always loved me in this way.
Later, I graduated from college and sent my grandmother clothes, shoes, and supplements with the salary I received in the first month - it was the popular "卡发水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水水.
heard from my mother that my grandmother’s eyes were red when she received the stuff I sent. When her uncle and others praised her, she happily sagged her teethless mouth and said, “It’s the supplements my little granddaughter bought!”
Later, my grandmother got sick, but it was not a serious illness. She was old and her physical functions deteriorated. Gradually, my grandmother was unwilling to eat.
Uncle sent his grandmother to the hospital for examination. Grandma couldn't stay for a day. She was like a child, clamoring to go home. In the end, there was no way, so the doctor prescribed some nutritional supplements that helped digestion and instructed his uncle: When people are old, they should follow their things more and keep a happy mood.
That's it, grandma went home, sat in a rocking chair, occasionally dazed. Because I couldn't eat anything, I became thinner and thinner.
Until one afternoon a month later, I was at work and felt suddenly that my body was chilling, my whole body was weak, but there was a fine cold sweat on my forehead. I had to ask for leave to go home to rest.
When I was lying in a drowsy bed, half asleep and half awake, I saw my grandmother standing by the door in a dark red coat, looking at me with a smile, raised my hand and said to me, "Nannan, you haven't seen my grandmother for a long time. Grandma is leaving now, you have to be fine."
I was so anxious that I grabbed my grandmother and said, "Grandma, don't leave, stay with me again."
Grandma pulled out her hand and said, "Grandma is leaving, there is no time left, grandma's mother is here to pick me up."
Then, I saw my grandmother slowly leaving, towards a foggy place. I was so anxious that I called my grandma. I suddenly woke up from the dream. I leaned against the head of the bed and closed my eyes to recall the dream. The phone rang and I was so scared that I was shocked.
answered the phone and heard my mother's slightly crying voice. My mother told me that my grandmother had just left.
I told my mother the dream I just had. My mother said that my grandmother came to say goodbye to me, and that she was wearing dark red clothes when she left.
I can't believe it, but I have to believe it.
Grandma died at the age of 92. It is a natural aging and a joyful depression. According to custom, my uncle asked my grandmother to stay at home for five days, so that future generations have time to rush back to mourn.
nights, when my cousin and I were keeping my grandmother's mind, I leaned against the vermilion coffin, and I felt like I was snuggling next to my grandmother like I was when I was a child.
Now, grandma has been away from us for 10 years. When I miss grandma, I can only look through the album. But I can never forget the magical dream of that year, the dream of my grandmother saying goodbye to me and then walking towards the foggy direction!
is now, I still think it’s amazing. This is really not about thinking about something on the day and dreaming about something on the night. You said, before a person dies, will he really say goodbye to the person he misses? I wonder if you have any experience like this.
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