I am Aunt Rong, a miserable person. I was born in a rural area in Guangdong. When I was 17 years old, I went to the town to go to the market with the villagers, and later I got separated from them.
On the way home alone, I met an aunt who said that her family was from my quarantine village and wanted to be my companionship with me, so I walked with her.
She and I were chatting while walking. Suddenly I felt something was wrong. I was about to run back, but it was too late. At that time, two men suddenly appeared and pulled me into the car. After several days, I took many trains and arrived at a very remote mountain village.
They looked at me very tightly and let me sleep with him that night. I was very scared and struggled desperately, but no one was willing to help me.
The next days, they locked me in the room. If I refuse, they will hit me and scold me. I am so sad that I cry day and night.
Later I got pregnant, and they stopped hitting me, but during the day I still locked my feet with iron chains, put a few more locks outside the door, and locked a few locks on the door before going to bed at night.
Two years later, I gave birth to a daughter and a son for Li Crook, but they still did not relax when they took care of me.
One night when his son was 3 years old, Li Cutezi and his mother fell ill at the same time, probably because they had eaten the wrong thing because they went to have a wedding banquet that day.
Li Crook helped me unlock my anklet and asked me to help them call the doctor.
When I was pregnant, Li Crook took me to the doctor's house. After I went to tell the doctor about their situation, I ran away.
I didn't take anything at that time, just ran and ran until dawn. I didn't know how far away I ran from that village, but I was still very scared, afraid that they would find me.
I was tired and hungry, so I continued to run. Later, I ran to a construction site. I heard a few people there talking about Cantonese . I could understand, so I stopped. As soon as I stopped, my feet became soft and I fell to the ground with a plop.
They came over and asked me what was wrong. I said in Cantonese that I was lost, tired and hungry, and asked them if they could give me some food.
There is a Guangdong boy named Jiang Feng who took me to the shed where they lived and made me a bowl of noodles for me.
During the chat, I learned that Jiang Feng and I were from the same city and in different counties. I asked him if I could find some work on the construction site, and I wanted to make some money to take the bus home.
Jiang Feng is 3 years older than me and his family is poor. At the age of 15, he started working on construction sites in various places with his brother and uncle in the village.
With his uncle's approval, they left me on the construction site to help them cook. During
, I wrote a letter home to report my safety. My family replied that there was no news about me for so many years. I thought something happened to me, and I thought I was gone. I was very surprised when I received my letter.
Later, I married Jiang Feng. Jiang Feng was very nice to me and our lives were getting better and better.
However, the five years of my experience of being abducted to the mountains and being a wife for Li Crooked, I will never forget it for my life. I often dream about being beaten and scolded by them. Every time I wake up, I feel scared and sweated.
But I didn't dare to tell Jiang Feng about this because I was afraid that he would dislike me; although his family was very poor, he treated me very well and I didn't want to lose him.
Jiang Feng and I have two daughters, and Jiang Feng has gradually become a contractor.
As our lives get better and better, I begin to miss my daughter and son I gave birth to in Henan. I don’t know how they are doing, but I dare not go to find them.
Later, we bought a house in Guangzhou and settled down. The two daughters also got married in Guangzhou.
3 years ago, Jiang Feng died of illness and was only 60 years old when he left.
After handling Jiang Feng’s funeral, I told my two daughters about the past when I was abducted and trafficked. I also told them that their sister is 39 years old and her brother is 38 years old. I want to go find them and see if they are doing well.
, but was opposed by two daughters. They said, "More than 30 years have passed, maybe they won't remember you anymore. You still think about them so much. If you go to find them, don't blame us for not giving you retirement in the future.
I was very sad when I heard them say this. Alas, is this my daughter? Why don’t I have no love at all? How can I not worry about the flesh that fell from my body? It's really disappointing.
Later, I told them that I wanted to go on a trip and relax. Taking this opportunity, I secretly went to Henan. With the name of the village I remember, I first went to the police station there, told me what I wanted, and then they took me to that village.
The village has changed a lot, and the short houses in the past have become buildings.
After inquiring and searching, I learned that my son unfortunately left when he was 6 years old. Li Cutezi and his mother also left more than 10 years ago. My daughter married to Maoming, Guangdong.
After many twists and turns, I got my Henan daughter’s phone number, WeChat, some photos and work address, and learned that she works in a cosmetics factory in Guangzhou.
But I didn't dare to contact her. I often go to places where she would pass at work and secretly look at her from afar. She seemed much older than her peers, and my heart hurts. I thought: She must have suffered a lot! She must hate me very much! I left her so cruelly back then and ran away by myself.
A few days ago, my Henan daughter added me on WeChat. I was so happy that I was at a loss, but after I passed, I didn’t know what to say to her.
When I was worried about what to say to her, she sent a message first and said, "Mom, I know you are my mother. I went back to my hometown in Henan after the Spring Festival. I had a junior high school classmate who worked in the police station. He told me that you came to the village to find me 3 years ago. Do you know how hard it is to find you?
I thought I would never see my mother in my life. Mom, are you doing well? You are in your 60s? Right? Tell me your address, I'll go see you. I'm living a good life now, my husband and I have a good relationship, and he has been helping me find you.
I know that when I was young, you suffered a lot, and you didn't grow up with me. I don't blame you, I can understand you. In the future, let me raise you and let me atone for my grandmother and dad..."
I was already full of tears, ashamed, and crying. I feel that I am already in great sin, so how can I let her provide me with my old age? How could you cause trouble for her?
Over the years, I have opened a card for my Henan daughter and saved more than one million yuan. I want to hand over the card to her and say sorry to her.
But I am worried that if these two daughters in Guangzhou knew that I had found my eldest daughter and gave them money, they would not give me the elderly in the future.
I don't know how to choose? You guys, what should I do? Should I recognize my eldest daughter?
