Li Wei slapped me hard, and I realized that he was nearly 1.8 meters tall in front of me, standing in front of me like a wall, as if telling me that he was no longer the discouraged little boy when he was 11 years old.
"What's wrong with you?" Aunt Liu entered the house and saw the mess of cups and plates on the ground and the tense look of us. She looked anxious.
"It's all you, the vixen, you're all the ones you have!" I roared and rushed over, grabbed her thin arm, and pushed it out the door with force.
Li Wei took a few steps, grabbed my hand, and pressed my head hard to the corner of the door: "I won't give you some color, I really think that we mother and son are sick cats!"
He clamped my hand tightly with one hand and grabbed my hair with the other. My scalp was numb, and Aunt Liu rushed over and pulled Li Wei to ask him to let go.
I took advantage of Li Wei's conversation with her and bit Li Wei hard. He felt pain and loosened his hand. I tried my best to break free from his hand and bumped straight towards him.
Because of the force that was too strong, Li Wei staggered back and just ran into Aunt Liu behind her. Her body leaned back and with a terrified scream, Aunt Liu slid down the stairs like a skateboard.
When I came to my senses, Aunt Liu fell at the corner of the stairs without saying a word.
My name is Li Qing. I heard that my dad cheated when I was 5 years old and gave birth to an illegitimate child - Li Wei. My mother couldn't accept it and chose to divorce.
Later, my dad and Li Wei and his son formed a family. My grandmother was afraid that I would be wronged and kept me with her. It was not until the age of 16 that my grandmother died of illness that I had to return to my dad.
Because my family has been broken since I was a child, I have not received complete fatherly love and motherly love. I hate my father and Aunt Liu.
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Maybe it's because of guilt that my dad obeys me. He often takes me to buy clothes, sends me to training classes, and allows me to raise puppies. If I have anything I want, as long as he can do it, it will definitely satisfy me.
Aunt Liu is also very considerate to me. I had unbearable pain during my menstrual period. When she heard that steamed saffron eggs were very effective, she asked an acquaintance to send saffron from Tibet. Whenever I was in my menstrual period, she would tear a hole in the egg and stuff the saffron into the eggs with chopsticks. After steaming, she was afraid that I would not like to eat them, so she made a bowl of brown sugar ginger sweet wine brewing, so that I could eat them together.
Even though they tried their best to please me, I still didn't appreciate it and always ignored them.
Li Wei is 5 years younger than me. I heard that he would fight with his classmates even if he didn't move. My father had been verbally educated him many times but was so angry that he always let him eat stick meat.
After I came back at the age of 16, he always secretly sabotaged me. I often smear the cream I used randomly and throw it into the trash can, paint my lipstick as a brush, and deliberately flipped around in my bedroom.
Every time my dad asked him to apologize to me, he lowered his head, didn't speak, nor did he defend himself. My dad couldn't bear it anymore, so he picked up bamboo and pressed him on the stool, and he was easy to beat. Aunt Liu often criticized him: "You fight with classmates at school and deliberately destroy your sister's things at home. What kind of reincarnation are you?"
Li Wei didn't explain. When there was no one, he held his little head up and stared at me and said, "You go and see!"
I also called him a bastard when I took the opportunity. Every time this time, he would clench his fists like a deflated little ball, holding his provocative gaze, and retracting back to his room listlessly.
Pull him off with one word, it's so cost-effective.
Whenever he provokes me, I will scold him like this. I enjoy the pleasure of revenge high above, but the next is more revenge from him: I suddenly touched a living frog in my schoolbag, and a toy snake suddenly appeared in the quilt, which scared me so much that I was scattered and always had nightmares at night.
But even though his butt was pulled like earthworms by my father with bamboo strips, he gritted his teeth and didn't cry. He just stared at me next to him coldly with his big eyes, causing a chill to rise from my spine.
From then on, I no longer messed with him, tried to avoid him, study hard, strive to get into college, and get rid of this terrifying demon as soon as possible.
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One time during an internship, I found that the necklace left to me by my grandma was missing, and I couldn't find it even after rummaging through the boxes and cabinets. That was the only thought that my grandma left to me.
That day, Li Wei and his friends gathered at home for dinner. I asked him, "Did you take it?" He generously admitted that he had taken the necklace to pawn, otherwise where would he get the money to invite everyone to eat and drink.
I was very angry and had a big argument with Li Wei on the spot. I overturned the table and scolded him in front of everyone as the son of the mistress and occupying the nest. This hit his sore spot again. He stared at me with red eyes and pointed his fingers at my nose, giving me the ability to say it again.
I was so angry that I scolded him again, he raised his hand and slapped me in the face, and then the scene at the beginning of the story.
Fortunately, Aunt Liu was not in danger of life, but she broke two ribs and her back muscles were also contusted. She could only lie on the hospital bed for that month.
I am very scared and blamed myself. My father hurried home and accused me without saying anything. Li Wei shouted that he could not just let it go. He had called the police and insisted on performing a disability assessment. Aunt Liu couldn't persuade him.
This matter will happen Li Wei is also responsible. Not only does he not take it, he also wants me to bear criminal responsibility, which makes me angry: "You have the right to make an appraisal, and I also have the freedom to report the case." As I said that, I was going to call to report the case. After all, the necklace left by my grandma was worth more than 5,000 yuan, which has met the standard for filing a case.
"What do you two siblings want?" My dad punched the table, the teacup jumped up, and rolled on the ground with a "defying".
Finally, this matter was left unresolved under the high pressure of my dad. As soon as the internship was over, I returned to school and never contacted them again.
After graduation, I was arranged to return to my hometown elementary school as a teacher. The school arranged a dormitory. Although I could get home in half an hour, I didn’t want to step into that home again.
My dad was disgusted with me always living in the school and repeatedly asked me to live home. Aunt Liu also called me to persuade me, but I was unwilling to move back or face Li Wei.
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Once because I need a household registration book, I had to go home.
Aunt Liu was very happy to see me coming back and stayed at home for lunch, but I ignored her.
After I found the household registration book, I was about to leave when I found Aunt Liu fell in the kitchen and didn't even respond to a few shouts. I quickly called 120 to take her to the hospital.
When Li Wei rushed over, Aunt Liu was still rescuing me. He pinched my neck and pushed me against the wall to question me: "Did you scold her? If my mother had a few long and two shorts, I would like to fill it with her life."
I don't want to explain, I just blame myself for being unlucky. Aunt Liu is fine, but I fall to the ground as soon as I get home. In the past, I never blocked my hatred for them, mother and son, and Li Wei had every reason to suspect that I hurt his mother.
When my dad arrived, Aunt Liu was just pushed out. The doctor said she was out of danger of life, and the cause was ischemic stroke , which may cause half of the paralysis. It is recommended to give her massage every day and do rehabilitation training to prevent her from getting worse.
Li Wei was just in his third year of high school. My father took a few days off. He had to buy vegetables and cook for Li Wei every day. He had to take care of Aunt Liu again when he turned around and had to accompany him in bed at night. In just half a month, he lost weight. eyelids drooped , and his sideburns were white.
After Aunt Liu was discharged from the hospital, her hands and feet were inconvenient on her left side. Even if she had a crutch, she still shook her way and spoke slowly. She couldn't do anything big or small at home.
Because my dad often has to go on business trips, he called me repeatedly, hoping that I could go home and help him take care of Aunt Liu.
So many years have passed, and I don’t want to pursue the love, hate, and hatred of the previous generation.
In fact, my dad is not bad to me, and Aunt Liu has been taking care of me. Before leaving, my grandmother told me to get along with them, and tolerate them if she can tolerate them. After all, it was a family, and I thought it was atonement for that fall, and I also had the responsibility to take care of Aunt Liu.
html In October, my dad received a project that he wanted to stay at the project site. He took me home and said solemnly at the dinner table: "In addition to parents, you two are the only relatives connected by blood in the world. I hope you can get along well with each other. Li Wei, you are a man, you have to cooperate with your sister, don't always worry me."
Li Wei looked at me, frowned, and lowered his head without saying a word.
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I don’t want to pay attention to him either. I just buy groceries, cook, clean housework, and take care of Aunt Liu after get off work every day.
Aunt Liu was embarrassed to ask me to bathe her and insisted on doing it myself. Every time she stumbles on for more than an hour, the weather gradually becomes cold. Although she has bath heater , she is still prone to colds. She can always hear her cough in the middle of the night. I have to get up and take her body temperature and feed her medicine, which makes me exhausted from work the next day.
"It's already like this, what else can I do?" I snatched her impatiently, grabbed the towel and slowly wiped her body. When I saw the scars on her back, I remembered that fall, she never blamed me. My heart softened again and my movements became much gentler.
Aunt Liu held my hand with tears in her eyes and said vaguely: "I'm sorry, I've dragged you down."
I told her lightly that I just felt sorry for my dad. After all, he is a man in his fifties and is not easy to be busy every day.
Although I can't let go of her actions back then, my attitude gradually eased down while getting along with me. In addition to atonement for Aunt Liu, my care for Aunt Liu began to feel a little more warmth.
Li Wei and I still cannot eliminate our hostility. Li Wei was in a good mood when he came home from school to see his mother. He was in a good mood. If he was unhappy one day, he would look at me with suspicious eyes, always suspected that I was abused by his mother.
"She is your mother, not my mother." I feel very unfair. If my father hadn't begged me and if I hadn't wanted to make myself feel at ease, I wouldn't have served Aunt Liu like this. But think about it, Li Wei was also filial to his mother and didn't want to bother with him.
One night, I got up to drink water and heard Aunt Liu say to Li Wei in the bedroom: "It was because of our mother and son that she had lived a life without her parents' love for so many years. She is not my own daughter, but she is willing to take care of me like this every day. It is a blessing I have cultivated in my previous life. You cannot be ungrateful."
"Mom, you owe her, and I don't owe her."
"She has no obligation to serve me, but now she is filial to me for you, why are you ungrateful?" Aunt Liu was so angry that she patted her chest.
I sincerely feel relieved that Aunt Liu can think like this. I don’t want to care about Li Wei, a child. If a person wants to live a peaceful life, the best way is to do things calmly and be a person openly.
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In the following days, Li Wei restrained a lot, but he still ignored me.
just keeps a distance from each other, just plain and peaceful.
One day, when I got home from get off work, I walked into the kitchen and saw red dates and longans on the floor scattered all over the floor, black and red soup everywhere, and the soup pot seemed to be cut off in half, split into two. Li Wei's left instep was scalded, and the surface was covered with large areas of redness and swelling. He was rinsing it with cold water.
It turned out that Li Wei stayed up late to study every day and was in a bad state in class. He wanted to make some soup to nourish the brain and nourish the spirit for himself, but he was embarrassed to ask me to make it, so he touched it in the kitchen. The ceramic soup pot was useless because it was probably too heavy. After high temperature barbecue, when Li Wei went to take it, the bottom of the pot suddenly fell off and fell to the ground with a "pop".
"Why don't you go to the hospital because it's so hot?" He saw a few big blisters appearing on his instep. I was shocked, settled Aunt Liu, pulled Li Wei away.
But he only took one step and his face was pale in pain, blue veins on his forehead swelled, and beads of sweat as big as beans came out.
I hesitated for a moment, and half-squatted to carry him. He bit his lips and refused to let me carry him. I was furious and shouted at him: "What are you doing with me? If you are infected, don't you want me to serve me?"
Li Wei was very angry and sat on the stool: "I don't want you to care, and I don't need you to serve me."
I was so angry that I trembled and forced him to take a taxi to the hospital to prevent inflammation, hang up water, and go through the hospitalization procedures. Fortunately, it was winter, and I only felt relieved after only the second superficial skin burn. After Li Wei finished hanging the potion, I ran home to take care of Aunt Liu. The next day, I had to ask for leave from school and went to the hospital again.
Li Wei saw me running at the ends and helped him to the bathroom. The person who had never blushed could not bear the face: "You go to work, I can take care of myself."
After all, I am a 17-year-old boy. Because of guilt, those eyes that once made me shuddered, secretly glanced at me and lowered my head, like a child who did something wrong. I can't see the unscrupulous provocations I had towards me, nor did I have the momentum of being inconsistent in the past.
I felt soft and stopped competing with him. I let the past fights with the same family.
is about to have winter vacation, but the senior year is still making up for the class. Li Wei is afraid of delaying his studies and insists on being discharged from the hospital. Although he still refuses to pick me up and drop off every day, he obviously no longer competes with me.
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During the Spring Festival, Li Wei also sent me a red envelope for the first time to wish me a happy New Year.
His grandmother has many relatives, and the family of three has to go for a week to come back every year. This year, Aunt Liu strongly invited me to visit relatives, but I was unwilling to see others' expressions.
Li Wei started school early because of the tutoring, so I became his old mother again.
Li Wei grew up one year ago and seemed to be much more mature than before. Sometimes he would say thank you softly, his voice was so low that he could hardly hear him. I was too lazy to pay attention to him and pretended not to hear anything.
It is Qingming Festival in a blink of an eye.
The weather is gloomy this day. Because I was in college outside of the country, I haven’t visited my grandma’s grave for several years, so I prepared Sanli and my grandma’s favorite dumpling early.
When I arrived at the cemetery, the grave was covered with fur and grass. Li Wei snatched the sickle and cut the grass. I put the prepared three animals and dumplings in front of the grave, lit candles and incense, burned paper money, and set off firecrackers. My father and Li Wei went to sweep the graves of other ancestral graves.
I knelt in front of the grave, remembering my grandmother’s kindness to me, her advice before her death, her grievances, and her stubborn confrontation with Li Wei for many years. My chest was blocked and I no longer suppressed myself. I began to cry in a nagging way: “I always remember your words, tolerate if you can, and tolerate if you can, and try to get along with them as much as possible, but I still feel so wronged.Why is it so difficult to be a human being? "
I was sobbing, and Li Wei suddenly handed me a tissue from behind. I quickly wiped away my tears and covered my emotions in panic.
Li Wei sat next to me, pulled a stick of ponytail grass and chewed it in his mouth: "You are obedient, sensible, and good at studying. Since you came back, my parents have been obedient to you and I am very jealous.
"My parents feel guilty about you, and they always feel that they owe you, and even I owe you, and they will beat me up for trivial matters. You always call me the son of a mistress and my wild breeder.
"Do you think I am willing to be scolded? Do you think I want my mom to destroy your family? You are "bringing and having children". You can always insult me from the commanding heights of morality, but you never thought that I was just an innocent child, an innocent person who was ridiculously brought to this world by them. "
Li Wei sat on the ground in front of the grave, and for the first time he calmly told the shame and embarrassment that had bothered him for many years. His eyes were full of resentment. Because of the strong pressure, he bit off the ponytail grass in one bite and vomited it on the ground with resentment, and pulled another one to continue biting, and continued to vomit.
I was shocked! I realized for the first time that he was also an innocent person, he was also a victim, and he was also very fragile. We are all passively enduring the fate given by our parents' love, The inherent happiness and misfortune make us unable to escape.
We are all very sensitive. Even if we are afraid of each other's little harm, we can carve a deep blood mark in each other's heart.
At this time, a drizzle fell in the sky, and the sound of firecrackers echoed in the valley. Everything had already awakened, clusters of red mountains rush to bloom, and the early bamboo shoots had drilled out of the soil, standing side by side.
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Li Wei stood up, patted the mud on his butt, and reached out to me. I hesitated for a moment and put my hand in his wide palm. At that moment, I realized that we are really brothers and sisters connected by blood.
After that, Li Wei suddenly became very Be sensible.
Sometimes, when I cook in the kitchen, he would put down his schoolbag and help pick vegetables, wash dishes, and clean. Sometimes, when I massage Aunt Liu, he would also learn to massage while memorizing.
Once, he asked me quietly if I miss my mother and whether to visit my mother with me. He said that if one day, he would serve my mother like I did.
"What nonsense, curse my mother? "
" does not, that is, if. "
I smiled and pinched his arm. In the warm room, the gentle wind penetrated the night and blew past us, bringing waves of comfort and coolness.
