October 1972 The author was in Mingsha Middle School in his first year of high school. Li Shuyan was the head teacher
In those years, men and women were not allowed to get along with each other. Male classmates and female classmates don’t speak from elementary school to high school. If a man and a woman sit on
on a desk, use a pencil to draw a "Chu-Han" dividing line in the middle: no one's elbow can cross the line at all. If you cross the line, you will be reminded by the other party: "Come here..." The crossing party immediately retracted the elbow.
Big brother is a beautiful woman in clean clothes and looks beautiful: her two braids are neither long nor short, and she is wearing a
white background with patterns, and a quilt shirt is neither fat nor soft. Double eyelids. Willow eyebrows and leaves. The eyelids are as clear as lake water that cannot be seen. The lips are as dynamic as cherries.
Teacher Wang Jinzhu has a habit of starting a class: he likes to praise students. The elder brother can play 4 digits with both hands to calculate
disk. Every time I give an award essay, the first sample essay that Wang Jinzhu wants to read must be from the elder brother, and the second article must be from the beautiful classmate in front of the elder brother
.
I don’t know whether Teacher Wang Jinzhu was intentional or unintentional. He always said to his elder brother first: “Y—S—
L”, and then the female classmate “H—Z—Y” must be.
Maybe the elder brother has been praised too many times, always looking like he doesn't care but never arrogant. When the female classmate heard the praise, she placed her hands alternately on the table and naturally put her forehead on her hands.
Big brother discovered that her lively and moving eyes seemed to be able to speak. Through the gap in his arms, he was shooting at himself affectionately.
Every time this happens, the elder brother first gets hot all over, then he sticks out his tongue knowingly and very quickly and secretly, and smiles at the corner of his mouth. Then, while other students were not paying attention, they used the afterglow of their eyes to resurrect the beautiful woman's eyelids, and immediately, just like the laser penetration I learned later, and instantly felt like "discharging" each other.
It feels like only when you look at each other with "intellectual understanding" eyes, you can walk into each other's hearts - maybe it is the time travel of innocent and innocent little people?
is trusted by brothers, encouraged by teachers, and sentiment of love with beautiful women. The elder brother is becoming more and more confident and begins to pay attention to his image - "Shanhao Gu" is replaced by "Flower Duck" head shape. He left a " Big Back Head " one step ahead of others. He rode his bicycle to the photo studio in Zhongning County, 40 miles away, took the first personal "standard" photo photo. He went to get it in two weeks, and the photo studio washed and printed two photos for him.
In order not to attract others' attention, the eldest brother wore a "wool" hat that was extremely valuable at the time. In class, I secretly "discharged" the beauty, took off her hat and exposed her "big back head", and gave the beauty a look through her hands, and quickly put on the hat like a thief.
The beauty smiled. The eldest brother immediately remembered the Jia Baoyu in " Stone Records" and saw the Lin Daiyu "Looking back and smiling is worth a thousand gold", and found that the beauty's teeth were as white as snow. The fingers that are flirting with books are as delicate as white onions.
He couldn't control his heartbeat and wrote a long letter to the beauty, sandwiching the other of the two "standard portraits" in the middle of the long letter, wanting to give it to the beauty.
How can I send letters and photos into the hands of beautiful women without being discovered by others? He took a lot of effort back then - he sent them in the classroom, with many people and eyes, and it is easy to be discovered by others - once he is discovered, he jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash them clearly - no, absolutely not; if the beauty is placed in the book collection of beautiful women's desks, if the beauty is taken away by others before it is discovered, it will cause a disaster - no, absolutely not; if it is chased by beautiful women, walk, others suspect that you may be a hooligan - no, absolutely not...
After thinking about it, the eldest brother designed a safety trick: he first hides at the corner of another classroom, covers his figure, and watches the beauty walk out of the classroom.When she came to the corner, she put the long letter with the photo on the ground, hid aside, and watched the beauty's reaction - the beauty took it away, satisfied; the beauty didn't take it, or pretended not to see it, took it forward and quickly went forward to pick it up, without knowing it... Hahaha...
Big brother stared at the beauty's every move - it's coming, it's coming, it's really coming... It's under his feet...
Big brother threw out the folded long letter with lightning speed - the beauty reached out to pick it up at lightning speed, immediately stuffed it into the depths of his schoolbag, and ran for a long time.
The eldest brother left immediately in the opposite direction almost at the same time, but did not start running - although his excited heart seemed to be wearing a little rabbit in the air.
Big Brother was so excited at that time, but the content of the long letter was expressed in another way. There was no way to find the mood of " bourgeois " in the whole text. Today I talk about it as a bit like chewing wax, but in those days, I had to do this - at that time, I advocated "learning and applying it lively" and "one to one, one pair of reds". According to the popular custom of private messages in articles back then, the elder brother first quoted "The "Quotes of Chairman Mao" taught us by the great leader Chairman Mao", and then said, "Let us build revolutionary friendship in the battle of revolution..." There is no such sentence as "Friends and I" and "Shans and Seas Alliance", and even the three words "Dear" are useless - the elder brother swears to the heaven: No, no, really no.
Today I wrote the scene of "passing notes" and "sending love letters" back then. Although my heart was full of sweetness, in that special era, our special group of primary school students learned to promote "Tai Chi" since childhood - we don't know how to love letters or diaries, and we dare not write the sincere words we want to express.
Unexpectedly, the beauty moved with her family to the north of Yinchuan area as soon as she entered junior high school. No news has ever been heard from now on.
20 years later, in the summer of 1988, my elder brother took advantage of the convenience of being a reporter to interview everywhere and found the beauty of that year. I brought my collection of essays "Dreams in Shuofang" that I just published in People's Daily Publishing House, and gave it to my confidante at that time. He guessed that the other party would be surprised.
What he never expected was that the other party gave him a big surprise instead. The other person opened a briefing book and showed him the "baby" that was retained in the editing - all were articles published by the elder brother in newspapers and magazines. Even the article "The famous work" published by the elder brother in 1975 on the front page of " Ningxia Daily " was in the book.
Some articles even Brother himself has long forgotten. Of course, there is also this first "Big Back Head" photo taken in December 1969.
—That year, my elder brother was 13 years old.
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