It is said that love in the Republic of China is nine out of ten sad, but why are they in feudal society?
Later, he married and had children, and she was lonely for a lifetime.
The so-called ancient love is just a fantasy in the novel. Putting it in reality is mostly regretful, and this is the cruel reality.
(The general subject of the following story is adapted from the real story)
When he was eight years old, in order to avoid the war, he and his mother came to Ling County, Jiangzhou, where he worked.
His name is Xuan Yi. He was born in a family of officials. Although his father was just a small official, in this strict hierarchy society, he was also in the upper class.
Once, he was studying poetry and books hard, and suddenly he glanced out the door and saw a little girl walking by.
The girl's steps are light and cute. Her eyes seem to purify all evil in the world and bring infinite joy to people.
Later, he learned that the girl was his neighbor, named Xiangyun, and was the daughter of a small merchant. Just because of one glance, he had an inexplicable love for Xiangyun, which was the pure joy of childhood.
At that time, Xuan Yi was eight years old and Xiangyun was six years old.
Since then, whenever he has time, he will go to Xiangyun to play. For some reason, he always felt that being with Xiangyun was very happy, which could make him truly like a child, without etiquette and fame. The two of them were also playing and getting familiar with each other.
Xuan Yi is good at writing, he knows literacy at the age of three, recites poetry at the age of five, and can write poetry at the age of ten. He is recognized by Ling County.
Xiangyun is good at singing and dancing, and he is a teacher at the age of five. A song of colorful clothes shocks the world, and he only sees a wonderful man dancing in the wind.
Sometimes, when he is tired of reading, she will play a song for him;
Sometimes, when she is tired of playing, she will read poems for her.
"I came to sleep soundly, but I felt like I heard a song in my dream. I felt like I was dreaming and I didn't know it. It was heaven and earth."
In this way, they knew each other and spent a worry-free childhood. But this friendship is changing quietly.
Time passed, the pure favorability of childhood has faded and turned into admiration, which is a two-way rush.
This year, Xuan Yi was nineteen years old and Xiangyun was seventeen years old. They both expressed their feelings to each other and made a private lifelong . Xuan Yi gave Xiangyun
a bronze mirror with a pair of dragons inlaid, and Xiangyun also gave Xuan Yi a pair of embroidered embroidered shoes, which was their destiny.
fell in love for eight years, Xuan Yi was twenty-seven years old and Xiangyun was twenty-five years old.
This year, the two of them made an appointment to meet his parents, and they couldn't help but feel excited, but reality hit them hard. His parents firmly opposed this matter and threatened that etiquette and law could not be broken. How could an official's child marry a businessman's daughter? Isn't it ridiculous! Although he begged hard later, he could not impress them.
Since then, he has been drinking to relieve his sorrows every day. The inner contradictions and depression are hard to describe, but who can understand? He grew up in this book of sages since he was a child, and those feudal ethics have been integrated into his blood.
The crime of disobeying his parents' unfilial piety was unwilling to the world at that time. He had no way to break free from these constraints and fight against the world! But he couldn't bear to let down the girl he had been thinking about day and night.
At this time, Xiangyun was crying every day. He didn't expect that the first time he saw his future in-laws, he was so humiliated. She knew that seeing them might be opposed by them, but she didn't expect that their attitude was so firm and had no negotiation.
was drunk all day long, and his parents were even more angry, so they asked him to go out to study and get fame.
Xuan Yi suddenly made a naive idea. Is his parents opposed him being with Xiangyun when they are afraid that their children's love will affect their studies? Will they agree to this marriage as long as they can prove his strength to them?
He had no choice but to use this reason to comfort his sad self.
He found Xiangyun with joy and said that he was about to go out to get a good fortune. If they were in high school, their marriage would turn around.
The day he left home, it was a gray rain in the world. The woman stood by the river holding an oil paper umbrella, watching her lover.
, but I don’t know that this separation will last for two years.
Xuan Yi is bound to win this imperial examination, not only a reward for his parents, but also a hope for him and Xiangyun. He studied day and night, as if he placed all his hopes on this imperial examination.
will never disappoint those who are interested. He ranked fourth in high school. For a time, his name caused a sensation in the entire capital. The so-called "Thirty Old Ming Sutra, fifty Young Jinshi" has been fought for by many people for their whole life, and he passed the exam only when he was nearly thirty years old. In addition to his envy, he still admired him.
With this glory, he returned to Ling County. At this time, the mood was already different from when I left home.
After returning home, his parents were also pleased that he had achieved such fame. Soon, he begged them for his marriage with Xiangyun. But the result is still strong opposition from parents.
At this moment, he understood that they were not worried that he would indulge in love, but because Xiangyun was the daughter of a lowly merchant.
The road ahead seems to be dark. Does he and her have a future?
He said that fate was unfair, why did he let him meet his beloved woman but he could never be together, and why did he give him hope and brutally wipe it out?
For this reason, he and his parents had been in a cold war for many days, and also expressed his determination to them: if he had not been Xiangyun in this life, he would never marry him for life!
What surprised him was that his parents' attitude was stronger than him and he opposed their marriage more than he did. After
, he chose to leave this sad place and leave his parents. At the same time, the imperial court's letter of office was also released, so he went to Wuzhou to serve as Sima.
Before leaving, he met Xiangyun again. However, this time he met, he said goodbye to her:
Farewell to the present and past, I hope you don’t miss it! The past dreams are ultimately empty. My heart of admiring you will not change! Unexpectedly, things in the world are unpredictable and we will never get married. I just hope that you can find a good person in the future and spend the rest of your life in peace.
He didn't want to delay Xiangyun because she had sacrificed too much for herself and had already passed the age of getting married. Now, he can no longer be as naive as long as he is, and gives her a vague hope.
88 years later, Xuan Yi is thirty-eight years old and Xiangyun is thirty-six.
The parents forced each other to die, and if he didn't get married again, they would show him to death. He could not afford to force his parents to death and the two major crimes of "no queen". Under pressure, he compromised. Soon, he married the sister of a colleague.
Aged 40, he was demoted to Yunzhou because he wrote a letter to tell the eunuchs' dictatorship, the pros and cons of the family and the country, criticized the current affairs, angered the emperor, and was demoted to Yunzhou.
On the way to Yunzhou, he actually met the woman who had been dreaming of him for many years.
When the two met, it seemed as if everything had stopped. The young man and the pretty girl had passed away with the memory, as they seemed to have gone away and never left.
At this time, Xiangyun's family was in a downturn and was moving south. Her life doesn't seem to be very good.
It turns out that she has been unmarried for so many years, which has brought a huge impact on Xuan Yi. He blamed himself for guilt.
talked again. They were no longer the same as before. They were separated from each other. They seemed to have endless words, but they could not speak.
He wanted to ask her how she has been doing for so many years, why she has become like this now, and why she has not been married for a long time? But what qualifications does he have? He has become a husband and a father.
greetings and embarked on their respective itineraries. Two small boats, one carrying mist and rain, and the other carrying wind and dust, moving further and further.
Dream of mist and rain, when did the strings move? I am very affectionate when I am young, but I am speechless when I am old. In the end, I will betray you and never meet you in the next life. A song of eternal regret tells you the lingering!
