Last year, I was alone at home and had a rare rest for a few days. I was another person who didn’t like to go out, so I lay in bed and slept.
When it was 11 o'clock, a knock came from the door. I opened the door and my neighbor's elder brother stood at my door.
"Brother, is there anything wrong?" I asked.
"You are alone at home and come to my house for lunch." The eldest brother said with a smile.
When I heard that lunch was over, I agreed, "Wait until I change my clothes and go there."
I was wearing pajamas and pajamas and slippers at the time, so it would be indecent to go to the neighbor's house.
"No need to change, I'm alone at home," said the eldest brother.
So, I closed the door and followed me into my elder brother's house. After
passed, my elder brother brought me a drink and asked me to sit for a while, and said that the food would be ready soon. After that, my elder brother went into the kitchen.
I was bored while i was alone, so I went to the kitchen to help.
"Brother, where is my sister-in-law?" I asked.
"I'm back to my parents' home." said the eldest brother.
"Why didn't you go back with me?"
"Her cousin got married, it's boring for me to go back."
We chatted all the time, and the food was ready soon.
Brother set up the meal and took out a bottle of white wine, "Drink some together."
"Brother, I don't have enough alcohol, I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you." I said.
"Don't worry about me until you drink it." said the eldest brother.
Brother poured the wine for me and raised the wine glass: "Xiaohui, you have helped me a lot. You should have invited you this meal long ago."
"Brother, neighbors, you're welcome to say that." I picked up the wine glass and took a sip.
So we both started chatting while drinking.
"Xiaohui, do you usually like fitness and have such a good figure?" The eldest brother glanced at me.
"When I was in school, I was a sports student, and I developed the habit of loving exercise and couldn't stop." I said, "Brother has a good figure, too."
The eldest brother is 1.75 meters tall, with a well-proportioned and thin body, a little muscle, fair skin, and a bit gentle, which is worse than me.
"I like exercise too, but I don't have time." The eldest brother sighed.
"Time is like xxx, there will always be something you squeezed." I remembered a dirty joke and shook a little clever one.
"Haha, you are quite humorous." The eldest brother laughed.
Although the elder brother is a few years older than me, we both hit it off at first sight and seemed to have met him very early, and it was very comfortable to be with him.
Before we knew it, we saw the bottom of a bottle of wine. I was so drunk that my elder brother was also a little drunk.
I was wearing slippers and suddenly I felt my elder brother's feet touching me. I didn't respond. My elder brother's feet wandered back and forth on my feet.
My feet felt numb and savory. I was already in a daze at that time, so I let him go.
"Oh, I want to sleep after drinking some wine. You can sleep in my room for a while."
Brother said and helped me into the bedroom.
I was lying on the bed, looking at my elder brother's face, looking at me with a scorching light flashing in my eyes.
The raging fire in my heart was suddenly ignited, and everything came so naturally.
In each other's heavy breathing, we lift our bondage for each other.
When the eldest brother surrendered at my feet, I felt that I was a high king who conquered my subjects with his strength.
There is a beautiful scenery in the room, and even the low sangs between each other seem to be a harmonious symphony.
Furious battle ended, my elder brother lay in my arms, his originally fair face flushed and full of satisfaction.
The eldest brother got up and wanted to get the toilet paper at the head of the bed to deal with the battlefield relics. Suddenly his body shook and he sat still.
"What's wrong?" I stood up and hugged his shoulder.
The eldest brother's eyes were locked at the head of the bed, where he and his wife took a photo.
In the group photo, the eldest brother's wife smiled fiercely, with a happy face.
My heart suddenly sank, and I turned to look at my elder brother. His thin face was covered with tears.
I suddenly felt a huge guilt in my heart. I understand that I always have a good impression of my elder brother, but if I hadn't drunk alcohol, I would never have done what I did today.
"Pan!" I slapped myself hard.
The eldest brother suddenly stopped me: "This is not your fault. Actually, I have always liked you... I have been holding it down, but I have endured it so hard."
I silently, and I shed tears silently.
After a while, my elder brother wiped away his tears and pushed me away: "You go, we're over."
I left my elder brother's house in a daze, as if I was a sinner.
I became the third party in my eldest brother's family and the person who destroyed my eldest brother's family.
In the next days, my elder brother and I tried our best to avoid meeting each other. Even if we walked across, we would not dare to look directly at each other.
Later, the eldest brother's family moved out and we completely lost contact.
More than a year has passed since the incident. I often think of him late at night, and I can only silently greet him in my heart. Brother, are you okay?