Father only had photos when he was a teenager
1. Called my mother but no one answered
Since my mother passed away, my personality has become very stubborn, seemingly disobedient, so calm and unhappy. When my mother was there, she would call me "Mom" the first time she entered the door after school, and then do her homework next to her. After she was done, she asked her mother to pack her schoolbag and ran out to play. Even for a period of time after her mother passed away, she would call her mother when she came back from school, but no one answered her again! Over time, I stopped shouting and talked less, so I simply stopped talking.
2. Parents’ love is the biggest support for children
An empty house. If the father is not at home, it will appear even more deserted. Later, I was unwilling to stay in the empty house when I got home from school. As soon as I got home from school, I ran out to play, and no one cared about my homework. Later, after school, I didn’t even go home, and I kept playing with my schoolbag on my back until I was hungry before I went home. Parents’ love is the greatest support for children. Losing a part of them is equivalent to losing support for children.
3.Doing
Since my mother passed away, my father has also looked much older, and he can no longer see the smile of the past on his face, and he has less words. Yes, who else can he say a few intimate words to! My father was depressed all day long, and he lay alone on the kang as if he was sleeping. I seem to know something, and I often fall behind my father and listen quietly to my father's breathing. My father loved me even more and let me do what I was willing to do. My family treated me the same way, as if this would give my father some comfort. I remember one time, I used a slingshot outside to break someone's eyes. I knew it was wrong and I was afraid, so I had to run home to hide it. Someone came to me, and my sister-in-law said she would wait for me to come back and hit me. In fact, she didn't even say anything about me, but since then I never dared to cause trouble again, for fear of letting my father know about it and getting angry.
4. My father went crazy
Unfortunately, it once again attacked my young heart at that time. One day, I just got off school and walked to the edge of the big pit (the pit is always 400 meters long and 50 meters wide, full of water). My cousin came to tell me that my father suddenly became "crazy". At that time, I really didn't know how good it was, nor did I know why my father was crazy. How crazy was, I ran home in one breath. As soon as I entered the door, I saw my father standing in the yard, silent. I didn't dare to rush to my father, but ran to the house of the main lady. When my father saw me coming in and ran into the house, he followed him into the house and wanted to catch me. At this time, I felt a little scared and hid not to let my father catch me. But the more I hid, the more my father wanted to catch me. After I caught me, my father didn't do anything, but just hugged me tightly, holding me so tightly.
From that day on, my father stopped working in the fields and always stood in the yard and looked in the air. Although I went to school every day, I was thinking about my father. As soon as I got out of school, I ran home and pulled my father into the house to rest. Others advised my father not to listen. Only I could let my father go into the house to rest and have dinner. At night, I slept with my father, not afraid at all, and as before, my father who likes me so much is inseparable from him.
5. My father jumped into the river, and I became an orphan
Unfortunately once came to me. One night, at about one or two o'clock in the middle of the night, my father suddenly woke me up and told me that he was going to Tianjin to see my elder brother and third brother. I didn't think much at that time, and I fell asleep again after a huh. Who would have thought that this time was the last conversation between me and my father, and the last time I saw the child.
A few days after my father went to Tianjin, I received the news that my father jumped into the river. It turned out that after my father found his elder brother, he took a ferry boat to cross the river. When the boat arrived at the center of the river, his father suddenly got up and jumped into the river. The river took my father away. After being salvaged by the Tianjin water salvage team, although my father found it, he was no longer angry. This year was the summer of 1954, and I became an orphan when I was 12 years old.
