"Brother Ye, have you really fall in love with Gu Lan?"
"How is it possible? It's just a joke when you're bored."
Before, Ling Ye hugged him and never took me seriously. Later, I got farther and farther away from him, and he was like crazy. Ling Ye pulled my sleeves with red eyes, his tone full of humility: "Please, give me another chance." I held the arm of my lover next to me, brushed off his hand with a smile, and left without looking back.
1
Like many girls, I fell in love with Ling Ye in the computer department, but no one knew that I had liked him since I was in high school. Later, I followed him to the university he liked and studied the major he liked.
Looking at Ling Ye who was sweating freely on the basketball court, I held the mineral water in my hand and stared at him without a moment.
Seeing that because he hit a ball, everyone was cheering, and the corners of my lips were hooked unconsciously.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Several people couldn't help but scream.
"Ling must have come to find me, ahhhh."
"What dream do you have? You must have come to find me."
I looked at them screaming excitedly, but just stood there with my head down. His relationship with the opposite sex is always very good.
So basically, it’s a few days to change a girlfriend. I just broke up recently, and many girls came to pursue him, and it seemed that they didn’t care about his scumbag’s nature at all.
In the three years of high school, we both talked 10 times and couldn't count it. He was a person who acted recklessly, but because of his good study, few teachers took care of him.
And I am a very quiet and shy person, and no one will care about it in the crowd.
"Give it to me?"
I looked up, my eyes entangled with him, and then nodded my head lightly.
He curled the corners of his lips, smiled freely, and then took the water from my hand.
"Why is it at room temperature?"
His brows were furrowing.
"Ling Ye, drink mine, I bought ice water."
"Drink mine, drink mine, I bought it too."
As several girls argued, he raised his eyes and glanced at them, and suddenly became quiet. He looked at me with a playful look between his eyebrows, as if waiting for me to explain.
I pursed my lips and said seriously
"You can't drink ice water just after exercise, which is not conducive to your health."
"What, what do you mean? It's just that we are hurting."
"That's it, what do you mean?"
"That's it, what does it mean."
Several girls looked at me with bad eyes.
He didn't speak for me, he just looked at me, as if he was looking forward to what I would say.
"I'm just telling the truth. If you don't believe it, you can check it online."
Then he took the bottle of water from my hand, unscrewed the bottle cap, took a few sips, and then stuffed it into my arms.
He looked at me frivolously with his eyebrows.
"Good student, like me?"
I nodded without hesitation. There is nothing to admit, like it is like it.
He took a bottle of ice water from a man and handed it to me, curled his lips and smiled.
"If you can pour the water inside on your head, I will be with you."
Everyone around me took a breath.
"Why don't you want to?"
Ling also saw that I didn't speak, and his voice was sarcastic.
"Wish...Will"
My voice was very light and thin, and then I took the bottle of ice water and poured it down the top of my head.
Although it is summer now, it’s not a good feeling to pour a bottle of ice water on your body.
The biting chill ran through my whole body, my teeth trembled, I squeezed the empty bottle tightly in my hands, and looked at him stubbornly.
"Now...can you...can you be with me now?"
I looked at him with a trembling voice.
He was a little surprised that I could really do this, and then laughed wildly.
"Okay, girlfriend."
"Brother Ye, it's time for you to play."
Someone called him again in the game, and he turned his head, his voice perfunctory.
"No more fight, I'm going to accompany my girlfriend.”
After he finished speaking, his eyes looked at me with teasing.
"Let's go, girlfriend."
I looked at my soaked body and grinned at him, my heart full of excitement.
The boy I liked for 5 years is finally with me.
2
Our two of us have a speed of light spread in the school.
College students always have a strong desire to gossip. When I stepped into the dormitory, I was surrounded by several roommates.
"You are really with Ling too!"
"You really poured a bottle of ice water on your own?"
...
...
They raised questions after questions to me, and I answered them truthfully one by one.
"Then Ling is just a scumbag, Lanlan , you won't be moved."
I nodded.
They all laughed at me for being stupid, such a relationship will not last long.
But I just rushed towards him wholeheartedly without asking for any reward.
"Woooooooooooooooooo my Guilian Lanlan was taken away by such a boy who was useless to study."
Mingshi lamented and hugged me.
I broke away from her arms and shook my favorite snacks I brought to them. Several people's eyes shone in an instant.
I handed them the snacks and sent a message to my little friend Gu Wei, wanting to tell her that Ling and I were together.
Because she is the only one who knows that I like Ling Ye for 5 years.
received her reply after a while.
Gu Wei: It's true or false, should I be happy for you? But I heard that he is not a good person, and rumors have spread to us.
Lanbao, you like this kid so much, and I don’t know what blessing he had in his previous life.
But you must not get too deeply involved. He is not like you, a pure love expert.
I looked at her reply and was silent for a moment.
I know what kind of person he is, but I still rushed up desperately.
Maybe I don’t want to leave regrets in my life.
I: I understand.
In the evening, I received a message from Ling Ye to me. On the basketball court, we added WeChat to each other.
Ling Ye: Good student, you are waiting for you downstairs in your dormitory and will take you to play later.
I looked at it and it was basically dark. I knelt on the bed and saw through the window that he was wearing a black shirt and dyed colorful hair. He was wanton and arrogant, and couldn't help but feel moved again.
I have never been out so late, but I still make an exception for him.
bottom line and other things are not worth mentioning in front of Ling Ye.
I like him, I like it so much that I am willing to do anything for him.
When he walked downstairs, he was holding a cigarette with his slender fingers. The dark blue flames lit up, illuminating the dark night.
When he saw me coming, he spat a smoke ring at me stubbornly. The smoke was hazy, blurring his delicate eyebrows.
My eyes were so irritated that I red from my eyes, and I covered my nose and coughed twice.
"Good student has never smoked cigarettes, that's not possible."
He laughed at me wantonly.
"Get on the car, brother will take you to a good place."
He patted his motorcycle, and the car was as cool as him.
After I got on, I realized what a car was made at night and people left in the morning.
Along the way, the wind was doing my best, my hair was floating everywhere, I pulled Ling Ye's shirt tightly, and I felt a little panicked.
He saw that I was scared, and not only did he slow down, but instead increased the speed.
Along the way, I was terrified. When I got off the car, my legs became weak. If Ling hadn't been holding him, I might have fainted on the ground. I looked at the bar sign and breathed a sigh of relief.
finally arrived at the place.
3
When he was brought in, many people were greeting him.
"Brother Ye is here."
"New girlfriend, I look pretty good."
"Brother Ye is having fun. Just say hello to me if you have anything."
I was the first to come to this scene. I was a little scared, and I clenched Ling Ye's short sleeves and leaned against him.
He took me to a private room. As soon as he entered, he was filled with a strong smell of smoke. I don’t like the smell of smoke.
I pulled Ling Ye's sleeve and passed on his eyes.
But he seemed to have not seen it and pulled me to sit aside.
"Brother Ye has changed his taste. This time I look like a good student."
"Hahaha, I am worthy of being Brother Ye, don't ruin the girl."
teasing sounds one after another, and I bit my lip and didn't know what to do.
and Ling remained silent all the time. Someone poured me wine behind
. I shook my head and looked at Ling Ye with helpless eyes.
"What, brother, you are not good at this girlfriend, how can you play without drinking?"
"That's it, what else can you play with?"
Ling also held the wine glass in his palm and swayed gently. Everyone in the room thought he was angry and did not dare to say anything.
And he pushed the wine in front of me, his tone of sarcastic.
"Drink it, what a pretentious student, what a good student."
Everyone saw that he was not angry, and the sound of cheering became louder and louder. Maybe I wouldn't be able to walk out if I didn't drink this glass of wine today.
I picked up the wine glass, closed my eyes and drank it all.
The bitter smell spread in my mouth. I drank too fast and I coughed twice, my cheeks flushed.
"Isn't this okay? Come and have a few more drinks."
I looked at Ling Ye again, and he just sat there with a smile on his lips, and he didn't have the idea of helping me to help me solve the situation.
After drinking one cup after another, the burning sensation in my stomach became stronger and stronger, my face flushed and I felt dizzy and nauseous.
Everyone's shadows are overlapping, and I can't tell who is who.
"Ling Ye, I feel uncomfortable."
I held Ling Ye's clothes hard, my voice was weak.
But he pulled out the short sleeves that were tightly held in my hand inch by inch.
"Tsk, why are you so pretentious?"
His voice was chilling, like a knife, slashing into my heart, and it hurt for no reason. I don’t know who called a few beauties from behind
. When I saw Ling Ye hugging him, he smiled arrogantly, and couldn’t help but touch his heart, and it hurt so much.
4
4
It was midnight when I arrived at the dormitory yesterday. When I woke up the next day, my head hurts. If it weren't for the roommates, I would have been almost late for class. When I arrived at the classroom, the classroom was basically full, and only Ling Ye still had a seat next to him.
"Sister-in-law, come and sit down, and you are the one you have left for you."
"Yes, right."
Many people in the classroom started to make excuses, and he just looked at me with a smile and said nothing.
I walked towards him, but someone still took me one step ahead.
"Ling Ye, there are people here."
A bright-looking girl came over with a charming voice.
Ling also looked at me and spoke slowly,
"No one."
I watched the man sitting next to him, and I felt embarrassed when I stood there with my neck tightly.
"Senior sister, there is no one next to me."
A clear and nice voice came over, I turned my head and looked over, he smiled at me warmly, revealing a pair of little tiger teeth, staring at me with clean and pure eyes.
I sat next to him, lowered my head and thanked him softly.
"Thank you."
"If you want to thank you, add WeChat. My name is Si Ming."
I hesitated for a moment and finally added his WeChat. After all, he helped me solve the predicament and it was not easy to refuse.
"Ling Ye, how do you think of me?"
"It's very beautiful." The conversation behind
kept coming to my ears. I looked at the teacher on the podium and couldn't help but clench my fists.
The nails were embedded in the flesh. I seemed to be unable to feel the pain, and the expression on my face had not changed at all.
It should have been accustomed to it. Haven’t you seen a lot since high school? He kissed and hugged other girls.
You shouldn’t have been used to it when you look at him changing women like changing clothes, but why do you still feel uncomfortable after seeing it?
"Senior sister, I don't understand this very much."
's thoughts were interrupted. I looked down at the book pushing in front of me. A very simple math problem was only learned in my sophomore year. I looked at the student ID on his chest and asked in confusion.
"You are not a freshman, how could you learn these things?"
"I want to learn in advance, it won't be too difficult to get into my sophomore year."
I nodded, didn't ask too much, so I buried my head and told him carefully. As I was talking, I found that his eyes were always on me and did not put them on the book.
I frowned and said, "Listen."
"Good senior." After
and Ling were together, I became his licking dog and obeyed him.
5
One day, when I was having dinner alone, before I could get into the cafeteria, I was surrounded by a few girls wearing heavy makeup.
I looked at the person who surrounded me, but I was not afraid, but I just couldn't understand why I still bullied on campus when I was in college, and I was so blatant.
"Is there anything wrong?"
I asked them calmly.
"We are here to teach you a lesson. Don't think that you are amazing when you are with Ling Ye."
"Well, you're done, can I leave?"
I looked at the person standing in front of me coldly. If I really started, I was forced by my parents to learn taekwondo when I was a child, so I was not afraid.
Those people felt that I was provoked and were a little annoyed. They raised their hands and wanted to slap me in the face.
"Brother Ye, your girlfriend is going to be beaten, don't you help?" The conversation came from behind
, and I raised half of my hand and slowly put it down.
"Bang!"
slapped my face heavily, and a sharp stinging sensation came, and a bright red five-palm mark appeared on my face.
I covered my face, my eyes were covered with tears, and he not only watched coldly but also sarcastically.
"It's useless to help someone so stupid."
The person standing next to me watching the show just pointed at me like a clown and spoke in a low voice.
I watched Ling Ye's back get farther and farther away.
He didn't have me in his eyes,
I thought silently.
"What are you doing? The teacher will come soon."
In the crowd, I don't know who shouted, and the melon-eating person quickly dispersed and glared at me hatefully at the person I abused.
"Let you go this time, I won't be so lucky next time."
"Senior sister, are you okay?"
A gentle voice came over. I looked at the person who walked over. The person who helped me in the classroom before, and his eyes were filled with worry.
"It's OK" How can
be OK?
I insisted on not resisting, but I just wanted Ling to help me, even if I just spoke to help, so that I could know that my five years of relationship has not been wasted. The reason behind
is probably because I am afraid that I will be sad, so I didn’t ask any more questions and changed the topic.
"Senior sister wants to have dinner with me? I happen to be alone."
He smiled, revealing a pair of tiger teeth.
"Let's go." I received a message from Ling Ye after eating halfway through
.
Ling Ye: The corridor on the second floor is waiting for you.
I stopped eating and smiled apologetically at Si Ming.
"Sorry, I have something to do now, I'm leaving first."
"It's okay, you can go and do it if you have something to do."
He smiled with a good temper, as if he didn't mind at all.
But I didn't see it. After I left, his eyes showed a hint of jealousy and broke the chopsticks.
After reaching the place, Ling Ye leaned against the wall with cigarette in his fingers and half closed his eyes. He took a sip after a while. When he saw me coming, he didn't stop the movements in his hand and just smiled at me.
"Good student, do you smoke?"
He invited me.
"I can't smoke."
"It's okay, I'll teach you."
As soon as I finished speaking, I watched him cut off the cigarette in his hand, took out a cigarette from the cigarette box and handed it to me, forcing me to hold it.
Then I used a lighter to light the cigarette for me. Seeing that I was not moving for a long time, he snatched the cigarette and put it next to his mouth. The smoke was shrouded in smoke. I couldn't recognize which one was the real him.
While I was distracted, his lips touched him, and the strong smell of smoke came over. I stared at him and pushed him hard.
He pressed me against the wall, pressed my head, kissed even harder, and bit my lips. After
, my lips turned red and I couldn't help but cough, my eyes and cheeks were red, and he just stood aside and laughed at my stupidity. After the incident of
, I learned to smoke and drink with Ling. Unlike the rumors, we did not break up after 3 days, and we did not break up after 3 months.
and Ling were together for as long as I could be the licking dog.
Ling Ye: I'm hungry.
When I received his message, I left behind my friend who was having dinner with me and went to one of his favorite restaurants to buy it for him.
"No spicy, no garlic, coriander, it's better to have a lighter taste. My boyfriend's stomach is not good, thank you."
The waiter couldn't help but say something after hearing this.
"It's so happy to have you as a girlfriend."
I smiled shyly, thinking bitterly in my heart.
I would have liked him.
6
I bought him stomach medicine and the food he usually likes, so I carried it to his dormitory.
Go downstairs to the dormitory building. I was about to go up, but the dormitory manager stopped me and refused to let me go.
I explained that I was Ling Ye’s girlfriend and came to deliver food to him.
The dormitory tube obviously doesn't believe what I said, sarcastically.
"Miss, go back. I have never heard of Ling Yexin having a girlfriend. Besides, it is impossible for you.
has come up to deliver food too many times as his girlfriend. I don't know if you will do anything shameful when you go up. I can't take responsibility for anything wrong with
."
said, and looked up and down at me with his eyes slanted.
I didn't expect an amiable old man to say such words to me. I was a little angry and opened my mouth and was about to refute it.
But I found that I didn’t seem to have any confidence, and Ling didn’t love me either. It seemed that my only wishful thinking was in our relationship.
In the eyes of outsiders, I am just a joke.
I smiled helplessly.
"Brother Ye, I won't go to the bar later. When I heard the explanation, this guy called a very beautiful beauty."
"Yes."
I bit my lip when I heard his voice, and felt a little aggrieved.
Didn’t he say he was hungry? Why did he go to the bar again?
I was all concerned about him, afraid that he would not eat lunch, and that would suffer from stomach problems, so he would have fun with his friends. The conversation after
made me even more collapsed.
"Brother Ye, have you really fall in love with Gu Lan?"
"How is it possible? It's just something you use to joke when you're bored."
Ling Ye's lips curled up, his tone was perfunctory.
The lunch that was held in the hand slid from the palm of your hand and fell to the ground.
I didn't pick it up, but just looked at the person who was getting closer and closer to me in shock.
Tears blurred my eyes, and I asked him a little unwillingly.
"So for so many days, you just treat my kindness to you as a joke, right?"
My voice trembled and I stared at him in disbelief.
Ling also saw me, and his spine stiffened for a moment, and then he returned to his usual calm expression.
"I thought you had seen it a long time ago."
"I know you have a bad stomach, so I went to the hospital to ask the doctor for your stomach. What should I pay attention to. I wrote it in my notebook and read it every day, and it has been rotten in my heart.
I remember all your hobbies and all your taboos. I know you can't eat spicy food, don't eat garlic or coriander, and I will deliver food to you every day, even if you have never loved me.
Even if the whole world laughs, I don't want to be self-righteous. As long as you tell me you don’t have any complaints, even if you have an ambiguous relationship with other women.
As long as you tell me you don’t have anything to do with you, I believe it, I believe it all.
I swallowed my anger, thinking that you would look at me in the first sight.
I thought time could kill everything, and you might fall in love with me over time.
Ling I am not good enough to you, please ask yourself, am I not good enough to you?
Why do you treat me like this? Why do you don’t like me? Why do you want to be with me? Why do you give me hope? And you throw my sincerity to you to the ground. ”
I took a breath and continued.
"I know you have always looked down on me and think I am not worthy of you. You are excellent and good-looking. I am ordinary. I know I am not worthy of you."
After saying that, I threw the notebook that remembers everything about him on him.
"This time, I don't want you."
Ling also looked at the mess in the ground, and then looked at the notebook that fell to the ground. The cover of
shows a very handsome boy holding a little girl, very close, with Ling Ye and Gu Lan next to her. There is a line of words written under
.
"Everything About Ling Ye"
Ling also picked it up, looking at my background a little lost, as if I didn't expect me to treat him like this.
He touched his heart, feeling a little depressed and uncomfortable.
Then he seemed to be open.
It's okay like this, this woman will not bother him or annoy him.
The food she sent was thrown into the trash can, so she could make less garbage. He didn't need her care at all, and it was annoying.
But the more you think about it, the more annoyed you feel, the more uncomfortable you feel.
"Brother Ye, are you still going to the bar?" the person next to
asked carefully.
Ling also glanced at him, and he left tactfully.
7
After breaking up with Ling Ye, it was impossible to say that it was not sad. After all, I liked him for 5 years and I liked him since I was in high school. Later, I followed him to the university he liked and studied the major he liked.
has been following him before, and it is indeed time to do what I like.
I deleted all his contact information and everything about him in the circle of friends. Since it is better to break it or break it thoroughly.
Slowly, I came out of the initial inability to adapt, feel uncomfortable and collapsed, just like what I said to Ling Ye before.
Time will kill everything, it is true.
Later, I used all the energy to chase Lingye to study, and even the tutor praised me for being very attentive recently.
results are also good, very satisfied. After
and Ling Ye broke off contact, except for not being able to adapt to the first few days, they were very happy every day afterwards.
"Have you really let go of Ling Ye?"
Gu Wei couldn't believe that people who like Ling Ye for so many years would give up, so he sent me a message to ask me.
"Ling is unattainable, so I, a little transparent person, should I forget it."
Later, Si Ming heard that I had broken up, so he sent me messages to greet me every day, asked me out for dinner, and took me to the movie.
will post long comments to me when I am unhappy, just like I followed Ling Ye before.
I saw his thoughts, but I had just finished a relationship and had not yet prepared to start a new relationship, so I made it clear to him.
But he didn't care and still silently protected me. When did the story start to turn around?
It was probably Ling Ye who couldn't stand me having a happy life after leaving him, so he spread my rumors on campus.
Once I passed by the restaurant and heard Si Ming fight with others for me.
"Have you heard of Gu Lan?"
"It must have been heard. Her story has spread in school. I heard that she has been slapped by many men."
I stopped after hearing it and curled my lips.
These people are afraid they don’t know about defamation .
I just wanted to walk over and reason with them.
I saw Si Ming and punched the boy who told me in the face, with a vicious look in his eyes.
"Next time I'll let me hear you talk about her, but it's not just a punch."
"I really don't know what she has, it's just a torn shoe."
Hearing this, his eyes were scarlet, his fists were clenched, and his face was bulging.
Then we wrestled with people.
I was stunned for a few seconds, and then hurriedly walked up to stop me, but the junior brother directly pressed the person to the ground and beat him to death, and he couldn't even pull him.
I was frightened, and with red eyes, I longed for him not to beat him. If he beat someone to death for me, he would be ruined in his life.
Seeing that I was crying, he stopped quickly and hugged me in his arms and coaxed me gently.
"Stop crying, don't cry, I won't hit him."
I hugged him back, with a crying voice in my voice.
"Is it worth it for me?"
"It's worth it since the first meeting you."
is such a fool. He doesn't even care about things, he is so concerned about them. After the incident of
, the person who was beaten knew that he was in a disadvantage and did not dare to speak out. I also agreed to his pursuit, and he was really good to me.
I felt the love that I could not get in Ling Ye at all.
8
After entering my junior year, my life became busy, but it was very simple, because there was only Xue and Si Ming in my life.
I basically spent all my time on my studies. I wanted to succeed so much that I had less and less time with Si Ming.
I finally found time to agree to him in the past two days and accompanied him to the restaurant for lunch.
But when it was time, the tutor was dragged to discuss the plan, so he was late.
Waiting to the restaurant door, he had been waiting for two hours.
When he saw me, he curled his lips dissatisfiedly, his voice filled with grievance.
"I thought you had forgotten me."
I looked at him like a resentful woman and couldn't help but want to laugh.
He was even more angry when he saw me laughing, so he opened his mouth and wanted to say something.
I quickly stepped forward and kissed his lips.
"I'm wrong, can you not be angry?"
His eyes lit up for a moment, his voice was awkward.
"Then you kiss again, I won't be angry."
looked at his seductive lips, and I obediently kissed again.
He smiled with satisfaction, revealing a pair of little tiger teeth.
"Gu Lan, are you a slutty? You just broke up with me for a few days and found a new love." A sarcastic voice came from behind
.
I recognize it as Ling Ye.
He walked towards us, and he was much haggard and had heavy dark circles. It seemed that he was not doing well without me.
But I am not a good person. When I love him, I have tried my best to love him. If I give up, I can't be able to have fun with him.
"Didn't you say you love me before and I'm going to die, but I'm looking for a new love in a blink of an eye. Gu Lan, your love is so cheap?"
His tone was full of gunpowder, and he was rushing hard.
I just wanted to refute him, but my junior brother was blocked behind him. He looked at Ling Ye coldly.
"What? People you don't cherish don't allow others to hold them in your palms as treasures. Why do you think Gu Lan will only imprison you for the rest of your life?"
He stared at me, maybe because he saw that I didn't help him, or maybe because he thought that he didn't say anything, so he snorted coldly and left.
and others walked away, and the junior brother held my shoulder and we went to the restaurant for dinner.
I don’t know when I will be there after dinner next time.
I was so busy in the next few days, either preparing for competitions or studying club activities. I occasionally help my tutors read some activity plans and give suggestions.
Si Ming: Senior sister has ignored me for 3 days. There is another emoticon pack of a little rabbit rolling around behind
.
When I saw the news, it was already dark and I dragged my tired body back to the dormitory.
Everyone in the dormitory fell asleep. Although I had already put my movements very lightly, I still woke up several people with poor sleep quality.
Because I treat them very well, no one talks about me.
This is no longer the time this month.
I said in a low voice.
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay."
Everyone has a good temper and doesn't blame me
I slowly felt the thought of renting a house.
Then I told Si Ming about my idea of renting a house.
Si Ming: We share the rent, and I will be more at ease with you. It is not safe for you, a girl, and the other one to rent a house outside.
Me: Why are you not sleeping so late?
Si Ming: I can’t sleep if my senior sister ignores me (wronged)
is accompanied by an aggrieved expression, which looks very pitiful.
Before I could reply, another message flew over.
Si Ming: Don’t you feel that my senior sister is neglecting me recently? Studying seems to be more important than me. Maybe I am just your three-minute popularity.
I was stunned for a while, but I didn't expect him to think so. Seeing the message he sent, I felt very depressed and uncomfortable.
Me: I have never thought about it this way. I have been too busy lately. I will consider sharing the matter.
The next day, I was depressed all day, and I couldn't get interested in anything I did. Even the tutor noticed it. She thought I was too tired, so she told me to have a good rest and not get tired of my body.
Only I know that everything I put on my mind this day is Si Ming.
Me: Let’s settle the matter of sharing the lease. In the past two days, I will pack up my things and see if there is any good house.
Si Ming: Senior sister doesn’t need to read it, I’ve already watched it. As soon as the
message was sent to me, he sent me the house he was looking at.
is a good location and is very close to the school. The decoration inside is very suitable for my requirements and the price is very affordable.
It seems that he has been planning for a long time.
I told the tutor that I wanted to rent a house. She approved me a leave note for two days. I have been staying in the dormitory for the past few days to pack up my things.
9
On the day of moving, Si Ming asked a moving company to help me do it.
When everything was finished, I lay on the bed, feeling exhausted and paralyzed.
Suddenly, the phone vibrated, and I raised my arm that was about to be folded and held the phone to check who sent the message.
is posted by Gu Wei.
Weiwei: "Picture"
is a photo of Ling Ye acting intimately with other women.
Weiwei: I saw Ling Ye’s circle of friends announced the news of being with Xiang Qi in our school, are you okay?
This girl is very beautiful. If it were the past, it would have been a few more days of distress in her heart, but now she has no ups and downs in her heart.
I looked up at Si Ming who was taking a bath in the bathroom and smiled slightly.
If this guy knew about it, he would probably be jealous again and would have to coax it for a while.
Me: I don’t need to tell me about him in the future. I now have a boyfriend and live a very happy life.
Weiwei:! !
She seemed to be unable to believe that Gu Lan, who had come to life and death before, was actually thinking about it.
To be honest, I never thought about what would happen if I didn’t like Ling Ye’s life, but now it seems very happy.
"What are you watching? You're so fascinated."
I turned off the screen of my phone and looked at Si Ming.
He wiped his hair with a towel.
Only the lower body was wrapped in a bath towel, and all the abdominal muscles on the upper body were exposed in front of me naked. The water droplets rolled off his wet hair fell on his abs, looking a little more attractive.
I immediately blushed. I always felt that he was deliberately seducing me, but I had no evidence.
"What are my boyfriend afraid of?"
Si Ming approached me, and a pleasant smell of shower gel came over, which was not annoying.
He held my hand and touched his abdominal muscles.
I swallowed and felt the uneven feel under my hands. My neck and the back of my ears were red.
"You...you stay away from me."
I quickly withdrew my hand and shrank back.
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When he saw me hiding, the smile on his face became even bigger.
"Okay, I won't tease you anymore."
After this sentence, he went to change his pajamas. I lifted the quilt and looked at his back.
A subtle feeling rose in my heart, and the corners of my lips were unconsciously raised.
Wait for Si Ming to change his clothes, and saw that I was staring at him straight, with a somewhat obscene smile on his face.
walked up and wrapped me in a quilt and held me in my arms.
"Sleep, sleep, don't think about what's missing.”
I felt very hot in the middle of the night. I got up and wanted to see if the temperature of the air conditioner has been turned up?
Then someone grabbed his arm and pulled it into his arms.
His body is very hot, and it is not an exaggeration to say it is hot.
I was afraid that he would have a fever, so I touched his head.
"What are you doing?"
Si Ming's voice was dull.
"Let me see if you have a fever? Your body is so hot."
"Why is the senior sister so cute?"
I looked at him blankly, not understanding what he meant.
"Senior sister wants to help me?"
His warm eyes gradually became lustful. At this time, I didn't understand and sat up from the bed and wanted to run away.
was grabbed by his arm and held it tightly in his arms and refused to let go.
"You go to sleep, I won't move you."
I saw him close his eyes and frowned, as if he was enduring something very hard.
I was afraid that something might happen if the child was suffocated. After thinking about it over and over again, I came to him and kissed his lips.
He opened his eyes, our eyes intertwined, and an ambiguous atmosphere gradually rose in the room.
He pressed me on the bed with his backhand, and his kiss was anxious and ruthless.
"This is what the senior sister did by herself."
While breathing, his voice was eager and flirting.
10
Ling also left me and didn't have a good time. He had a picky taste and was not careful in doing things. Xiang Qi didn't take care of his emotions as much as I did.
Soon the two of them broke up.
Ling also felt that she didn't understand herself.
But Xiang Qi felt that he was a big man, and he had so many things happening all day long, and the sissy was clamoring.
Xiang Qi frowned with beautiful eyebrows:
"Break up, I'm not your ex-girlfriend doesn't have so much time to take care of you. People are mutual. Ling Ye, I have no obligation to take care of you."
Ling Ye:
"Just get it."
Xiang Qi sighed lightly when he looked at him, he would regret what he did sooner or later.
11
I have basically completed both love and study in the past few days, but recently there are always strangers on WeChat who have added me, and after rejecting it, I still keep applying.
I thought that there might be something important, so I clicked to agree.
I didn’t expect that it was Ling Ye on the other side.
blank: Good student, I am Ling Ye.
I stared at the screen, watching him call me a good student, and I felt a little disgusted. I used to be very excited when I saw him calling me like this, but now I feel so disgusting.
I immediately deleted the person.
I thought Ling would give up because of this.
I didn't expect to block me outside the rented house. As soon as I went out, I was shocked when I saw him.
His eyes were red, his hair was messy, and he was so haggard that he couldn't tell that he was half similar to the previous energetic Ling.
I looked at him coldly, not to mention love, and there was no pity. Except for being shocked when I saw it, there was no slightest movement in my heart.
I walked past him, leaving no look at him, just thinking he was a stranger.
He grabbed my arm and refused to let me go.
I pulled my arm back and turned my head to look at him impatiently.
"Is there anything wrong?"
"Can we talk?"
His voice was cautious, just like I did before after him.
"There is nothing to talk about."
I said this coldly, turned around and wanted to leave, but I didn't expect that he was so ignorant and tried to pull my arm.
I frowned, feeling very upset, stood in front of him, raised my hand and slapped him hard.
"This slap was for Gu Lan's cowardice."
I looked at the five finger marks on his face. He did not resist, but looked at me deeply.
is really strange. Why do people nowadays not cherish what they get, and they love them to death if they don’t get it.
I raised my hand and slapped hard.
"This slap is that you failed Gu Lan's wholeheartedness towards you."
"If this is the way you can calm your anger, you can even slap me 100."
He was not annoyed by me, and his tone was very gentle.
"Gu Lan, I know I've done something to sorry for you before. I know you must still like me now..."
interrupted him without waiting for him to finish speaking, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of his lips.
"Who is Ling Ye giving you confidence? Why do you think I still like you?
I have a boyfriend, don't bother me anymore, let me go, let yourself go."
"Can Gu Lan give me another chance? I was ignorant before."
He looked at me affectionately.
After I saw it, I just felt disgusted. I have given him a lot of opportunities. If I treat me well, I may not leave him even if I am a little bit.
"Senior sister will give you a chance?"
After hearing the familiar voice, I withdrew my impatient expression, looked at the person who came out with a smile, and then hugged him.
He gently kissed me on my forehead and turned to look at Ling Ye.
"Did you actually live with him?"
He stared at me, his voice filled with disbelief and unwillingness.
"Yes."
Si Mingyang and my hands clasped with ten fingers in a provocative tone.
I looked at Ling Ye’s eyes with a trace of injury, and my tone was very calm.
"You have never liked me. You only like yourself. Even now, you just feel unwilling to give up.
But I am not yours, and I have no obligation to treat you well. Let me let you go."
Ling also pulled my sleeves with red eyes, his tone full of humility: "Gu Lan, I love you, please, give me another chance."
I took Si Ming's arm, brushed off his hand with a smile, and left without looking back.
If he had told me this earlier, I would have been afraid that I would not have been heartbroken. Maybe it was his licking dog.
It’s a pity that there is no if, so I looked up at Si Ming, and a happy smile appeared on the corner of my lips.
Life now is what I have always longed for, right?
12
Since that incident, he has squatted me at the school gate every day, even though I deliberately avoided him at school and tried not to meet him.
but he still kept it.
The undecent boy who was usually arrogant and undecent saw me kneeling on the ground, his eyes were red, and he admitted his mistakes to me over and over again.
"It's late."
I looked at him, my heart was not fluctuating at all, and my tone was very plain.
Gu Lan, who had been guarding him for so long, had not received a word of apology from him. Now he is lingering in his mind.
Everyone around me began to point fingers and say that I was cruel and ruthless, and there were many people who bullied me before.
is really ridiculous. I used to be so blind to see him.
"Gu Lan, what are you pretending, are you waiting for Ling to beg you."
"Yes, it's almost done, don't pretend to be too much and you will be ruined by you."
...
...
The discussions kept ringing in my ears, buzzing like flies, and I was a little annoyed.
touched a cigarette from his pocket, lit the fire, clamped the cigarette with his fingers, squinted his eyes and took a sip, and looked at the little girl who had bullied me at the door of the canteen with a smile on the corner of her lips.
"Ling is also your father or your mother, you are so anxious."
She didn't seem to expect me to refute her, her face turned red and her neck was stammering and her tone was stuttering.
"You, you... bitch."
probably felt embarrassed in front of everyone, so he ran to me and raised his arm to slap me.
I deliberately touched her palm with my cigarette holder. Sure enough, she retracted her hand in pain. Before she could come back to her senses, I slapped her hard.
"Ah!"
She screamed and rushed towards me. Before I could react, she was pulled into a hug. She instantly rushed into a blank.
I looked up at Si Ming's chin, wanting to see her expression, but Si Ming pressed his head and pressed it into his arms and refused to let it come out.
"I'm bullied and don't know how to look for me?"
The discomfort in my heart just now disappeared in the moment I saw Si Ming. Seeing him so fiercely, I pulled the corner of his clothes aggrievedly.
Then Si Ming looked down at Ling Ye kneeling on the ground with a sarcastic tone.
"What? I want to morally kidnap my girlfriend? Ling Ye, I really look down on you."
"Gu Lan!"
Ling also saw me being hugged, and went crazy with jealousy.
Si Ming turned his finger toward the little girl, his tone was cold.
"It seems that the warning I gave you last time was not enough."
The little girl looked at Si Ming, her body trembling uncontrollably, her eyes full of fear, as if Si Ming had done something to her.
"Gu Lan is my girlfriend, the one I keep in my heart. Whoever dares to bully her in the future, don't blame me for not having to end with you."
Then I was held in Si Ming's arms and left domineeringly.
Only the crowd of people whispering is left.
"Who dares to bully the young master of Ming's group?"
"That's right, I have to touch any nails."
......
"Stop talking, stop talking, go quickly."
was bustling just now, and there are very few now.
Ling also clenched his fists and smashed them hard on the ground with some reluctance.
13
I hugged in Si Ming's arms, feeling happy, and my tone couldn't help but feel a little sweet.
"You are so cool, junior."
almost forgot that Si Ming is also known as the young master of the group.
"Then I wouldn't it be a loss if I don't get some benefits from you."
I couldn't help but blush and said coquettishly.
"What are you talking nonsense?"
yelled along the way and finally got home. When I got home while Si Ming was taking a shower, I hid in the second bedroom and closed the door tightly to prevent him from sneak attacks.
I sat on the bed and looked out the window, it was drizzling, but as the sky gradually became dark, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and even slapped the window at a rapid speed.
I walked to the bed and wanted to pull the curtains, but my phone vibrated for a moment.
I weighed it and took a look at it was a text message sent by a stranger, asking me to look downstairs.
I subconsciously looked downstairs. A man was soaked in rain downstairs, and his back was kneeling straight on the ground. I didn't know what to do in front of me: Forgive me.
I recognized that it was Ling Ye and sneered, what era is this and still doing idol dramas.
Ling also raised his head and seemed to see me. He smiled at me. He was so scared that I quickly pulled the curtains. It was so weird that it was so cunning at this big night.
I climbed onto the bed and covered my head with a quilt. I was afraid of thunder. Since it was raining heavily, it would definitely cause thunder.
As I expected, thunder rumbling outside. I lay on the bed with a little fear. I had a nightmare while half asleep and half awake. When I dreamed that when I was still with Ling Ye, I told him that I was afraid of thunder. He and his brothers laughed at me for being pretentious.
I was lying in bed and crying to death and no one cared about it.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Suddenly I entered a warm embrace, and someone gently patted my back to coax me to sleep.
My emotions slowly stabilized, and I retracted into his arms, slowing down my frown.
Later, something warm was printed on my forehead and I fell asleep deeply.
14
After that night, Ling also got a high fever and was hospitalized. As time went by, he was discharged from the hospital and returned to school, and rumors about him were still hot.
The one I listened to most was that Ling Ye Langzi turned around and started to concentrate on professional courses. However, these had nothing to do with me anymore. I avoided him at school and tried not to meet him.
Sometimes his brothers would come to me and want to rush and Ling Ye, but they were all driven away by me.
We have never met until we graduated. Later, the class monitor of the high school organized a class reunion. I didn't want to go there, so I couldn't stand the class monitor's hard work.
"There will be a high school class reunion tonight."
I lay in Si Ming's arms and looked up at him.
"You go, ask me what I'm doing."
He deliberately did not go to see me, his tone was sour.
"Okay, he and I have become a past tense and will not have any intersection anymore. I didn't want to go there either.
But the class monitor was also good to me in high school. OK, okay, come back tonight and let you deal with it.”
I leaned forward and kissed his cheek, with a pleasing tone.
"Okay."
His tone was far-fetched and his face was unhappy.
"Okay, don't pretend. Don't think that I didn't see it. When I said you could deal with it, your eyes were bright for a moment."
Seeing that I exposed it, he was not annoyed. He hugged me in his arms and kissed me again and again, his tone was filled with resentment.
"Senior sister always has a reason not to be with me."
15
At night, Si Ming drove me to the place. It was winter now and it was cold and the weather was cold. I told him to go back soon and I would take a taxi back by myself later.
He agreed well and then I went in with confidence.
When they arrived at the box they designated, there were some familiar faces inside. As I expected, Ling Ye also came. He sat steadily in the center. The dim light happened to fall on Ling Ye, and his handsome face was faintly visible.
As he looked at me, Ling Ye looked at me foolishly, then withdrew his gaze, and exuded a lonely aura of radiance from his body.
Everyone felt this delicate atmosphere, and the squad leader hurriedly smoothed out.
"When Gu Lan comes, sit down, sit next to me."
I replied with a smile.
"Okay."
"I think people are basically girls, so I ordered some red wine. How do you feel?"
People around
respond one after another. Before the wine came, everyone was greeting each other and hadn't seen each other for several years.
. My three years of high school popularity was not good, so no one talked to me. I was much quieter, but there were many people around Ling Ye.
And he seemed to have been smoothed out by the years, and his behavior was not so perverse, but became gentler.
and others sent the people around him, and he slowly approached me.
"Lanlan, do we still have a chance? I can guarantee that I will be nice to you all my life, and I have the ability now."
I thought I had told him clearly a few years ago, why is he still so ignorant? Do you have to let me mock him in front of so many people?
"I thought I had already told Mr. Ling clearly a few years ago. Since Mr. Ling forgot, I will repeat it. I have a boyfriend. We are very happy. I am not interested in cheating."
I did not leave him a slight fantasy and directly cut off his thoughts.
He smiled bitterly.
"You are so cruel, and you don't leave any thoughts for me."
The two of us didn't speak loudly, so no one noticed this.
"The wine is coming."
Someone shouted, and everyone's eyes were drawn away.
Several bottles of red wine are placed on the table.
We each filled our glasses with wine, and first gave a toast to the squad leader.
I don’t hate it, but I feel a bit sweeter than grapes. I am very happy and I can’t help but drink a few more glasses.
"It's boring to drink, it's better to take a big adventure with the truth."
I don't know who suggested it, and everyone's interest was raised again.
Just started, the wine bottle was transferred to Ling Ye.
"Do you all here have someone you like?"
Ling was also silent for a few seconds.
"If you can't answer, you'll be punished for three cups."
"Yes."
Both of them fell at the same time.
Everyone immediately started to cheer.
"Who is that, who will make us Mr. Ling read it."
They guessed each other. Every girl here was guessed, but no one guessed Gu Lan.
"That's the next question."
Ling Ye's eyes fell on me and looked at me straight.
I pretended not to see it, and I poured my stomach a glass of wine after a glass of wine.
But the story is such a coincidence, and it was me in the second game.
"Gu Lan, do you have someone you like?"
"Yes."
No one noticed me, and was guessing what the person Ling also liked, only Ling also looked at me, his eyes full of hope.
Although I have always had a good temper, I really want to roll my eyes and tell Ling Ye now.
I have said it clearly enough. I don’t like him, I have long since disliked him. Gu Lan, who is full of Ling Ye, is already dead.
The phone suddenly vibrated, and it was Si Ming's call.
I looked at the people who were playing and quit silently.
is connected to a quiet place outside.
"Senior sister, you haven't come back yet."
"On the road, on the road."
"Then hurry up, I'll wait for you at home."
might have felt dizzy when I drank. I didn't hear Si Ming's gritting teeth, so I cut off the phone and hurried back to the private room.
I prefer to drink tonight's wine. Later, I quit their game and sat aside to taste the wine, but no one cared about it. When
ended, I was already dizzy with my cheeks flushed, and I couldn't stand up.
As I walked out of the boxes, I touched the cigarette and the lighter from my pocket.
, and the smoke stormed up. I took a breath and calmed down, but I was still shaking when I walked. I don’t know who helped me out of the store behind
.
As soon as I left the store, Si Ming's gloomy face came to me, and I immediately sobered up from fear.
turned around and saw that the person who was holding me was still Ling Ye, and quickly threw the person away.
It’s impossible to wash it even if you jump into the Yellow River.
"Listen to my explanation."
"Gu Lan, you are so good. You got yourself in attending a class reunion. You are really addicted to smoking."
His tone was so cold.
I looked at the cigarette in my hand and threw it next to me, with a pleasing tone.
"I'm wrong, I'll quit smoking immediately."
Seeing that Si Ming was about to leave, I rushed over and hugged him. The chill on his body couldn't stop jumping towards me. I knew that he had been waiting for me at the door for a long time, and hugged him tighter, and did not let go at all.
"Gu Lan, I wish you happiness."
Ling also stared at us, then sincerely dropped his blessings and left.
I don’t have time to pay attention to him now, and my mind is full of thoughts on how to coax Si Ming.
I pulled his neck down and pressed my mouth up. All the tobacco smell in my mouth was passed over. I was no longer conscious after
. When I regained consciousness, I was being on the bed with Si Ming doing this and that.
It was particularly ruthless tonight. No matter how I shouted, he just pulled me over and over again. After
and so on, my voice was hoarse.
16
One day, I asked Si Ming a little curiously.
"Why did you fall in love with me?"
"Senior sister may have forgotten that you helped me when you were a child."
I looked at Si Ming with a question mark on my face.
He slowly explained to me.
"I was bullied because I was thin since I was young. Once I was beaten with scars all over my body. I was afraid that my parents would scold me for fighting with others when I went home, so I hurried in the alley. At that time, I was dirty and hungry.
Those passing by were afraid that I would be contaminated by me. Those who escaped far away were the only one who walked up to me, handed me two pieces of candy, and asked me if it hurts, and helped me blow my wounds. At that time, tears of your heartache flowed out.
From that moment on, I decided that you were my light. Later, I worked hard to become stronger, and kept following you behind my back and helping you teach those who bullied you a lesson.
I have been silently loving you for more than ten years. I thought such a life would accompany me for the rest of my life, but I didn’t expect you to be mine and would belong to me.”
I said, why didn’t anyone who bullied me come to me again? It turned out that Si Ming helped me teach me a lesson.
He has been silently guarding me, but I didn't notice it. I would have discovered it earlier.
I felt a little guilty and hugged Si Ming with heartache.
"Sorry, I don't have that memory."
He didn't blame me, he hugged me tightly in his arms.
"It doesn't matter, as long as my light finally falls on me for a moment, I will be satisfied."
The dazzling and scorching light was finally left by him, which was enough.
"I love you.”
Si Ming kissed my forehead devoutly after he said this.
(Full text ends)
Author: Tangtang does not eat sugar
Source: Zhihu
Reprinting has been authorized by the author
After he finished speaking, his eyes looked at me with teasing.
"Let's go, girlfriend."
I looked at my soaked body and grinned at him, my heart full of excitement.
The boy I liked for 5 years is finally with me.
2
Our two of us have a speed of light spread in the school.
College students always have a strong desire to gossip. When I stepped into the dormitory, I was surrounded by several roommates.
"You are really with Ling too!"
"You really poured a bottle of ice water on your own?"
...
...
They raised questions after questions to me, and I answered them truthfully one by one.
"Then Ling is just a scumbag, Lanlan , you won't be moved."
I nodded.
They all laughed at me for being stupid, such a relationship will not last long.
But I just rushed towards him wholeheartedly without asking for any reward.
"Woooooooooooooooooo my Guilian Lanlan was taken away by such a boy who was useless to study."
Mingshi lamented and hugged me.
I broke away from her arms and shook my favorite snacks I brought to them. Several people's eyes shone in an instant.
I handed them the snacks and sent a message to my little friend Gu Wei, wanting to tell her that Ling and I were together.
Because she is the only one who knows that I like Ling Ye for 5 years.
received her reply after a while.
Gu Wei: It's true or false, should I be happy for you? But I heard that he is not a good person, and rumors have spread to us.
Lanbao, you like this kid so much, and I don’t know what blessing he had in his previous life.
But you must not get too deeply involved. He is not like you, a pure love expert.
I looked at her reply and was silent for a moment.
I know what kind of person he is, but I still rushed up desperately.
Maybe I don’t want to leave regrets in my life.
I: I understand.
In the evening, I received a message from Ling Ye to me. On the basketball court, we added WeChat to each other.
Ling Ye: Good student, you are waiting for you downstairs in your dormitory and will take you to play later.
I looked at it and it was basically dark. I knelt on the bed and saw through the window that he was wearing a black shirt and dyed colorful hair. He was wanton and arrogant, and couldn't help but feel moved again.
I have never been out so late, but I still make an exception for him.
bottom line and other things are not worth mentioning in front of Ling Ye.
I like him, I like it so much that I am willing to do anything for him.
When he walked downstairs, he was holding a cigarette with his slender fingers. The dark blue flames lit up, illuminating the dark night.
When he saw me coming, he spat a smoke ring at me stubbornly. The smoke was hazy, blurring his delicate eyebrows.
My eyes were so irritated that I red from my eyes, and I covered my nose and coughed twice.
"Good student has never smoked cigarettes, that's not possible."
He laughed at me wantonly.
"Get on the car, brother will take you to a good place."
He patted his motorcycle, and the car was as cool as him.
After I got on, I realized what a car was made at night and people left in the morning.
Along the way, the wind was doing my best, my hair was floating everywhere, I pulled Ling Ye's shirt tightly, and I felt a little panicked.
He saw that I was scared, and not only did he slow down, but instead increased the speed.
Along the way, I was terrified. When I got off the car, my legs became weak. If Ling hadn't been holding him, I might have fainted on the ground. I looked at the bar sign and breathed a sigh of relief.
finally arrived at the place.
3
When he was brought in, many people were greeting him.
"Brother Ye is here."
"New girlfriend, I look pretty good."
"Brother Ye is having fun. Just say hello to me if you have anything."
I was the first to come to this scene. I was a little scared, and I clenched Ling Ye's short sleeves and leaned against him.
He took me to a private room. As soon as he entered, he was filled with a strong smell of smoke. I don’t like the smell of smoke.
I pulled Ling Ye's sleeve and passed on his eyes.
But he seemed to have not seen it and pulled me to sit aside.
"Brother Ye has changed his taste. This time I look like a good student."
"Hahaha, I am worthy of being Brother Ye, don't ruin the girl."
teasing sounds one after another, and I bit my lip and didn't know what to do.
and Ling remained silent all the time. Someone poured me wine behind
. I shook my head and looked at Ling Ye with helpless eyes.
"What, brother, you are not good at this girlfriend, how can you play without drinking?"
"That's it, what else can you play with?"
Ling also held the wine glass in his palm and swayed gently. Everyone in the room thought he was angry and did not dare to say anything.
And he pushed the wine in front of me, his tone of sarcastic.
"Drink it, what a pretentious student, what a good student."
Everyone saw that he was not angry, and the sound of cheering became louder and louder. Maybe I wouldn't be able to walk out if I didn't drink this glass of wine today.
I picked up the wine glass, closed my eyes and drank it all.
The bitter smell spread in my mouth. I drank too fast and I coughed twice, my cheeks flushed.
"Isn't this okay? Come and have a few more drinks."
I looked at Ling Ye again, and he just sat there with a smile on his lips, and he didn't have the idea of helping me to help me solve the situation.
After drinking one cup after another, the burning sensation in my stomach became stronger and stronger, my face flushed and I felt dizzy and nauseous.
Everyone's shadows are overlapping, and I can't tell who is who.
"Ling Ye, I feel uncomfortable."
I held Ling Ye's clothes hard, my voice was weak.
But he pulled out the short sleeves that were tightly held in my hand inch by inch.
"Tsk, why are you so pretentious?"
His voice was chilling, like a knife, slashing into my heart, and it hurt for no reason. I don’t know who called a few beauties from behind
. When I saw Ling Ye hugging him, he smiled arrogantly, and couldn’t help but touch his heart, and it hurt so much.
4
4
It was midnight when I arrived at the dormitory yesterday. When I woke up the next day, my head hurts. If it weren't for the roommates, I would have been almost late for class. When I arrived at the classroom, the classroom was basically full, and only Ling Ye still had a seat next to him.
"Sister-in-law, come and sit down, and you are the one you have left for you."
"Yes, right."
Many people in the classroom started to make excuses, and he just looked at me with a smile and said nothing.
I walked towards him, but someone still took me one step ahead.
"Ling Ye, there are people here."
A bright-looking girl came over with a charming voice.
Ling also looked at me and spoke slowly,
"No one."
I watched the man sitting next to him, and I felt embarrassed when I stood there with my neck tightly.
"Senior sister, there is no one next to me."
A clear and nice voice came over, I turned my head and looked over, he smiled at me warmly, revealing a pair of little tiger teeth, staring at me with clean and pure eyes.
I sat next to him, lowered my head and thanked him softly.
"Thank you."
"If you want to thank you, add WeChat. My name is Si Ming."
I hesitated for a moment and finally added his WeChat. After all, he helped me solve the predicament and it was not easy to refuse.
"Ling Ye, how do you think of me?"
"It's very beautiful." The conversation behind
kept coming to my ears. I looked at the teacher on the podium and couldn't help but clench my fists.
The nails were embedded in the flesh. I seemed to be unable to feel the pain, and the expression on my face had not changed at all.
It should have been accustomed to it. Haven’t you seen a lot since high school? He kissed and hugged other girls.
You shouldn’t have been used to it when you look at him changing women like changing clothes, but why do you still feel uncomfortable after seeing it?
"Senior sister, I don't understand this very much."
's thoughts were interrupted. I looked down at the book pushing in front of me. A very simple math problem was only learned in my sophomore year. I looked at the student ID on his chest and asked in confusion.
"You are not a freshman, how could you learn these things?"
"I want to learn in advance, it won't be too difficult to get into my sophomore year."
I nodded, didn't ask too much, so I buried my head and told him carefully. As I was talking, I found that his eyes were always on me and did not put them on the book.
I frowned and said, "Listen."
"Good senior." After
and Ling were together, I became his licking dog and obeyed him.
5
One day, when I was having dinner alone, before I could get into the cafeteria, I was surrounded by a few girls wearing heavy makeup.
I looked at the person who surrounded me, but I was not afraid, but I just couldn't understand why I still bullied on campus when I was in college, and I was so blatant.
"Is there anything wrong?"
I asked them calmly.
"We are here to teach you a lesson. Don't think that you are amazing when you are with Ling Ye."
"Well, you're done, can I leave?"
I looked at the person standing in front of me coldly. If I really started, I was forced by my parents to learn taekwondo when I was a child, so I was not afraid.
Those people felt that I was provoked and were a little annoyed. They raised their hands and wanted to slap me in the face.
"Brother Ye, your girlfriend is going to be beaten, don't you help?" The conversation came from behind
, and I raised half of my hand and slowly put it down.
"Bang!"
slapped my face heavily, and a sharp stinging sensation came, and a bright red five-palm mark appeared on my face.
I covered my face, my eyes were covered with tears, and he not only watched coldly but also sarcastically.
"It's useless to help someone so stupid."
The person standing next to me watching the show just pointed at me like a clown and spoke in a low voice.
I watched Ling Ye's back get farther and farther away.
He didn't have me in his eyes,
I thought silently.
"What are you doing? The teacher will come soon."
In the crowd, I don't know who shouted, and the melon-eating person quickly dispersed and glared at me hatefully at the person I abused.
"Let you go this time, I won't be so lucky next time."
"Senior sister, are you okay?"
A gentle voice came over. I looked at the person who walked over. The person who helped me in the classroom before, and his eyes were filled with worry.
"It's OK" How can
be OK?
I insisted on not resisting, but I just wanted Ling to help me, even if I just spoke to help, so that I could know that my five years of relationship has not been wasted. The reason behind
is probably because I am afraid that I will be sad, so I didn’t ask any more questions and changed the topic.
"Senior sister wants to have dinner with me? I happen to be alone."
He smiled, revealing a pair of tiger teeth.
"Let's go." I received a message from Ling Ye after eating halfway through
.
Ling Ye: The corridor on the second floor is waiting for you.
I stopped eating and smiled apologetically at Si Ming.
"Sorry, I have something to do now, I'm leaving first."
"It's okay, you can go and do it if you have something to do."
He smiled with a good temper, as if he didn't mind at all.
But I didn't see it. After I left, his eyes showed a hint of jealousy and broke the chopsticks.
After reaching the place, Ling Ye leaned against the wall with cigarette in his fingers and half closed his eyes. He took a sip after a while. When he saw me coming, he didn't stop the movements in his hand and just smiled at me.
"Good student, do you smoke?"
He invited me.
"I can't smoke."
"It's okay, I'll teach you."
As soon as I finished speaking, I watched him cut off the cigarette in his hand, took out a cigarette from the cigarette box and handed it to me, forcing me to hold it.
Then I used a lighter to light the cigarette for me. Seeing that I was not moving for a long time, he snatched the cigarette and put it next to his mouth. The smoke was shrouded in smoke. I couldn't recognize which one was the real him.
While I was distracted, his lips touched him, and the strong smell of smoke came over. I stared at him and pushed him hard.
He pressed me against the wall, pressed my head, kissed even harder, and bit my lips. After
, my lips turned red and I couldn't help but cough, my eyes and cheeks were red, and he just stood aside and laughed at my stupidity. After the incident of
, I learned to smoke and drink with Ling. Unlike the rumors, we did not break up after 3 days, and we did not break up after 3 months.
and Ling were together for as long as I could be the licking dog.
Ling Ye: I'm hungry.
When I received his message, I left behind my friend who was having dinner with me and went to one of his favorite restaurants to buy it for him.
"No spicy, no garlic, coriander, it's better to have a lighter taste. My boyfriend's stomach is not good, thank you."
The waiter couldn't help but say something after hearing this.
"It's so happy to have you as a girlfriend."
I smiled shyly, thinking bitterly in my heart.
I would have liked him.
6
I bought him stomach medicine and the food he usually likes, so I carried it to his dormitory.
Go downstairs to the dormitory building. I was about to go up, but the dormitory manager stopped me and refused to let me go.
I explained that I was Ling Ye’s girlfriend and came to deliver food to him.
The dormitory tube obviously doesn't believe what I said, sarcastically.
"Miss, go back. I have never heard of Ling Yexin having a girlfriend. Besides, it is impossible for you.
has come up to deliver food too many times as his girlfriend. I don't know if you will do anything shameful when you go up. I can't take responsibility for anything wrong with
."
said, and looked up and down at me with his eyes slanted.
I didn't expect an amiable old man to say such words to me. I was a little angry and opened my mouth and was about to refute it.
But I found that I didn’t seem to have any confidence, and Ling didn’t love me either. It seemed that my only wishful thinking was in our relationship.
In the eyes of outsiders, I am just a joke.
I smiled helplessly.
"Brother Ye, I won't go to the bar later. When I heard the explanation, this guy called a very beautiful beauty."
"Yes."
I bit my lip when I heard his voice, and felt a little aggrieved.
Didn’t he say he was hungry? Why did he go to the bar again?
I was all concerned about him, afraid that he would not eat lunch, and that would suffer from stomach problems, so he would have fun with his friends. The conversation after
made me even more collapsed.
"Brother Ye, have you really fall in love with Gu Lan?"
"How is it possible? It's just something you use to joke when you're bored."
Ling Ye's lips curled up, his tone was perfunctory.
The lunch that was held in the hand slid from the palm of your hand and fell to the ground.
I didn't pick it up, but just looked at the person who was getting closer and closer to me in shock.
Tears blurred my eyes, and I asked him a little unwillingly.
"So for so many days, you just treat my kindness to you as a joke, right?"
My voice trembled and I stared at him in disbelief.
Ling also saw me, and his spine stiffened for a moment, and then he returned to his usual calm expression.
"I thought you had seen it a long time ago."
"I know you have a bad stomach, so I went to the hospital to ask the doctor for your stomach. What should I pay attention to. I wrote it in my notebook and read it every day, and it has been rotten in my heart.
I remember all your hobbies and all your taboos. I know you can't eat spicy food, don't eat garlic or coriander, and I will deliver food to you every day, even if you have never loved me.
Even if the whole world laughs, I don't want to be self-righteous. As long as you tell me you don’t have any complaints, even if you have an ambiguous relationship with other women.
As long as you tell me you don’t have anything to do with you, I believe it, I believe it all.
I swallowed my anger, thinking that you would look at me in the first sight.
I thought time could kill everything, and you might fall in love with me over time.
Ling I am not good enough to you, please ask yourself, am I not good enough to you?
Why do you treat me like this? Why do you don’t like me? Why do you want to be with me? Why do you give me hope? And you throw my sincerity to you to the ground. ”
I took a breath and continued.
"I know you have always looked down on me and think I am not worthy of you. You are excellent and good-looking. I am ordinary. I know I am not worthy of you."
After saying that, I threw the notebook that remembers everything about him on him.
"This time, I don't want you."
Ling also looked at the mess in the ground, and then looked at the notebook that fell to the ground. The cover of
shows a very handsome boy holding a little girl, very close, with Ling Ye and Gu Lan next to her. There is a line of words written under
.
"Everything About Ling Ye"
Ling also picked it up, looking at my background a little lost, as if I didn't expect me to treat him like this.
He touched his heart, feeling a little depressed and uncomfortable.
Then he seemed to be open.
It's okay like this, this woman will not bother him or annoy him.
The food she sent was thrown into the trash can, so she could make less garbage. He didn't need her care at all, and it was annoying.
But the more you think about it, the more annoyed you feel, the more uncomfortable you feel.
"Brother Ye, are you still going to the bar?" the person next to
asked carefully.
Ling also glanced at him, and he left tactfully.
7
After breaking up with Ling Ye, it was impossible to say that it was not sad. After all, I liked him for 5 years and I liked him since I was in high school. Later, I followed him to the university he liked and studied the major he liked.
has been following him before, and it is indeed time to do what I like.
I deleted all his contact information and everything about him in the circle of friends. Since it is better to break it or break it thoroughly.
Slowly, I came out of the initial inability to adapt, feel uncomfortable and collapsed, just like what I said to Ling Ye before.
Time will kill everything, it is true.
Later, I used all the energy to chase Lingye to study, and even the tutor praised me for being very attentive recently.
results are also good, very satisfied. After
and Ling Ye broke off contact, except for not being able to adapt to the first few days, they were very happy every day afterwards.
"Have you really let go of Ling Ye?"
Gu Wei couldn't believe that people who like Ling Ye for so many years would give up, so he sent me a message to ask me.
"Ling is unattainable, so I, a little transparent person, should I forget it."
Later, Si Ming heard that I had broken up, so he sent me messages to greet me every day, asked me out for dinner, and took me to the movie.
will post long comments to me when I am unhappy, just like I followed Ling Ye before.
I saw his thoughts, but I had just finished a relationship and had not yet prepared to start a new relationship, so I made it clear to him.
But he didn't care and still silently protected me. When did the story start to turn around?
It was probably Ling Ye who couldn't stand me having a happy life after leaving him, so he spread my rumors on campus.
Once I passed by the restaurant and heard Si Ming fight with others for me.
"Have you heard of Gu Lan?"
"It must have been heard. Her story has spread in school. I heard that she has been slapped by many men."
I stopped after hearing it and curled my lips.
These people are afraid they don’t know about defamation .
I just wanted to walk over and reason with them.
I saw Si Ming and punched the boy who told me in the face, with a vicious look in his eyes.
"Next time I'll let me hear you talk about her, but it's not just a punch."
"I really don't know what she has, it's just a torn shoe."
Hearing this, his eyes were scarlet, his fists were clenched, and his face was bulging.
Then we wrestled with people.
I was stunned for a few seconds, and then hurriedly walked up to stop me, but the junior brother directly pressed the person to the ground and beat him to death, and he couldn't even pull him.
I was frightened, and with red eyes, I longed for him not to beat him. If he beat someone to death for me, he would be ruined in his life.
Seeing that I was crying, he stopped quickly and hugged me in his arms and coaxed me gently.
"Stop crying, don't cry, I won't hit him."
I hugged him back, with a crying voice in my voice.
"Is it worth it for me?"
"It's worth it since the first meeting you."
is such a fool. He doesn't even care about things, he is so concerned about them. After the incident of
, the person who was beaten knew that he was in a disadvantage and did not dare to speak out. I also agreed to his pursuit, and he was really good to me.
I felt the love that I could not get in Ling Ye at all.
8
After entering my junior year, my life became busy, but it was very simple, because there was only Xue and Si Ming in my life.
I basically spent all my time on my studies. I wanted to succeed so much that I had less and less time with Si Ming.
I finally found time to agree to him in the past two days and accompanied him to the restaurant for lunch.
But when it was time, the tutor was dragged to discuss the plan, so he was late.
Waiting to the restaurant door, he had been waiting for two hours.
When he saw me, he curled his lips dissatisfiedly, his voice filled with grievance.
"I thought you had forgotten me."
I looked at him like a resentful woman and couldn't help but want to laugh.
He was even more angry when he saw me laughing, so he opened his mouth and wanted to say something.
I quickly stepped forward and kissed his lips.
"I'm wrong, can you not be angry?"
His eyes lit up for a moment, his voice was awkward.
"Then you kiss again, I won't be angry."
looked at his seductive lips, and I obediently kissed again.
He smiled with satisfaction, revealing a pair of little tiger teeth.
"Gu Lan, are you a slutty? You just broke up with me for a few days and found a new love." A sarcastic voice came from behind
.
I recognize it as Ling Ye.
He walked towards us, and he was much haggard and had heavy dark circles. It seemed that he was not doing well without me.
But I am not a good person. When I love him, I have tried my best to love him. If I give up, I can't be able to have fun with him.
"Didn't you say you love me before and I'm going to die, but I'm looking for a new love in a blink of an eye. Gu Lan, your love is so cheap?"
His tone was full of gunpowder, and he was rushing hard.
I just wanted to refute him, but my junior brother was blocked behind him. He looked at Ling Ye coldly.
"What? People you don't cherish don't allow others to hold them in your palms as treasures. Why do you think Gu Lan will only imprison you for the rest of your life?"
He stared at me, maybe because he saw that I didn't help him, or maybe because he thought that he didn't say anything, so he snorted coldly and left.
and others walked away, and the junior brother held my shoulder and we went to the restaurant for dinner.
I don’t know when I will be there after dinner next time.
I was so busy in the next few days, either preparing for competitions or studying club activities. I occasionally help my tutors read some activity plans and give suggestions.
Si Ming: Senior sister has ignored me for 3 days. There is another emoticon pack of a little rabbit rolling around behind
.
When I saw the news, it was already dark and I dragged my tired body back to the dormitory.
Everyone in the dormitory fell asleep. Although I had already put my movements very lightly, I still woke up several people with poor sleep quality.
Because I treat them very well, no one talks about me.
This is no longer the time this month.
I said in a low voice.
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay."
Everyone has a good temper and doesn't blame me
I slowly felt the thought of renting a house.
Then I told Si Ming about my idea of renting a house.
Si Ming: We share the rent, and I will be more at ease with you. It is not safe for you, a girl, and the other one to rent a house outside.
Me: Why are you not sleeping so late?
Si Ming: I can’t sleep if my senior sister ignores me (wronged)
is accompanied by an aggrieved expression, which looks very pitiful.
Before I could reply, another message flew over.
Si Ming: Don’t you feel that my senior sister is neglecting me recently? Studying seems to be more important than me. Maybe I am just your three-minute popularity.
I was stunned for a while, but I didn't expect him to think so. Seeing the message he sent, I felt very depressed and uncomfortable.
Me: I have never thought about it this way. I have been too busy lately. I will consider sharing the matter.
The next day, I was depressed all day, and I couldn't get interested in anything I did. Even the tutor noticed it. She thought I was too tired, so she told me to have a good rest and not get tired of my body.
Only I know that everything I put on my mind this day is Si Ming.
Me: Let’s settle the matter of sharing the lease. In the past two days, I will pack up my things and see if there is any good house.
Si Ming: Senior sister doesn’t need to read it, I’ve already watched it. As soon as the
message was sent to me, he sent me the house he was looking at.
is a good location and is very close to the school. The decoration inside is very suitable for my requirements and the price is very affordable.
It seems that he has been planning for a long time.
I told the tutor that I wanted to rent a house. She approved me a leave note for two days. I have been staying in the dormitory for the past few days to pack up my things.
9
On the day of moving, Si Ming asked a moving company to help me do it.
When everything was finished, I lay on the bed, feeling exhausted and paralyzed.
Suddenly, the phone vibrated, and I raised my arm that was about to be folded and held the phone to check who sent the message.
is posted by Gu Wei.
Weiwei: "Picture"
is a photo of Ling Ye acting intimately with other women.
Weiwei: I saw Ling Ye’s circle of friends announced the news of being with Xiang Qi in our school, are you okay?
This girl is very beautiful. If it were the past, it would have been a few more days of distress in her heart, but now she has no ups and downs in her heart.
I looked up at Si Ming who was taking a bath in the bathroom and smiled slightly.
If this guy knew about it, he would probably be jealous again and would have to coax it for a while.
Me: I don’t need to tell me about him in the future. I now have a boyfriend and live a very happy life.
Weiwei:! !
She seemed to be unable to believe that Gu Lan, who had come to life and death before, was actually thinking about it.
To be honest, I never thought about what would happen if I didn’t like Ling Ye’s life, but now it seems very happy.
"What are you watching? You're so fascinated."
I turned off the screen of my phone and looked at Si Ming.
He wiped his hair with a towel.
Only the lower body was wrapped in a bath towel, and all the abdominal muscles on the upper body were exposed in front of me naked. The water droplets rolled off his wet hair fell on his abs, looking a little more attractive.
I immediately blushed. I always felt that he was deliberately seducing me, but I had no evidence.
"What are my boyfriend afraid of?"
Si Ming approached me, and a pleasant smell of shower gel came over, which was not annoying.
He held my hand and touched his abdominal muscles.
I swallowed and felt the uneven feel under my hands. My neck and the back of my ears were red.
"You...you stay away from me."
I quickly withdrew my hand and shrank back.
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When he saw me hiding, the smile on his face became even bigger.
"Okay, I won't tease you anymore."
After this sentence, he went to change his pajamas. I lifted the quilt and looked at his back.
A subtle feeling rose in my heart, and the corners of my lips were unconsciously raised.
Wait for Si Ming to change his clothes, and saw that I was staring at him straight, with a somewhat obscene smile on his face.
walked up and wrapped me in a quilt and held me in my arms.
"Sleep, sleep, don't think about what's missing.”
I felt very hot in the middle of the night. I got up and wanted to see if the temperature of the air conditioner has been turned up?
Then someone grabbed his arm and pulled it into his arms.
His body is very hot, and it is not an exaggeration to say it is hot.
I was afraid that he would have a fever, so I touched his head.
"What are you doing?"
Si Ming's voice was dull.
"Let me see if you have a fever? Your body is so hot."
"Why is the senior sister so cute?"
I looked at him blankly, not understanding what he meant.
"Senior sister wants to help me?"
His warm eyes gradually became lustful. At this time, I didn't understand and sat up from the bed and wanted to run away.
was grabbed by his arm and held it tightly in his arms and refused to let go.
"You go to sleep, I won't move you."
I saw him close his eyes and frowned, as if he was enduring something very hard.
I was afraid that something might happen if the child was suffocated. After thinking about it over and over again, I came to him and kissed his lips.
He opened his eyes, our eyes intertwined, and an ambiguous atmosphere gradually rose in the room.
He pressed me on the bed with his backhand, and his kiss was anxious and ruthless.
"This is what the senior sister did by herself."
While breathing, his voice was eager and flirting.
10
Ling also left me and didn't have a good time. He had a picky taste and was not careful in doing things. Xiang Qi didn't take care of his emotions as much as I did.
Soon the two of them broke up.
Ling also felt that she didn't understand herself.
But Xiang Qi felt that he was a big man, and he had so many things happening all day long, and the sissy was clamoring.
Xiang Qi frowned with beautiful eyebrows:
"Break up, I'm not your ex-girlfriend doesn't have so much time to take care of you. People are mutual. Ling Ye, I have no obligation to take care of you."
Ling Ye:
"Just get it."
Xiang Qi sighed lightly when he looked at him, he would regret what he did sooner or later.
11
I have basically completed both love and study in the past few days, but recently there are always strangers on WeChat who have added me, and after rejecting it, I still keep applying.
I thought that there might be something important, so I clicked to agree.
I didn’t expect that it was Ling Ye on the other side.
blank: Good student, I am Ling Ye.
I stared at the screen, watching him call me a good student, and I felt a little disgusted. I used to be very excited when I saw him calling me like this, but now I feel so disgusting.
I immediately deleted the person.
I thought Ling would give up because of this.
I didn't expect to block me outside the rented house. As soon as I went out, I was shocked when I saw him.
His eyes were red, his hair was messy, and he was so haggard that he couldn't tell that he was half similar to the previous energetic Ling.
I looked at him coldly, not to mention love, and there was no pity. Except for being shocked when I saw it, there was no slightest movement in my heart.
I walked past him, leaving no look at him, just thinking he was a stranger.
He grabbed my arm and refused to let me go.
I pulled my arm back and turned my head to look at him impatiently.
"Is there anything wrong?"
"Can we talk?"
His voice was cautious, just like I did before after him.
"There is nothing to talk about."
I said this coldly, turned around and wanted to leave, but I didn't expect that he was so ignorant and tried to pull my arm.
I frowned, feeling very upset, stood in front of him, raised my hand and slapped him hard.
"This slap was for Gu Lan's cowardice."
I looked at the five finger marks on his face. He did not resist, but looked at me deeply.
is really strange. Why do people nowadays not cherish what they get, and they love them to death if they don’t get it.
I raised my hand and slapped hard.
"This slap is that you failed Gu Lan's wholeheartedness towards you."
"If this is the way you can calm your anger, you can even slap me 100."
He was not annoyed by me, and his tone was very gentle.
"Gu Lan, I know I've done something to sorry for you before. I know you must still like me now..."
interrupted him without waiting for him to finish speaking, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of his lips.
"Who is Ling Ye giving you confidence? Why do you think I still like you?
I have a boyfriend, don't bother me anymore, let me go, let yourself go."
"Can Gu Lan give me another chance? I was ignorant before."
He looked at me affectionately.
After I saw it, I just felt disgusted. I have given him a lot of opportunities. If I treat me well, I may not leave him even if I am a little bit.
"Senior sister will give you a chance?"
After hearing the familiar voice, I withdrew my impatient expression, looked at the person who came out with a smile, and then hugged him.
He gently kissed me on my forehead and turned to look at Ling Ye.
"Did you actually live with him?"
He stared at me, his voice filled with disbelief and unwillingness.
"Yes."
Si Mingyang and my hands clasped with ten fingers in a provocative tone.
I looked at Ling Ye’s eyes with a trace of injury, and my tone was very calm.
"You have never liked me. You only like yourself. Even now, you just feel unwilling to give up.
But I am not yours, and I have no obligation to treat you well. Let me let you go."
Ling also pulled my sleeves with red eyes, his tone full of humility: "Gu Lan, I love you, please, give me another chance."
I took Si Ming's arm, brushed off his hand with a smile, and left without looking back.
If he had told me this earlier, I would have been afraid that I would not have been heartbroken. Maybe it was his licking dog.
It’s a pity that there is no if, so I looked up at Si Ming, and a happy smile appeared on the corner of my lips.
Life now is what I have always longed for, right?
12
Since that incident, he has squatted me at the school gate every day, even though I deliberately avoided him at school and tried not to meet him.
but he still kept it.
The undecent boy who was usually arrogant and undecent saw me kneeling on the ground, his eyes were red, and he admitted his mistakes to me over and over again.
"It's late."
I looked at him, my heart was not fluctuating at all, and my tone was very plain.
Gu Lan, who had been guarding him for so long, had not received a word of apology from him. Now he is lingering in his mind.
Everyone around me began to point fingers and say that I was cruel and ruthless, and there were many people who bullied me before.
is really ridiculous. I used to be so blind to see him.
"Gu Lan, what are you pretending, are you waiting for Ling to beg you."
"Yes, it's almost done, don't pretend to be too much and you will be ruined by you."
...
...
The discussions kept ringing in my ears, buzzing like flies, and I was a little annoyed.
touched a cigarette from his pocket, lit the fire, clamped the cigarette with his fingers, squinted his eyes and took a sip, and looked at the little girl who had bullied me at the door of the canteen with a smile on the corner of her lips.
"Ling is also your father or your mother, you are so anxious."
She didn't seem to expect me to refute her, her face turned red and her neck was stammering and her tone was stuttering.
"You, you... bitch."
probably felt embarrassed in front of everyone, so he ran to me and raised his arm to slap me.
I deliberately touched her palm with my cigarette holder. Sure enough, she retracted her hand in pain. Before she could come back to her senses, I slapped her hard.
"Ah!"
She screamed and rushed towards me. Before I could react, she was pulled into a hug. She instantly rushed into a blank.
I looked up at Si Ming's chin, wanting to see her expression, but Si Ming pressed his head and pressed it into his arms and refused to let it come out.
"I'm bullied and don't know how to look for me?"
The discomfort in my heart just now disappeared in the moment I saw Si Ming. Seeing him so fiercely, I pulled the corner of his clothes aggrievedly.
"Brother Ye, have you really fall in love with Gu Lan?"
"How is it possible? It's just a joke when you're bored."
Before, Ling Ye hugged him and never took me seriously. Later, I got farther and farther away from him, and he was like crazy. Ling Ye pulled my sleeves with red eyes, his tone full of humility: "Please, give me another chance." I held the arm of my lover next to me, brushed off his hand with a smile, and left without looking back.
1
Like many girls, I fell in love with Ling Ye in the computer department, but no one knew that I had liked him since I was in high school. Later, I followed him to the university he liked and studied the major he liked.
Looking at Ling Ye who was sweating freely on the basketball court, I held the mineral water in my hand and stared at him without a moment.
Seeing that because he hit a ball, everyone was cheering, and the corners of my lips were hooked unconsciously.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Several people couldn't help but scream.
"Ling must have come to find me, ahhhh."
"What dream do you have? You must have come to find me."
I looked at them screaming excitedly, but just stood there with my head down. His relationship with the opposite sex is always very good.
So basically, it’s a few days to change a girlfriend. I just broke up recently, and many girls came to pursue him, and it seemed that they didn’t care about his scumbag’s nature at all.
In the three years of high school, we both talked 10 times and couldn't count it. He was a person who acted recklessly, but because of his good study, few teachers took care of him.
And I am a very quiet and shy person, and no one will care about it in the crowd.
"Give it to me?"
I looked up, my eyes entangled with him, and then nodded my head lightly.
He curled the corners of his lips, smiled freely, and then took the water from my hand.
"Why is it at room temperature?"
His brows were furrowing.
"Ling Ye, drink mine, I bought ice water."
"Drink mine, drink mine, I bought it too."
As several girls argued, he raised his eyes and glanced at them, and suddenly became quiet. He looked at me with a playful look between his eyebrows, as if waiting for me to explain.
I pursed my lips and said seriously
"You can't drink ice water just after exercise, which is not conducive to your health."
"What, what do you mean? It's just that we are hurting."
"That's it, what do you mean?"
"That's it, what does it mean."
Several girls looked at me with bad eyes.
He didn't speak for me, he just looked at me, as if he was looking forward to what I would say.
"I'm just telling the truth. If you don't believe it, you can check it online."
Then he took the bottle of water from my hand, unscrewed the bottle cap, took a few sips, and then stuffed it into my arms.
He looked at me frivolously with his eyebrows.
"Good student, like me?"
I nodded without hesitation. There is nothing to admit, like it is like it.
He took a bottle of ice water from a man and handed it to me, curled his lips and smiled.
"If you can pour the water inside on your head, I will be with you."
Everyone around me took a breath.
"Why don't you want to?"
Ling also saw that I didn't speak, and his voice was sarcastic.
"Wish...Will"
My voice was very light and thin, and then I took the bottle of ice water and poured it down the top of my head.
Although it is summer now, it’s not a good feeling to pour a bottle of ice water on your body.
The biting chill ran through my whole body, my teeth trembled, I squeezed the empty bottle tightly in my hands, and looked at him stubbornly.
"Now...can you...can you be with me now?"
I looked at him with a trembling voice.
He was a little surprised that I could really do this, and then laughed wildly.
"Okay, girlfriend."
"Brother Ye, it's time for you to play."
Someone called him again in the game, and he turned his head, his voice perfunctory.
"No more fight, I'm going to accompany my girlfriend.”
After he finished speaking, his eyes looked at me with teasing.
"Let's go, girlfriend."
I looked at my soaked body and grinned at him, my heart full of excitement.
The boy I liked for 5 years is finally with me.
2
Our two of us have a speed of light spread in the school.
College students always have a strong desire to gossip. When I stepped into the dormitory, I was surrounded by several roommates.
"You are really with Ling too!"
"You really poured a bottle of ice water on your own?"
...
...
They raised questions after questions to me, and I answered them truthfully one by one.
"Then Ling is just a scumbag, Lanlan , you won't be moved."
I nodded.
They all laughed at me for being stupid, such a relationship will not last long.
But I just rushed towards him wholeheartedly without asking for any reward.
"Woooooooooooooooooo my Guilian Lanlan was taken away by such a boy who was useless to study."
Mingshi lamented and hugged me.
I broke away from her arms and shook my favorite snacks I brought to them. Several people's eyes shone in an instant.
I handed them the snacks and sent a message to my little friend Gu Wei, wanting to tell her that Ling and I were together.
Because she is the only one who knows that I like Ling Ye for 5 years.
received her reply after a while.
Gu Wei: It's true or false, should I be happy for you? But I heard that he is not a good person, and rumors have spread to us.
Lanbao, you like this kid so much, and I don’t know what blessing he had in his previous life.
But you must not get too deeply involved. He is not like you, a pure love expert.
I looked at her reply and was silent for a moment.
I know what kind of person he is, but I still rushed up desperately.
Maybe I don’t want to leave regrets in my life.
I: I understand.
In the evening, I received a message from Ling Ye to me. On the basketball court, we added WeChat to each other.
Ling Ye: Good student, you are waiting for you downstairs in your dormitory and will take you to play later.
I looked at it and it was basically dark. I knelt on the bed and saw through the window that he was wearing a black shirt and dyed colorful hair. He was wanton and arrogant, and couldn't help but feel moved again.
I have never been out so late, but I still make an exception for him.
bottom line and other things are not worth mentioning in front of Ling Ye.
I like him, I like it so much that I am willing to do anything for him.
When he walked downstairs, he was holding a cigarette with his slender fingers. The dark blue flames lit up, illuminating the dark night.
When he saw me coming, he spat a smoke ring at me stubbornly. The smoke was hazy, blurring his delicate eyebrows.
My eyes were so irritated that I red from my eyes, and I covered my nose and coughed twice.
"Good student has never smoked cigarettes, that's not possible."
He laughed at me wantonly.
"Get on the car, brother will take you to a good place."
He patted his motorcycle, and the car was as cool as him.
After I got on, I realized what a car was made at night and people left in the morning.
Along the way, the wind was doing my best, my hair was floating everywhere, I pulled Ling Ye's shirt tightly, and I felt a little panicked.
He saw that I was scared, and not only did he slow down, but instead increased the speed.
Along the way, I was terrified. When I got off the car, my legs became weak. If Ling hadn't been holding him, I might have fainted on the ground. I looked at the bar sign and breathed a sigh of relief.
finally arrived at the place.
3
When he was brought in, many people were greeting him.
"Brother Ye is here."
"New girlfriend, I look pretty good."
"Brother Ye is having fun. Just say hello to me if you have anything."
I was the first to come to this scene. I was a little scared, and I clenched Ling Ye's short sleeves and leaned against him.
He took me to a private room. As soon as he entered, he was filled with a strong smell of smoke. I don’t like the smell of smoke.
I pulled Ling Ye's sleeve and passed on his eyes.
But he seemed to have not seen it and pulled me to sit aside.
"Brother Ye has changed his taste. This time I look like a good student."
"Hahaha, I am worthy of being Brother Ye, don't ruin the girl."
teasing sounds one after another, and I bit my lip and didn't know what to do.
and Ling remained silent all the time. Someone poured me wine behind
. I shook my head and looked at Ling Ye with helpless eyes.
"What, brother, you are not good at this girlfriend, how can you play without drinking?"
"That's it, what else can you play with?"
Ling also held the wine glass in his palm and swayed gently. Everyone in the room thought he was angry and did not dare to say anything.
And he pushed the wine in front of me, his tone of sarcastic.
"Drink it, what a pretentious student, what a good student."
Everyone saw that he was not angry, and the sound of cheering became louder and louder. Maybe I wouldn't be able to walk out if I didn't drink this glass of wine today.
I picked up the wine glass, closed my eyes and drank it all.
The bitter smell spread in my mouth. I drank too fast and I coughed twice, my cheeks flushed.
"Isn't this okay? Come and have a few more drinks."
I looked at Ling Ye again, and he just sat there with a smile on his lips, and he didn't have the idea of helping me to help me solve the situation.
After drinking one cup after another, the burning sensation in my stomach became stronger and stronger, my face flushed and I felt dizzy and nauseous.
Everyone's shadows are overlapping, and I can't tell who is who.
"Ling Ye, I feel uncomfortable."
I held Ling Ye's clothes hard, my voice was weak.
But he pulled out the short sleeves that were tightly held in my hand inch by inch.
"Tsk, why are you so pretentious?"
His voice was chilling, like a knife, slashing into my heart, and it hurt for no reason. I don’t know who called a few beauties from behind
. When I saw Ling Ye hugging him, he smiled arrogantly, and couldn’t help but touch his heart, and it hurt so much.
4
4
It was midnight when I arrived at the dormitory yesterday. When I woke up the next day, my head hurts. If it weren't for the roommates, I would have been almost late for class. When I arrived at the classroom, the classroom was basically full, and only Ling Ye still had a seat next to him.
"Sister-in-law, come and sit down, and you are the one you have left for you."
"Yes, right."
Many people in the classroom started to make excuses, and he just looked at me with a smile and said nothing.
I walked towards him, but someone still took me one step ahead.
"Ling Ye, there are people here."
A bright-looking girl came over with a charming voice.
Ling also looked at me and spoke slowly,
"No one."
I watched the man sitting next to him, and I felt embarrassed when I stood there with my neck tightly.
"Senior sister, there is no one next to me."
A clear and nice voice came over, I turned my head and looked over, he smiled at me warmly, revealing a pair of little tiger teeth, staring at me with clean and pure eyes.
I sat next to him, lowered my head and thanked him softly.
"Thank you."
"If you want to thank you, add WeChat. My name is Si Ming."
I hesitated for a moment and finally added his WeChat. After all, he helped me solve the predicament and it was not easy to refuse.
"Ling Ye, how do you think of me?"
"It's very beautiful." The conversation behind
kept coming to my ears. I looked at the teacher on the podium and couldn't help but clench my fists.
The nails were embedded in the flesh. I seemed to be unable to feel the pain, and the expression on my face had not changed at all.
It should have been accustomed to it. Haven’t you seen a lot since high school? He kissed and hugged other girls.
You shouldn’t have been used to it when you look at him changing women like changing clothes, but why do you still feel uncomfortable after seeing it?
"Senior sister, I don't understand this very much."
's thoughts were interrupted. I looked down at the book pushing in front of me. A very simple math problem was only learned in my sophomore year. I looked at the student ID on his chest and asked in confusion.
"You are not a freshman, how could you learn these things?"
"I want to learn in advance, it won't be too difficult to get into my sophomore year."
I nodded, didn't ask too much, so I buried my head and told him carefully. As I was talking, I found that his eyes were always on me and did not put them on the book.
I frowned and said, "Listen."
"Good senior." After
and Ling were together, I became his licking dog and obeyed him.
5
One day, when I was having dinner alone, before I could get into the cafeteria, I was surrounded by a few girls wearing heavy makeup.
I looked at the person who surrounded me, but I was not afraid, but I just couldn't understand why I still bullied on campus when I was in college, and I was so blatant.
"Is there anything wrong?"
I asked them calmly.
"We are here to teach you a lesson. Don't think that you are amazing when you are with Ling Ye."
"Well, you're done, can I leave?"
I looked at the person standing in front of me coldly. If I really started, I was forced by my parents to learn taekwondo when I was a child, so I was not afraid.
Those people felt that I was provoked and were a little annoyed. They raised their hands and wanted to slap me in the face.
"Brother Ye, your girlfriend is going to be beaten, don't you help?" The conversation came from behind
, and I raised half of my hand and slowly put it down.
"Bang!"
slapped my face heavily, and a sharp stinging sensation came, and a bright red five-palm mark appeared on my face.
I covered my face, my eyes were covered with tears, and he not only watched coldly but also sarcastically.
"It's useless to help someone so stupid."
The person standing next to me watching the show just pointed at me like a clown and spoke in a low voice.
I watched Ling Ye's back get farther and farther away.
He didn't have me in his eyes,
I thought silently.
"What are you doing? The teacher will come soon."
In the crowd, I don't know who shouted, and the melon-eating person quickly dispersed and glared at me hatefully at the person I abused.
"Let you go this time, I won't be so lucky next time."
"Senior sister, are you okay?"
A gentle voice came over. I looked at the person who walked over. The person who helped me in the classroom before, and his eyes were filled with worry.
"It's OK" How can
be OK?
I insisted on not resisting, but I just wanted Ling to help me, even if I just spoke to help, so that I could know that my five years of relationship has not been wasted. The reason behind
is probably because I am afraid that I will be sad, so I didn’t ask any more questions and changed the topic.
"Senior sister wants to have dinner with me? I happen to be alone."
He smiled, revealing a pair of tiger teeth.
"Let's go." I received a message from Ling Ye after eating halfway through
.
Ling Ye: The corridor on the second floor is waiting for you.
I stopped eating and smiled apologetically at Si Ming.
"Sorry, I have something to do now, I'm leaving first."
"It's okay, you can go and do it if you have something to do."
He smiled with a good temper, as if he didn't mind at all.
But I didn't see it. After I left, his eyes showed a hint of jealousy and broke the chopsticks.
After reaching the place, Ling Ye leaned against the wall with cigarette in his fingers and half closed his eyes. He took a sip after a while. When he saw me coming, he didn't stop the movements in his hand and just smiled at me.
"Good student, do you smoke?"
He invited me.
"I can't smoke."
"It's okay, I'll teach you."
As soon as I finished speaking, I watched him cut off the cigarette in his hand, took out a cigarette from the cigarette box and handed it to me, forcing me to hold it.
Then I used a lighter to light the cigarette for me. Seeing that I was not moving for a long time, he snatched the cigarette and put it next to his mouth. The smoke was shrouded in smoke. I couldn't recognize which one was the real him.
While I was distracted, his lips touched him, and the strong smell of smoke came over. I stared at him and pushed him hard.
He pressed me against the wall, pressed my head, kissed even harder, and bit my lips. After
, my lips turned red and I couldn't help but cough, my eyes and cheeks were red, and he just stood aside and laughed at my stupidity. After the incident of
, I learned to smoke and drink with Ling. Unlike the rumors, we did not break up after 3 days, and we did not break up after 3 months.
and Ling were together for as long as I could be the licking dog.
Ling Ye: I'm hungry.
When I received his message, I left behind my friend who was having dinner with me and went to one of his favorite restaurants to buy it for him.
"No spicy, no garlic, coriander, it's better to have a lighter taste. My boyfriend's stomach is not good, thank you."
The waiter couldn't help but say something after hearing this.
"It's so happy to have you as a girlfriend."
I smiled shyly, thinking bitterly in my heart.
I would have liked him.
6
I bought him stomach medicine and the food he usually likes, so I carried it to his dormitory.
Go downstairs to the dormitory building. I was about to go up, but the dormitory manager stopped me and refused to let me go.
I explained that I was Ling Ye’s girlfriend and came to deliver food to him.
The dormitory tube obviously doesn't believe what I said, sarcastically.
"Miss, go back. I have never heard of Ling Yexin having a girlfriend. Besides, it is impossible for you.
has come up to deliver food too many times as his girlfriend. I don't know if you will do anything shameful when you go up. I can't take responsibility for anything wrong with
."
said, and looked up and down at me with his eyes slanted.
I didn't expect an amiable old man to say such words to me. I was a little angry and opened my mouth and was about to refute it.
But I found that I didn’t seem to have any confidence, and Ling didn’t love me either. It seemed that my only wishful thinking was in our relationship.
In the eyes of outsiders, I am just a joke.
I smiled helplessly.
"Brother Ye, I won't go to the bar later. When I heard the explanation, this guy called a very beautiful beauty."
"Yes."
I bit my lip when I heard his voice, and felt a little aggrieved.
Didn’t he say he was hungry? Why did he go to the bar again?
I was all concerned about him, afraid that he would not eat lunch, and that would suffer from stomach problems, so he would have fun with his friends. The conversation after
made me even more collapsed.
"Brother Ye, have you really fall in love with Gu Lan?"
"How is it possible? It's just something you use to joke when you're bored."
Ling Ye's lips curled up, his tone was perfunctory.
The lunch that was held in the hand slid from the palm of your hand and fell to the ground.
I didn't pick it up, but just looked at the person who was getting closer and closer to me in shock.
Tears blurred my eyes, and I asked him a little unwillingly.
"So for so many days, you just treat my kindness to you as a joke, right?"
My voice trembled and I stared at him in disbelief.
Ling also saw me, and his spine stiffened for a moment, and then he returned to his usual calm expression.
"I thought you had seen it a long time ago."
"I know you have a bad stomach, so I went to the hospital to ask the doctor for your stomach. What should I pay attention to. I wrote it in my notebook and read it every day, and it has been rotten in my heart.
I remember all your hobbies and all your taboos. I know you can't eat spicy food, don't eat garlic or coriander, and I will deliver food to you every day, even if you have never loved me.
Even if the whole world laughs, I don't want to be self-righteous. As long as you tell me you don’t have any complaints, even if you have an ambiguous relationship with other women.
As long as you tell me you don’t have anything to do with you, I believe it, I believe it all.
I swallowed my anger, thinking that you would look at me in the first sight.
I thought time could kill everything, and you might fall in love with me over time.
Ling I am not good enough to you, please ask yourself, am I not good enough to you?
Why do you treat me like this? Why do you don’t like me? Why do you want to be with me? Why do you give me hope? And you throw my sincerity to you to the ground. ”
I took a breath and continued.
"I know you have always looked down on me and think I am not worthy of you. You are excellent and good-looking. I am ordinary. I know I am not worthy of you."
After saying that, I threw the notebook that remembers everything about him on him.
"This time, I don't want you."
Ling also looked at the mess in the ground, and then looked at the notebook that fell to the ground. The cover of
shows a very handsome boy holding a little girl, very close, with Ling Ye and Gu Lan next to her. There is a line of words written under
.
"Everything About Ling Ye"
Ling also picked it up, looking at my background a little lost, as if I didn't expect me to treat him like this.
He touched his heart, feeling a little depressed and uncomfortable.
Then he seemed to be open.
It's okay like this, this woman will not bother him or annoy him.
The food she sent was thrown into the trash can, so she could make less garbage. He didn't need her care at all, and it was annoying.
But the more you think about it, the more annoyed you feel, the more uncomfortable you feel.
"Brother Ye, are you still going to the bar?" the person next to
asked carefully.
Ling also glanced at him, and he left tactfully.
7
After breaking up with Ling Ye, it was impossible to say that it was not sad. After all, I liked him for 5 years and I liked him since I was in high school. Later, I followed him to the university he liked and studied the major he liked.
has been following him before, and it is indeed time to do what I like.
I deleted all his contact information and everything about him in the circle of friends. Since it is better to break it or break it thoroughly.
Slowly, I came out of the initial inability to adapt, feel uncomfortable and collapsed, just like what I said to Ling Ye before.
Time will kill everything, it is true.
Later, I used all the energy to chase Lingye to study, and even the tutor praised me for being very attentive recently.
results are also good, very satisfied. After
and Ling Ye broke off contact, except for not being able to adapt to the first few days, they were very happy every day afterwards.
"Have you really let go of Ling Ye?"
Gu Wei couldn't believe that people who like Ling Ye for so many years would give up, so he sent me a message to ask me.
"Ling is unattainable, so I, a little transparent person, should I forget it."
Later, Si Ming heard that I had broken up, so he sent me messages to greet me every day, asked me out for dinner, and took me to the movie.
will post long comments to me when I am unhappy, just like I followed Ling Ye before.
I saw his thoughts, but I had just finished a relationship and had not yet prepared to start a new relationship, so I made it clear to him.
But he didn't care and still silently protected me. When did the story start to turn around?
It was probably Ling Ye who couldn't stand me having a happy life after leaving him, so he spread my rumors on campus.
Once I passed by the restaurant and heard Si Ming fight with others for me.
"Have you heard of Gu Lan?"
"It must have been heard. Her story has spread in school. I heard that she has been slapped by many men."
I stopped after hearing it and curled my lips.
These people are afraid they don’t know about defamation .
I just wanted to walk over and reason with them.
I saw Si Ming and punched the boy who told me in the face, with a vicious look in his eyes.
"Next time I'll let me hear you talk about her, but it's not just a punch."
"I really don't know what she has, it's just a torn shoe."
Hearing this, his eyes were scarlet, his fists were clenched, and his face was bulging.
Then we wrestled with people.
I was stunned for a few seconds, and then hurriedly walked up to stop me, but the junior brother directly pressed the person to the ground and beat him to death, and he couldn't even pull him.
I was frightened, and with red eyes, I longed for him not to beat him. If he beat someone to death for me, he would be ruined in his life.
Seeing that I was crying, he stopped quickly and hugged me in his arms and coaxed me gently.
"Stop crying, don't cry, I won't hit him."
I hugged him back, with a crying voice in my voice.
"Is it worth it for me?"
"It's worth it since the first meeting you."
is such a fool. He doesn't even care about things, he is so concerned about them. After the incident of
, the person who was beaten knew that he was in a disadvantage and did not dare to speak out. I also agreed to his pursuit, and he was really good to me.
I felt the love that I could not get in Ling Ye at all.
8
After entering my junior year, my life became busy, but it was very simple, because there was only Xue and Si Ming in my life.
I basically spent all my time on my studies. I wanted to succeed so much that I had less and less time with Si Ming.
I finally found time to agree to him in the past two days and accompanied him to the restaurant for lunch.
But when it was time, the tutor was dragged to discuss the plan, so he was late.
Waiting to the restaurant door, he had been waiting for two hours.
When he saw me, he curled his lips dissatisfiedly, his voice filled with grievance.
"I thought you had forgotten me."
I looked at him like a resentful woman and couldn't help but want to laugh.
He was even more angry when he saw me laughing, so he opened his mouth and wanted to say something.
I quickly stepped forward and kissed his lips.
"I'm wrong, can you not be angry?"
His eyes lit up for a moment, his voice was awkward.
"Then you kiss again, I won't be angry."
looked at his seductive lips, and I obediently kissed again.
He smiled with satisfaction, revealing a pair of little tiger teeth.
"Gu Lan, are you a slutty? You just broke up with me for a few days and found a new love." A sarcastic voice came from behind
.
I recognize it as Ling Ye.
He walked towards us, and he was much haggard and had heavy dark circles. It seemed that he was not doing well without me.
But I am not a good person. When I love him, I have tried my best to love him. If I give up, I can't be able to have fun with him.
"Didn't you say you love me before and I'm going to die, but I'm looking for a new love in a blink of an eye. Gu Lan, your love is so cheap?"
His tone was full of gunpowder, and he was rushing hard.
I just wanted to refute him, but my junior brother was blocked behind him. He looked at Ling Ye coldly.
"What? People you don't cherish don't allow others to hold them in your palms as treasures. Why do you think Gu Lan will only imprison you for the rest of your life?"
He stared at me, maybe because he saw that I didn't help him, or maybe because he thought that he didn't say anything, so he snorted coldly and left.
and others walked away, and the junior brother held my shoulder and we went to the restaurant for dinner.
I don’t know when I will be there after dinner next time.
I was so busy in the next few days, either preparing for competitions or studying club activities. I occasionally help my tutors read some activity plans and give suggestions.
Si Ming: Senior sister has ignored me for 3 days. There is another emoticon pack of a little rabbit rolling around behind
.
When I saw the news, it was already dark and I dragged my tired body back to the dormitory.
Everyone in the dormitory fell asleep. Although I had already put my movements very lightly, I still woke up several people with poor sleep quality.
Because I treat them very well, no one talks about me.
This is no longer the time this month.
I said in a low voice.
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay."
Everyone has a good temper and doesn't blame me
I slowly felt the thought of renting a house.
Then I told Si Ming about my idea of renting a house.
Si Ming: We share the rent, and I will be more at ease with you. It is not safe for you, a girl, and the other one to rent a house outside.
Me: Why are you not sleeping so late?
Si Ming: I can’t sleep if my senior sister ignores me (wronged)
is accompanied by an aggrieved expression, which looks very pitiful.
Before I could reply, another message flew over.
Si Ming: Don’t you feel that my senior sister is neglecting me recently? Studying seems to be more important than me. Maybe I am just your three-minute popularity.
I was stunned for a while, but I didn't expect him to think so. Seeing the message he sent, I felt very depressed and uncomfortable.
Me: I have never thought about it this way. I have been too busy lately. I will consider sharing the matter.
The next day, I was depressed all day, and I couldn't get interested in anything I did. Even the tutor noticed it. She thought I was too tired, so she told me to have a good rest and not get tired of my body.
Only I know that everything I put on my mind this day is Si Ming.
Me: Let’s settle the matter of sharing the lease. In the past two days, I will pack up my things and see if there is any good house.
Si Ming: Senior sister doesn’t need to read it, I’ve already watched it. As soon as the
message was sent to me, he sent me the house he was looking at.
is a good location and is very close to the school. The decoration inside is very suitable for my requirements and the price is very affordable.
It seems that he has been planning for a long time.
I told the tutor that I wanted to rent a house. She approved me a leave note for two days. I have been staying in the dormitory for the past few days to pack up my things.
9
On the day of moving, Si Ming asked a moving company to help me do it.
When everything was finished, I lay on the bed, feeling exhausted and paralyzed.
Suddenly, the phone vibrated, and I raised my arm that was about to be folded and held the phone to check who sent the message.
is posted by Gu Wei.
Weiwei: "Picture"
is a photo of Ling Ye acting intimately with other women.
Weiwei: I saw Ling Ye’s circle of friends announced the news of being with Xiang Qi in our school, are you okay?
This girl is very beautiful. If it were the past, it would have been a few more days of distress in her heart, but now she has no ups and downs in her heart.
I looked up at Si Ming who was taking a bath in the bathroom and smiled slightly.
If this guy knew about it, he would probably be jealous again and would have to coax it for a while.
Me: I don’t need to tell me about him in the future. I now have a boyfriend and live a very happy life.
Weiwei:! !
She seemed to be unable to believe that Gu Lan, who had come to life and death before, was actually thinking about it.
To be honest, I never thought about what would happen if I didn’t like Ling Ye’s life, but now it seems very happy.
"What are you watching? You're so fascinated."
I turned off the screen of my phone and looked at Si Ming.
He wiped his hair with a towel.
Only the lower body was wrapped in a bath towel, and all the abdominal muscles on the upper body were exposed in front of me naked. The water droplets rolled off his wet hair fell on his abs, looking a little more attractive.
I immediately blushed. I always felt that he was deliberately seducing me, but I had no evidence.
"What are my boyfriend afraid of?"
Si Ming approached me, and a pleasant smell of shower gel came over, which was not annoying.
He held my hand and touched his abdominal muscles.
I swallowed and felt the uneven feel under my hands. My neck and the back of my ears were red.
"You...you stay away from me."
I quickly withdrew my hand and shrank back.
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When he saw me hiding, the smile on his face became even bigger.
"Okay, I won't tease you anymore."
After this sentence, he went to change his pajamas. I lifted the quilt and looked at his back.
A subtle feeling rose in my heart, and the corners of my lips were unconsciously raised.
Wait for Si Ming to change his clothes, and saw that I was staring at him straight, with a somewhat obscene smile on his face.
walked up and wrapped me in a quilt and held me in my arms.
"Sleep, sleep, don't think about what's missing.”
I felt very hot in the middle of the night. I got up and wanted to see if the temperature of the air conditioner has been turned up?
Then someone grabbed his arm and pulled it into his arms.
His body is very hot, and it is not an exaggeration to say it is hot.
I was afraid that he would have a fever, so I touched his head.
"What are you doing?"
Si Ming's voice was dull.
"Let me see if you have a fever? Your body is so hot."
"Why is the senior sister so cute?"
I looked at him blankly, not understanding what he meant.
"Senior sister wants to help me?"
His warm eyes gradually became lustful. At this time, I didn't understand and sat up from the bed and wanted to run away.
was grabbed by his arm and held it tightly in his arms and refused to let go.
"You go to sleep, I won't move you."
I saw him close his eyes and frowned, as if he was enduring something very hard.
I was afraid that something might happen if the child was suffocated. After thinking about it over and over again, I came to him and kissed his lips.
He opened his eyes, our eyes intertwined, and an ambiguous atmosphere gradually rose in the room.
He pressed me on the bed with his backhand, and his kiss was anxious and ruthless.
"This is what the senior sister did by herself."
While breathing, his voice was eager and flirting.
10
Ling also left me and didn't have a good time. He had a picky taste and was not careful in doing things. Xiang Qi didn't take care of his emotions as much as I did.
Soon the two of them broke up.
Ling also felt that she didn't understand herself.
But Xiang Qi felt that he was a big man, and he had so many things happening all day long, and the sissy was clamoring.
Xiang Qi frowned with beautiful eyebrows:
"Break up, I'm not your ex-girlfriend doesn't have so much time to take care of you. People are mutual. Ling Ye, I have no obligation to take care of you."
Ling Ye:
"Just get it."
Xiang Qi sighed lightly when he looked at him, he would regret what he did sooner or later.
11
I have basically completed both love and study in the past few days, but recently there are always strangers on WeChat who have added me, and after rejecting it, I still keep applying.
I thought that there might be something important, so I clicked to agree.
I didn’t expect that it was Ling Ye on the other side.
blank: Good student, I am Ling Ye.
I stared at the screen, watching him call me a good student, and I felt a little disgusted. I used to be very excited when I saw him calling me like this, but now I feel so disgusting.
I immediately deleted the person.
I thought Ling would give up because of this.
I didn't expect to block me outside the rented house. As soon as I went out, I was shocked when I saw him.
His eyes were red, his hair was messy, and he was so haggard that he couldn't tell that he was half similar to the previous energetic Ling.
I looked at him coldly, not to mention love, and there was no pity. Except for being shocked when I saw it, there was no slightest movement in my heart.
I walked past him, leaving no look at him, just thinking he was a stranger.
He grabbed my arm and refused to let me go.
I pulled my arm back and turned my head to look at him impatiently.
"Is there anything wrong?"
"Can we talk?"
His voice was cautious, just like I did before after him.
"There is nothing to talk about."
I said this coldly, turned around and wanted to leave, but I didn't expect that he was so ignorant and tried to pull my arm.
I frowned, feeling very upset, stood in front of him, raised my hand and slapped him hard.
"This slap was for Gu Lan's cowardice."
I looked at the five finger marks on his face. He did not resist, but looked at me deeply.
is really strange. Why do people nowadays not cherish what they get, and they love them to death if they don’t get it.
I raised my hand and slapped hard.
"This slap is that you failed Gu Lan's wholeheartedness towards you."
"If this is the way you can calm your anger, you can even slap me 100."
He was not annoyed by me, and his tone was very gentle.
"Gu Lan, I know I've done something to sorry for you before. I know you must still like me now..."
interrupted him without waiting for him to finish speaking, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of his lips.
"Who is Ling Ye giving you confidence? Why do you think I still like you?
I have a boyfriend, don't bother me anymore, let me go, let yourself go."
"Can Gu Lan give me another chance? I was ignorant before."
He looked at me affectionately.
After I saw it, I just felt disgusted. I have given him a lot of opportunities. If I treat me well, I may not leave him even if I am a little bit.
"Senior sister will give you a chance?"
After hearing the familiar voice, I withdrew my impatient expression, looked at the person who came out with a smile, and then hugged him.
He gently kissed me on my forehead and turned to look at Ling Ye.
"Did you actually live with him?"
He stared at me, his voice filled with disbelief and unwillingness.
"Yes."
Si Mingyang and my hands clasped with ten fingers in a provocative tone.
I looked at Ling Ye’s eyes with a trace of injury, and my tone was very calm.
"You have never liked me. You only like yourself. Even now, you just feel unwilling to give up.
But I am not yours, and I have no obligation to treat you well. Let me let you go."
Ling also pulled my sleeves with red eyes, his tone full of humility: "Gu Lan, I love you, please, give me another chance."
I took Si Ming's arm, brushed off his hand with a smile, and left without looking back.
If he had told me this earlier, I would have been afraid that I would not have been heartbroken. Maybe it was his licking dog.
It’s a pity that there is no if, so I looked up at Si Ming, and a happy smile appeared on the corner of my lips.
Life now is what I have always longed for, right?
12
Since that incident, he has squatted me at the school gate every day, even though I deliberately avoided him at school and tried not to meet him.
but he still kept it.
The undecent boy who was usually arrogant and undecent saw me kneeling on the ground, his eyes were red, and he admitted his mistakes to me over and over again.
"It's late."
I looked at him, my heart was not fluctuating at all, and my tone was very plain.
Gu Lan, who had been guarding him for so long, had not received a word of apology from him. Now he is lingering in his mind.
Everyone around me began to point fingers and say that I was cruel and ruthless, and there were many people who bullied me before.
is really ridiculous. I used to be so blind to see him.
"Gu Lan, what are you pretending, are you waiting for Ling to beg you."
"Yes, it's almost done, don't pretend to be too much and you will be ruined by you."
...
...
The discussions kept ringing in my ears, buzzing like flies, and I was a little annoyed.
touched a cigarette from his pocket, lit the fire, clamped the cigarette with his fingers, squinted his eyes and took a sip, and looked at the little girl who had bullied me at the door of the canteen with a smile on the corner of her lips.
"Ling is also your father or your mother, you are so anxious."
She didn't seem to expect me to refute her, her face turned red and her neck was stammering and her tone was stuttering.
"You, you... bitch."
probably felt embarrassed in front of everyone, so he ran to me and raised his arm to slap me.
I deliberately touched her palm with my cigarette holder. Sure enough, she retracted her hand in pain. Before she could come back to her senses, I slapped her hard.
"Ah!"
She screamed and rushed towards me. Before I could react, she was pulled into a hug. She instantly rushed into a blank.
I looked up at Si Ming's chin, wanting to see her expression, but Si Ming pressed his head and pressed it into his arms and refused to let it come out.
"I'm bullied and don't know how to look for me?"
The discomfort in my heart just now disappeared in the moment I saw Si Ming. Seeing him so fiercely, I pulled the corner of his clothes aggrievedly.
Then Si Ming looked down at Ling Ye kneeling on the ground with a sarcastic tone.
"What? I want to morally kidnap my girlfriend? Ling Ye, I really look down on you."
"Gu Lan!"
Ling also saw me being hugged, and went crazy with jealousy.
Si Ming turned his finger toward the little girl, his tone was cold.
"It seems that the warning I gave you last time was not enough."
The little girl looked at Si Ming, her body trembling uncontrollably, her eyes full of fear, as if Si Ming had done something to her.
"Gu Lan is my girlfriend, the one I keep in my heart. Whoever dares to bully her in the future, don't blame me for not having to end with you."
Then I was held in Si Ming's arms and left domineeringly.
Only the crowd of people whispering is left.
"Who dares to bully the young master of Ming's group?"
"That's right, I have to touch any nails."
......
"Stop talking, stop talking, go quickly."
was bustling just now, and there are very few now.
Ling also clenched his fists and smashed them hard on the ground with some reluctance.
13
I hugged in Si Ming's arms, feeling happy, and my tone couldn't help but feel a little sweet.
"You are so cool, junior."
almost forgot that Si Ming is also known as the young master of the group.
"Then I wouldn't it be a loss if I don't get some benefits from you."
I couldn't help but blush and said coquettishly.
"What are you talking nonsense?"
yelled along the way and finally got home. When I got home while Si Ming was taking a shower, I hid in the second bedroom and closed the door tightly to prevent him from sneak attacks.
I sat on the bed and looked out the window, it was drizzling, but as the sky gradually became dark, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and even slapped the window at a rapid speed.
I walked to the bed and wanted to pull the curtains, but my phone vibrated for a moment.
I weighed it and took a look at it was a text message sent by a stranger, asking me to look downstairs.
I subconsciously looked downstairs. A man was soaked in rain downstairs, and his back was kneeling straight on the ground. I didn't know what to do in front of me: Forgive me.
I recognized that it was Ling Ye and sneered, what era is this and still doing idol dramas.
Ling also raised his head and seemed to see me. He smiled at me. He was so scared that I quickly pulled the curtains. It was so weird that it was so cunning at this big night.
I climbed onto the bed and covered my head with a quilt. I was afraid of thunder. Since it was raining heavily, it would definitely cause thunder.
As I expected, thunder rumbling outside. I lay on the bed with a little fear. I had a nightmare while half asleep and half awake. When I dreamed that when I was still with Ling Ye, I told him that I was afraid of thunder. He and his brothers laughed at me for being pretentious.
I was lying in bed and crying to death and no one cared about it.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Suddenly I entered a warm embrace, and someone gently patted my back to coax me to sleep.
My emotions slowly stabilized, and I retracted into his arms, slowing down my frown.
Later, something warm was printed on my forehead and I fell asleep deeply.
14
After that night, Ling also got a high fever and was hospitalized. As time went by, he was discharged from the hospital and returned to school, and rumors about him were still hot.
The one I listened to most was that Ling Ye Langzi turned around and started to concentrate on professional courses. However, these had nothing to do with me anymore. I avoided him at school and tried not to meet him.
Sometimes his brothers would come to me and want to rush and Ling Ye, but they were all driven away by me.
We have never met until we graduated. Later, the class monitor of the high school organized a class reunion. I didn't want to go there, so I couldn't stand the class monitor's hard work.
"There will be a high school class reunion tonight."
I lay in Si Ming's arms and looked up at him.
"You go, ask me what I'm doing."
He deliberately did not go to see me, his tone was sour.
"Okay, he and I have become a past tense and will not have any intersection anymore. I didn't want to go there either.
But the class monitor was also good to me in high school. OK, okay, come back tonight and let you deal with it.”
I leaned forward and kissed his cheek, with a pleasing tone.
"Okay."
His tone was far-fetched and his face was unhappy.
"Okay, don't pretend. Don't think that I didn't see it. When I said you could deal with it, your eyes were bright for a moment."
Seeing that I exposed it, he was not annoyed. He hugged me in his arms and kissed me again and again, his tone was filled with resentment.
"Senior sister always has a reason not to be with me."
15
At night, Si Ming drove me to the place. It was winter now and it was cold and the weather was cold. I told him to go back soon and I would take a taxi back by myself later.
He agreed well and then I went in with confidence.
When they arrived at the box they designated, there were some familiar faces inside. As I expected, Ling Ye also came. He sat steadily in the center. The dim light happened to fall on Ling Ye, and his handsome face was faintly visible.
As he looked at me, Ling Ye looked at me foolishly, then withdrew his gaze, and exuded a lonely aura of radiance from his body.
Everyone felt this delicate atmosphere, and the squad leader hurriedly smoothed out.
"When Gu Lan comes, sit down, sit next to me."
I replied with a smile.
"Okay."
"I think people are basically girls, so I ordered some red wine. How do you feel?"
People around
respond one after another. Before the wine came, everyone was greeting each other and hadn't seen each other for several years.
. My three years of high school popularity was not good, so no one talked to me. I was much quieter, but there were many people around Ling Ye.
And he seemed to have been smoothed out by the years, and his behavior was not so perverse, but became gentler.
and others sent the people around him, and he slowly approached me.
"Lanlan, do we still have a chance? I can guarantee that I will be nice to you all my life, and I have the ability now."
I thought I had told him clearly a few years ago, why is he still so ignorant? Do you have to let me mock him in front of so many people?
"I thought I had already told Mr. Ling clearly a few years ago. Since Mr. Ling forgot, I will repeat it. I have a boyfriend. We are very happy. I am not interested in cheating."
I did not leave him a slight fantasy and directly cut off his thoughts.
He smiled bitterly.
"You are so cruel, and you don't leave any thoughts for me."
The two of us didn't speak loudly, so no one noticed this.
"The wine is coming."
Someone shouted, and everyone's eyes were drawn away.
Several bottles of red wine are placed on the table.
We each filled our glasses with wine, and first gave a toast to the squad leader.
I don’t hate it, but I feel a bit sweeter than grapes. I am very happy and I can’t help but drink a few more glasses.
"It's boring to drink, it's better to take a big adventure with the truth."
I don't know who suggested it, and everyone's interest was raised again.
Just started, the wine bottle was transferred to Ling Ye.
"Do you all here have someone you like?"
Ling was also silent for a few seconds.
"If you can't answer, you'll be punished for three cups."
"Yes."
Both of them fell at the same time.
Everyone immediately started to cheer.
"Who is that, who will make us Mr. Ling read it."
They guessed each other. Every girl here was guessed, but no one guessed Gu Lan.
"That's the next question."
Ling Ye's eyes fell on me and looked at me straight.
I pretended not to see it, and I poured my stomach a glass of wine after a glass of wine.
But the story is such a coincidence, and it was me in the second game.
"Gu Lan, do you have someone you like?"
"Yes."
No one noticed me, and was guessing what the person Ling also liked, only Ling also looked at me, his eyes full of hope.
Although I have always had a good temper, I really want to roll my eyes and tell Ling Ye now.
I have said it clearly enough. I don’t like him, I have long since disliked him. Gu Lan, who is full of Ling Ye, is already dead.
The phone suddenly vibrated, and it was Si Ming's call.
I looked at the people who were playing and quit silently.
is connected to a quiet place outside.
"Senior sister, you haven't come back yet."
"On the road, on the road."
"Then hurry up, I'll wait for you at home."
might have felt dizzy when I drank. I didn't hear Si Ming's gritting teeth, so I cut off the phone and hurried back to the private room.
I prefer to drink tonight's wine. Later, I quit their game and sat aside to taste the wine, but no one cared about it. When
ended, I was already dizzy with my cheeks flushed, and I couldn't stand up.
As I walked out of the boxes, I touched the cigarette and the lighter from my pocket.
, and the smoke stormed up. I took a breath and calmed down, but I was still shaking when I walked. I don’t know who helped me out of the store behind
.
As soon as I left the store, Si Ming's gloomy face came to me, and I immediately sobered up from fear.
turned around and saw that the person who was holding me was still Ling Ye, and quickly threw the person away.
It’s impossible to wash it even if you jump into the Yellow River.
"Listen to my explanation."
"Gu Lan, you are so good. You got yourself in attending a class reunion. You are really addicted to smoking."
His tone was so cold.
I looked at the cigarette in my hand and threw it next to me, with a pleasing tone.
"I'm wrong, I'll quit smoking immediately."
Seeing that Si Ming was about to leave, I rushed over and hugged him. The chill on his body couldn't stop jumping towards me. I knew that he had been waiting for me at the door for a long time, and hugged him tighter, and did not let go at all.
"Gu Lan, I wish you happiness."
Ling also stared at us, then sincerely dropped his blessings and left.
I don’t have time to pay attention to him now, and my mind is full of thoughts on how to coax Si Ming.
I pulled his neck down and pressed my mouth up. All the tobacco smell in my mouth was passed over. I was no longer conscious after
. When I regained consciousness, I was being on the bed with Si Ming doing this and that.
It was particularly ruthless tonight. No matter how I shouted, he just pulled me over and over again. After
and so on, my voice was hoarse.
16
One day, I asked Si Ming a little curiously.
"Why did you fall in love with me?"
"Senior sister may have forgotten that you helped me when you were a child."
I looked at Si Ming with a question mark on my face.
He slowly explained to me.
"I was bullied because I was thin since I was young. Once I was beaten with scars all over my body. I was afraid that my parents would scold me for fighting with others when I went home, so I hurried in the alley. At that time, I was dirty and hungry.
Those passing by were afraid that I would be contaminated by me. Those who escaped far away were the only one who walked up to me, handed me two pieces of candy, and asked me if it hurts, and helped me blow my wounds. At that time, tears of your heartache flowed out.
From that moment on, I decided that you were my light. Later, I worked hard to become stronger, and kept following you behind my back and helping you teach those who bullied you a lesson.
I have been silently loving you for more than ten years. I thought such a life would accompany me for the rest of my life, but I didn’t expect you to be mine and would belong to me.”
I said, why didn’t anyone who bullied me come to me again? It turned out that Si Ming helped me teach me a lesson.
He has been silently guarding me, but I didn't notice it. I would have discovered it earlier.
I felt a little guilty and hugged Si Ming with heartache.
"Sorry, I don't have that memory."
He didn't blame me, he hugged me tightly in his arms.
"It doesn't matter, as long as my light finally falls on me for a moment, I will be satisfied."
The dazzling and scorching light was finally left by him, which was enough.
"I love you.”
Si Ming kissed my forehead devoutly after he said this.
(Full text ends)
Author: Tangtang does not eat sugar
Source: Zhihu
Reprinting has been authorized by the author
I leaned forward and kissed his cheek, with a pleasing tone.
"Okay."
His tone was far-fetched and his face was unhappy.
"Okay, don't pretend. Don't think that I didn't see it. When I said you could deal with it, your eyes were bright for a moment."
Seeing that I exposed it, he was not annoyed. He hugged me in his arms and kissed me again and again, his tone was filled with resentment.
"Senior sister always has a reason not to be with me."
15
At night, Si Ming drove me to the place. It was winter now and it was cold and the weather was cold. I told him to go back soon and I would take a taxi back by myself later.
He agreed well and then I went in with confidence.
When they arrived at the box they designated, there were some familiar faces inside. As I expected, Ling Ye also came. He sat steadily in the center. The dim light happened to fall on Ling Ye, and his handsome face was faintly visible.
As he looked at me, Ling Ye looked at me foolishly, then withdrew his gaze, and exuded a lonely aura of radiance from his body.
Everyone felt this delicate atmosphere, and the squad leader hurriedly smoothed out.
"When Gu Lan comes, sit down, sit next to me."
I replied with a smile.
"Okay."
"I think people are basically girls, so I ordered some red wine. How do you feel?"
People around
respond one after another. Before the wine came, everyone was greeting each other and hadn't seen each other for several years.
. My three years of high school popularity was not good, so no one talked to me. I was much quieter, but there were many people around Ling Ye.
And he seemed to have been smoothed out by the years, and his behavior was not so perverse, but became gentler.
and others sent the people around him, and he slowly approached me.
"Lanlan, do we still have a chance? I can guarantee that I will be nice to you all my life, and I have the ability now."
I thought I had told him clearly a few years ago, why is he still so ignorant? Do you have to let me mock him in front of so many people?
"I thought I had already told Mr. Ling clearly a few years ago. Since Mr. Ling forgot, I will repeat it. I have a boyfriend. We are very happy. I am not interested in cheating."
I did not leave him a slight fantasy and directly cut off his thoughts.
He smiled bitterly.
"You are so cruel, and you don't leave any thoughts for me."
The two of us didn't speak loudly, so no one noticed this.
"The wine is coming."
Someone shouted, and everyone's eyes were drawn away.
Several bottles of red wine are placed on the table.
We each filled our glasses with wine, and first gave a toast to the squad leader.
I don’t hate it, but I feel a bit sweeter than grapes. I am very happy and I can’t help but drink a few more glasses.
"It's boring to drink, it's better to take a big adventure with the truth."
I don't know who suggested it, and everyone's interest was raised again.
Just started, the wine bottle was transferred to Ling Ye.
"Do you all here have someone you like?"
Ling was also silent for a few seconds.
"If you can't answer, you'll be punished for three cups."
"Yes."
Both of them fell at the same time.
Everyone immediately started to cheer.
"Who is that, who will make us Mr. Ling read it."
They guessed each other. Every girl here was guessed, but no one guessed Gu Lan.
"That's the next question."
Ling Ye's eyes fell on me and looked at me straight.
I pretended not to see it, and I poured my stomach a glass of wine after a glass of wine.
But the story is such a coincidence, and it was me in the second game.
"Gu Lan, do you have someone you like?"
"Yes."
No one noticed me, and was guessing what the person Ling also liked, only Ling also looked at me, his eyes full of hope.
Although I have always had a good temper, I really want to roll my eyes and tell Ling Ye now.
I have said it clearly enough. I don’t like him, I have long since disliked him. Gu Lan, who is full of Ling Ye, is already dead.
The phone suddenly vibrated, and it was Si Ming's call.
I looked at the people who were playing and quit silently.
is connected to a quiet place outside.
"Senior sister, you haven't come back yet."
"On the road, on the road."
"Then hurry up, I'll wait for you at home."
might have felt dizzy when I drank. I didn't hear Si Ming's gritting teeth, so I cut off the phone and hurried back to the private room.
I prefer to drink tonight's wine. Later, I quit their game and sat aside to taste the wine, but no one cared about it. When
ended, I was already dizzy with my cheeks flushed, and I couldn't stand up.
As I walked out of the boxes, I touched the cigarette and the lighter from my pocket.
, and the smoke stormed up. I took a breath and calmed down, but I was still shaking when I walked. I don’t know who helped me out of the store behind
.
As soon as I left the store, Si Ming's gloomy face came to me, and I immediately sobered up from fear.
turned around and saw that the person who was holding me was still Ling Ye, and quickly threw the person away.
It’s impossible to wash it even if you jump into the Yellow River.
"Listen to my explanation."
"Gu Lan, you are so good. You got yourself in attending a class reunion. You are really addicted to smoking."
His tone was so cold.
I looked at the cigarette in my hand and threw it next to me, with a pleasing tone.
"I'm wrong, I'll quit smoking immediately."
Seeing that Si Ming was about to leave, I rushed over and hugged him. The chill on his body couldn't stop jumping towards me. I knew that he had been waiting for me at the door for a long time, and hugged him tighter, and did not let go at all.
"Gu Lan, I wish you happiness."
Ling also stared at us, then sincerely dropped his blessings and left.
I don’t have time to pay attention to him now, and my mind is full of thoughts on how to coax Si Ming.
I pulled his neck down and pressed my mouth up. All the tobacco smell in my mouth was passed over. I was no longer conscious after
. When I regained consciousness, I was being on the bed with Si Ming doing this and that.
It was particularly ruthless tonight. No matter how I shouted, he just pulled me over and over again. After
and so on, my voice was hoarse.
16
One day, I asked Si Ming a little curiously.
"Why did you fall in love with me?"
"Senior sister may have forgotten that you helped me when you were a child."
I looked at Si Ming with a question mark on my face.
He slowly explained to me.
"I was bullied because I was thin since I was young. Once I was beaten with scars all over my body. I was afraid that my parents would scold me for fighting with others when I went home, so I hurried in the alley. At that time, I was dirty and hungry.
Those passing by were afraid that I would be contaminated by me. Those who escaped far away were the only one who walked up to me, handed me two pieces of candy, and asked me if it hurts, and helped me blow my wounds. At that time, tears of your heartache flowed out.
From that moment on, I decided that you were my light. Later, I worked hard to become stronger, and kept following you behind my back and helping you teach those who bullied you a lesson.
I have been silently loving you for more than ten years. I thought such a life would accompany me for the rest of my life, but I didn’t expect you to be mine and would belong to me.”
I said, why didn’t anyone who bullied me come to me again? It turned out that Si Ming helped me teach me a lesson.
He has been silently guarding me, but I didn't notice it. I would have discovered it earlier.
I felt a little guilty and hugged Si Ming with heartache.
"Sorry, I don't have that memory."
He didn't blame me, he hugged me tightly in his arms.
"It doesn't matter, as long as my light finally falls on me for a moment, I will be satisfied."
The dazzling and scorching light was finally left by him, which was enough.
"I love you.”
Si Ming kissed my forehead devoutly after he said this.
(Full text ends)
Author: Tangtang does not eat sugar
Source: Zhihu
Reprinting has been authorized by the author