My future is not a dream!
The good brothers Junwei and Agui were free. They were gone. Niba's heart couldn't help but become restless. His heart was in turmoil, and he couldn't help but yearn for the outside world.
Niba was lying alone on the lawn of the reservoir dam, looking up at the changing sky.
The vast and far-reaching sky, where the blue is, the clouds are changing.
Look at the light clouds floating and dancing in the high sky, and in an instant, they disappear without a trace.
The rolling stratus clouds, the floating clouds, are in various shapes and forms, endlessly changing, whatever you want them to look like, sometimes the floating clouds are like leaping dragons and tigers, sometimes fairies are flying into the sky, sometimes white clouds are lingering...
It's so changeable!
Life, why not!
Niba, he was thinking about his own life - his future life, his own destiny - his future destiny, his future path in life...
What else will I encounter? What will I still face? Right to what?
O fate, where will you push me?
Niba, he is now a veritable criminal, a person who has been in prison. How many difficulties and obstacles will he face? Where will
be, where will he be?
The steel factory that gave him a golden job, the yin and yang faces of those petty officials, that kind of discrimination, so hurtful, so humiliating, what would happen if he returned to the steel factory again, he couldn't bear to think about it, he didn't dare to Thinking, it must be,
made him feel more heartbroken than being in prison!
Although the district police officer told him:
"Niba, in your situation, according to the relevant resettlement policies, you can still go back to the original factory after the transformation and continue to be your worker. However, the factory has to accept You..."
Will the factory accept me? Will the junior official accept me?
Niba is full of suspicion. Probably, they won't want me. Even if they take me in, can I still stay?
No! No! No! I won't go back to that damn place.
Where will my mud go?
Could it be that I should continue to wander around in the underground cigarette market, treating death as death?
No! No! No!
The world is so big, is there no place for my mud?
Oh, I’d better go back to my hometown!
My hometown, there is a blue sky, a green earth, and kind people, especially his grandmother, grandma, who brought him up, especially his mother who loves him and pities him, and his relatives...
Relatives Family love makes Niba unforgettable!
Niba's thoughts were ups and downs, and his emotions were flowing. He quickly returned to the prison cell and wrote quickly:
[The beauty of Fengjing Village, Yuxi]
In the colorful clouds of Yunnan, there is a beautiful place. She is like a piece of jasper carefully inlaid on the earth by fairies.
Surrounded by green mountains, the river in the middle is clear, the fields are rippling with green waves, the villages are full of smoke, and the people are kind and hardworking.This is the beautiful Yuxi!
Everyone who has been to Yuxi laments that Yuxi is a good place.
In spring, the vast fields of Bazi are filled with golden rapeseed flowers. Dancing with the rapeseed flowers, there are also strong wheat seedlings with silver waves and green waves.
There are white clouds floating in the blue sky, the water in the stream is crystal clear, and you can see small fish swimming in the stream at a glance.
Walking on this land, no matter where you go, no matter where you are, there is a beautiful scenery, and you can feel the beauty and magic of nature.
Especially when I walked into Fengjing Village—grandma’s Fengjing Village. Here, not only the fields and the sky are beautiful, but the villages are even more beautiful!
In Niba’s childhood memories, Fengjing Village is a very big village surrounded by wonderful fields.The village is made up of many small villages connected together, shaped like a blooming corolla.
There are criss-crossing streams in the village, and there are many leafy thousand-year-old banyan trees.
To the south of the village, there are rows of fat and lush rapeseed fields, where one can hear the joyful neighing of bees from a distance.
To the east of the village, the dark green wheat seedlings are always rolling in waves.
There are also patches of broad bean seedlings, and under the fat silkworm leaves, small flowers appear and disappear, exuding sweetness and fragrance from time to time, making colorful butterflies dance.
To the west of the village, a clear stream merges into a cup lake. The lake water is green and transparent, like a piece of jasper on the fairy silk.
Several egrets were flying leisurely around the lake. The grass on the lakeside exuded bursts of fragrance under the warm sunshine.
The northwest side of the village is backed by the rolling and beautiful mountains.
Friends, if you step into Fengjing Village, you will not be attracted by the quaint rural scene where one house is next to another, one lane is connected to another, and one village is connected to another. For hundreds of years, thousands of years, the branches and leaves are lush, the majestic shape and the numerous banyan trees have fallen over.
What is particularly touching is the hard-working, kind and hospitable Fengjing people.
They are living happily.Men are farming briskly in the fields, women are weaving hemp leisurely on the field in front of their homes, children are swinging on swings under the banyan tree, swinging back and forth, cheering, and beautiful girls are there. Washing vegetables and laundry in the stream...
Fengjing Village presents a happy and harmonious picture.
Every evening, under the bright moonlight, crowds of people from thousands of households come to the center of Fengjing Village - the spacious space in front of the temple gate.Here was once a majestic ancient temple, but now it is a gathering place for schools, hospitals and shops. In the middle of the site, there is a very majestic thousand-year-old banyan tree. Under the tree, there is a small river that trickles all year round.
A clear stream flows into a lotus field. The lotus leaves in the field stretch out giant umbrellas, one by one, densely connected together. They hold hands, shoulder to shoulder, overwhelmingly making the lotus field look like fairy costumes. .
There are even more beautiful lotus flowers, some standing boldly with their heads high, showing their beauty and stretching their beauty. Some secretly emerged from under the lotus leaves, so shy that they seemed afraid that people would see her pretty face.Some are whispering softly on the water surface, wanting to spit out fragrance. Even the frogs under the water sang beautifully to the world with their clear singing voices...
Next to the banyan tree, there is a spacious, bright, elegant and simple ancient stage. Beside the stage, there were many neatly dressed people sitting around, and their faces were filled with laughter and happiness.
Beautiful girls and handsome young men sang Yuxi's traditional lantern opera
[Little Herding Cows] on the stage.
In the sky, there are sometimes melodious music, sometimes people's applause and laughter...
This beauty, this scene, is my hometown of Niba - the days of my grandmother Fengjing Village. Day and night.
Niba’s hometown, grandma’s Fengjing Village, is so beautiful and charming!
After writing this, Niba put away his pen; but his thoughts and his heart were all filled with unbroken love for his hometown.
He has had deep feelings for his hometown since he was a child, and his feelings are sincere and pure.
He felt deeply in his heart that he had a dreamlike childhood in his hometown and a boyhood that was eager to learn and make progress. Why was it that in his youth, in this spring city with the fragrance of flowers all four seasons, his youth was not brilliant and beautiful, but filled with blood and tears? Going through all the ups and downs and sorrows?
How sad!
He relived the memory of Zhou Fang, whom he had moved so much that he fell in love with her. In the letter sent by a friend not long ago, she complained about her fate and lamented the desolation of life.
Niba has understood her and has no resentment towards her. Niba's heart has been broken, all the tears and blood have been shed, and love no longer exists.
Goodbye, go ahead.
Farewell, Spring City.
I want to return to my hometown!
Niba made a vow deep in his heart: In the future life, he will either stop loving others, or he will love each other with all his heart and with his life.
A few days ago, when Yan Ji came to visit him, Niba faced her and the little remaining love he had, but he still had no choice but to give up on her.
He never imagined that this innocent girl from the stone forest would try to find out his whereabouts and come to the prison to visit him.
Two years ago, this innocent and beautiful 18-year-old girl went to the store of her art school to sell cigarettes. After several conversations and contacts, she fell in love with Niba and boldly went to Niba's residence to find him.
I remember that day, after the night shift, Niba was sleeping soundly. A knock on the door woke him up. He opened the door and saw the beautiful Yan Ji in her sleepy eyes. She looked at Niba timidly and affectionately. .
At that time, she was already the mud of a wolf and had no good intentions. He teased her and said: "I was too sleepy at work last night and I want to sleep again. Can you sleep with me for a while?"
She turned out to be gentle. And nodded silently.
Not long after he fell asleep, Niba's sleepiness disappeared and he stared at the beautiful girl beside him. His hands were very dishonest and he couldn't help but touch this lovely beauty.
He was anxious and clumsy to take possession of her, but he couldn't untie her belt. She blushed with embarrassment, resisted with all her might, and cried out eagerly:
"Brother, don't be like this, don't be like this!"
Her clear voice woke up Niba immediately, his face flushed, and then Niba quickly got up and brought him Go to a restaurant outside and eat and chat with her.
He secretly blamed himself, how could he shamelessly bully this innocent daughter of a farmer?
She is a pure flower!
After that, they got along like brother and sister.
The mud has become mud, how can I bear to destroy her. He didn't have enough confidence to love her, didn't have the qualifications to give her happiness, and didn't want to hurt her.
Now, Niba doesn’t know his tomorrow, what will his tomorrow be like?
How could he implicate her and harm her again? He received her callously and coldly and let her go.
She walked away sadly with tears in her eyes.
Looking at her retreating back, Niba thought:
"If I have a tomorrow, if one day I, Niba, can stand up and have a future, I will definitely look for you, look for you! Love you, love you all my life!"
Time flies by and white clouds are flying.
One morning, the stern squadron leader talked to Niba:
"Niba, in view of your behavior since arriving here, the prison research decision will allow you to be freed two months in advance. You go prepare, and you can leave in five days. In addition, the factory director hopes that you will stay in the factory to do sales work." The squadron leader looked at him with a smile.
Hearing what the squadron leader said, Niba's heart was filled with excitement and tears, and he thanked him repeatedly:
"Thank you, cadres, thank you, captain!"
Even though I am in jail, I have not been discriminated against or insulted.
Although I lost my freedom, I was reused, exercised, and improved. I learned a lot, which not only strengthened my physique, but also enhanced my self-confidence..."
He was speechless, full of dissatisfaction. The feeling of giving up.
Afterwards, Niba was in a very uneasy mood and stood on the playground, letting the sun shine.
He is not just nostalgic for prison, but where is his path?
He quickly spread the good news to his relatives and friends, allowing them to share the joy of Mudba.
After the exercise in the evening, Niba said goodbye to his fellow prisoners with full passion:
"Young friends, although I am your teacher and your team leader, I am your friend!
We have committed crimes before , this is the past. Now, we must work hard, prove it with sweat, and prove it with facts:
As long as we work hard to reform and change our minds, we can also be useful people in society."
The young criminals in front of us shouted in unison:
" Teacher, let’s celebrate and sing a song.”
Everyone sang “I Love You China” loudly.
Afterwards, Niba once again sang the Song of Niba for his accomplices:
"I am Niba, covered in mud. I am a peasant boy. There are waves in the river, cauliflowers in the fields, and strange flowers in the mountains and forests.
I am Niba, I have grown up, and I long for the flower of the city.There are magic flowers in factories, poisonous flowers in cities, and short-lived flowers in dreams.
I am mud, covered in scars, chasing waves in the world.
I am mud, I am mud..."
The bright sunshine shines on the rows of golden trees outside the iron gate of the squadron. The sunshine is bright and the flowers are bright.
A large group of the past Relatives and friends, as well as Junwei and Agui, all dressed in brand-name clothes, came to greet Niba who had taken off his prison uniform:
He was finally strong, handsome and confident. Walk on the road of freedom and breathe in the sweet air.
Move forward with courage and confidence
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