I went to Yunnan in October. When I came to the nursing home again, I found that there was a new member here.

I went to Yunnan in October. When I came to the nursing home again, I found that there was a new member here.

That day, I was playing music for everyone. A male classmate of the nursing intern was pushing a wheelchair, with a little boy sitting on it. His upper body was tied with cloth strips, his fingers were bent very stiffly, and his forearms would occasionally swing unconsciously. His eyes were unfocused, and he kept looking diagonally forward... His appearance did not require too much introduction, and it was known that his mental and physical condition was not very good, and he needed more care from others.

After the nurse classmate arranged his position, I continued to play for everyone. As usual, I also led everyone to listen to music, do stretching, and move their bodies.

At this time, the little boy next to him crossed his hands up and down, waving back and forth excitedly. His body was sitting in a wheelchair, and he was also swinging back and forth vigorously. In the process of waving his hands, he would accidentally hit himself in the face. His smile was bright, he was humming some melodies, and spitting out his saliva, as if he wanted to express something.

Although he was sitting in a wheelchair and his upper body was tied up, it could not restrain his excitement. He seemed to break free from the cloth at any time and dance freely with everyone, listening to the music...

Because it was my first time that day. I saw him once in a nursing home, and it was the first time I saw him so excited. I felt a little scared and worried about what might happen to him because he was too excited, but I still calmed down. Didn't show it.

At this time, the nurse classmate who took care of him said to me: "It's okay. He is happy. He will be like this when he is happy. He rarely did it before. It seems that he is very happy today."

After hearing what he said, I I felt relieved and continued to play the piano and listen to songs with everyone.

After that time, I would often see him in the activity room. Whenever he was happy, I would see him as excited as the first time, and I was no longer afraid, but felt for him from the bottom of my heart. He feels happy and hopes that this kind of happiness can be more and longer in his life...

Faced with many things in life, sometimes he feels very powerless and wants to do something, but can't do anything.

As far as he is concerned, all I can do is come here regularly and bring you some music company. But when I see him so happy and excited when he hears the music he likes, I feel some comfort in my heart. , maybe at that moment, music was like a beam of light, shining on his involuntary life!

Later, I learned from the director that he had a very handsome name, called Police Camp. He was an orphan. He was now 18 years old and had just been transferred from the orphanage.

It turns out that children in children’s welfare homes cannot stay there after they reach the age of 18. This is common sense, but I didn't know this before.

When I learned about his life experience, I felt even sadder.

Human life is rare, but now I have it. But he was born as an orphan, and his body has some irreparable defects. The first half of his life was spent in a children's welfare home. The second half of his life, if there were no accidents, would most likely be spent in the "nursing center for the disabled" here.

I don’t know what level of intelligence he has. Will he think about the difficulty of life and lament the injustice of his fate? If everything in his life is a given: he can't speak, he can't walk, he can't control his emotions, he can't take care of himself... I hope that he has no rational thinking and memory, only instinctive perception, and can feel instinctive Pain and happiness are felt in the moment and forgotten afterwards, and troubles disappear with the memory.

His life is already miserable, so he should not have the ability to think consciously, which will only increase his sorrow. Perhaps the long second half of his life will be easier for him.But if there is a miracle, how I hope he can return to a healthy teenager, he is only 18 years old!

Not finished, to be continued...

likes to use guzheng to play film and television drama episodes, ancient popular pure music , reduce stress and relax, and use the smart sound of guzheng to heal your body, mind and soul.

Guzheng teacher & Maya talent interpreter, who has been teaching Guzheng for more than ten years. He is good at basic teaching of Guzheng0 and the adaptation of popular Zheng music. He is currently mainly engaged in online teaching of Guzheng to adults. As a preacher of popular education of Guzheng, he hopes to promote Guzheng, which has two characteristics. Ancient Chinese traditional musical instruments with a history of more than a thousand years have been introduced into thousands of households. I believe that as long as there is interest, everyone can play the guzheng and enjoy the beauty that music brings.

offers [Online Guzheng Online Class] for adults of different levels. Friends who want to learn Guzheng are welcome to learn together.

is the founder of the public welfare activity "Warming Time with Music". In his precious life, he hopes to do something meaningful outside of work and life.

loves music and loves life even more. I like painting, traveling, piano, reading, writing, physical and mental growth, and everything related to beauty.

Life is short, do what you want to do, become the person you want to be, and live your life the way you like.