On July 1, I booked a ticket back to Wuhan and prepared to go home.
had vowed to him half a month ago that he would not come back easily this time. But this is the result!
In fact, the idea of starting a business together with my sister is serious! Her huge debt and the path I wanted to take in the future forced us to come together again.
Although it was unsuccessful, we have no regrets! This time I feel much calmer than last time! How can it be so easy to achieve expectations all at once!
We didn’t complain about each other, we only encouraged and accompanied each other.
I am currently powerless regarding money! I hope she can have enough food and drink for the time being and take care of her children. But I can understand her inner anxiety and uneasiness! Because I need money so much!
Only after I went there this time did I know how much debt my sister had! It really scared me! In fact, I often worry about whether she will still be alive in this world the next day. She was indeed a bit too lavish in spending money before!
Now that I have suffered a loss, I have begun to wake up! She said she probably couldn't save her house! This alone may not be enough to pay off all the debt!
I don't blame her! I told her what you need is to calm down and how to live well! Don't think about stupid things! Because you are a mom now! Your children need you! So you must be strong!
She said that she had overcome the most difficult time. There was a time when she couldn't think about it and would always stand by the window and think wildly. She didn't dare tell her family because she was afraid that someone's provocation might make her decision for her.
I didn’t notice it at all during that time! So I couldn't comfort her! In fact, I helped her get a loan the year before last, but she later paid it back, and I was always the one carrying it!
Because of this, I have been very sad in the past two years! The poverty of life and his indifference also allowed me to experience the sadness, helplessness and entanglement in the past year, which is called a thorough experience!
So my sister always feels sorry for me! But she is a younger sister and I am an older sister, how can we solve this problem? Is there any use in blaming her? Does it make sense? If you can carry it, carry it. If you can't carry it, let's talk about it!
Now that she owes so much foreign debt, she can still cope with it strongly, which already makes me admire her! If it were me, I might have surrendered! The ending may be betrayal, his giving up, or the breakdown of the family, all of these are possible!
In fact, on the first day of business opening, because of the support of my friends, I directly sold 20 kilograms of crayfish, and the profit reached 400. Although we were very tired, we were so happy! It’s normal to have a few sporadic orders in the next few days!
’s main obstacles are her mother-in-law and husband. Originally we planned to set up a stall at the entrance of the community to attract traffic! But her mother-in-law said she couldn't afford to embarrass anyone! Her husband said it was too hard to earn this money! I understood the meaning and felt that there was little hope of continuing!
sister also feels that this is a big obstacle! In addition, the child is just one month old. Once we get busy, her mother-in-law cannot sit still. Then she will not be able to take care of the business, and she will not take good care of the child. It is not worth the gain! What’s more, the market hasn’t opened yet!
The obstacle on my side is his unsupportive and unfavorable attitude, which makes me somewhat unhappy! The most important thing is the child's emotional problems.
It’s okay that the eldest brother is already older, but the second child is more emotional! He has been in a mood since the first day I left. Until I came back, whenever I mentioned leaving, he would become depressed and say never leave me! At that moment, my heart was touched. I didn't expect that he would need me so much!
So after thinking again and again, I decided to go back to Wuhan.
Actually, my brother-in-law suggested that it would be worthwhile for us to help him manage the business of the vehicle management office, but he was unwilling! I know what he thinks! He was mainly worried about being unreliable. Another thing is to rely on others, he feels lose face!
Forget it, since he doesn’t want to go so much, there’s nothing I can do! I just feel a little pity! Where should
go in the future?
