The story comes from real life. The characters in the article are all pseudonyms. The story is told in the first person. My name is Zhang Xincheng. I am 55 years old. I am a widowed old man. My wife passed away due to illness two years ago. My wife’s departure left me disabled. I

The story comes from life. The characters in the article are all pseudonyms. The story is told in the first person.

My name is Zhang Xincheng. I am 55 years old. I am a widowed old man. My wife died of illness two years ago. My wife’s departure made me sad. As a disabled person, I have become more depressed about life. I finally realize how important it is for a husband and wife to be together forever.

Many things are inconvenient to talk about with children, especially after I was injured. My mood was very unstable. My wife was there. When I was young, I could vent my anger on her. She understood my inner pain and would quietly listen to my vent.

But now, I cannot vent my emotions to my son, and even more so in front of my daughter-in-law.

0 When I was 20 years old, a disaster befell me without any warning. I remember that I went to work early as usual. The machine in the factory seemed to have suddenly lost control. It cruelly and crazily involved my entire right hand.

I only remember that my mind was spinning and I heard a deafening sound. The machine that I was so familiar with suddenly turned into a ferocious tiger, trying desperately to devour me.

Fortunately, I was around at that time. People must react quickly, otherwise, I will be crushed to pieces.

After rescue, I saved my life, but lost my right hand forever...

I was negative for a long time after that. I hated God for why he treated me like this.

As time goes by, I gradually feel relieved: instead of blaming and complaining about God, it is better to say that this is another arrangement God has given me. Maybe I am destined to have such a disaster.

Life is like this. You don’t want what God gives you. Deliberately avoid it, he will take it away from you, you can't escape it at all

I have many jobs in the factory, both as an electrician and as a mechanic. As the name suggests, everything about the machine is related to me

After I was injured, the factory gave me the money according to the regulations After applying for retirement, there will be corresponding monthly pensions

I have just turned 50 and am living a retired life. As a normal person, I should really have fun, but I am not willing to accept it. I don’t want to lose the initiative in life because of a work injury. Quan can only passively accept other people's arrangements. I still have too many ambitions waiting to be realized.

I couldn't accept this fact at first. I didn't dare to go out because I was afraid of meeting acquaintances. I couldn't pass my level for a long time. I have long classified myself as a disabled person, and I have also stubbornly determined how others view me. In short, I feel that I am a waste who eats and drinks and waits to die.

My son was transferred to work in another province this year, and my daughter-in-law I leave early and come home late every day, so it becomes a problem who will take care of me. My daughter-in-law is a workaholic. She would even leave her one-month-old son for work and force the child to her mother.

She can’t wait to go to work even when she is still breastfeeding. , in her words, she was afraid of being out of touch with society

So they discussed finding a nanny for me. The daughter-in-law listed a series of recruitment requirements: first, the age should not be older than 45 years old, second, one must be honest and diligent, and third, , it must be a regular housekeeping company recommendation

Comparing these requirements, a few days later they brought a girl named Luo Juan to their home

My daughter-in-law was worried that I would be abused, so she installed monitoring equipment in every place in the house that could be installed

Watching her study the instructions carefully with a serious look on her face, I suddenly wanted to laugh, but I had no choice but to do it. She is getting older and can only follow the children's arrangements.

《二》

The nanny is 24 years old this year and comes from rural Anhui. The daughter-in-law said that this girl was introduced by her best colleague. She is very honest, quick at work, and absolutely reliable.

The most important thing is that the daughter-in-law and the nanny are from the same hometown. The intimacy between fellow villagers and fellow villagers is particularly strong.

When I am When I learned that my daughter-in-law pays a nanny 5,000 yuan a month, my heart felt like it was cut into pieces with a kitchen knife. You must know that my retirement salary is only this amount. It’s not like I can’t take care of myself. I really don’t need to spend 5,000 yuan. It was a waste of money to find someone to serve

. My son saw what I was thinking, and he said with a smile: Dad, you don’t have to worry about the salary, I will take care of it.Nowadays, it’s the same price to find a nanny in big cities!

Just tell her what you want to eat, they are professionally trained. "

In order to show that he has a loose financial situation, hiring a nanny is totally a kiss: The son said again: Don't worry, Dad, I will pay the nanny's salary, and I will also add 2,000 yuan to you every month for living expenses!

Oh my god Son, you are making your own decisions, have you discussed it with your wife?

I looked at my son and was speechless. Since my wife passed away, my son has been almost obedient to me, thinking about me beforehand, and always paying attention to me. In fact, I know that he has been trying his best to make my life better.

He feels that since there is no mother anymore, my father should pamper me desperately!

《三》

On the first day of work, the little nanny just cares Silently lowering her head to do her thing, never saying a word, not even raising her head, her voice was quieter than the sound of a mosquito. After she finished her work, she hid in her room.

Later I found out that she often stayed in the middle of the night. I got up secretly and made a call on the landline in the living room. The call lasted half an hour.

This phone number was left behind by my son in his office. He said that he should leave the phone at home as a memory. In fact, I know that it was for convenience when he came to see me. I answered the call because I always forget my phone in the room. I was in the living room, but my phone was under the pillow in the room and no one cared about it. I missed countless calls from my son.

A few days later, Luo Juan got up again in the middle of the night and secretly called in the living room. On the phone, she spoke in dialect, which I couldn't understand at all, but I could feel that her tone was very anxious. I stood at the door of the room and waited patiently for her to finish

. She hung up the phone, got up and saw me, with a panic look on her face. I told her that you can make calls openly during the day. You don't have to get up secretly at night to make calls. Don't worry, it's just a phone call. I won't charge you!

She blushed in embarrassment and said, "I'm sorry." , I disturbed you, so I ran back to the room

In fact, she secretly called in the lobby, and I could still hear it clearly in the room. I have neurasthenia, and the slightest movement can wake me up. Since my wife left, , the symptoms worsened sharply

After three months of getting along with Luo Juan, we gradually became familiar with each other. From just saying hello in the morning, we now chat together and talk about interesting things about her hometown

To be honest , I felt much better when someone talked to me.

One day after dinner, I was reading in my room. She suddenly knocked on my door and said to me with a sad face, "Teacher Zhang, can you lend me 6,000 yuan?" I'll pay you back your salary as soon as I get paid next month

Seeing her crying very sadly, I asked her what happened? She said that her mother suddenly fell ill and was waiting for her money to save her life in the hospital. I asked her, hadn't she just been paid? She said that her salary was transferred to the school and paid the tuition for her younger brother who is in high school.

She told me that her relatives at home have been borrowed from her. Their hometown generally relies on growing crops such as corn and rice, and they have basically no source of income. Folks It's normal for them to be unable to help. The neighbor was able to send her mother to the hospital in time. She was already grateful.

I gave her 6,000 yuan. This girl looked serious and wanted to give me a receipt, and she even took the initiative to give me a receipt. The ID card was handed over to me for safekeeping, she said, so that she would not dare to run away.

This girl is quite interesting, at least she is quite honest.

But God has not been kind to this kind girl

Luo Juan’s father died young, and she has a mother who is sick all year round. At a young age, she still has to send her younger brother to school. In their hometown, sons are used to carry on the family line. The daughter must spare no effort to help her son to carry forward the family.

Luo Juan dropped out of school early. When she reached the age of marriage, no one came to propose marriage. The situation in their family even made the matchmaker quit, because no one would want nothing. Taking care of her mother-in-law who was seriously ill and a brother-in-law who was in need of money made her overwhelmed.

Young men from ten miles and eight villages were daunted by her. If the matchmaker went to any store to "promote" Luo Juan, everyone would definitely yell at her. I called

and I helped Luo Juan solve her urgent problem. She was grateful to me. She was much more enthusiastic than before. She asked me every day what I liked to eat and even made breakfast.

One night, I was sitting on the balcony. Listening to the news, she drank alcohol somewhere and suddenly hugged me from behind and said to me with the strength of the wine, She likes me, she is willing to take care of me forever, and marry me. She doesn’t mind my age. After saying that, she still She looked like she was planning to devote herself to herself, which scared me to the point of hind legs.

I knew that she liked me because she had lacked father's love since she was a child. Maybe her Electra complex was at play.

From another scary perspective, she wanted to marry me. I just feel that I have some financial foundation and can help her solve her "bottomless pit"

The last time I generously helped her, she had the idea of ​​using me as a cash cow.

She thinks she is young, and she thinks every man is born to be greedy for girls. With her young body, she even felt that she was bound to win me.

Maybe some men can’t handle this kind of “good thing” that comes to their door, but I can’t. I’m always sober. My sobriety and reason have improved after I became disabled. Yu Laiyu was adamant

If I was not clear-headed and was deceived by her and married her, then I would become a permanent cash cow for her family and would also involve my son.

I quickly called my daughter-in-law and asked to fire Luo Juan, because she was I took the initiative to fire her, so I promised to pay Luo Juan one more month's salary. This is the only thing I have to do!

Luo Juan almost knelt on the ground and begged me not to fire her, saying that she was confused and said drunken words

I was not soft-hearted, even if she said drunken words, it meant that she had indeed had such thoughts

If I softened my heart and stayed She is undoubtedly letting the tiger return to the mountain.

Conclusion : Many men are easily unable to control themselves when faced with certain temptations. As a result, both people and money are lost.

Be more calm when things happen. Control yourself and don’t just want to be happy. Cause trouble to your family!