Coughing is not good:
Now that we are fully relaxed, poisoning is also a matter of time. As the saying goes, you can hide from the first grade of junior high school, but you can't hide from the fifteenth day. People with coughs are everywhere. How long can they hide? However, people who are not very serious can go out and watch the flowers. If it is serious, they will not go out, but will wrap themselves in quilts and complain. People who have the conditions can spend money to buy high-priced medicines, and then hide in their homes and live in seclusion, as if they are isolated from the world. How long can it take? Ordinary people cannot afford medicines, nor can they buy medicines, let alone seclusion. If you don't work for a day, you will lose a day's money. As long as you can move your body, you have to get up and go out to find work. Supporting a family is a nightmare for ordinary people. Even if you know that there are dangers outside, you can't do anything about it. After all, life is forced. It is said that you know that there are tigers in the mountains, but you prefer to go to the tiger mountains. It is also said that you can't catch the tiger cubs if you don't enter the tiger's den. I have to go out to work. I am a lower-class person, lower than many lower-class people. Others at least have family members and relatives. I have nothing and have been living a life of life and death, wandering around. I am a rather suspicious person and lack trust in society. After letting go, I will feel that someone wants to kill me with a borrowed knife, use the virus to destroy me, or instigate others to poison me, or master my genes to develop viruses specifically to deal with me. I don’t believe in society because of what I have seen and heard since I was a child. Almost all the people I encounter have evil intentions, so no wonder I don’t believe in society.
I went to work as a security guard in a jewelry store in a shopping mall some time ago. I didn't go and everything was fine. But when I went, I was suspected of being poisoned. The clerk himself was already poisoned, and he deliberately approached me to talk. Did he hope that I would also be poisoned? I went back to the store after dinner in the evening, and some of them looked at me with something wrong. They looked like they hated me. I didn’t know them. If they hated me for no reason, there was only one reason. Some people were fanning the flames and instigating them in private. This was the case in Fuzhou before. Some people wanted everyone to be my enemy. Most people are only interested in profit, have ulterior motives, and do not like literature and art, so they are easy to instigate and instigate. They are also neurotic and hysterical and regard me as their enemy. They are all evil obstacles in the world and do not distinguish between right and wrong. The next day, the store clerk gave me a mask. Without wearing it, I could still speak normally and powerfully. But after wearing their mask, my voice gradually became hoarse. I felt there was something wrong with the mask, so I took it off and put on my own. However, there was already a problem with my throat and my voice had changed. On the third day, the store used an antigen test and told me that I was positive, so I was told not to go back to work. The agency also gave me two days' salary. I did not return to the rental house immediately. Instead, I went to the clothing wholesale market to see if there were any clothes on sale.
I was bound to catch a cold after working in a jewelry store for two days. The heating in the store was turned on very loudly, but the heating in the shopping mall outside was not turned on. I felt cold and shivering when I went out to urinate. I didn't pay attention to keeping warm. I was asking for trouble or humiliation. Although I had nothing to do, I didn't hide at home. Instead, I went hiking to look for places of interest. My body felt hot while climbing, so I took off my clothes. The mountain wind was strong, so I didn't know if I caught a cold. Later, I found a part-time job for three days at a market on the rooftop balcony. There was sunshine for three days during the day, but I felt uncomfortable with the cold at night. I worked as an entrance security guard and couldn't move around. I could only stand at the entrance. My feet would freeze and my body would feel cold. This place is close to West Lake , and the wind would be as uncomfortable as a knife scraping my bones. I don’t know if I have frozen my body during the past three days. After the three days, I went hiking again. This time I went to pay homage to Blood Garden Tomb . When I felt hot while climbing, I took off my coat and went up in only my underwear. I don’t know if I caught a cold. Because I sweated, I boiled water to take a shower at night. The weather was cold at night. I live at the foot of the mountain, so I don’t know if I caught a cold. It must have been almost ten days now, but my voice has still changed and has not returned to the normal male voice. If I am sick, it means that my illness is not yet cured. My lungs are either infected or cold. I don’t know medical skills and I don’t know what to eat. If I go to the drugstore, I am afraid they will kill me like a traitor.
I found a temporary security guard in the past few days and put on a black suit. The temperature in the mall was normal, neither cold nor hot. I still felt cold after leaving the mall. I had to go out to eat. I don’t know if I caught a cold. If I caught a cold easily, I would have caught it several times.These are the people at the bottom. As long as they are alive and breathing, they have to find work everywhere. I don’t know whether I am yin or yang. I didn’t go to the hospital for a checkup because I was afraid it would be expensive. The problem is coughing. Now many people on the street are coughing. Maybe they have money to buy high-priced medicines. No one can tell who is yin and who is yang. It doesn’t matter. In the past, people would become so angry when they saw the red code that they would be so frightened that they would run far away. Now everyone lets it go and no longer feel scared. In this case, the release should be earlier, preferably in the summer. The release in winter seems to give the virus an opportunity. Even if there is no virus, winter is the peak period for colds and fevers. There may be people spreading things about me everywhere, and many people look at me with disgust and complaints when they see me. Some people gloat, and some gnash their teeth. Those who gloat think that I am poisoned, and you can see how unlucky I am. Those who gnash their teeth think that I support letting go, and it is me who has caused their interests to be harmed.
Who am I? I'm just a low-level person who doesn't regret dying. Can I influence the overall situation by leaving a few messages on Toutiao, and the department can listen to me? It's not my decision to let go. Whether I support the blockade or the let go, it can't change the reality. I have the ability and opportunity to guide the country, and will I still be displaced. Are the people who are gnashing their teeth at me crazy? They don’t dare to get angry at the decision-making department, but they dare to look dissatisfied and abusive towards me. Isn’t it because they see me as a low-level person with no background or background and no suitable person to vent to? They will keep silent about anyone with tattoos. The more ordinary a person is, the more terrifying and shameless the person at the grassroots level is. Ordinary people are very good at trampling on others, and they are also good at eating people if there is a famine. So what if I am infected by the virus? Will I cry for father and mother? Will I complain about letting go? I will still find it convenient to let go. I need freedom. I hate restraint. The so-called no freedom, or rather death. If the poisoning is a fact, and the instigation behind it is a fact, these people are nothing but demons. They want to see me in pain and helplessness. I want to tell these scourges in the world that my life is worthless and does not need to be ruined. No matter what the person or class, sooner or later he will die one day. (January 2023)
