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"Life is a play. We are all actors, and we are always playing around."
I believe the sweet sister of the past Huang Zongying will empathize with this sentence.
Although she did not act in every scene in her life, she gave her true feelings, but unfortunately, it was not as good as acting in the end.
She became one of the most popular actresses in Shanghai at the age of 18. At this fork in her life, she chose to marry a wife. After only 18 days of marriage, her husband passed away because of a heart attack in .
For a moment, she went from being a pretty wife who was happy to everyone to an unfortunate husband-beating woman.
Huang Zongying thought this was the most unfortunate moment in her life, but her ups and downs and downs actually had just begun...
01
After reading the letter, Huang Zongying planned to go to Shanghai to join Huang Zongjiang and find a job to support himself.
After Huang Zongying arrived in Shanghai, with the help of Huang Zongjiang, he quickly joined the troupe as a prop and effect registrant, which can be regarded as a formal job in Shanghai.
Huang Zongying and his brother Huang Zongjiang
This registrant's main job is to record the props used by actors in stage plays and sound effects props.
To put it nicely, he is a registrar, but to put it nicely, he is actually a mess.
But Huang Zongying attached great importance to his first job. He bought a notebook and a pen, and even bought an old-fashioned small desk lamp. He stayed up late to copy all the props used on the stage and the effects presented neatly.
Later, this note was accidentally seen by the leader of the troupe. He felt that a girl who could do an ordinary job so meticulously must be a responsible, serious and hard-working person.
Plus he saw that Huang Zongying looked good and had a very spiritual eye, so he wanted to cultivate her.
When Huang Zongying was young,
So Huang Zongying went to the stands for how the actresses in the stands recited lines and moved in after work.
After a period of study, Huang Zongying quickly got the opportunity to perform on stage for the first time.
At that time, an actress in the group took leave and went home. When the leader was considering the replacement staff, he suddenly thought of Huang Zongying.
This led to Huang Zongying's first appearance on stage.
Huang Zongying, who turned from a spare tire, was obviously particularly nervous. Before going on stage, he also passed all the lines in his mind, but as soon as he came on stage, Huang Zongying became confused, and one line after another made mistakes.
Therefore, after the performance, Huang Zongying once thought that he had messed up everything and would definitely have no hope of going on stage again in the future.
Who knew that at this time the leader walked over slowly from her and said:
"I will return it to you next time."
In this way, Huang Zongying went from being a choreographer to an actor in the troupe, and since then he has starred in many classic dramas.
After starring in the drama "Sweet Sister", Huang Zongying became the pillar of the troupe and became popular all over the Shanghai beach. Whenever her performances came, the audience was almost filled.
Such a great reputation has also attracted the attention of film and television directors. When the director of "Chasing" saw Huang Zongying's photos for the first time, he felt that she was very suitable to play the heroine of "Chasing".
So I made a special trip to watch Huang Zongying's performance.
"Chasing" Stills
After the performance, he sent an olive branch of cooperation to Huang Zongying. In this way, Huang Zongying began to switch from the stage to the screen, and his career ushered in a new turning point.
While his career is booming, Huang Zongying also ushered in a marriage that belongs to her.
That year she was only eighteen years old. When she first fell in love, she met her first love. The younger she was, the more intense the love was. Not long after, Huang Zongying put on her wedding dress and tied up the knot with her first love.
But what she didn't expect was that this happy event turned into a tragedy in the end.
On the 18th day after Huang Zongying and her husband got married, her husband died of a heart attack.
The red lantern in the new house had to be replaced with white cloth before it could be removed. It is a pity.
Huang Zongying was extremely sad at that time. When she was sending her husband on the last section of the road, Huang Zongying watched the people carry the coffin up the mountain, watching shovels of soil bury the coffin.
In the end, they seemed to have completed a task, and they still ate and drank happily after they returned.
At that moment, Huang Zongying was a little dazed, as if she had been removed from the whole thing, and felt like she was standing next to her like watching a big drama:
"Life is like a scene, why is it my turn to act in this scene?"
After her husband passed away, Huang Zongying cultivated for more than half a year before he recovered and devoted himself to filming again. By chance, he met actor Cheng Shuyao.
Perhaps it was because of the drama, or perhaps it was because Huang Zongying needed a relationship to comfort her heart that was full of holes, and the two got married soon.
However, the good times did not last long. This marriage always made Huang Zongying feel that something was missing, so the end of the marriage did not last long.
At the age of thirty, she experienced two failed marriages in succession, but Huang Zongying never realized what true love is, until she met the same miserable male protagonist Zhao Dan.
Zhao Dan
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Zhao Dan's fate was also very ups and downs. He was sent to prison for five years. After five years of his life, his wife had married another person, and a pair of children with his ex-wife also went to an orphanage.
After Zhao Dan was released from prison, he went to the orphanage to retrieve a pair of children and continue living and filming.
When talking with the director about the script of " Happiness Rhapsody ", I accidentally saw a photo of Huang Zongying. His eyes were as beautiful as if he could speak, and then he decided with the director that the heroine was Huang Zongying.
This is why the two met.
Perhaps both had unfortunate experiences, Huang Zongying and Zhao Dan were very sympathetic, and they soon became friends.
"Happy Rhapsody"
In the later stage of filming "Happy Rhapsody ", the two also had more emotional scenes, and the relationship between Zhao Dan and Huang Zongying gradually warmed up while they were getting along with each other every day.
Before the filming was completed, Zhao Dan boldly expressed his love to Huang Zongying.
Huang Zongying had already fallen in love with this man who took good care of himself at this time. Although Zhao Dan was ten years older than him, Huang Zongying was still with Zhao Dan despite the outside world's remarks.
Huang Zongying and Zhao Dan
In " Happiness Rhapsody ", they are a pair of miserable couples, but outside the play " Happiness Rhapsody " became a "happiness March".
Huang Zongying finally entered the marriage hall with Zhao Dan, and became Zhao Dan's wife and the stepmother of Zhao Dan's two children.
Huang Zongying has never given birth to a child, but since fate has arranged her to be a mother with her two children, she will take care of her as her own children.
At that time, Zhao Dan's eldest daughter Zhao Qing was learning piano, so Huang Zongying practiced and picked up and dropped off every day. Later, Zhao Qing didn't want to learn piano and dance, so Huang Zongying bought a piece of cloth and made a set of dancing clothes for himself and Zhao Qing.
Then Huang Zongying accompanied Zhao Qing to the dance studio to dance, without any resistance, and never absent.
Zhao Dan's eldest daughter Zhao Qing
For Huang Zongying, the life of studying like this is actually not hard, and the one who really gave her a headache was her step-son Zhao Mao.
Boys are in adolescence and are rebellious. They often fight with others and even break other people's glasses. In the end, others come to the door to quarrel and ask for justice. Huang Zongying can only continue to apologize to others as a mother.
It can be seen that Huang Zongying truly loves the two children as his own children.
The so-called sincerity for sincerity, the two children can feel Huang Zongying's sincerity, especially Zhao Qing, who is more intimate to Huang Zongying than to his own mother:
"Although my stepmother had never given birth to her at that time, she always loved us very much, so I have always thanked her."
However, although Huang Zongying has always treated her two children as her own children, she still hopes that there will be children belonging to her and Zhao Dan.
It’s a pity that she and Zhao Dan have never been pregnant after marriage.
Zhou Xuan and his son Zhou Min
Just then, Huang Zongying's friend Zhou Xuan fell ill and could not take care of his son Zhou Min, who was only one year old. Huang Zongying wanted to take Zhou Min home to take care of him.
Perhaps Huang Zongying's kindness touched God. A year after Zhou Min came, Huang Zongying became pregnant and gave birth to his daughter Zhao Ju.
Huang Zongying later became pregnant one after another, and gave birth to three children in a few years. plus stepson and stepdaughter, Huang Zongying suddenly became the mother of five children.
Although it is very hard to take care of her husband and five children, Huang Zongying feels very happy. She watches several children grow up and slowly leave home to pursue her new life.
Huang Zongying is always surrounded by Zhao Dan, and accompanying each other until old age is also a kind of ordinary happiness.
It’s a pity that birth, old age, sickness and death are the laws of the world. In 1980, Zhao Dan died of illness. The two of them have been with each other for 32 years, and Huang Zongying’s love once again left her.
Zhao Dan
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After Zhao Dan passed away, Huang Zongying grew older suddenly. She filmed many works in the first half of her life and collaborated with her beloved Zhao Dan.
She was tired, and she wanted to calm down and write something for the rest of her life.
Perhaps because of the rich life experience, Huang Zongying's writing is delicate, the writing is beautiful, natural and graceful, and the words always give people a sense of freshness and elegance. Since then, she has also written many works.
such as "The Love of the Goose", "Orange", "No Leaf", "Beautiful Eyes" and "Coffee House".
In addition to writing poetry, Huang Zongying also wrote her stories, but most of the stories about Zhao Dan and Zhao Dan and her:
"As long as I live, Zhao Dan will not be 'dead'."
Therefore, Huang Zongying gradually changed from an actor to a writer, which can be regarded as finding another pursuit of life in life. I thought Zhao Dan was her last husband, but who would have thought that she met the famous writer Feng Yidai because of writing.
Feng Yidai was 80 years old at that time, and Huang Zongying was 68 years old. Both of them were no longer young, but getting to know each other was fate, and they were both lonely, so they later got married and became partners.
Huang Zongying and Feng Yidai
It’s not for the so-called love, maybe it’s just for someone around you who can speak and understand.
However, perhaps Huang Zongying was destined to be lonely. On February 23, 2005, Feng Yidai died in Beijing at the age of 92.
Huang Zongying, who has experienced four marriages, has sent away three husbands in the past few decades. At this time, she has long been indifferent to life and death.
I have lived alone for five years, reading, writing and writing are ordinary.
Huang Zongying has too many identities in his life. He is a troupe, a drama actor, a film and television actor, and a writer.
Through her life, she seemed to see a girl living at the bottom, pursuing a better life regardless of everything, pursuing the most beautiful moment of release in a limited life.
Here I can’t help but think of a young actress Chunxia saying:
"I just want a beam of light in this world to be used for me, and I just want a stage to be used for me."
However, no matter how hard it is, it cannot be perfect. Huang Zongying met four men in this life. However, when she came, she came alone, and when she left, she left alone, and when she came empty-handed, she had no worries before leaving.
Buddha talked about the four sufferings of life: "Greed, anger, ignorance, seeking, resentment, hatred, separation, love and separation." This is vividly reflected in Huang Zongying's dramatic life.
She endured the pain of parting with her true love three times, each time it made her heart-wrenching, but after every sorrow she tried to ignite new hope, continue to live and pursue love.
Maybe she used to rely on the men around her, but this dependence is not enough to make her give up her life.
It’s not that she doesn’t value or loves her deeply enough, but that she won’t live or die because of a man. She is always the shining and independent “sweet sister” on the stage.
So even though her face is no longer as beautiful as she was when she was young, even if her hair is gray, she still looks so calm and so peaceful.
No one can think of her having experienced such ups and downs, but life is like this. There is always a truth to meet someone.
Some of these four men gave her company, some gave her comfort, but Zhao Dan gave her love.
"The most difficult thing in my life is Zhao Dan's wife, and the one who acted the most successful is Zhao Dan's wife."
Although Zhao Dan has left her for many years, it is worth it whenever he thinks of the years he has been with her. No one wants to be abandoned. Life and death are the biggest pain in life. Perhaps she is right:
"Life is a play, everyone is the most acting actor, and the scene starring Huang Zongying is finally over."
At least once in the world, she does not regret it, or has regrets.
But life will not be perfect, and only regrets will be true. Just like Venus with broken arms, the incompleteness makes people imagine and even more impressive.
As for Huang Zongying, loss and regret seem to be the norm in her life, but even so, she still lived seriously to the last second of her life. Life was tempered and she was still indomitable.
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