That year, I left my hometown and arrived in Guangdong. After nearly half a month of displaced, I finally found a job in a toy factory in Liaobu Town, Dongguan. Actually, he's just a handyman. Do some tricks to the team in the sewing team in the toy workshop. My task is to use a

That year, I left my hometown and arrived in Guangdong.

After nearly half a month of displaced, I finally found a job in a toy factory in Liaobu Town, Dongguan.

is actually a handyman. Do some tricks to the team in the sewing team in the toy workshop.

My task is to use a bamboo piece to flip the small sewn ears on the plush toy, that is, turn the ears.

I am responsible for two or three groups alone, but I am actually really tired. In this factory, I also saw how capitalists cruelly exploit workers. Here is the grading timing. There are also production tasks every day, and you can get off work only after completing the tasks. The sewing worker is busy every day and finally completed the task on time, but the next day he has to add tasks to you. If he can't finish it, you have to delay the shift. He originally got off work at 10:30 in the evening, and some have to do it until twelve o'clock or even longer before getting off work. The salary is still a little bit, not only that, during the meeting the next morning, the management of the team leaders and other management had to scold these workers.

This job, with a meager salary, it also puts a lot of pressure on everyone.

There are also female workers, and there are still relatively few male workers.

And most of these girls are about the same age as me, about twenty years old.

After I became proficient, I was able to deal with it slowly. At this time, I became familiar with the girls in the group.

, especially the four groups of girls who specialize in car ears.

Her name is Hu Huilan. from Hunan. One year younger than me, eighteen years old.

She looks 1.6 meters tall, neither tall nor short. Her skin is snow-white, and her round face and delicate and plump figure are still a bit sexy and attractive.

The weather in Guangdong was hot, and it was July again. She was wearing a thin work clothes and short-sleeved shirt that had been washed. My chest was always bulging, and I was really worried that her clothes would be stretched.

She always works hard because the task is very heavy. I stood in front of her and flipped my ears. His eyes always saw the underwear and snow-whiteness looming inside through her chest, intentionally or unintentionally. So I know very well what underwear she wears every day.

Looking at this snow-white and beautiful thing, my ignorant youthful consciousness always feels a little distracted. The impulse of youth is like a wild horse that cannot be suppressed, as if it always wants to escape.

I know this is not good, but I still can't help but aim there all the time.

She seemed to have noticed it too. Sometimes she would look up in my eyes, as if she wanted to see through my thoughts. In order to hide my guilt, I chatted with her everywhere. She was working hard while saying a word to me.

gradually became more and more familiar with us.

She doesn't seem to mind me looking at her. Although she sometimes blushed and shy, I still don't say anything about me. Was this intentional hint to me? I said to myself. Is she interested in me? Because only women are willing to show their bodies for the men they like. I actually don’t know these things either. They were read in books or those older male workers said.

One day at the end of the month, I finally paid the salary and went on vacation. I saw her outside the factory gate. She seemed to be alone where she was going.

I greeted her, "Beauty, where are you going?"

She smiled and looked more beautiful and charming, "Xiao Dong, where are you going? Aren't you going to date a beautiful girl?"

I smiled, "Dating? Who are you going with? Who will you like me? I have nothing."

She was still smiling, I saw that she had dressed up carefully, a black short skirt revealing her snow-white thighs, plump and seductive, making me feel hot. The white sweater seemed to be unable to hide the secrets on her chest. It was about to come out, making my heart beat faster.

She suddenly gave me a blank look, "Pervert, what are you looking at? Have you not seen enough at work all day and night?"

I smiled awkwardly, it seems she knows everything! What should I do?

Seeing that I was embarrassed, he smiled again, "Okay, don't pretend to be that way. I think you don't watch it very well every day? I'll give you a chance today to accompany me to play outside. How about it?"

When I heard this, I was overjoyed and looked at her, "Really? Don't you blame me?"

She smiled shyly, "If you like to watch, just watch it, but I will tell you, since you have seen everything, you have to be responsible for me!"

I was stunned, "Responsible? How to be responsible?"

She gave me a blank look again, "Are you stupid? Have you never pursued a girl? How do you say you are responsible? Be my boyfriend, marry me!"

I felt ecstatic in my heart, there are such good things.

so I looked at her blankly, "Are you saying this true? I really haven't talked to a girlfriend."

She blushed, but she still said, "Of course it's true! Don't you want to?"

I smiled quickly, "Okay, I'm willing, I'm willing."

She leaned closer to my ear and said softly, "Don't look at me secretly in the future. If you want to see it, just look openly. This is a man! You understand, fool!"

After saying that, she smiled at me again, "Let's go! Take me to play! There are many bad people outside, and there is no boy with us, so we girls really don't dare to run around."

So I followed Hu Huilan happily to the outside of the industrial area.

After walking for a while, she took the initiative to hold my hand. I looked at her, smiled, held her hand tightly, and we walked towards the road outside.

At the bus stop, we stopped a bus and headed to Dongguan city together.

There are many people in the car, Hu Huilan snuggled in my arms, I protected her with my body, feeling her plumpness and tenderness, and I couldn't help but smile happily.

She looked up at me, "I'm stupid, what are you laughing at?"

I said, "I just want to laugh! Just be happy!"

She hit my chest with her little fist, "Just be happy! I picked up a girlfriend for nothing, I think you should be happy. But remember, you have to treat me well, otherwise I won't let you go."

I hugged her tightly and nodded.

She snuggled gently in my arms.

At that moment, I felt that I was the happiest boy in the world. But this happiness came too suddenly. Somewhat unexpected.

That day, I took her to play in Dongguan until dark, and came back with unfulfilled feelings. After

, we went to work endlessly again.

is just that our relationship has been confirmed, so I no longer have to look at her secretly, but help her do something so that she can do it faster so that she can get off work early. We only have time to go out to play. In the woods by the river outside, I can not only look at her at will, but also touch and kiss her, doing whatever a man wants to do.

Sometimes, we were having sex outside late, so the security guard locked the door and shouted for a long time before opening it for us.

The middle-aged security guard looked at Hu Huilan in a daze and smiled, "Little sister, don't play outside too late, be careful of those bad guys."

Hu Huilan gave him a blank look, "Do you care?" After

, she pulled me back to the dormitory.

I think that was the happiest day in my life. Although the life of working is hard, our young hearts snuggle with each other and feel the most beautiful in the world.

Her first time, I spent some money and we went to the hotel to open a room.

That night, she handed herself to me.

Afterwards, she snuggled in my arms, with tears in her eyes, "Xiao Dong, if you dare to be sorry to me, I will show you my death!"

I looked at her resolute expression and couldn't help feeling distressed in my heart. It seemed that there was a bad premonition. Can our love story have a perfect ending?

I can't answer myself.We wander in a foreign land, and maybe many things are not something we can control. After

, we are inseparable and enjoy the sweetness of love. Sometimes, she even went to my dormitory, and those workers in the same dormitory also consciously avoided it.

Just a few months later, she told me worriedly that she was pregnant.

I was a little worried.

But in the end she still went to a small clinic run by a fellow villager who was running a drug abortion.

I took care of her carefully during that period. I felt sorry for her. It was because I accidentally made her suffer.

But she comforted me and said it's okay, women can't have children, so what's the use?

I felt a little grateful in my heart. She was really nice to me. But can I really give her a future?

The New Year is coming soon, and I had a big fight with the supervisor about work that day. The supervisor fired me.

She also wanted to leave the factory with me, but I persuaded her to stop because it was not easy to find a job at that time.

Finally, we separated. I went to a cousin in Shenzhen.

I went to a clothing factory and I want to learn some skills. Because you can't find a job at will without technology.

That day, she sent me away. Before leaving, she hugged me and cried, "Xiao Dong, I don't want you to leave, okay?"

I held up her face and kissed her red lips.

But in the end, we separated.

I thought we would meet again soon. I thought about gaining a foothold, so I took her to Shenzhen.

But I was wrong. I didn’t have a cell phone at that time, so it was inconvenient to contact.

When I went to find her during the Spring Festival holiday, she had already gone home.

From then on, we have no news about each other. Later, I received a letter from her. She said she had already been engaged by her family and might be getting married soon.

I originally wanted to go to her house to find her, but I thought that I had nothing, and I couldn’t give her a better life, and I couldn’t let her suffer with me. It is better to forget each other than to support each other. As long as she lives well, I feel at ease.

It was only many years later that when I finally lived a good life through my own efforts and persistence, I learned that she was not doing well.

I felt guilty about her, but I didn’t want to disturb her life anymore. She already had her own family and I got married. What else can I do for her?

But when I think of my past with her, I still can't let it go. Perhaps, I should have been braver at the beginning and took her to Shenzhen to explore together.

However, life cannot be repeated, time cannot be reversed, this regret can only be left in my heart for a long time!

Alan, I'm sorry, I didn't cherish you. I hope you can live a happy and peaceful life. I hope you can forgive my youthful ignorance back then!