Ten years of life and death are endless, and you will never forget it without thinking.
Princess Diana has passed away for 25 years. During this long period, some people may have forgotten her, or maybe some people will always think of her on special days.
However, for Prince William , it is a day after day long: After my mother passed away, she has not been spent in her longing.
This kind of relationship is real and realistic. The mother Diana has a profound impact on William . The heavy blow of losing her mother at the age of 15 is a feeling that he will never forget in his life.
On August 31, 1997, Diana died in a car accident in Paris.
The news came, and the members of the royal family were intricate. Some people are worried about being pushed to the forefront, some are indifferent, and some are determined not to interfere.
But only William knew that he was his mother, one of the closest people to him and his younger brother in this world.
Her departure means that she has no more people to be honest with her heart.
However, Diana has trained William according to the standards of the future king since she was a child, and she must not be happy in any way.
For this reason, William has no way to express his feelings like an ordinary child. cannot cry , which is the standard for royal members at funerals.
didn't know that many years later, William's father Charles couldn't help it when he lost his father and cried until his nose turned red.
After his mother passed away, he cried many times.
The most important thing to hide in life is probably poverty and cough . But can feelings really be hidden?
If Charles cannot, why should William endure the pain of losing his mother at the age of 15?
Looking closely at the photos of that year, I suddenly realized that William was pitiful. After he walked with his younger brother, father and grandfather in his mother's coffin, kept his head down and almost never lifted it up.
Although Harry is 2 years younger than William, he is sad and angry. He looks at the people attending the funeral with an expression that is not tolerant at all, and every step in the funeral.
William was standing beside Harry, his tall figure, low head, and yellow hair covered his eyes.
This future heir to the throne not only maintained the traditional rules of the royal family, but also silently cried in his heart until he collapsed.
Today’s Charles can ask himself, why should he not let his two underage children cry?
That is the funeral of their mother who was with them day and night, and they shouldn't say goodbye by crying?
No one thought of this, it didn't hurt themselves. They just imposed traditions and rules on their two children, regardless of how they felt inside.
The little child had to lower his high head under the pressure.
If Harry can still raise his head and glar in this depression, William, who has a great future in his heart, has to choose to endure it.
This is the difference in identity and the difference in expressing feelings.
But today, looking through the photos of William's head hanging deep behind his mother's coffin again, it still makes people feel distressed. That is the stubbornness of a child and the strength of a future monarch.
At that time, the moment went far away, William sorted out his feelings and was more adaptable to the royal life, so he could truly express his feelings for his mother in tears.
"My mind is blank, and I feel like I have walked a long, long way. I lowered my head and tried hard to cover my face with my hair, not wanting anyone to see my expression."
Maybe most people will understand that among all the emotions in life, the saddest thing is regret.
When you cannot bet on your own abilities in a relationship and cannot make it perfect, the pain in your heart becomes stronger and stronger.
It was painful for William to lose his mother, but what really made him suffer was that he felt useless. Why couldn’t he grow up quickly and give his poor mother more protection.
"We have not been able to protect her. In the next 20 years, we will still maintain her reputation and let everyone not forget her character and what kind of person she is, because this is what we owe her. We must fulfill our son's responsibilities and do our best to protect her."
I'm afraid, this is where William feels so heartbroken. When his mother divorced, , a little man once advised his mother to let go and told her that one day he would give her everything his mother wanted.
But this promise was meaningless soon. Diana did not wait until the day her son grew up, and she did not see her son become the king of England.
The deceased has passed away, and the living is the most pitiful. The beauty that has been with the deceased has been learned and obtained from the deceased are reminded all the time: There was such a past event in your life.
In fact, people can see William's growth.
Since his birth, Diana has taken him with him in person, even if he visits abroad, he will bring him, who is not yet one year old.
How profound is this unrenowned maternal love, and how can William forget it? He witnessed his mother's unhappiness since he was a child, lived a "father-lost" life, and spent a lot of time with his younger brother.
During those days, he learned every bit of his mother's life and work. He would help his mother carry things at a young age, and he became the first prince among the royal family to enter school.
"He (William) is almost too ordinary. His life is no different from that of ordinary people. When I read his interview , I felt that it was all daily trivial matters and it was quite boring."
This is what William's former classmate said. William lived such a life in school. Without the airs of a prince, he would never be arrogant. Because that is the way my mother taught him to be a person: is close to the people, and is synchronized with the civilians.
Because William's future identity is different, Diana indulged Harry more and restrained William.
She will ask William to be self-disciplined. After six o'clock every night, you must sit down and write a thank you letter , family members and friends, reply one by one.
In that era, writing letters was very normal, and William was trained by his mother at that time. Self-discipline has made him the steady prince today, and has also made him a qualified husband and father.
Diana once talked frankly with the teenage William about her marriage and her views on love. She told her son: If you find the love you love in this life, you must hold it tightly and take care of that love carefully.
It is obvious that today's Kate benefited from it. Although she failed to see her mother-in-law's style, she got a loyal and dedicated husband under her mother-in-law's teachings.
Although Diana has passed away for 25 years, in William's heart, his mother has always been with him.
He always educates his children to let them know about his grandmother’s past. When Charlotte was born and baptized, William even chose the church where his mother was born and received baptism.
He clearly stated that he had : I hope that my mother can participate in her life with Kate and participate in her walking among her children.
Some things cannot be kept on your mouth every day, but they appear more sincere when they are made. William's longing for his mother was in his every move.
