Do you still remember Xu Meijing ?
Are you still listening to her songs?
, who was once as famous as Faye Wong and was known as the "Queen Queen Killer", has long been buried in the clouds of life.
Just like the song "Repent" sing:
"Instead of making you haggard in my love,
would rather you be hurt and cry,
Could it be that you have tried all the pain and sorrow,
will understand that true love is precious."
She is also known as the "song of healing", just like a bright meteor, dazzlingly passing through our sky, but fleeting.
Every time I think of Xu Meijing, regret will come to my heart.
If Faye Wong is cold, she is cold, and this has become the background color of her life.
sensitive and fragile, but still has to go to the flames regardless of everything.
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Xu Meijing's original name is Xu Meifeng.
was born in 1974 in an ordinary family in Singapore.
My father works in a car repair shop and my mother is an employee of a hardware company.
Although she was slightly cold from a background, her unique cold temperament still made her different from others since she was a child.
In 1992, Xu Meijing, who graduated from high school, signed up to participate in the Singapore Miss Chinese Beauty Pageant.
18-year-old young girl won the titles of Miss Friendship and Miss Shooting in one fell swoop.
This is the most important opportunity in her life.
It can be said that half of your foot has entered the entertainment industry.
was only performed in some commercial performances at the beginning, and did not say that the sky was rising.
until I met the person who affected her life - Chen Jiaming .
Chen Jiaming was already a famous musician in Singapore at that time and was known as "Singapore Lee Zongsheng ".
He is 10 years older than Xu Meijing, and the encounter between the two is full of coincidences and dramas.
Xu Meijing was playing at the time, and Chen Jiaming accidentally walked into the wrong dressing room in the background.
Then I accidentally heard Xu Meijing humming.
This made Chen Jiaming, who was extremely sensitive to the sound, unable to help but stop.
Then walked to Xu Meijing and handed her a business card.
" Your voice is beautiful, we will see you again."
also left a praiseworthy sentence: "Singapore can never find a voice as beautiful as you again. "
The second year, the highly inspired Xu Meijing participated in "Looking for Superstars" again and signed with Jiahe Records after winning the award.
has officially started his career as a singer.
That year, she was 19 years old.
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1994, Xu Meijing released her first album "Knowing".
This album immediately made Xu Meijing shine in the music industry.
sales exceeded one million mark, and Xu Meijing became a hit.
broke into the gorgeous and colorful and competitive Chinese music scene in one fell swoop.
"Ming Knows" album title is taken from Chen Jiaming's Ming.
Chen Jiaming also wrote this sentence at the beginning of the copywriting on the inner page of the album:
"Innate neuroticism teaches people to love and pity. Her voice is like a pair of hands, gently grabs your heart, making people want to cry."
album was a great success, and the company held a celebration banquet at the end of the year.
Chen Jiaming and his wife Peng Xiumei attended.
Peng Xiumei is the editor-in-chief of the well-known Singaporean magazine "Girlfriend".
She saw Xu Meijing so cold and quiet, and said:
"You are so quiet and quiet, why not just call Xu Meijing, which is more in line with your personality."
After this, she changed her name "Meifeng" to Xu Meijing.
How successful was the first album?
After listening to it, Leehom crossed the ocean and personally dug her to join Rolling Stone Records to create an album for her.
But Xu Meijing politely refused.
The reason is that she only wants to cooperate with Chen Jiaming and decided to follow Chen Jiaming.
Xu Meijing has not taken the idol route since her debut, but is a temperamental singer.
In 1995, Chen Jiaming signed a contract with Taiwan Shanghua Records Company, and Xu Meijing joined the company immediately afterwards.
Chen Jiaming becomes Xu Meijing's producer.
In 1996, when the first album became popular, Xu Meijing and Chen Jiaming collaborated to release two platinum records.
The two albums "Repent" and "All Returning to the Night" made Xu Meijing quickly join the ranks of first-line singers.
"Repent", "Moonlight in City ", " Iron Window ", " Sunshine Always After the Storm " and so on have become popular classics.
Even Faye Wong once covered "Moonlight in the City" at a concert.
And the song "Sunshine is Always After the Storm" has become an enduring inspirational song.
Even the Chinese women's volleyball team uses this song to inspire people.
Until now, these songs from Xu Meijing are still the regular golden songs of KTV.
1997, Xu Meijing entered the Hong Kong music scene.
Change "Knowing" to the Cantonese version of "Knowingly Breaking", and Lin Xi personally rewrites the lyrics.
"Own a partner when you are lonely / suffer in sweetness"
not only became popular in Hong Kong, but also dominated the Southeast Asian music scene.
and won the top ten golden songs and best adapted golden songs of that year.
even was covered by popular singers such as Guan Shuyi, Liu Meijun , Sun Yaowei .
Xu Meijing is as famous as Faye Wong and was directly named "The Queen of Heaven Killer".
Xu Changde even commented: "This is another Faye Wong."
At that time, Xu Meijing's record sales surpassed Faye Wong, Lam Yilian, Sammi Cheng, and other queens, and was in the limelight.
I thought Xu Meijing could be popular all the time, but in the future she was crazy about love, which made people sigh.
Just like in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes":
The legendary infatuated tears will be condor Heroes
Neon lights are extinguished, and the world is getting colder
Fireworks will be shrunk, and the song will stop
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There is no doubt that Chen Jiaming is the man behind Xu Meijing.
Xu Meijing almost every album is written by Chen Jiaming, and it seems to be singing to him quietly.
You forget all the promises of staying together
Everyone loves you so much that you don’t have any confidence
Don’t think about where is a sweet dream
or a free loneliness on the road of loneliness
The relationship between teachers and friends has gradually made Xu Meijing fall into the swamp of love and cannot extricate herself.
Chen Jiaming is a family, and this vague love affair is destined to make her entangled and painful.
You can hear all the desires and helplessness, waiting and disappointment of Xu Meijing in her songs.
and Chen Jiaming had been entangled and struggled for six or seven years, but the relationship between the three people still failed to see the sunny day.
Chen Jiaming, who promised to divorce, failed to make Xu Meijing wait for the expected result in the end.
At this time, Chen Jiaming turned around and fell in love with Xu Meijing's assistant Huang Fengyi.
also led to the overwhelming Huang Fengyi ending with a tragedy of suicide. Xu Meijing, who collapsed in
, finally couldn't stand it.
Xu Meijing, who was unintentionally singing, retired from the music industry in 2000 to try to let go of the sadness in her heart.
2002, traveled to Taiwan.
At this time, another important person in Xu Meijing's life appeared - singer Yuan Yaofa .
The two met while filming "Goodbye Fireflies" in Taiwan. He is 8 years younger than Xu Meijing.
I thought Xu Meijing could forget the past pain through her new relationship.
Unexpectedly, the more painful it hurts.
At first, Xu Meijing fell in love with this sunny boy, and her daily life began to gradually become more energetic.
Yuan Yaofa often makes Xu Meijing happy. In order to relax, the two often travel to Europe and the United States together.
But the good times didn't last long. Yuan Yaofa was refrigerated by the company and his career encountered an unprecedented crisis.
Yuan Yaofa instantly changed from a caring partner who knew him and was passionate to an irritable "stranger".
Yuan Yaofa, whose personality has changed drastically, often loses his temper with Xu Meijing and becomes the target of his venting.
This made Xu Meijing, who was already full of depression, fall on the brink of collapse and helplessness again.
But even so, she was unwilling to let go easily, and she never thought about ending this relationship.
even tried to save this ship of love that was about to sink with pregnancy.
Later, Xu Meijing, who had been tolerant of her, became pregnant.
However, Yuan Yaofa has long been unwilling to break up with her.
also told her coldly to abort the child.
This made Xu Meijing completely disheartened, and the two changed from love to resentment.
At this moment, Chen Jiaming, who was far away in Singapore, called Xu Meijing and told her that she had divorced.
Let her return to Singapore and start her life and work again.
Xu Meijing, who was already heartbroken by Yuan Yaofa, and still loved Chen Jiaming, rushed back to Singapore without thinking.
and pregnant go alone.
However, when I arrived in Singapore, I found that Chen Jiaming had not divorced at all.
"Sorry, I can't find any reason to divorce my wife."
can be said to be "Success is Chen Jiaming, failure is Chen Jiaming."
After Yuan Yaofa knew that Xu Meijing met Chen Jiaming, he ran to the mainland alone in anger and vowed to never meet Xu Meijing again.
At this point, Xu Meijing, who was crazy about love, lost two loves in a row, and was covered in bruises.
The queen who sang the song of healing failed to heal herself in the end.
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In 2005, a record company wanted to find her to cooperate with and release an album.
, Xu Meijing still admitted: "Only when I get the right result with Chen Jiaming, I will consider making a comeback!"
In 2006, Xu Meijing was diagnosed with mild schizophrenia.
Let Xu Meijing, who has been silent and mysterious for many years, once again enter the public's vision.
At that time, she broke into a room at the Ritz-Carlton Hotel out of control.
and then shouted "call me god" at a stranger.
also made this stranger kneel down and kowtow.
Then, Xu Meijing was arrested by the police for suspected mental abnormality.
Later, after a hospital check, she did suffer from schizophrenia and depression.
During the interview, the reporter also admitted that he was mentally ill. After the hotel storm
, the media began to report that Xu Meijing was "crazy".
Moreover, any news about Xu Meijing from now on will be reported about her "crazy".
Later, she began to actively receive treatment and gradually emerged from the haze of heart disease.
"During electrotherapy, an electric current stimulated me, and since then, some of my memories have been lost."
She tried hard to forget the painful memory that could not be looked back on from beginning to end. Such determination also made her realize the beauty of rebirth.
"It's incredible to be able to come out of the world of schizophrenia. I won't avoid this. This is my experience.
I'm very lucky that I still have the opportunity to do what I like. When I encounter the right opportunity, I will still sing to everyone."
In recent years, she has occasionally appeared on variety shows and often acted as a guest singer at concerts.
is also showing up more and more frequently, and no longer avoiding the future for past experiences.
Unfortunately, the queen of the music industry, who was once glorious, no longer shines as she used to be.
In August 2019, a netizen photographed Xu Meijing "singing" on the streets of Singapore.
Wearing the red costume that we once wore at the concert, singing the classic song "The Sunshine Always After the Storm".
For a moment, Xu Meijing, who has disappeared for a long time, attracted everyone's attention.
Countless netizens were surprised by this and sighed and sighed.
But at this time, although she lost her domineering edge, she had a firm and optimistic attitude towards life. The song she sang in
can tell her feelings.
And the song "Sunshine Always After the Storm" not only inspires the world, but also inspires herself.
May she "the sun always shines after the storm, please believe there is a rainbow."
Sweet and bitterness on the road of life
Wishes and joys and sorrows with you
Impossible to share all the
Impossible to fall and wait
Be brave to look up
Sunshine is always after the wind and rain
There is a clear sky on the dark clouds
Treasure all the touching
Every part hope is in your hands
Sunshine is always after the wind and rain
Please believe there is a rainbow
