Xu Zhimo is a recognized talented man. He is the representative poet of Crescent Poetry School and has written a lot of works throughout his life. However, in real life, Xu Zhimo is merciless and irresponsible for marriage and love. . In modern popular terms, Xu Zhimo is a complete "scumbag".
How "scum" is Xu Zhimo? After his wife became pregnant, he forced his wife to abort the child, ignored his wife who was abroad, and instead pursued his friend's wife. This behavior of is incompatible with his talented man's image.
Xu Zhimo and Zhang Youyi
Xu Zhimo and Zhang Youyi were an arranged marriage. In the old society, the parents' orders and the matchmaker's words determine the lifelong event of the child.
As a romantic talent, Xu Zhimo had always opposed this marriage at first, but due to the pressure from his parents, he finally entered the marriage hall with Zhang Youyi.
At the beginning, the two of them respect each other as guests, and did not act like husband and wife. But shortly after marriage, they felt that they met too late. love each other for a long time.
Zhang Youyi thought the other party was the one she had entrusted for life, and she completely believed in Xu Zhimo's character, but she thought it was too simple. Even if she got pregnant for Xu Zhimo, she did not really capture Xu Zhimo's heart. Instead, Xu Zhimo cruelly asked her to abort the fetus.
1922, Xu Zhimo was studying in the UK, and Zhang Youyi was also studying here, but soon Zhang Youyi discovered that her menstrual period did not come on time and she was pregnant.
Zhang Youyi told Xu Zhimo about this with a nervous mood. she thought it was the crystallization of his love with Xu Zhimo, and she wanted to leave a descendant for the Xu family.
But Xu Zhimo told her coldly: "Go and abort the fetus!" Zhang Youyi was confused. After all, in that era, medical technology was not developed, and even in the UK, people often died of abortion.
Zhang Youyi disagreed and confessed to Xu Zhimo: "I heard that someone died of abortion." She thought this would break Xu Zhimo's thoughts. If she died of abortion, she would have a corpse and two lives. I'm afraid Xu Zhimo wouldn't let such a tragedy happen.
However, Xu Zhimo's words poured a basin of cold water on her, which made her completely disappointed, which made her realize what status she had in Xu Zhimo's heart.
Xu Zhimo gave Zhang Youyi an example. Someone died of taking the train, and he didn't see anyone else taking the train.
There is no doubt that Xu Zhimo is a sophistry. How can he compare to abortion when taking a train? In addition, he continued to fool Zhang Youyi. is abortion in the West, and it is completely different from that of Chinese people.
Even if Zhang Youyi has not read many books, she can understand what her husband is trying to do. In order to force her to abort the child, Xu Zhimo's approach was too much.
In fact, Zhang Youyi had long felt that Xu Zhimo had changed her mind towards her. This is a unique intuition for women, and she could fully realize Xu Zhimo's thoughts. In fact, Zhang Youyi guessed correctly in . Xu Zhimo, who studied in the UK, has become fascinated by talented women, Lin Huiyin.
This is why he has a bad attitude towards his first wife, and he didn't even want to say something more to his wife later.
What Zhang Youyi did not expect was that the heartless Xu Zhimo chose to leave and leave Zhang Youyi and her fetus to fend for themselves in the cold rental house.
Zhang Youyi, who was in grief and angry, had no choice but to face Xu Zhimo's departure. She had thought of dying and wanted to abort the fetus, and would not let him become her burden. But after calming down, she decided to give birth to the fetus and let Xu Zhimo fulfill her responsibilities as a father.
As the date of birth of the fetus approaches, Zhang Youyi's pregnancy reaction is becoming more and more obvious. In a foreign country, she has no income or reliance. She thought of her second brother Zhang Junli, who was studying in France at this time.
Zhang Youyi asked her second brother what to do. Zhang Junli said that this child can be raised by himself, so that Zhang Youyi must not abort the child. Zhang Youyi felt a warmth in her heart. At critical moments, her relatives are still reliable.
Just like that, Zhang Youyi left her rental house in the UK and went to France.
is a English Channel . In the era when the transportation industry was not very developed, the bumps in the sea were very serious. Zhang Youyi, who was pregnant, suffered enough. endured the reaction and pain of pregnancy, and finally got through this journey.
Zhang Junli studied in Paris, France. After getting off the boat, Zhang Youyi went to Paris for a few more times before she arrived. Her second brother hurriedly took her into the house and brought her tea and water. When she was in her second brother's rental house, Zhang Youyi felt a little warmth.
However, Zhang Youyi soon discovered that the second brother who was studying philosophy was unable to take care of the children. First, he was a man and could not provide children with necessary daily necessities such as breast milk. Second, he also had to study in class, so where did he have more time to take care of the children?
Zhang Junli's promise seems so ridiculous. What's tragic is that Zhang Youyi "sents medical treatment in a hurry" and believes in this promise.
Zhang Youyi thought of Xu Zhimo's parents at this time. Xu Zhimo's family background is rich, so why can't he ask them for help? Although Xu Zhimo has unilaterally cut off his relationship with her, she is pregnant with the descendants of the Xu family.
So Zhang Youyi told Xu Zhimo’s parents about her difficult situation by writing a letter.
Xu's parents saw that the daughter-in-law was so difficult alone in a foreign country, so they hurriedly sent her a check of 200 US dollars, and promised that they would send money to Zhang Youyi on time every month in the future.
At this time, Zhang Youyi had a little source of income, and was not as passive as before. Zhang Junli suggested that he had a friend's house with a larger house, which was more convenient for Zhang Youyi to take care of him, so Zhang Junli sent Zhang Youyi to his friend's house.
Although Zhang Youyi has been abandoned by Xu Zhimo, she is still unwilling to tell others the truth because of her face. She just said that the child’s father, Xu Zhimo, was traveling abroad to study, and after the trip, she would come here to pick her up.
Although he has a temporary place to settle down and has a certain source of income, Zhang Youyi's life is still difficult. It is always inconvenient to be at other people's homes, and Zhang Junli's friends usually go out to class during the day. She is a pregnant woman at home and depends on herself for everything. Sometimes, has many conflicts with her friends because of different daily habits.
This is not the life Zhang Youyi wants. During the days when she was abandoned by Xu Zhimo, she thought a lot and wanted to return to China and home as soon as possible.
But Zhang Youyi is a person who loves face and is abandoned by her husband. She is afraid of being verbalized, and even more afraid that Xu Zhimo will instigate her parents and completely cut off contact with her, resulting in no one raising her and her children.
Zhang Youyi gave birth to Xu Zhimo's child
Zhang Youyi also has a younger brother in Germany named Zhang Jingqiu. My younger brother knew that his sister was preparing for pregnancy in France, so he rushed here to see her. Seeing that his sister was struggling with pregnancy and took everything alone, Zhang Jingqiu was furious and wanted to settle the score with Xu Zhimo.
But where is Xu Zhimo? They have no news. Zhang Jingqiu felt sorry for her sister, so she said that the medical conditions in Germany are more advanced than those in France and are more convenient for the baby to be born. Moreover, living in Germany can help her.
Zhang Youyi thought about it over and over again, but when she thought of the child she was about to give birth, she still compromised. She left France and followed her younger brother to Berlin, Germany, hoping to have good luck here.
At this time, Zhang Youyi was nine months pregnant. Although the distance from France to Germany is not far, the distance is still bumpy. For the sake of the child, a pregnant woman traveled far away with a big belly, which became the focus of many people's attention. However, in the environment at that time, no one was willing to lend a helping hand to Zhang Youyi.
Finally arrived in Berlin, Germany, and Zhang Youyi was admitted to the hospital. With the help of the doctors, Zhang Youyi successfully gave birth to a baby boy and named him Peter.
The medical conditions at that time were far inferior to those of the present, but fortunately, Zhang Youyi had a good foundation and the medical staff were very responsible. Zhang Youyi's production process did not have many twists and turns.
It should have been a happy thing to have a child successfully, but when the nurse reported the child to Zhang Youyi, Zhang Youyi's heart skipped a beat. , with a big nose and obvious facial contour, this child looks too much like Xu Zhimo.
Zhang Youyi, who had not seen Xu Zhimo for a long time, suddenly thought of her husband through the little baby's face. This man who caused him to suffer too much and suffered too much made Zhang Youyi's mood collapse again.
In the next days, Zhang Youyi's mood is sometimes good and sometimes bad, which leads to her very small milk production. Every time she sees her son's face that looks very similar to Xu Zhimo, Zhang Youyi feels an unknown anger in her heart. In this case, it is difficult for her to feed the child with peace of mind. Zhang Youyi made a bold decision and left the hospital privately to leave the baby there.
News of Zhang Youyi giving birth to a child spread wildly, and Xu Zhimo's parents, who have been caring about her in China, received the news. Xu Zhimo was also told by his parents that Zhang Youyi did not abort the child in , but instead gave birth to the child in a German hospital.
Xu Zhimo, who received the news, immediately brought several friends to Germany. The reason why he was so anxious was probably shocking. He went to find Zhang Youyi to divorce. The reason why I brought a few people was to be witnesses.
After the two met, they did not quarrel or accuse each other. Seeing that Xu Zhimo was so heartless, he would sign a divorce agreement with him immediately after giving birth. Zhang Youyi felt as if she was so sad and immediately agreed to the other party's request.
Xu Zhimo also acted mercilessly. After getting the result he wanted, he turned around and left Zhang Youyi and went to the hospital to visit his son.
Later Zhang Youyi found out that It turned out that Xu Zhimo came here to find her excuse , which was to visit his child Peter. At night, Xu Zhimo quietly came to the hospital and visited the inside from the corridor window. Peter on the crib was sleeping soundly.
After seeing a child that looks like him, Xu Zhimo's fatherly love arises naturally, "My child, my Peter, you look so much like me."
Xu Zhimo visited here for a long time. Zhang Youyi thought he would change his mind for this child, but who would have thought that he left with his friend in a hurry and had no intention of taking responsibility.
You should know that Zhang Youyi's situation is already very difficult at this time, and she really needs Xu Zhimo and her to raise this child together. Although Peter was healthy at birth and did not breastfeed after birth, his physical development was not good.
The hospital kept asking Zhang Youyi or her relatives to take the child away, but Zhang Youyi was indifferent. She didn't know what to do with the child. In this case, Zhang Youyi's second brother Zhang Junli stood up and he wanted to fulfill his promise at that time.
took his friend Dora, and he found Zhang Youyi and suggested that Dora could help her sister take care of the child.
Zhang Youyi then felt hope again, so she took Peter home and took care of the children with Dora. Dora is very caring and treats Peter very well. Even if she has no experience in taking care of babies, Dora is willing to learn relevant knowledge with Zhang Youyi. Two women take care of the children, and Zhang Youyi's life suddenly becomes cheerful.
Peter is sick
For Zhang Youyi, a good life seems to be always a luxury. Even if someone helps, the mortality rate of babies was also high when the medical conditions were not developed at that time.
Unfortunately, Peter was sick. Although Zhang Youyi and Dora found Hays, a famous German doctor at that time, no specific symptoms were found. However, a large parasite, , was found in Peter's small intestine. , due to the medical conditions at that time, could not support them to remove the parasite.
Zhang Youyi tried to find multiple doctors, but she could not completely cure Peter's disease. In addition, she had little income and could not take Peter to treat the disease in Switzerland and other countries. Peter lost weight day by day, and Zhang Youyi was anxious, but she was powerless.
Zhang Youyi prays for a miracle every day, hoping to relieve Peter's pain through some methods and cure Peter's illness, but her efforts are in vain. When Peter was almost three years old, he fell on the doctor's operating table and closed his eyes forever.
Xu Zhimo found a new love
Zhang Youyi was in great sorrow and was in tears. On the other hand, Xu Zhimo fell into another passionate love . He fell in love with his friend Wang Geng’s wife Lu Xiaoman . For his sake, Lu Xiaoman even wanted to divorce Wang Geng.
Given the identities of Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman, this incident has caused a lot of controversy in China, and public opinion has been fermenting, one is because the two are celebrities, and the other is because the matter is complicated, which naturally causes people to discuss.
In order to avoid such public opinion, Xu Zhimo chose to go abroad to avoid the limelight, and his destination was Germany where Zhang Youyi and his son were located.
At this time, Peter had died and turned into a pile of ashes. When Xu Zhimo arrived in Germany, he could only hold the urn to pay tribute.
Xu Zhimo shed tears and wrote a special eulogy for Peter, which expressed his confession in . It’s just that such confession is full of true feelings and whether it can make up for his regret as a father, we don’t know.
Shortly after Xu Zhimo arrived in Germany, Wang Geng divorced Lu Xiaoman. Xu Zhimo changed his past sadness and returned to the country happily, marrying his beloved Lu Xiaoman.
may be an arrangement in the dark. After , Xu Zhimo, who wanted to have a child with Lu Xiaoman, had never waited for the child to arrive. Lu Xiaoman had an abortion before, which hurt her uterus and lost her childbirth forever.
Perhaps God is only willing to give Xu Zhimo a child, but he didn't cherish it.
