She longs for love, but the world only sees sex

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On December 24, 2008, on the warm and joyful Christmas Eve, the senior Japanese AV actress Ai Iijima was found dead in an apartment room on the 21st floor of a building in Sakuragaokacho, Shibuya District, Tokyo.

was alone and left quietly at the age of 36, which is embarrassing.

In the era of closed information and conservative thinking in the last century, Ai Iijima and Sora Aoi served as the sexual enlightenment teachers for countless boys and girls.

Taiwan’s famous mouthpiece Tang Xianglong once said: "Iijima Ai is the common mistress of Taiwanese men, and millions of men’s virginity are destroyed in her hands."

music godfather Li Zongsheng has a special liking for Iijima love. There is the lyrics in "Farring":

"I dreamed of having dinner with Ai Iijima, the restaurant in the dream was too dim, and I couldn't find the little blue pill." Z11z

Ai Iijima was once a man in East Asia. Dream girl.

However, she has searched for love all her life, but she couldn't love it.

She was bruised all over by family affection, but love almost destroyed her.

01, terrible native family

In 1972, Ai Iijima was born in an intellectual family in Koto-ku, Tokyo, formerly known as Okubo Matsue.

is completely different from the gentle mother and loving father in Japanese TV series. Ai Iijima's parents are known for being rigid and strict.

is eager to hope that the girl will become a phoenix, but their approach is very extreme. In a sense, they are pushing Iijima Ai to a dead end step by step.

's parents hope Iijima Ai will be a lady who understands etiquette, so they are strict with her every movement. When eating, if his arm accidentally touches the dining table, his father will try his best to fight.

And if she doesn't work hard or has poor grades, Ai Iijima will be punished more severely.

Iijima Ai's palms, wrists, and arms were often bruised and swollen during childhood. Those were all the "masterpieces" of his father.

Actually, Ai Iijima is well-behaved and obedient, and she ranks among the best in grades. She is a model student in her class. Z1z

has an authoritarian father, and her mother is not reluctant. She always compares her with better classmates, is always dissatisfied with her, and keeps Iijima's love low.

Living in such a high-pressure family, Ai Iijima is extremely painful. But fortunately, there is a grandfather who loves her and gives her a little love.

But the good times did not last long. Iijima Ai's grandfather died when he was 13 years old. The depression and dissatisfaction accumulated over the years were all released during adolescence.

Ai Iijima has become very rebellious. She specializes in making friends with small gangsters in the society. She no longer studies hard and hangs out in nightclubs all day.

At this time, his father's club education no longer had any effect. Instead, Ai Iijima became rebellious and hurried to the evil road.

Soon, she eloped with her boyfriend. Escape completely from that hellish home.

If Iijima Ai's parents were not so harsh and were more tolerant to her, how could she refuse to leave home.

did not get the love of her parents, it was the beginning of her tragic fate.

Lack of love, she has been looking for love all her life, but has always been despised and fooled.

02, young and ignorant into the wrong line

Kudo, her boyfriend when she was 13 years old, became her only support after leaving home.

But how could she have thought that leaving her cruel parents, there was a viper who wanted to suck her blood by her side.

After a brief happiness and sweetness, Kudo Hara is exposed. He was addicted to drugs, and he often cursed and asked Iijima Ai for money to buy drugs, and then fisted at her before that time.

's father's fist was replaced by her boyfriend's fist. The young Iijima was crying without tears, but she did not choose to go home. Instead, stay with Kudo.

In order to get money, Iijima loves to take the risk of becoming a thief, but she is still only a teenager and cannot provide Kudo with enough money.

Finally, Kudo was arrested and imprisoned for taking drugs.

The helpless Ai Iijima went to take refuge with her boyfriend's good friend, but on the night of leaving, Ai Iijima was violated by that friend.

In order to survive and pay off debts for her boyfriend,Ai Iijima, who has no education and expertise, chooses to go to the nightclub as a companion girl. She is young and beautiful, and is very popular with customers.

She gave herself the nickname "Iijima Ai", which means "baby loved by others". It seems that everyone likes her, but she can't get true love.

In the nightclub, Iijima Ai meets a man, Kanai, who often gives her small gifts and asks for warmth. Ai Iijima was deeply moved, thinking that she met true love, and Kanai became Ai Iijima's second boyfriend.

But in fact, that Kanai just wanted to use Iijima Ai's beauty to make money, and it was he who made Iijima Ai sign the contract for AV shooting.

Iijima loves being young and ignorant, and accidentally becomes Kanai's money-making tool. Ai Iijima can only finish the film according to the contract, otherwise he will face a huge liquidated damages .

When her mother recognized her on TV and called her to scold her for being shameless, Iijima loves a kind of revenge mentality. Since

is so, she must not be satisfied with her mother and decided to continue in this industry.

But in fact, it was only Ai Iijima's very short-lived thoughts. Although she hated her parents deeply, she felt extremely ashamed of her career. She didn't want her relatives and friends to recognize her.

There is no turning back when you open your bow. Once you start in this industry, it is not easy to get rid of it.

And there was no love between her and Kanai, Kanai used Iijima's love to make a fortune, and the two broke up soon.

03, from AV actress to host

Ai Iijima has healthy wheat-colored skin, sweet looks, warm and healing smile, revealing a natural wild beauty.

She quickly became famous in the industry and became the champion of video tape sales.

In 1992, the 20-year-old Ai Iijima was favored by TV Tokyo. She became the host of the TV station’s late-night show "Tokyo Eroticism."

Because Iijima Ai is very popular, the director specially opened an independent unit for her, called "Thong Xiao Ai".

In this show, Ai Iijima boldly exposed thongs, which caused heated discussions for a while, and Ai Iijima was therefore called the "Queen of Thongs".

From an AV actress to a TV host, Ai Iijima has made a smooth transition. She is known for her "poisonous tongue", excellent eloquence, and attracts attention.

She was also invited to the show "The Cowherd King" hosted by Takuya Kimura, which is enough to show the strength of Ai Iijima.

Ai Iijima entered the field of film and television dramas in order to expand her career. In 2001, she played the sexy spider spirit in the costume myth TV drama "Monkey King Monkey King" starring Zhang Weijian.

After nearly 10 years of hard work, Ai Iijima has finally led a seemingly ordinary new life, but the identity of the "former AV actress" has never been erased.

29-year-old Ai Iijima met her third boyfriend Toshiyuki. He is a musician with dreams, a decent man, and he really likes Ai Iijima.

However, I finally broke up because of Iijima's unbearable past and the trivial things in life.

Since then, Ai Iijima's journey of chasing love has been blocked again.

Conclusion

In 2000, Ai Iijima wrote an autobiographical book "Platonic Sex". She talked about her 28 years of life. Some of the plots were extremely sad.

Iijima loves to hate his parents, but he prays for forgiveness and love.

In reality, since she ran away from home, she has little contact with her family, but in her inner world, she is eager to snuggle in the arms of her parents and get their love.

In the book, she made up a fictional situation: she kindly called mom and dad, acted like a baby to them, immersed in happiness.

But for the rest of her life, she didn't get it.

Whenever someone joked "I have seen your work", the scar in her heart seemed to be uncovered again.

In 2008, when Japanese media reported the death of Ai Iijima, they called her a "former entertainer" and showed respect and friendliness to her.

can't love it all her life, she longs for love, but the world only sees sex.

Iijima Aizen on the blogThe above wrote: "A woman who has stayed in the arms of countless men has never found warmth in the arms of a man."

This aptly sums up the life of Ai Iijima's disliked!

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