On the third night of being infected with new crown , I finally realized the meaning of the word "incompetent rage".
At that moment, I remembered the scene in "Crazy Stone" in which Guo Tao smashed the toilet in anger.
will first take you to review this scene.
Everyone is familiar with the movie "Crazy Stone". I won’t introduce the specific background. The security captain played by the male protagonist Guo Tao in the film suffers from prostatitis , which blocks the urethra, so he often has trouble urinating.
This disease can be aggravated by physical and psychological stress. Later, when Guo Tao discovered that he had finally lost the stone and that his closest brother was the most suspected, he couldn't urinate at all.
So in this toilet scene, first, he sighed silently because he couldn't urinate. In this shot with his head propped on the wall, everyone can see the despair.
After repeatedly forcing himself to urinate but still unable to urinate, Guo Tao fell into anger, so he began to smash the toilet angrily
, leaving the bathroom in a mess.
Then he yelled at himself in the mirror: "I can't even urinate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"What the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Finally, he punched the mirror and broke his own hand, which ended with blood.
This shot of just tens of seconds fully reflects the despair of a man who cannot control his own organs. and the resulting incompetent rage.
So the movie "Crazy Stone" is really awesome.
The biggest feeling many people have about "Crazy Stone" is the exquisite plot design in the movie, as well as the sense of dislocation and humor it brings. Many people only see the comedy side of it. In fact, even if it is a comedy, if you want to have the best effect, the details must be realistic and believable.
A scene like Guo Tao's, which lasts only a few dozen seconds, may not have much impact on the plot development of the entire movie. Even if it is cut, it may not affect the main plot.
But it is precisely this venting of impotence and rage that further enriches the image of the character played by Guo Tao, echoing his initial treatment for prostatitis
and his happiness at the end when he was finally able to pee freely.
So this scene is very important.
And Guo Tao's performance is even more penetrating, vividly showing the image of a middle-aged and frustrated man who cannot control his penis.
is incompetent and furious because he feels aggrieved.
Speaking of which, when I watched this movie before, I only knew that this scene was well acted. But I don’t know how many middle-aged men’s blood and tears are behind this plot. When I experience such frustration one day, I will understand the subtlety of this plot even more.
Don’t make blind assumptions, I’m not talking about a problem with your prostate.
After all, peeing is definitely not the only case where human organs do not obey their own commands.
For example, I have a blocked nose due to the new coronavirus infection.
In fact, the principle of blocked nose is quite similar to that of blocked urethra. They are all compressed channels caused by inflammation.
According to scientific explanation, nasal congestion is caused by the virus that crazily attacks all parts of the human body from the nasal cavity to the throat, causing inflammation of the nasal mucosa and accompanied by capillary congestion. In short, the inside of the nostrils are blocked.
In fact, common colds can also cause nasal congestion for many people. I have had this situation before. But compared with the new coronavirus, that is nothing. It can only be said that the extent of this thing is far beyond that of a common cold.
It is said that during the day, it is pretty good, and the nostrils can basically maintain normal breathing needs. When I take a shower before going to bed, it is the most relaxing moment of my day. The smoky water vapor keeps rushing into my nostrils, and my nose is completely clear.
However, happy moments are always short-lived. Even if it is a bathtub, I can't lie down in it and sleep, right?
Yes, you still have to go to bed.
Within two minutes of returning to bed, I instantly felt that the inside of my nostrils were slowly freezing like a river bed in winter.
I am not exaggerating. I can clearly feel this process, and there is even a sound, just the crackling sound, which of course only I can hear.
I'm done thinking, this is another night where I can't sleep. But there is nothing I can do but make up my mind and say, come on. At worst, I'll just breathe through my mouth.
But the development of things is far from that simple. It can only be said that from going to bed at 10 o'clock to around 2 o'clock in the morning, I still didn't fall asleep.
What a painful process this is.
Let me elaborate.
When it comes to blocked nostrils, it’s not that both nostrils are blocked, but that one nostril is completely blocked, and the other nostril still has about five stamina. As for which side of
is blocked? It's amazing.
This is really amazing.
Many people sleep on their sides, right? I just sleep on my side. When I lie on my right side, half of the left nostril can be ventilated; when I lie on my left side, the right nostril is used.
is like, how to say? There is a fluid thing inside the nasal cavity. It is neither snot nor inflamed nasal mucosa, or maybe both. Anyway, this thing seems to be able to move up and down. When I lie on my right side, it sinks and blocks my right nostril, so I can still breathe a little through the left nostril. In the same way, when I lie on my left side, it seems to move slowly and block my left nostril.
Can you imagine this process?
It's really magical, as if it is deliberately against you.
What’s even more amazing is that when I suddenly changed from sleeping on my right side (with left nostril ventilated) to sleeping on my left side, the inside of my nasal cavity seemed unable to adapt to this process for a while, so I couldn’t breathe through both nostrils for a short time. Then two or three seconds later, another seemingly slow freezing process occurred, freezing my left nostril, and then the right nostril seemed to thaw and I could breathe.
is so magical.
I spent the first hour after I lay in bed doing this transformation.
You want to ask me why I keep changing positions? Just make sure you can breathe through one nostril.
The problem is that this one nostril is not enough. Imagine that the normal efficiency of the two nostrils is now only half of the nostril that can be ventilated, with only 25% of the normal power. It cannot provide the oxygen that the body needs. Especially the brain cannot bear it and frequently gives out signals of suffocation.
And as I said before, you really can’t use your mouth? Here comes the problem again, I have never been used to breathing through my mouth in my life. I forced myself to breathe through my mouth. Maybe it was okay at first, but gradually I got confused and automatically switched to my nostrils. I was suffocated and woke up again. The
process is such a process.
I thought to myself, this won’t work, I have to find a way. It was around 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, and I searched online for various solutions to nasal congestion.
More than 400 answers, I am trying one method after another.
Let’s start with the top-ranked method of violently rubbing and tailbone . It doesn’t work, and then...
doesn’t work at all.
Then I saw this, it turns out there was someone who had the same problem as me in 2016. The only difference between
is that I don't have Xiaotong.
At this time, time has reached zero. I am getting more and more sleepy.
thought for a moment, forget it, just use one nostril. If you can't, just hold yourself back to death.
So he lay down again and used only one nostril.
still doesn’t work.
Because these nostrils keep running during the day, the mucous membrane inside the nasal cavity has long been inflamed, congested and very fragile. The skin on my philtrum, including my own, has peeled off from blowing my nose too much. It hurts when I touch it. At this time, when I fucked this nostril twice as hard as usual, I felt that the inside of my nostril was extremely dry and painful. It was completely unbearable and I had to change positions.
still can't sleep. I couldn't get through this day.
I got up and checked my phone again.
Let’s find some advice from a professional doctor.This guy said that I should wash my nose with warm water and do a massage at the same time.
I got up and went to the bathroom and worked hard for a while. It feels like my nose is indeed clear again.
then went back to bed without two minutes.
Nima is all back again.
I’ll fuck him.
After lying on the bed for another half an hour and still unable to fall asleep, I could no longer suppress the manic emotions in my heart. The damn nostrils were not working well and were dragging down the entire central nervous system. I raised my fist and punched my own nose. Of course, my reason told me not to do anything harsh. After
was hit, my nose felt sore and tears flowed down.
still doesn't work.
In an instant, I realized the word "incompetent rage".
I sat up suddenly from the bed
. I had only one thought in my mind, and I wanted to find something to smash it completely.
It was at that moment that I remembered the shot of Guo Tao mentioned at the beginning.
is incompetent and furious, absolutely incompetent and furious. I have no choice at all, I have been tortured to the point of being completely helpless. I feel an evil fire in my heart and I just want to vent it out.
But first of all, I really couldn't vent at home, and secondly, I was really sleepy and lacked energy at the time, so I forced myself to hold it back. What happened to
in the end? I had to put on my coat and put the quilt behind me. I couldn't lie down to sleep, so I slept half-sitting. After all, when you stand during the day, your nostril ventilation efficiency is a little higher.
was like that. Maybe I was too sleepy afterwards, and I finally fell asleep at around 2 o'clock in the middle of the night.
Why do I know the time? Because it was still uncomfortable to sleep while sitting up and I woke up again. Later I took off my clothes and lay down. I repeated this in a daze and spent this unbearable and fragmented night.
can’t bear to look back.
can only say one thing, health is really important. Being sick is really hard.
Let’s get over this epidemic quickly.
