Reporter Xiao Caiwei/Comprehensive Report
Korean group TWICE captain Jihyo suddenly disappeared from his seat at the MAMA awards ceremony at the end of last year, which made fans worry, and many malicious speculation rumors appeared. She explained the incident through a fan interactive chat room a month later, and at the same time expressed her dissatisfaction in an ironic way, but was accidentally labeled as a "feminist" and was even more vilified. After Jihyo was silent for a day, he confessed in the middle of the night, describing the reasons for her panic and emotional instability during this period.
Zhixiao confessed late at night, the reason for his emotional instability during this period. (Photo/Retrieved from TWICE IG)
Zhixiao’s official coffee post late at night on the 7th, first apologized for the disputes caused by his speech, "I did not expect that because of yesterday’s speech in the VLIVE chat room, We at ONCE are so hurt and sad, and I’m really sorry.” She then revealed that since March last year, her name has often been listed on hot searches along with “unbelievable rumors”, “Since then, contact with people Things made me feel scared gradually.”
TWICE Jihyo burst into tears at the airport last March. (Photo/Retrieved from insight)
At that time, Zheng Junying's "Old Driver Group" incident broke out in South Korea, and the young girl star was involved for no reason, "TWICE Zhixiao Movie", "Jung Junying Movie Zhixiao" "Keywords appeared in hot searches, but they were all just rumors. JYP Entertainment even more angrily declared that it would sue the rumors. At that time, Jihyo was witnessed crying at the airport. She also explained through a post that everyone was taking pictures of herself and watching her scream, "This makes me very scared and worried about what people think of me and how they think of me. "
Then in August, the news of his love relationship with Jiang Daniel broke out. Jihyo said: "After my private life was exposed, rumors that were not true at all began to spread. For this reason, my anxiety, fear and fear Waiting for the negative emotions to continue to expand.” Since then, just standing in front of the crowd and talking, or even performing on stage, made Jihyo feel scared and uneasy.
After Zhixiao and Jiang Daniel broke out in their relationship, they both confessed their love. (Photo/Retrieved from the official website, IG)
The feelings of anxiety and fear became more and more swelled during the tour. Jihyo went to the doctor for this, and took the medicine according to the doctor’s instructions. "But it’s not for me. Too much help." The emotions accumulated all the way to the day of MAMA. Jihyo described the emotions at the time, "I was crying because of my fear. I really wanted to find a place to hide.", "MAMA has to face more people than I imagined. I have to talk and perform. For me It’s hard to breathe every minute.”
Zhihyo was once pressed by South Korean reporters about his relationship with Jiang Daniel. (Photo/Reverse taken from TWICE IG, photo by reporter Li Yukang)
Zhihyo explained in one breath, "This is the story up to MAMA." Zhihyo said, not for sympathy, nor for complaining. I want to explain to everyone why I showed a negative attitude yesterday.” She apologized again and said: “I’m very, very sorry, I know that I have caused trouble for our organization and ONCE. Regarding my emotional speech yesterday, once again Apologies to the team and our fans.”
Zhixiao confessed late at night, the reason for his emotional instability during this period. (Photo/Retrieved from TWICE IG)
Zhihiao’s late-night confession, which caused many fans to see heartbreak, and shouted: "Do you think you can't sleep until late at night?", "Please These people let her go.", "Really show us the most vulnerable side." But some people sadly said: "The most terrible thing, even if those people get up and see this, they may still go on indifferently. Attack her.”
Zhixiao's late night official coffee posted. (Photo/Retrieved from Korean website)
The full text translation of Zhi Xiaoguan Cafe
I did not expect that the speech in the VLIVE chat room yesterday would make our ONCE heart hurt so sad, really very sorry.
let usSpeaking from the very beginning.
Beginning in March last year, unconvincing rumors made my name frequent hot searches. Since then, contact with people has gradually made me feel scared.
was crying at the airport because everyone was taking pictures around me and screaming at me, which made me very scared and terrified.
I started to worry and fear what people would think of me and how they would think of me.
Then, in August, after my private life was exposed, rumors that were not true at all began to spread at that time. For this reason,
my negative emotions such as anxiety, fear and fear have been expanding.
Standing in front of people talking, performing on stage, all began to make me feel uneasy.
During the tour, my anxiety and fear became more and more swelling. I went to the hospital to consult a doctor and took medicine at the same time, but this did not help me much. .
Just like that, time passed day by day, and the Japanese tour began. Before arriving at MAMA, from the time I departed to the Japanese airport, standing in a crowded place would make me very tired and uneasy.
During the three-day performance, I kept crying because of fear. At that time, I wanted to find a place to hide.
In this state, I boarded the stage of MAMA. On
MAMA, I have to face more people than I imagined. I have to talk and perform. For me, every minute of breathing is Very difficult.
So when I entered South Korea, I was worried that everyone would worry about me when they saw my crying face and exhausted expression, so I staggered the time of entering the country with the members.
During these times I have discussed with you, no, it should be said that since the debut,
has countless bad, mocking, and even abusive things to me,
because these are not good My heart has been hurt a lot and I have been angry many times.
However, there are things that must be done for me. This is also my profession. I still have fans who love me, so I can only tolerate these remarks silently. The story from
to MANA is like this.
I am not trying to sympathize, nor to complain. Instead, I want to explain to you why I showed a negative attitude yesterday.
No matter what I have experienced, I never hide my sincerity in front of ONCE.
has never thought that ONCE is insignificant to me.
has never cared about us. ONCE, these are my heartfelt words.
is really very very sorry, I know that I cause trouble for our group and our ONCE. I once again apologize to the team and our fans for my emotional speech yesterday.
uploaded this article for members to explain. Looking at the comments on the Internet, I thought about what ONCE said. I felt that what I did should be sorted out and explained by me, so I wrote this article.
Singing and performing in front of our ONCE, chatting with ONCE, all these things can make me and our ONCE happy.
I wrote this article from the bottom of my heart and with all my heart.
is because I love me sincerely and bring me unlimited warmth ONCE.
I can survive everything, so I don’t want to see our ONCE being too sad because of me. No matter what direction
develops in the future, as an artist and idol,
will inevitably have a variety of strange topics, there will be various opinions,
but I will definitely Work hard.
I don’t want everyone to waste every precious minute on useless things that should be used to feel happiness. I'm really sorry for spending a lot of energy and time on me, our ONCE, thank you very much.
