Chapter 1: It’s hard to stand thirty, life collapsed. "Lingling, get up quickly! I’m thirty years old and I’m still sleeping at home until 12 o’clock. Where did you get your face!" My mother’s abundant voice came from far and near from the living room. She accidentally crawled in

Chapter 1: It’s hard to stand until thirty years old, life collapsed

"Lingling, get up quickly! I am thirty years old and I still sleep at home until 12 o'clock. Where did you get your face!" My mother's abundant voice came from far and near from the living room. She accidentally crawled into the empty bedroom door, and she was so shocked that I was still stuck in the bed and pretended to be dead. Without letting me tell me, my mother's figure flashed quickly in front of me. She opened the curtains and lifted up the quilt again. She almost knocked on my butt while staying in bed with a feather duster.

"Look at you, I'm thirty years old, either getting married and having children, buying a house or buying a car, or at least gaining a foothold in a big city. You have no partner, I haven't saved money, and I've even quit my job now. You really want to piss me off." I lay in the quilt, and when I heard my mother's nagging with calluses for many times, I secretly complained in my heart. It seems that the price was not negotiated when my mother bought vegetables in the morning, and today I can't escape education. Alas.

Don’t even think about it. After venting my dissatisfaction, the next thing is to talk about the hardships I have raised to become a talent for the years. "I remember back then, when my father divorced, I took you with me, got up early every day to cook for you, commuted to work, and wanted you to supplement your nutrition every day. Finally, you got into a good university and found a good job. I thought I could live a good life. Who would have thought that these years have passed, and you have nothing left, but why are you getting back and forth? I have been at home for two months now. I have retired and have to serve you every day. What kind of evil am I doing?"

I didn't want to argue at first, but my mother said nothing about me and couldn't help but refute, "Mom, why didn't I save money? Didn't I buy a house for our family? Without my money, you are still doing well in that old and dilapidated little girl. Besides, getting married is not something I can do as long as I want, so people don't want to get married. I really can't do that job anymore. The company is too messy. I'm really tired. You feel sorry for your daughter, okay? Let me give you a little bit. After a period of micro-cultivation, I will not spend your pension, and it will not drag you down."

tried hard to prove some of my value, and it also gave me some peace of my mother. "'Lingling, Mom also knows that it is not easy for you. If it weren't for you, we wouldn't be able to live in this house, and we wouldn't live so comfortable now. But Mom hopes you can live a better life. If you don't say anything else, you must find a partner first. You have to do a job, who doesn't work hard? You want to stand in a big city. Dependence, don’t you have to work hard? You are so young, you have to work hard for a few more years. Look, your Aunt Chen’s child has started his own business and bought a house on the Second Ring Road in Beijing. Your college classmate, Xiaobei, has he bought a house for a few years now? Why are you worse than others? No matter how hard you work, it’s the same. Look, now, my mother can’t even raise her head when chatting outside. “

I couldn’t help looking at my mother with confusion. Am I still your biological child? "Mom, why do you say that? Then the family has given the down payment? Can you pay? They are living well now, because they are not bad at the beginning. I have nothing. I made it bit by bit, so you are not satisfied. Oh, stop talking, let me rest for two more days, in just two days, I will go back to Beijing to find a job!"

My mother knew that she was in the wrong and didn't say much. In the end, she couldn't help saying something more, "Oh, that's OK, I won't say anything about the money in advance, mom will give it to me." Have you seen the partner you introduced? Your aunt's friend's child has bought a house in Beijing now. People say they can earn 500,000 or 600,000 yuan a year, but they just divorced and took care of a child. It's good. If you have snacks, don't always think about your unreliable Senior Brother Chu. He never thought about marrying you. You haven't figured it out yet. "

When I heard this, I was so angry that I sucked up from the bed, "Oh my God, he is much older than me, and he is bald. What should I talk to him about? He also has a child. I don't want to be a stepmother.Stop talking about Chu Tiankuo, I have no contact with him now. "

Another fruitless conversation. My mother sighed, leaving a sentence "Whatever you say to you is useless", and then turned around and left, leaving me alone to sigh alone. Why did my thirty years old become like this? I used to be such a proud son of heaven, but now I am a family member who goes home to rely on my parents and is disliked by my family!

Before I finished sighing, my mother suddenly shot back and poked her head out of the crack in the door, "If you have time, please clean up your house first, look at the mess of those books."

Okay, I turned to look at the books scattered by the bed, it was indeed messy. Look at the hair and a gray complexion in the mirror I am a swelling person, yes, I am the wasteful man who is thirty years old and still sleeping at home until 12 o'clock, Su Bingling.

wasteful man also needs to eat, I can only continue to lick my face and rub the lunch made by my mother again. Well, cumin mutton , tastes good, my mother's skills are still as excellent as ever. After dinner, my mother wants to visit relatives' houses. My daughter who embarrassed her like this is naturally not suitable to go to relatives' houses and throw her face outside. I can only stay at home and follow my mother's instructions to clean up the room, and reflect on my life for the past thirty years. How did I play good cards step by step?

? I want to say it's a good hand Cards are a bit reluctant. I can only say that I made a fairly acceptable first half with my own efforts at the start.

I was born in an ordinary, even a little bleak single-parent family. My mother was originally a petite lady with a higher heart, but unfortunately I was blinded back then and only looked at my father's appearance, but I didn't see clearly that he was not enterprising and irresponsible in his bones. As expected, the two of them had a mess of marriages. They had divorced in a hurry when I was a teenager. Although she was determined to regroup, she lacked ability and lacked will. After a few hardships, she could only accept her fate of being mediocre, which also breeds a temperament of being indifferent to fame and fortune and being content with poverty.

She relied on her family when she was young , as a result, my grandfather died early and left no inheritance. After getting married, I rely on my husband, but unfortunately my husband was overused. The divorced man had no money and was very hurt. Now I finally survived until I grew up and had a promising hope, so I leaned on me all the hopes of life in the future. I lived under my mother's expectations for thirty years, and I have been working hard to become a successful child in her heart. I got into a good university, found a good job, and had a good partner. I thought I would become a winner in life step by step as she wished. As a result, at the age of thirty, I faced love and unemployment one after another, overwhelmed and collapsed. My mother endured humiliation for more than ten years, just to wait for me to live a glorious life, so that she could not live a good misfortune of raising a daughter and having a good time in her old age. As a result, the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment, and naturally I could not bear the self-renunciation and wasting myself.

Let me tell you how I became this useless person. Originally, I also took the script of the heroine. I relied on my clever mind and eloquent voice to the big capital, and I was in the big capital with my smart mind and eloquent mind. I not only got into the school's incest as a love, but also won the offer of a well-known company management trainee who everyone envied. The next step should be to work hard and get promoted and raise, fall in love, have a baby and buy a house, and naturally reach the peak of a winner in life. Unfortunately, the success of fate has never had anything to do with me. I just had a few years of success. At the moment of thirty, I broke up with my school grass boyfriend and had a decisive relationship with the company boss. The huge Beijing has lost my foothold for a while, and I have no one to miss. The unprecedented loss and disappointment in life have crushed me. I just want to escape back to the small town where I gave birth to me and raised me, and have a good rest.

However, I don’t know what the old Mr. Confucius thought at that time, and had to say something about the philosophical saying of thirty or forty is not confused. Everyone who has entered the threshold of thirty becomes nervous and panic. They carefully calculate the standards for setting. Marriage, promotion, and buying a house are already considered standard configurations. There are also high-end options for having children, starting a business, and investment. We are called ashamed of being so sad that we can’t get married, promoted, and afford a house.

Some people stand at the age of thirty, and some people fall into the age of thirty, so I unfortunately became the latter. After living for thirty years, there is nothing else but to gain a sad body.

After eating, I washed my face, changed my clothes, and looked at my face in the mirror. Although I have experienced some ups and downs in the past few years, I still have a vigor. I have a pretty face, generous, calm mind, and firm eyes. This is what I should be. It has been two months since I was in trouble, and it’s almost the same. I’m only thirty years old, so I won’t be able to afford to lose.