Today is a little sad. If it weren't for the debt problem, I really wanted to live alone with my children.
My husband has been home for three days on holiday, and I still make the meal, I still coax Xiaobao, and I still tutor Dabao. He either lie in bed to see surgery or sleep, and of course he also squats in the toilet for some time. He is enjoying it when he comes back, and I have to spend more time cooking for it.
Tonight he stayed in the kitchen early and never came out. I went in and saw that the box of ice shrimps in the ice box was shrimp line , and all sixty shrimps were burnt. I still cooked the rice and other dishes. When the shrimps were served, I urged Dabao to eat them. He emphasized to Dabao that it would be enough to eat three of them four times, but the reason was to cook the rice before eating them! I said to Dabao, "Why do you eat three? Keep eating!" During this period, I ate one by myself, peeled two for Xiaobao, and he also peeled three or four for Xiaobao, so I went to stir-fry other dishes. Before I could prepare the meal, my child's grandfather came back and heard him say, "They don't eat anymore, you eat!" When I served the table, the plate was already served to the child's grandfather, and his grandfather would not eat with us. Dabao lay half-lying on the sofa in disappointment, probably not having enough fun.
I don’t understand why we can’t take out twenty pieces for the child’s grandfather before eating, so that the child can eat more of the rest. If we don’t want to eat, we think we won’t eat them anymore. I ignored him after dinner, and didn't call him to drink the porridge. After dinner, I started lying on the bed and looking at my phone. Xiao Bao was smelly and kept calling him to change the diapers and pretending to be inaudible. After washing Xiao Bao's butt, I threw it on his bed without wiping the water. People put on diapers and didn't wear pants.
I really can't figure it out, what am I trying to do? I can feel more relaxed if he doesn’t come back. If he doesn’t think about us, what’s the point of staying? Sometimes I feel like Dabao is his biological child?
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