text | Fang Xiaoju
Tang Xiaoyun not only looked calm when he heard the verdict of death penalty , but also snapped his fingers with a smile.
He didn't plan to appeal. In front of the judge, he said this:
"I thought about it before I started, I don't want to live, no, I'm not rigorous, to be more rigorous, I should be, I want to live, but my mother turned me into a monster, and monsters cannot live normally in this world. I have thought of suicide, but suicide is something that only the weak will do. The strong must abide by the rules. Judge, I'm sorry, I used you to kill me."
Tang Xiaoyun’s motto since childhood is: There is nothing wrong with parents. Parents are good for their children, and children should always listen to their parents.
Before killing his mother, Tang Xiaoyun and his mother had a very harmonious relationship. Every night, he had to chat with his mother on WeChat before going to bed.
Everyone knows that Tang Xiaoyun is a filial son who obeys his mother's advice.
But this filial son in people's eyes killed her silently on her mother's birthday.
Tang Xiaoyun's method of killing his mother was extremely cruel. After he hit his mother in the head with a trophy for several times, his brain burst and his face was seriously deformed.
After killing her mother, Tang Xiaoyun cruelly dismembered her and threw her into the freezer prepared in advance and hid it.
Then, he completely became another person, eating, drinking, gamble, and spending too much money. While doing all the ridiculous things, he completely let himself go.
Tang Xiaoyun is not an exaggeration to call himself a "monster". He killed his mother, dismembered the corpse, and then ate, drank, whore and gambling as if nothing had happened. His abnormal behavior was really contrary to human ethics.
Why did a talented student who has been honest and obedient since childhood, outstanding in his studies and outstanding in IQ commit such a heinous crime?
How did Tang Xiaoyun turn from a filial son into a "monster" step by step?
Mother used four books "Xiaoyun Growth Notes" to control Tang Xiaoyun's mind
After Tang Xiaoyun killed his mother, the procuratorate submitted a supplementary evidence to the court - the four major notes of , with the label "Xiaoyun Growth Notes".
"Xiaoyun Growth Notes" are all two-color fonts, bold font is Tang Xiaoyun's review, and red font is Tang's mother's comment.
, the four major notes, do not record Tang Xiaoyun's growth, but the mistakes he made since childhood. , as they are Tang Xiaoyun's growth records, they are better said to be his "review collection".
In the first note, Tang Xiaoyun wrote a review:
Today's midterm math exam, I only got 99 points. This score is very inappropriate. I can obviously do better. I am sorry for my mother and myself for losing this point because of a small mistake.
Tang’s mother commented like this:
seems to have only lost one point, but it is very likely that you will lose your entire life because of this point in the future. Remember, life is a battle, and any small mistake will make you lose. A thousand-mile dike begins with an ant hole, you must reflect on it carefully.
In the second note, Tang Xiaoyun reviewed himself like this:
My cousin was playing a game, and I peeked at it two times, and this was the beginning of the depravity. I should be an example for my cousin, rather than degenerate in the game with me. The game is the demon that seduces me, and I must resist its temptation. I feel very distressed and I will deeply review myself here.
Tang Mu's comments:
From this incident, we can see that you are a person with a very weak willpower, and such a person will find it difficult to bear the heavy responsibility. Your cousin is very happy, but he is destined to be an ordinary person forever. If you want to be an ordinary person, it’s okay, then don’t be my son.
Another review was written by Tang Xiaoyun during the college entrance examination:
I was wrong. I should not choose the Chinese department without asking my mother for advice. This behavior is a great irresponsibility to myself and my mother.My mother ignored me for a long time, but I didn’t blame her. I was her closest person, but she hurt her heart.
Tang’s mother’s comments are very sharp:
Life is like a battlefield, how can you have no long-term plan? It is a matter of the weak to be free based on one person's preferences. Only the weak will always say what they like and hate. The strong will not be influenced by these fleeting emotions. In order to succeed, they must remain sober.
Tang Xiaoyun's mother's educational philosophy is simply terrible. If you get one point less in the exam, you will have to rise to the height of your life. This exaggeration not only makes your son feel fear, but also breeds his guilty mentality.
My cousin plays a game and peeks at it becomes a sin. Such punishment will not only make his son self-doubt, but also aggravate his guilt. If you cannot have your own preferences, Tang Xiaoyun will directly doubt the meaning of life.
In the world of her son, Tang's mother has always played the role of God. She has completely controlled her son's mind with four books "Xiaoyun Growth Records".
In front of my mother, Tang Xiaoyun does not need to have thoughts. His mother's thoughts are his thoughts, and his mother's world is his world.
Tang's mother used four books "Xiaoyun Growth Notes" to firmly control her son's mind, making him an examination machine that only knows how to read but does not understand the ethics of the rules.
Mother used self-punishment and mental storm to turn Tang Xiaoyun into an emotional cold-blooded animal
Tang Xiaoyun was questioned when he was interrogated and asked Judge Song Yufei a very pediatric question: "Judge, will you be beaten when you did something wrong when you were a child?"
Song Yufei did not answer and asked him back: "Your mother will hit you, right?"
Facing the judge's question, Tang Xiaoyun shook his head and said painfully: "No, my mother never hits me, she only punishes herself."
Punishing your son by punishing yourself is a kind of spiritual storm of the mother to Tang Xiaoyun.
Tang Xiaoyun didn't like to eat meat when she was a child. His mother asked him to eat it, but he refused on the grounds that he was full. The son was disobedient, and Tang's mother did not beat or scold her. She brought the flesh to her and stuffed it into her mouth one by one.
Tang Xiaoyun was frightened by his mother's punishment. He forced himself to eat all the meat on the plate with difficulty.
math test, Tang Xiaoyun scored one less point. Looking at the test paper with 99 points, Tang's mother's expression seemed to be like the sky was falling.
She first tore up her son's book, and then scolded herself: "It's all my fault, it's all my responsibility" , while slapping herself in the face like crazy.
It was not until Tang Xiaoyun screamed and knelt down and begged for mercy that she stopped punishing herself.
Tang’s mother’s self-punishment is not to cultivate the child, but to tame him. This perverted education method is tantamount to a kind of spiritual slowdown.
Tang Xiaoyun not only never felt any maternal love under her spirit, but her emotions were slowly missing.
Maternal love and warmth are what every child wants most from his mother, but Tang Xiaoyun almost didn't know what maternal love was since childhood. He regarded him as an examination machine and never thought that his son still needed warmth and care.
Tang Xiaoyun and his mother seem to be mother and son, but in fact they are the relationship between animals and animal trainers.
Under the lingchi of his mother's self-punishment, Tang Xiaoyun's emotional world became deserted day by day. Although he seemed very well-behaved on the surface, his heart became more and more cold.
Tang Xiaoyun's emotional indifference became more and more serious after his father passed away.
When his father was alive, Tang Xiaoyun would find someone to cry after being slapped by his mother's spirit. Although his father had no say in the family, he would at least enlighten and comfort his son when he was sad.
After his father passed away, Tang Xiaoyun, who had just entered high school, became a more obedient child who obeyed his mother's advice after losing his support.
He will obediently fulfill all his mother's requirements for him. He will do whatever his mother asks him to do. He never goes against his mother's wishes, but only asks his mother not to punish him in a way that he is mentally irritated.
Tang's mother's self-punishment and mental storm reminds me of a sentence:
"As long as someone is criticized, I feel that the other party is right at all, it is because I have a wrong idea. Therefore, I always accept external attacks sadly, but I endure crazy fear in my heart."
In Tang Xiaoyun's heart, he educated his mother with self-punishment and spirit. He is the most terrifying person in the world. She not only keeps her son in a state of fear and fear, but also makes him slowly turn into a cold-blooded animal with emotional loss.
The spiritual killing of his mother turned Tang Xiaoyun into a "monster"
After the case of murdering his mother, Song Yufei found that he was very abnormal when interrogating Tang Xiaoyun.
At the beginning, Tang Xiaoyun said that he had never hated his mother, and later he insisted that he killed his mother because of hatred.
Facing Tang Xiaoyun who was abnormal, Song Yufei refuted him like this:
"Tang Xiaoyun, you have been lying. You don't hate your mother, you are afraid of her, you are very afraid.
Your mother has always had high requirements for you and is very strict. She sets high standards for you in everything in your life. If you can't do it, she will insult you from personality.
When you were fired for harassing a female colleague during your internship, you were in panic all day long because you knew very well that after you lost your job, you would attack you with the most vicious language in the world, which is absolutely unbearable.
So from that time on, you had the idea of killing her.
Because she died, you don't have to face the most terrifying people in the world."
After the real heart was seen through, Tang Xiaoyun let out a roar that was even more irritable and shrill than the roar of a wild beast. Then, he stared at his blood-red eyes and asked Song Yufei to close his mouth.
Tang Xiaoyun showed the appearance of a irritable and distorted monster in front of the judge with a roar and his blood-red eyes.
Looking at Tang Xiaoyun like a monster, Song Yufei felt that he was sad and pitiful. It was only when a person was killed in a slaughter for too long that he would be like this.
Tang Xiaoyun called himself a monster, which was not an exaggeration. Under the spiritual killing of his mother, he was always in a weak state, but he had to pretend to be a strong one.
While instilling the minds of the strong in him, his mother used her strength to turn him into a weak person. This unhealthy state of mother-son getting along with each other gradually turned Tang Xiaoyun into a psycho-splitting monster.
When I learned that I had been sentenced to death, Tang Xiaoyun smiled mysteriously and said to Song Yufei:
"Judge, I didn't listen to my mother this time. I have a wish since I was a child. I didn't listen to my mother once. I did it this time. If my mother is still alive, she will definitely hope that I am still alive, but I don't."
How pitiful and sad is a son who uses killing his mother to fight against her spiritual killing?
Looking at Tang Xiaoyun's strange smile, Song Yufei shook her head helplessly.
Tang Xiaoyun's mother has never loved her son. To her, her son is her tool and a doll she can fiddle with. For more than 20 years, she has been killing her son unconsciously.
Because of fear of her spiritual killing, Tang Xiaoyun actually felt that killing his mother was much better than facing her.
Tang Xiaoyun killed his mother, but when he decided to be a good child, his mother's spiritual killing of him was destined to live as a "monster".
is written at the end:
After hearing Tang Xiaoyun's mother-killing case, Song Yufei said this to her boyfriend:
"A person involved killed his mother, but was he really killed his mother? Before he killed his mother, his mother's strict education might have killed him long ago."
Yes, has a mother like Tang’s mother, which is a misfortune for Tang Xiaoyun throughout her life. Her spiritual killing not only slackened Tang Xiaoyun in her heart, but also turned him into a monster that would kill without blinking.
Gorky said: Love children is a matter for old hens.
Although there are no mothers in the world who don’t love their children, there are also some mothers who don’t love their children at all.
If Tang's mother did not kill her son mentally, Tang Xiaoyun would not have been living in fear all the time, nor would he turn from a filial son into a "monster" who kills his mother step by step.
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