01 A 15-year-old girl, Vivi, has good academic performance. She won the 14th place at the end of the semester this year. She wants to tell her mother: Mom, you and your dad are divorced. Vivi is sure there is no love between her father and mother. Vivi also knew very well that he

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A 15-year-old girl, Vivi, has good academic performance. She won the 14th place at the end of the semester this year.
She wants to tell her mother: Mom, you and your dad are divorced.
Vivi is very sure there is no love between her father and mother. Vivi also knew very well that her parents did not divorce because of her.
In life, time always runs very fast, and Vivi will soon be 16 years old. Adults always say that 16 is the flower season, but she feels that she will be about to thank before she blooms.

Vivi's mother is 41 years old and is the planning manager of an advertising company, but she looks very young and feels more beautiful than the mothers of her classmates she has met.
My parents gave birth to Vivi and raised her. However, their lives should not be delayed by Vivi's existence. Instead of consuming yourself in this way, live apart.

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In fact, when Vivi was in elementary school, he found that his parents' status was very different from that of others' Vivi.
Vivi has a good partner and has lived in the same community since childhood. When I was a kid, I always played together. Vivi all knows his parents

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His parents went out to walk their dogs together after dinner every day. Usually his father holds a dog and his mother holds his father's arm.
However, when Vivi's family was together, the topic was nothing more than whether there was a lot of homework today, what to eat for lunch, and studying hard, but parents never cared about each other.

The most obvious thing is that my mother never took her father's co-pilot.
At the beginning, Weiwei thought that her parents got along differently, but looking at a peaceful home, there was always a strange and hidden cold.
Parents often quarrel with Vivi behind their backs. They think Vivi doesn't know, but they are not only related to blood, but also the love they accumulate every day. Vivi could feel their slightest expression. How could children not know when their hearts are brewing a storm?

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In elementary school, as long as the family atmosphere is tense, Weiwei will be very scared. All she wants is to help them reconcile.
June 1st Children's Day, parents took Vivi to the park to play, which they promised since the Spring Festival. .
that day, Vivi’s parents were neither cold nor hot, and they didn’t want to take Vivi out. They would buy me marshmallows and soak water and smile at Vivi. As long as I turn my head, they will immediately face each other coldly and not communicate with each other.
At that time, Vivi was determined to match them. Parents all over the world have no love for each other. There are people in the park who organize free family portraits for families with children. When it was Vivi's turn, Vivi grabbed his father's hand, asked him to hug his mother, and asked Vivi to take a photo. Otherwise, Vivi will take out her killer weapon and cry in front of everyone.
Amid Vivi's loud and fake crying, the father had to put his hand on his mother's shoulders. They finally had the only family photo: the father hugged his mother intimately, and the mother hugged Vivi. This photo is still under the glass of the desk. It has turned yellow now, and only vague shadows can be seen.

Looking back, Vivi felt guilty. What can her unreasonable and ignorant be exchanged for?

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In fact, when Vivi was young, her parents had already thought about divorce.
Once, my mother took Vivi to McDonald's to buy a large table of so-called "junk food", fried chicken, fries, hamburgers... She usually doesn't allow these things, so she was very happy that day.
Mom saw that Wei Wei was having a good time eating and asked carefully: "Mom asked you a question, assuming, assuming, assuming, if one day, my father and I divorced, who would you follow?"
At that time, Wei Wei only thought that Wen's parents divorced was a terrible thing. If they divorced, they may never get full love again. So they can't divorce.
was so excited at that time that he started crying. Throw all the drinks and fried chicken on the ground and the people around them looked at them.

Because she was too scared, she would only use this irritable and uncooperative means to deal with her inner fear.
Mom hugged Vivi in ​​her arms, her eyes turned red, and she said, "Mom is joking with you, mom and dad love you, we won't divorce, we will never."
Then Mom packed up the things on the ground and apologized to the people around her, while Vivi was crying, unable to control her emotions, nervous and fearful, but she had a sense of luck in her heart. She defended the family again.
Perhaps Vivi's excited reaction at that time scared her mother. Since then, her parents have never filed for divorce in front of Vivi.
But now Vivi feels very regretful about her impulsive behavior at that time. She felt that because she was ignorant for a while, her parents would never dare to pursue the life they wanted.

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Gradually, Vivi found that she was really wrong when she was a child.
Vivi's strong resistance made her parents afraid to face the facts and truth, and made them compromise and pretend to be peaceful, but she really didn't know how to remedy it, nor did she know how to talk to them. She could only be an ostrich and accompany them silently.
But watching them at home, Vivi felt really tired, guilty and pain.
Once, she came home from school. At the intersection of two streets away from home, Weiwei saw an uncle driving her mother home. Mom sat in his co-pilot. They had a great time chatting and her mother smiled brightly.
Vivi also knows that uncle, who is her mother's colleague.

Mom saw Vivi in ​​a blink of an eye, got out of the car, and kept explaining to me: "Uncle Xu just passed by and sent his mother back on the way."
She turned around and pretended to be stranger and said to Uncle Xu: "Thank you so much, Lao Xu, go and do your job quickly."
"It's okay, let's go and go." These two people pretended to be very polite. Uncle Xu smiled at Weiwei awkwardly and left.
At that moment, Vivi felt unprecedented guilt, feeling that her parents never owe her anything, but they ignored their lives because they considered Vivi's feelings too much.
Everyone is a human being for the first time, and everyone has the possibility of making mistakes. Even if they were wrong and gave birth to a child by mistake, 15 years have passed, shouldn’t they have their own lives?

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Now, Vivi has really considered it. I hope my parents can divorce and not lose their own happiness for her.

Today, Vivi is enough to believe in the love between parents and their parents. Even if they are divorced, they will be their parents and daughters. This is a fact that will not change in this life. She is no longer a trouble-making child. She really wanted to say to her parents:
Dad, mom, I have grown up. You should divorce and live your own life. You must be happy.