When a female fan saw him, he was entangled for a lifetime and finally died alone
01
My classmate Luo Yian passed away this year, just 52 years old, and he spent his whole life bleak, never married in his whole life, and had been entangled with a female fan and a family of her whole life.
Luo Yian was with my classmates from elementary school to high school. He like me, he loves literature, but he also writes beautiful words.
In the late 1980s, the conditions in the countryside were not good. Our ideal was to be a teacher and serve the education cause in my hometown. After the college entrance examination, I successfully got ashore.
Luo Yian passed by him by two points, and the normal school passed by him. He knew that he had failed the exam and cried bitterly.
But I encouraged him and said, "Brother Yian, your grades are better than me. If you repeat the study for another year, you will definitely be able to go."
"Okay, I believe in you. If you are waiting for me in a normal school, we will definitely be classmates again." Luo Yian said confidently.
Luo Yian's family conditions were also quite difficult. He repeatedly asked his parents for re-study, and then he reluctantly obtained consent. He began his own re-study.
But fate played a big joke with him. When taking math, the difficult question was listed on the draft. Because of his stomach, he hurried to the toilet, which wasted time.
Back in the examination room, the exam time was over before the question was finished, and in the end he had more scores from normal colleges, so he had to be disappointed to return to the countryside to farm.
In the 1990s, I worked as a teacher in a rural school. I often wrote articles and published them in some domestic magazines. After Luo Yian saw the articles I published, he also had an urge to write.
He ran to my school to ask me for experience. I told him truthfully how to write, I could write prose, stories, novels and poems.
I also wrote the addresses of those magazines to him, so that he could create well while working, and see if the road to literature is easy to walk.
Luo Yian was full of confidence and returned home to create it day and night. However, his article was sent without a reply for a long time, and even if there was an answer, it was a letter of rejection.
Luo Yian really doesn't understand it either. He hits walls everywhere. His academic performance was better than mine when he was in school, and his articles were better than me. But the manuscripts I sent could be published, but the articles he sent were in a dilemma.
He came to me again and took out a piece he returned called "Lost Secret Love" for me. The article describes his secret love for a high school classmate.
His article is written in a straight and straight manner, without any infectiousness.
I said to him, "Literature comes from life, it must be higher than life, and the articles written must not be too dull, otherwise the editor will not use manuscripts."
"Then please help me modify it."
"If I ask me to modify it, I will make it unrecognizable for you."
He said eagerly, "It's okay, as long as it can be published."
So I helped him modify it, both in the sentence and in the plot, it was ups and downs, becoming a realistic literature, and then handed it to him.
Luo Yian made some modifications based on my modifications, and then sent them to the "Life and Partner" magazine.
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Luo Yian's article was published. After receiving the notice of using the manuscript, he also received a sample publication. He was so happy that he came to my school to share with me again.
He also received a few dozen yuan in royalties and bought some candy to entertain me.
I encouraged him and said, "You keep writing again, don't stop."
"Okay, I believe the road to writers is not far from me." Luo Yian said proudly.
Now, Luo Yian was out of control. After finishing the farm work every day, he hurriedly returned to the simple room to create. I also went to his house to communicate with him on weekends.
Luo Yian, under my guidance, published many documentary articles in different magazines. As soon as his articles were published, they were also popular among readers.
He slowly received letters from fans all over the country. At that time, no fans said that they were called pen pals, and he also slowly communicated with these pen pals through letters.
Some girls sent him letters of admiration, hoping to make friends with him. After Luo Yian received this similar letter, he began to have a heartbeat.
Especially a girl named Xiaoyin from Longchang, Sichuan, has communicated with him more than ten letters in a row, and Luo Yian showed off every letter in front of me.
Luo Yian said to me, "I finally found a soulmate. She said she wanted to see me, but you said you would like to see me?"
I said happily for him, "Meet, why don't you see me? People have fallen in love with you!"
"Hehe, I think Xiaoyin is in love with me."
"Brother Yian, when you meet, you must dress up well and leave a good impression on the girl."
"I know, I'm going to buy her a gift, you can build it for me."
"I know, I'm going to buy her a gift. I would like to buy what is the most appropriate gift I can buy? "
I couldn't think of any gifts to buy, so I said casually: "Buy her a watch."
" Watch? It's too expensive, and it costs at least one hundred yuan."
" You can't bear to spend more than one hundred yuan, what kind of wife do you want?"
" Then that's OK."
Luo Yian seemed a little reluctant, because in the early 1990s, more than one hundred yuan was equivalent to a month's salary as a teacher. After listening to this suggestion, he was helpless.
03
Luo Yian actually spent more than 100 yuan to buy a Shanghai brand watch . He said to me, "The day Xiaoyin came to see me, you can come too."
I was a little depressed: "What am I here to do? Am I here to be a light bulb? Or you meet alone, it's better for you to pick her up at the bus station."
"But she wrote that she came to my house to find me the day after tomorrow, and now it's too late for me to reply!"
"Then you just clean up the house." I suggested again, because his stone brick house also looks old and the house looks sloppy.
"Okay, I'll listen to you in everything." Luo Yian could no longer control his emotions, so he rushed home after saying that.
Luo Yian also told his mother about Xiao Yin coming to see him, and his mother prepared according to the specifications of her future daughter-in-law.
I heard that on the day Xiao Yin met him, she was still very enthusiastic when she saw Luo Yian and sent him a photo of her life. When Luo Yian gave her the watch, she refused.
Luo Yian tried to persuade him, but Xiao Yin accepted it. When she took Luo Yian's watch, she seemed to become a little depressed.
Xiao Yin was only eighteen years old. After graduating from high school, she returned to the countryside. She liked to read some literary magazines. After reading Luo Yian's articles, she admired him very much.
Xiaoyin chatted with Luo Yian for a while and planned to leave. Luo Yian firmly kept her for dinner, but she was unable to resist her good intentions. She left after lunch.
Sichuan Longchang is not far from here, only forty or fifty kilometers. Luo Yian was silent and had to take her to the station. They walked side by side, and he could almost smell her breath.
Luo Yian suddenly stopped, looked at her, confessed to her with some excitement, "I hope you will come often in the future and be my wife's support, okay?"
Xiao Yin was stunned, looked a little embarrassed, shook her head slightly, and smiled: "Haha, it depends on fate."
"I think we have fate, if we go back in the future, I think we have fate. I have become a writer, I will treat you well."
Xiao Yin bit her lip and said, "Then I'll wait for your good news."
"Okay," Luo Yian smiled faintly, "Believe me, Xiao Yin."
Luo Yian insisted on holding Xiao Yin's hand, but Xiao Yin shook his hand away, turned around and left, Luo Yian hurriedly chased her.Xiao Yin took a few steps and couldn't help but look back at him: "You don't have to send it away. The car is here. I'm going to get on the bus. Goodbye!"
Luo Yian stood there blankly, feeling pitiful...
He looked at Xiao Yin getting on the bus from a distance, and Xiao Yin waved to him at the window...
Luo Yian didn't expect that it was their ending side. Luo Yian really hoped that Xiao Yin could continue to talk about life with him in the letter again.
After that, Xiao Yin never wrote to him again. Luo Yian began to become disappointed. A month later, he took the initiative to write to Xiao Yin, but did not receive Xiao Yin's reply.
04
Luo Yian still continues to create, hoping that Xiaoyin can see his new work and write a reply to him. He published several more articles and sent the magazine to Xiaoyin at the same time.
However, Xiao Yin still did not reply to his letter. Luo Yian became depressed at first, and later he had fewer opportunities to publish the articles he wrote, and he became even more depressed.
It has been half a year. Luo Yian wrote more than ten letters to Xiao Yin, as if the stones were sinking into the sea. Without any news about Xiao Yin, he came to me again.
He said to me sadly: "I truly love her. I want to find her and confess my love to her with my heart."
I saw that he was lost and only hoped for the last glimmer of hope: "Okay, see if you can move her with sincerity."
Luo Yian was also decisive and went to Xiaoyin's house the next day, and brought a lot of gifts, as his future son-in-law.
He finally found out about Xiaoyin's home, but Xiaoyin was not at home, only Xiaoyin's parents were at home.
Luo Yian explained his purpose to Xiaoyin's parents and said to Xiaoyin's mother: "Auntie, I am Xiaoyin's friend, I'll come to visit her."
Xiaoyin's mother looked at Luo Yian, and she was a little surprised because she had never heard Xiaoyin say that there was a friend in Chongqing.
Luo Yian also showed the photo Xiao Yin gave him. Xiao Yin's mother confirmed that he was Xiao Yin's friend and said to him: "Xiao Yin went out to work and she would not be back during the Spring Festival."
Luo Yian also handed the gift to Xiao Yin's mother. Xiao Yin's mother also kept him for dinner, but she had no good impression of Luo Yian.
Luo Yian did not see Xiaoyin and said to Xiaoyin's mother, "Then I'll do it again during the Spring Festival."
Xiaoyin's mother neither agreed nor disagreed, so she sent Luo Yian away.
05
Luo Yian returned home and did not write to Xiao Yin anymore. Instead, he collected more than ten letters Xiao Yin wrote to him before, as if he was collecting treasures, for fear of losing them.
The Spring Festival is here, and Luo Yian goes to Xiaoyin's house in Longchang, Sichuan again. He thinks he can see Xiaoyin this time, but this time he still loses his life.
Xiaoyin's parents told him: "Xiaoyin didn't go home during the Spring Festival."
Luo Yian was puzzled and couldn't hold back: "Is Xiaoyin deliberately hiding from me?"
Xiaoyin's mother explained patiently: "Xiaoyin really didn't come back!"
Luo Yian still didn't believe it and took it out from her pocket again Xiao Yin's photo also showed the large stack of letters written by Xiao Yin to him, saying, "I am really Xiao Yin's friend. Look, this is enough to prove that I didn't lie to you."
Xiao Yin's father comforted him and said, "We believe that Xiao Yin really didn't go home."
Xiao Yin's parents saw that Luo Yian had no intention of leaving, and officially issued an order to expel the guest, but he still didn't want to leave. He kept pestering at Xiao Yin's house until it was almost dark before leaving.
Luo Yian did not leave Longchang , but stayed in a hotel in the town and prepared to go to Xiaoyin's house the next day.
But the next day Luo Yian still didn't see Xiao Yin. He was so worried that he lived in Longchang for a week, and went to Xiao Yin's house every day. One Spring Festival passed, but he didn't see Xiao Yin either.
Luo Yian had to return to his hometown and had no intention of creating anymore. Gradually, he became taciturn.
He was a little unwilling to give up. That year, he had to go to Xiaoyin's house every month. This entanglement made Xiaoyin's parents start to disgust with him and drove him away directly.
From then on, Luo Yian went to find Xiaoyin several times a year. Later, Xiaoyin's parents directly told him not to come to find Xiaoyin, and Xiaoyin was already married and had children.
Luo Yian was not willing to do so. His spirit had become a little abnormal. He kept Xiao Yin's photos and letters that he kept were yellow.
He searched for Xiaoyin too hard. He searched for twenty-five years and went every year.
It was not until Xiao Yin's parents left the world and came to Xiao Yin's house that he was empty, so he gave up his mind.
Luo Yian lived alone like this until he died alone.
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