Note: 40 years of ups and downs in life, accumulated bit by bit, telling one person's story with all his heart, any similarity is purely coincidental, you understand.
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Gesanghua
It has been cloudy these past few days, and the sun has not been seen. I found that I found the diary I wrote in the past. There were many beautiful sentences written in the diary. There are also many poems, but my mood is just like the weather, a little gloomy. I don’t know when I will see the sun. I also want to prepare to wash the dirty quilt? But because of the bad weather, I couldn't finish washing, I couldn't finish the housework, and I would hear some words that I couldn't understand. Although these words came from one person's mouth, they had countless meanings, which made people confused. Hard to understand.

Gelsanghua
When I was a child, I often heard adults say: "Be obedient." Now I still think about being obedient. How can I listen well? There are too many meanings in one sentence, how many people can understand it? Why do people become less able to understand people as they get older? I still feel that my childhood was simple and happy. Many times I want to go back to the past, to my childhood, to my happy childhood. The more I want to go back, the more I can’t go back. I feel like there is a force that keeps driving me forward, speed. It’s so fast that I can’t catch up!

Gelsanghua
The old people around me are healthy, the children are lively, and I feel very happy, but I just can't laugh. The piano that used to make me laugh was stolen. What should I do with the body left behind? She seemed to be a little dizzy, feeling light-headed and not falling down. For the first time, she realized that she was very fragile. She really wanted to have a strong arm for herself to rely on, rest for a while, and be quiet for a while. Could it be that these things are not good for Qinzi? Are they all luxury jewelry? Although I often hear the voices of old people and children talking, I rarely understand them. Maybe I am not willing to listen.

Gesanghua
I used to like to listen to more and more words, and I could absorb a lot of them. It felt like my head was like a loudspeaker, with different sounds passing through it, and I couldn’t even listen to it if I didn’t want to. People who don’t know think their heads are broken, but in fact they feel like a mirror in their hearts. They want to stop it but are unable to do so, and want to put it away but can’t. It’s really hard to listen, and it’s also hard not to listen. I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing to go through such training. Qinzi, who has always been positive and optimistic, can’t be happy at the moment. Could it be that Qinzi’s mood is the same as that on a sunny day, and she will only be happy on a sunny day and sad on a cloudy day?
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