In April 2013, you were born under the induction of labor at 38 weeks. I did not have anesthesia at all. I thought that closing my eyes would reduce the pain. A lump of tender meat popped on my chest, and the maternal love of a Sagittarius woman was instantly activated.
This is 2019. Unknowingly, you are already 6 years old, and your sister is also 3 years old.
for six years. The unruly and freedom-loving archer is very irritable because he can't see the world with his baby. Sometimes he complains to you who laughs heartily in his heart: "Because I want to accompany you, my mother can no longer take steps, and waiting for you Growing up, the best years have passed, right?"
"Grass" accumulated will always send. When my sister is born, sleep is not enough, trivial matters are multiplied, work pressure, life embarrassment... Monsters in the body come out to "make trouble", I will occasionally yell at you, think you are annoying, blame you for troubles, love you, sometimes you donât care She looked at me timidly sometimes.
The day I went out to buy, you have to follow it, and then still go back and dawdle. But that day, I was not in a hurry, and I was in a good mood. When you called me, I turned my head and smiled. Then I saw your eyes lit up, rushed over and hugged me... It can be seen that I have not been gentle to you as usual for a long time, and I will make you happy if I donât blame it...
Think about my sister At birth, it is not only adults who bear the pressure. For you, suddenly you can't sleep with your parents. Suddenly your mother won't tell you bedtime stories. It takes a lot of time to take care of your sister. Suddenly your love is reduced by half.
Many children will be jealous, but you can take the initiative to love your sister and share it with her, buy things for her, and take the initiative to say that you will share a room with your sister after you get in and out of bed. When I change diapers, you put down the toys in your hand Diaper wipes, someone else holds it for a long time, you are very anxious to ask me to take over, my sister is crying, I haven't responded yet you are more anxious to ask me to go quickly......
There are too many examples to say. However, children who are too sensible make people feel distressed.
can't remember which time, because of the quarrel, I collapsed and hurt myself frantically in front of the child.
You hold my hand tightly and call my name, so that I finally calm down. You smirked at me again, teasing me like your mother teased you when you were young. At that moment, I secretly vowed to abandon all plans, first learn to control emotions, and must control emotions! Since the relationship between mother and daughter is nothing but company, I hope that this journey will be warm and loving.
Then I found out that I was wrong.
Back from the bustling country, back to this quiet but lonely place. Your family, friends, and the people you can tell your heartfelt are all on the other side of the phone, across the sea by jet lag. Suddenly pulling away, I was a little intolerant of this "dead silence" and wanted to go out for a walk. You ran over: "Mom, take me with me..."
I was a little helpless to pick you up at the time, and I felt that taking children out was always troublesome. However, you ran around with me, gave lively suggestions when shopping, and showed me new things with excitement. You were chattering about all kinds of problems. In a moment, I suddenly realized that it was not so much. I'm with her, it's better to say she's with me!
Her enthusiasm is driving my depression and loneliness. Without her, I may not be able to live the rest of my life smartly, and maybe I am also in my own emotions. Can't extricate themselves and make a lot of losses?
Thinking back again, this little girl who must bring her mommy back after learning how to make biscuits, this little girl who met new friends at school and immediately shared with her mother excitedly, rushed to her motherâs room to see When my mother is still asleep, she can close the door and go out first. Isn't it the growth partner God sent me?
I suddenly remembered reading "Baby Baby" by Zhou Guoping many years ago.
At that time, I was not married. I was flipping through the book and looking at the cute gestures and stories of the little people in the book, and there was a lot of happiness inexplicably.
A philosopher, when he became a father, he was like all fathers in the world, obsessed with the words and actions of his children.
He said: "I am just an ordinary father, no different from other fathers who love their children. I wrote this book not because I am a writer. Only because I am your father. This is An ordinary father wrote a book for his beloved daughter..."
Zhou Guoping once lost a baby before Erbao tweeted, and the pain of losing his daughter affected him for a long time. So itâs a special baby to chuchu.
I didn't think anything at the time, but now I look back. In fact, Chu Chu is also Teacher Zhou's salvation.
