I just want to say, "It's great, I'm still alive." I'm still doing what I like, busy work, reading in my spare time, obsessed with books and forgetting a lot of worries. Work has cultivated my hobby of photography. I'm so impatient to find someone to come and go to the park where people come and go to take pictures of their happy smiling faces. It's great.
Last year, I was still addicted to anxiety today. Whenever I opened that account book, I clearly displayed the amount of each debt owed. The invisible pressure made people breathless. has always been accustomed to mobile payments and enjoys a lot of fun in advance consumption. The invisible and intangible consumption concept invades our lives and dominates.
Until one morning on a debt repayment day, the salary I just arrived at the card yesterday was gone all of a sudden. The only 120 yuan left in the card instantly wiped out my happiness. I was so cold that I was not cold in the cold winter. Taking advantage of the lunch break and everyone was sleeping, they quickly took out the small notebook they carried with them and started to settle the score. They truly realized that they were feeling like they were sitting on pins and pins.
Every stroke is shocking. I, who wanted to resign, suddenly lost my direction. I was confused and felt more nervous. It was like a bottomless pit burning me to blush. is an awkward age, if you don’t have any deposits, even wanting to give your parents pocket money has become a luxury. I can’t help but feel sad and anxiety is like a shadow. shame is always hard to say. I keep silent about the past and bear everything alone.
Luyao In the ordinary world, "Every setback is just an ordinary stumbling block to a new realm, and you will never put someone to death."
I began to plan my life. Although I was extremely disliked this job, because I was already on the way back, I still stayed. It really fits that the plan will never catch up with the change . Thinking of the bad job, you begin to be afraid, even afraid that your leader will put on you, or even fire you. So you clamp your tail and be a human being.
No complaints, and he is dedicated to doing his job well. Even if he gets the salary of one position, he does work in three positions without any complaints. The little complaint that often comes is dismissed by a book. It turns out that what can wake you up is not your dream, but the footsteps of debt urging you.
So you wake up for half an hour early every day and start reading. If you are addicted to the book, you forget your worries. You are happier than finding your partner. Your spiritual world begins to gradually become rich. So you rejected invalid social interaction and rejected friends who invited you to eat, drink and have fun. The reason is that you are busy, busy working in your acre of three-point land.
After refusing invalid social interaction, what I look forward to most is the day off on Mondays, put on the camera and move forward alone. Whenever I go to a place, uses the camera to record those cheerful people. There are young parents with their children. There are children in their fifties and sixties who push their ninety-year-old fathers, and they have fulfilled their parents' belief that they are not traveling far away. click screen freezes at this moment.
such time has ended a year. In 2022, I have read many books "Ordinary World", "Living", "Brothers", "Distant Savior"...
This year, I took my parents out for a trip, took photos of their memories, and left many people on WeChat, using this immature technology to leave souvenirs for them.
This year, it feels so good that you are debt-free and light, and the air is full of freedom.
This year I finally resigned and began the next journey in a planned manner.
The past days have always been without regrets. They have come to you and me vividly. Those bad past events that have broken teeth and swallowed into their stomachs have taught you the true meaning of life, and experiences have also given you precious wealth. It’s great to live hard. In the face of setbacks, you and I have tried hard to smile towards the sun and grow into what we want - to be strong and unyielding.
Yu Hua said in "Living" that "the heart makes people understand themselves truly, and once they understand themselves, they understand the world."
encouraged them together!
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