Literature belongs to the youth type dullness. I was nervously walking downstairs of the family building, holding a cup of frozen lemon grapes in my hand. This was the fifth cup I had continued. Yes, I was waiting for someone, and he finally went downstairs. He was a little tired

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I was nervously walking downstairs of the family building, holding a cup of frozen lemon grapes in my hand

This is the 5th cup I have continued

Yes, I am waiting for someone

He finally went downstairs

She is thin and tired, she is holding glasses on her slender fingers

I am nervous about geography Cutting your hair, trying to make yourself look less helpless

"hi～～"

When did my voice become so hoarse!??!

Look at the frozen lemon grapes in your hand, okay, I drank too much sweet

"What do you have to go downstairs to say?"

His Adam's apple moved slightly, and his loose sweatshirt was blown by the spring breeze, showing thinness Body

"No... it's okay, you're going to the provincial capital high school soon, I just want to come and see you off."

I tried hard to control my trembling voice, and mustered up the courage to say those four words

"I..."

"What's wrong?" His voice was a little warm, which made me look at his eyes

His eyes were so bright, What a big

I was stunned. I remembered his excellence, his attention, and his popularity, and his popularity

. And I, a low-key invisible person, a stubborn dead home girl,

. If it weren't for the two parents of our families, he and I might not be able to speak. I took a step back and said for a long time. "I wish you a bright future.”

(I)

My name is Su Anan, a low-key home girl

I am an invisible person in my class, which leads to three years of junior high school. Students with poor memory may not know my name

My grades are average and I can’t tell anything at first glance, but in fact I don’t learn everything well

I am not ugly. There are even four boys from other classes in junior high school confessing to me on the school wall

Results 1 When asked about my classmates, I realized that I was just a nun who looked attractive and had no desires in her heart

was pure and weak. It was my label for many years

so my parents never worried that I fell in love early

Actually, I am not like this. There is a boy living in my heart, but I am good at disguising

He is Chen Cheng, and he grew up with me

I don’t know if we are childhood sweethearts, after all, our kindergarten , elementary school and junior high school are all in the same class. The parents of the two families are good. We also live in the same community.

, but we seem to have only known each other since childhood. His personality is truly light. He always has a kind of distant alienation to people

, he looks very friendly and has a good temper to everyone

, but that is also true to everyone. This is just his usual politeness

and I, so I said a few more words.

In the third year of junior high school, he was admitted to the provincial capital's high school for excellent grades.

The classmates envied him for not having to take the high school entrance examination. For a moment, gifts and blessings flooded him

Chen Cheng smiled faintly from beginning to end, not surprised by praise and disgrace

I like him, I don't know when it started

Although he didn't need to take the high school entrance examination, he still took the exam

Finally got the third place in the high school entrance examination in the province.

I also unexpectedly entered the city's key high school with the 30th grade with excellent grades

I wanted to confess that day, but I was inferior to myself and felt inferior

I was so inferior

(II)

School started, and I couldn't say it in the end I like Chen Cheng

I cut off my long hair and planned to get rid of my inferiority problem in high school

There is no one I know in the new class

This may be a new beginning.

(III)

The appearance is not inferior and has brought me some popularity. In addition, my studies are not bad, but they are not excellent, which makes people jealous. I was unexpectedly chosen as the class monitor by my classmates and I was

. Feng Shui can really take turns. I was the least conspicuous, but I became the class monitor in high school. Because of my position, I had to do so. Dealing with many classmates

Gradually, I looked really so confident

(four)

The sparrows outside the window were chirping, and there was a little noisy downstairs

I was doing my homework and planned to close the window

I leaned up and pressed the handle of the window, and glanced downstairs inadvertently. I was stunned. I was moving downstairs. In a pile of furniture, I saw the white one at a glance. How could he be? Isn't he in high school in the provincial capital?

Through the spots of trees, Chen Cheng was moving a table. After not seeing him for a year, he became more and more angular. I was a little confused and tried to calm myself down.

On the dining table of , my mother accidentally mentioned

"Chen Cheng's mother always has cholecystitis, and his father is busy again, so Chen Cheng turned back to school. This child is so filial. "

bit off the rice grains stuck on the chopsticks, and my ears turned red

"I'm full."

I quickly went back to my room, and the almost dry lake water shocked me again

(Five)

"Ask how the channel is so clear,"

I held the Chinese textbook and carried

in the corridor in the key high school. It is not uncommon for me to recite in the corridor like this. I was restless and looked at the text in the book. In fact, I still have a purpose. It is still early summer. I have already changed into a cool summer school uniform.

I carefully pinned my hair to my ears. I looked at the campus, hoping to see Chen Cheng's figure

After all, the city is only one school When he was in high school, he could only come back. However, except for those freshmen in the first year of high school who didn't know how to hurry up, and some self-deprecating senior high school seniors, I didn't see him. I turned my head slightly and glanced at the familiar figure. We met again in the corridor of the school. The young man was wearing a white school uniform on his elegant figure, not hunched his back, holding a stack of books in his left hand, and holding a finger in his right hand, and holding a glasses in his right hand. I cut my refreshing short hair opposite. I was no longer the timid child of the past. I grinned confidently, as if the first blooming camellia

"Long time no see. "

"Long time no see"

I saw the sentence on the Chinese textbook that seemed to be self-questioning

"When will I have a rest in my youth? "

" I believe that the breeze and bright moon will always be in my heart. "

(Five)

I am in the liberal arts rocket class. He is in the science rocket class.

. The two classes are apart. The whole corridor. I heard that he also became the squad leader.

. On the weekend, the parents of our two families made an appointment to have dinner together. The adults were chatting and laughing. I and him were chatting together.

. "Don't you regret it? Give up such a good school. "

I tentatively spoke

Chen Cheng was still wearing a white shirt, and some stars appeared in the corners of his drooping eyes

For a long time, I forgot that when I asked such a question, he suddenly spoke

"I don't regret it." "

I was holding an water-fried bun in my mouth. I was stunned and fucked. The water-fried bun fell on the plate

"You have changed a lot, Su Anan. "

I smiled and replied to

"You are too, you have become handsome again, but you are still as popular as ever~"

Chen Cheng shook his head and suddenly smiled

just like the spring breeze blowing on my face. I rarely see him laughing

"Yes, you are beautiful again. "

I secretly pursed my lips and covered my red ears

It's so strange. This time Chen Cheng came back and got close to me

(Sixth)

There are many girls in the liberal arts class, and there are many right and wrong

Even if I am a good person, I will have a day of failure

It's just that I wrote Gao Canran's name on the blackboard because she talked too much in self-study class

Then after school I was taken to the back of the playground by her so-called "sister"

I was almost speechless. It's obvious that everyone is not a primary school student, why does this kind of fat pig flow still happen??

I really don't know how high How did Canran enter the Rockets class? Is it sick with her fat pigs? ! ? ? !

I tried hard to keep a smile, but unexpectedly, her elder sister didn't want to let me go

I was grabbed by her wrist and pressed it tightly on my back

I stubbornly refused to apologize. After all, I did nothing wrong

For a long time, I heard the elder sister "ah" in pain

Chen Cheng twisted his elder sister's hands on his back, pressed her knees tightly, and there was a little more cruel in his eyes

He pressed hard and let go of his elder sister

Chen Cheng held me behind him, with a strange expression

"I hope you don't disturb Su Anan again in the future. ”

I looked up and saw his angular side face

The eldest sister opposite might just be just showing off her power. She was scared when she really wanted to fight. She bluffed for a few times and left.

Chen Cheng turned around, his eyes turned into the past without asking about the world

"Su Anan, they are not you, are you?"

I shook my head and squeezed out a smile

Chen Cheng's clear-cut hand turned around, gently wiped the wall dust on my face. The wind blew by, and the tall and thin body in the wide school uniform appeared slightly

Twilight shining on his fair face, Chen Cheng turned his back to the light, I backlighted. Looking at him, it was as if he was glowing

such a beautiful scene. I just want to say

"Gaia!"

NONONO went to the wrong set

"Chen Cheng, thank you."

"Yes."

Chen Cheng and I walked in front and behind, and came to the carport

Chen Cheng stretched out his legs and stepped onto the bicycle, because my car was broken by my elder sister. He waved to me

"Come on."

I was a little surprised

The back seat of Chen Cheng's car could carry people. I asked him if it was for the camel girl

In the end, I was the first to sit in the back seat

and rode the car. I gently pulled a corner of his school uniform, and the agarwood on Chen Cheng's body floated with the wind

We were speeding in the forest outside the campus. The shaded avenue, the mottled shadows swaying

The radio rang in the campus, which was Jay Chou's confession balloon

"You said you were a little difficult to chase, I wanted me to retreat~"

I swung my legs slightly, and the cool wind made my legs itchy

"The gift is not the most expensive but the fallen leaves of the champagne"

"It's pretty good."

I heard him murmur.

(Sixth)

Entering the second semester of high school, I started to get nervous when I studied

I was so distressed that I doubted my life every day by the endless books I recited every day. I really admired why I chose the article

My house and I were face to face. I saw that the lights in Chen Cheng's room were on

I suddenly had the motivation to learn, I was so motivated!

(Seventh)

I almost fell to the top fifty in the grade, so I was so dangerous

Chen Cheng has always been the first in the science class

We went to and from school together every day, and the relationship... is so... ambiguous?

I don’t sleep enough every day, and I became a dog in morning self-study

This morning self-study, I heard the girls at the back desk chatting about gossip

I was not interested in these, but when I heard the word "Chen Cheng", I immediately became excited

"Do you know? Gao Canran likes Chen Cheng, so I confessed in the afternoon."

? I slowly called out a question mark

Why is Gao Canran so gloomy? Since she fell to of the Hongzhi Class in the last exam, I have never met her again. Why has she come out and jumped?

What a good Chen Cheng. I really don’t know what he is so handsome. It’s all about it every day.

I pricked up my ears and continued to listen to

"Gao Canran? Then they have a chance."

I couldn’t help but turn around and asked

"Why are they having a chance?"

"The squad leader is here to listen to gossip~ Listen to me and I will analyze it for you:

Gao Canran is a passionate type, and he looks good at people. Chen Cheng is a calm and cold type. He is handsome and not to mention learning."

I curled my lips, what kind of analysis is this?

"And, I saw that day, Chen Cheng helped Gao Canran to move books!!!"

"Wow, so envious (/≧▽≦/)"

I suddenly slapped the table angrily, comforting myself in my heart:

Chen Cheng is a good old man Chen Cheng is a good old man He just passed by and helped me just by passing by and helped

I was restless until the afternoon after school, wandering at the stairs

Chen Cheng finally came out, he was carrying his schoolbag and carrying glasses in one hand

I just wanted to In the past, Gao Canran didn't know where he came out. He patted Chen Cheng's shoulders

To be honest, Gao Canran was really dazzling

She and Chen Cheng shoulder-to-shoulder, smiling freely, swinging the high ponytail

I took a step back a little, and the inferiority field in my heart that I thought was deserted was growing secretly again

Gao Canran said something to Chen Cheng, grabbed Chen Cheng's hand

I couldn't stand it anymore, and ran down the stairs

My mind was full of Chen Cheng and Gao Canran looks shoulder to shoulder

They are together, it's really shining

I was thinking about something else in my mind, and my legs were lazy

I sprained my ankle from the stair platform on the second floor and rolled to the first floor

I heard Gao Canran say "ah" and turned around and saw Chen Cheng and Gao Canran

Why did they meet

Chen Cheng ran over and wanted to help me up, I endured the pain and pushed him away, and for no reason got angry

"I'm so annoyed, don't you do it anymore Let me go. "

I can't tell why. Looking at Chen Cheng's face sank, I felt very uncomfortable.

I limped away, but Chen Cheng didn't say anything and caught up with me. He picked me up

I wanted to break free at first, but he was stronger than me, so I didn't even feel pretentious

Gao Canran didn't know when I left. My eyes were dazed

I realized that I was not the confident person at all. When I saw everything about Chen Cheng, those illusions of self-confidence would be torn up

I always feel inferior in front of Chen Cheng

I think I can't touch him

But now I am indeed in his arms

"Why do you want to run away?"

He even asked plainly without tone

"I can't bear to disturb you and Gao Canran, sorry."

Suddenly, he stopped

"What?" I thought he was going to accuse me of other people's affairs

"Su Anan, do you think I It is for everyone to you. "

He put me down, his long black eyelashes trembled

"Do you think I'm very promiscuous?"

I looked up and was about to speak, but I saw him pursing his lips tightly

"No, I... thought you were with Gao Canran."

" Then what am I to you now? Neighbors? Classmates?"

"Are we not good friends?"

I have never seen Chen Cheng like this before. His eyes suddenly turned red and his hands Holding

"Friend?"

He continued to hold me home, but since then, he didn't say a word to me

(eight)

I don't know where I did it wrong. I just misunderstood the relationship between Gao Canran and Chen Cheng. Why did he ignore me for so long

It's summer vacation? I plan to go to Chen Cheng to explain clearly

I went to knock on his door. After waiting for a long time, no one opened

I sat on the stairs, silently waiting for him to come back

I was a little sleepy, my head I actually fell asleep on my knees

Maybe half an hour later, I opened my eyes in a daze and found that I was lying on Chen Cheng's bed

Chen Cheng was writing a question in front of the desk, with slender fingers pressing the pen

He was wearing white short-sleeved, his left leg was straightened out to expose his ankle, and his right leg was bent on a small box under the desk

He noticed my gaze, turned his head to look at me

His eyes were still calm and flowing

"The stairs are too cold, you are sleeping dead, so you carried you in."

The face he said was not red, his heart was not beating, it seemed as if it was just a coordinate shift

I thought he was so indifferent for the first time

I covered my red ears and wanted to ask him why he was angry

But just as I was about to say it, I realized that our relationship seemed to have returned to the original track just now, and now I would like to mention it a little too much. In fact, it is quite good to think about it. This kind of comfortable relationship that can be as good as before

"Give it to you, frozen lemon grapes. "

He held the frozen lemon grape in his hand and handed it to me

"How do you know that I like to drink frozen lemon grapes? "

I'm a little confused. I've never talked to him about this

." Just say, don't I watch it? "

He turned his head, raised his eyebrows slightly, and a throbbing flashed out of the tips of his raised eyes

This was a bit strange. Before I could think too much, Chen Cheng took out a bunch of wild lily

He squatted down in my surprised gaze and looked at me in a straight line. "Give it to you, Su Anan. "

I took it in a daze, opened my mouth several times and couldn't speak

"Let's go, your mother called just now. "

I held the wild lily, like a bride who ran away from Chen Cheng's house, and he left the house in a flash.

He is, I gave me a bouquet of flowers?

The wild lily is bright and blooming, just like another idiot

Is this telling me not to feel inferior?

(9)

Because I am a senior high school senior, I don't have time to think about that bunch of wild lily

Just when it's late at night, I will recall the agarwood he carried me home that day

Actually, I didn't sleep well that day. As soon as he picked me up, I woke up

Thinking of this, my ears were hot

At 2:46 in the morning, I was going to bed, quietly lifted up a corner of the curtain, Chen Cheng on the opposite side had not yet slept

"Good night, arson in my heart. "

I smiled and murmured.

(Nine)

100 days of oath. I have been in a very good study recently. I have been in the top fifteen of the grade several times.

Chen Cheng has always been at the top of the list

When I was in school, sometimes I would take time to go to the toilet

Every time I could meet Chen Cheng at the stairs

He always walked slowly, holding glasses with his left index finger

After school, I really couldn't bear to see him walking slowly (Isn't it good for me to free up this time to recite the book?)

So I held his wrist and walked forward

It was early summer, and there was a little coolness in the wind

Chen Cheng was accommodating and followed my rapid pace, with a little more glamor in his eyes

When I got home, I realized that I had just grabbed Chen Cheng's hand! He is Chen Cheng!

I have been shy and sensitive since I was a child. Now, because of my learning literature, my mind has become more delicate

So now my ears are red again!!!!!!

(10)

"Su Anan, do you see the hottest post in the post bar? "

As soon as I arrived in the class, the back desk couldn't wait to ask me

. I shook my head. Yesterday, I was a little sleepy and fell asleep after finishing my homework. I didn't look at my phone

." I knew you didn't look at it, and I even brought my phone specially."

I turned my head in confusion and watched her click on the post bar of our middle school

click the hottest post

[Su An'an, the leader of the Wenhuo Class in Senior High School and Chen Cheng, the leader of the Lihuo Class, are too sweet! The following are photos to prove it [photo jpg.]]

My hand shook and almost smashed her phone

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[Yes, I often see them going to and from school together, and the relationship is solid!]

[Ah my male god Chen Cheng! But Su An'an is so pure!]

[Late/slot, what did I do before I didn't find that the senior sister was so good!]

[Together]

[The senior high school party passed by, and they really had a good relationship from the beginning~]

What a mess!

I didn't dare to leave the work anymore, afraid that I was recognized by an angry young man from a clique on the way

When I was out of school, I didn't dare to leave with Chen Cheng, and hid in the community

I always felt that someone was following me. When I turned my head, I found that it was Chen Cheng

He looked at me calmly as usual, and couldn't see any emotion

"Why are you running away? "He asked me

I suddenly remembered a text

[She ran away, he chased her, she couldn't fly~]

Your sister Su Anan, what are you thinking!!!??

I told him about the post bar, and Chen Cheng seemed to have known it for a long time, without any extra expressions

"So what? Do you hate being in the same photo as me? "

I shook my head

" No, it's just that it's not good if we are misunderstood. "

" Oh. "He replied

" Go upstairs. "He smiled at me, just like the moonlight.

I went up the stairs and watched him enter the unit door from the window of the corridor. His back was clear and elegant

(Eleventh)

Soon, the college entrance examination ended

We had a grade graduation party. Due to the previous post bar incident, we encouraged me to be the host with Chen Cheng

Chen Cheng agreed

I was nervous and scared. This was the first time I appeared shoulder to shoulder with him

Before, whether it was going to and from school or encountering by chance, I was used to walking behind him a little bit

My little hot and short The ends of the hair are slightly curled up, wearing the lotus-colored high-waisted knee-length skirt that Chen Cheng chose for me

Chen Cheng was wearing a black suit and pulling his tie. I felt inexplicably hungry.

Su Anan What are you thinking again!

Let's go on stage together, and the audience was full of cheers

I smiled shyly and started hosting with Chen Cheng

I made a mistake, maybe it was too nervous, I read a wrong sentence

suddenly quiet under the stage

I was a little at a loss, subconsciously trying to escape, that familiar, long-lost inferiority

I was about to turn around and run off the stage, but Chen Cheng grabbed my wrist

I looked up at him, Chen Cheng looked at me firmly, holding me

I felt the possibility of being protected unconditionally

I felt the first time this was in my second year of high school, I was bullied by my elder sister. Chen Cheng took me home

When I got home

The photo of this graduation party occupied the post bar. The most popular one was the picture of Chen Cheng holding my hand. The post bar actually had

and humanities

Later I heard that this photo was added to the post bar. Every class of juniors heard about us

After the party ended, I Walking with Chen Cheng on the way home

High heels were uncomfortable. I was barefoot, carrying shoes

I talked with him in a mess, sighing about the best time of youth

Chen Cheng suddenly stopped and walked to a store. After a while, he walked out behind his back with his hands behind his back

The warm yellow roadside lights were ambiguous. I stood on the sidewalk and watched him walk towards me

He took out a large bunch of blooming wild lilies from behind, kneeling on one knee

His eyes were no longer tired, Chen Cheng looked at me seriously, his lips moved slightly

"Su Anan, I like you."

My pupils widened, I took a step back

Chen Cheng, I like me?

I swallowed a mouthful, my mind was a little empty

"Su Anan, what did you want to say to me in the third year of junior high school?

What do you think I came back from the provincial capital for? "

I want to cry

It turns out that every time I escape, he noticed

My sensitive and inferior skin over the years, tore it up under his repeated impacts.

I held the wild lily, watched Chen Cheng stand up, and picked me up horizontally

" The ground was cold. "He said

"I like you, this is an indisputable fact. "

The wind at night swayed wild lilies. I wrapped my neck around him and curled up in his arms. It was warm and comfortable.

(12)

Chen Cheng is the second place in the provincial college entrance examination. He went to Tsinghua

I also got admitted to Beijing Foreign Studies University

What a honor, I am standing shoulder to shoulder with the boy I love

(13)

The wind blows this night, and it feels so good. Itchy, my lover

Chen Cheng and I were walking in the suburbs of Beijing, listening to the song "I Want You"

He was shoulder to shoulder with me, his figure was graceful in the night wind

I snuggled in his arms, rubbing his furry coat

He held glasses in his left hand and gently touched my head with his right hand

He and I both passed the graduate school entrance exam, and now live together in Beijing

"Su Anan, please stop your behavior."

I rubbed harder and became more and more powerful

He picked me up with one hand and kissed me deeply on my lips

Ren Suxi Deep sound

I met a boy like a bright moon and breeze at my teenager. Fortunately, he is now by my side

-Finished text-

Extra·Chen Cheng

This is the fiftieth round of my pace in front of the window. I plan to go downstairs to meet Su Anan

Speaking of her, I always feel throbbing

I remember that in the last semester of the third year of junior high school, it was raining heavily. She just brought an umbrella. I asked her to wait for me and go to the cafeteria together. As a result, when I went to the class to get the lunch box, I found that my classmates had prepared food for me, so I started eating. I forgot that Su Anan

was halfway through eating. I suddenly thought of her, and I ran down, thinking that she had left long ago

As a result, I saw the figure under the eaves holding an umbrella with an umbrella under the eaves. I felt like

I first found the beauty she was hiding in the corner of my eyes

Later, I kept paying attention to her silently and found that she was a little inferior

The person she was so careful that she would close herself, and there would be people she liked

I was admitted to a key high school in the provincial capital. Before leaving, she called me out

result. She just wished me a "bright future"

I saw her for a long time and couldn't say that sentence

It doesn't matter

I turned back to my hometown in the second year of high school. One is because of my mother's illness, the other is because of Su An'an

She became very lively and cheerful

But I know this is just Illusion

She will still retreat before a good opportunity, be timid before praise

She is sensitive and fragile

I pulled her out of my inferiority

Fortunately, I succeeded

We got married at the age of 25 and came to Nanjing to live

Because Su Anan likes Wutong and loves the breath of history

I It's an architectural designer, Su Anan is a novelist

30 years old, we have a boy, Su Anan calls him "baby"

I call him "heat"

Hey is really annoying, I pester Su Anan every day and tell him stories

Every time I have a face in my penis and typing on the keyboard in front of the computer, deliberately making it loud, disrupting the atmosphere of the story

I miss you every day The days without feeding

Extra· Chen Ci's first grade composition

My parents are a very strange pair

Mom has a smile on her eyes, she looks very beautiful, she tells me stories every night

Dad has a smile on her eyes, she is not as handsome as me

Dad always pretends to be nothing, she looks at me pestering her mother, actually He envied me

Mom said, Dad is called "slutty" (this was written by Mom for me, I won't write these two words)

This is my beautiful mother and shy dad

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by Wen Yue'a

by Wen Yue'a

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