01
I watched " Lost Time " many years ago. At that ignorant age, I only remember that it was a very literary story, I only remember that the rhythm of the story is very slow, I only remember that the small town in the story is beautiful, and I only remember two The people who loved each other ended up not being together. I always thought it was a tragedy, so I didn't dare to watch it a second time.
But from that time on, I had an indescribable and unexplainable affection for Wuzhen, as if it fulfilled the warmest, calmest and most beautiful scene in my dreams: Thousand-year-old town, uneven stone steps, small streets. The bridge is flowing, the sun is setting, a group of simple people are talking and laughing, the dusk is slowly passing by with a long tail, and when the evening comes, the town closes its eyes and falls asleep together with the people in the town.
Until this year, by chance, I revisited "Homecoming" again. At this transparent age, it is still the same story, the same simple town, and the same simple soundtrack, but it is completely different. Feeling, is not a tragedy! It is just a story, it just tells you that love can be like this sometimes anyway~
At the end of the story, the monologue: When the gorgeous leaves fall, the veins of life can be clearly seen. Whether it is our love, it will also come to the end. When frost stains blue hair and time passes, can we be as clear, brave and strong as the branches in the north?
Just like this, thousands of miles apart, just like this, each is safe.
Not forgetting or remembering is the best ending to this story.
At this point, my feelings are no longer difficult to reconcile. Yes, there are many forms of love. As for Wen and Ying, the way they love each other is "over love". In their hearts, they both have a place that belongs to each other forever. Don't meet each other, don't disturb me, I just hope that when I think of it occasionally, my heart will tremble slightly and the corners of my mouth will rise slightly, that's enough.
Many years later, I stood on the promenade in Wuzhen, and suddenly I had a trance-like illusion, as if I saw Wen holding Ying's hand through the promenade, and in another time and space, I also seemed to see them on the bridge. When we met and parted at the station, I had a deep filter for Wuzhen.
02
Wen and Ying are lucky. They met another version of themselves in the world before their lives were finalized, so even though they were thousands of miles apart, they often did the same things and said the same words.
wen went to Taipei, accidentally walked into a store, and fell in love with the music box that Ying once wanted to buy;
wen went to Taipei's mountains to see the scenery, and accidentally met Yingcheng.
Wen is in Wuzhen, Ying is in Taipei, facing a little girl of the same age, saying the same words about life;
They themselves don't know these, but fate knows, otherwise how could they Will we meet?
article, this man with stars in his eyes was once so sure of his own mind, he said: Maybe, all this is a dream, and you will forget it when you wake up, but if it is really a dream, I will say it even more, I don’t want to be there anymore I never said in my dream: I love you.
Ying, who had never returned to her old place, returned to Wuzhen again and again. She said: I don’t know why I came back here again. What happened to me? Is it because of this water town? Or is it because of the man behind you? She said in her heart: I made a choice, a decision I never thought of. I decided to come back and stay.
However, they are too similar, similar in hesitation, cowardice, and stubbornness, until they miss it.
mailbox can't speak, and won't tell Wenying's address. Wenying can't wait for Laiying's promise to come again, and then stay. Wen got seriously ill and after recovering from the pain, he accepted Mo Mo who was always by his side.
silently knew that Wen Weiying was broken and desperate, but he would still promise to stay with him forever and never leave him.
Ying suffered a heart attack because she missed seeing her father for the last time, and could not tell Wen that she could not keep the appointment. After recovering from the illness, Ying thought it was time to wake up from her dream, so she put on her wedding dress in reality.
Ying's fiancé doesn't understand why Ying meets a street singer, but he praises her for being very caring. He doesn't understand why she doesn't like dusk, but he closes the curtains for her before dusk comes every day.
Both Mo Mo and Ying’s fiancés know how to fight for their lovers, but Wen and Ying are like two children. They don’t take the initiative and dare not take a step forward. They are all waiting to be redeemed. They all think that’s it. We missed it. . Therefore, they may only be suitable to fall in love in dreams and separate in reality.
03
The meeting, knowing and falling in love between Wen and Ying is too dreamy.
Looking at each other in the academy, it was as if they were struck by electricity and couldn't move. They saw the person in the dream in each other's eyes, so even if they didn't say a word, it was worth a thousand words. They didn't even ask each other. His name, address, and past, all he knew was that the person in front of him seemed familiar at first glance, as if he was from another world, and his eyes would not lie when it came to whether he liked or disliked him.
After just a few days of getting along, they have fallen in love with each other from the depths of their souls. Even though they have just met, they are joking like old friends. Even though they don’t even have the other person’s contact information, they are looking forward to meeting again. I know that falling in love has nothing to do with time, so I believe that such a dream exists. Therefore, the subsequent unexpected encounters and the understanding of the heart are so real and clear, and then the final longing becomes a disaster, is a combination of circumstances, , It is also so realistic and helpless.
The beginning of the story:
"Are you here?"
"I just arrived"
"I know you're coming"
"I know you know"
The end of the story:
"You're leaving"
"Yes, I'm leaving"
"I know you will go"
"I know you know"
In the story:
"Have we ever loved?"
"Loved"
"How long?"
"In a moment"
"What about the rest?"
"The rest is endless thoughts"
Well, the dust has settled, and I no longer regret it. . Regret is the normal state of life. Just like someone said, if you replace "possession" in your heart with "existence", most of the troubles in life will disappear, maybe.