For some reason, after entering the deep mountains and summer ranch, I became depressed again. I was tired and weak all day long, and my whole body was sore. I was so tired that I was panting when I folded a quilt in the morning. When I got off the kang after drinking tea, I had to use three points of my strength to bend down and wear shoes.
For several days, I always don’t want to go anywhere. When the sheep were driven in the evening, everyone had to go out, they would follow everyone weakly, feeling dizzy, one step, three steps and one rest. Are you sick?
Cassi doesn't look at people's face at all. When I just skimmed dozens of kilograms of fresh milk, I shook my sore arms, and was about to lie on the flower felt in one breath, I forced me to drive the cattle with her... She felt that everyone should be as energetic and explosive as she was, otherwise it would be incomprehensible and unforgivable. But I always couldn't refuse, so I had to go dizzy and follow her to run against the sun at noon. Strangely, the weather is so good and the sun is so bright and hot, so people should be refreshed.
She jumped and jumped like the little antelope in front, while I, both legs and two shoelaces, couldn't lift up any strength. Before I could climb half of the mountain, I could no longer walk. While she was not paying attention, she quickly flashed into the forest on the shaded side of the hillside. No matter how she shouted, she pretended not to hear it.
I was panting and sweating like a waterfall. I feel like I haven't sweated for a long time. Strange, why did the weather suddenly become so warm? Is it going to cool down again and snow again? Sitting on a big rock under the tree for a while, when the breath was calmed down, the cool air from the shade quietly surrounded and penetrated into the skin. I had to get up and leave. I walked down the wet path in the dense forest. As far as you go, four-legged snake avoids you everywhere. In places with sparse trees and abundant sunshine, there are always fine and bright white full of stars. Gradually, I walked out of the forest, and the low bushes were blooming with white round flowers, clusters of growing in the cracks of the rocks. The further down, the smoother the slope, and there are round pine trees spreading on the grass. When passing by, birds suddenly startle.
A lot of sweat came out, and the cold wind was blown away again, and his strength was even pulled away by three points. When I walk, I feel dazed and vague, and my feet are not on the ground. Maybe I was really sick...Along the way from Chun Ranch to Xia Ranch, I only brought one medicine with me: Aconite Lizhong Pills . It was recommended by a Chinese medicine friend. The instructions say that one of the symptoms is fear of cold. It's just what I want. I chewed it in big orders, but I was still afraid of the cold.
Everyone thinks that Li Juan is dressed too much, so they are afraid of the cold. If you wear less clothes, you will not be afraid of the cold if you get used to it... Really, can you get used to "cold"?
I remembered that in Jierat, when passing the cold current, the two children, Juanxi and Shawulie were running around with barefoot barefoot. Children who grow up like this may really be "habited" in the future and are really not afraid of the cold. But there must be hidden dangers in their lives. Cold always hurts people like this: if this person has not been knocked down, it will be lurking in the depths of his body. Waiting for the man to reach his weakest moment, he suddenly jumped out and gave him a fatal blow.
Cassie is not afraid of the cold, but in the past few months, she has never stopped sucking her nose "huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Smahuli is not afraid of the cold either, and she only wears T-shirts and single-layer jackets when passing the cold wave. But his nose never penetrated, and his speech was buzzing. According to my opinion, these two children are really sick.
For everyone, Zachbai's mother's stomachache , toothache, headache and other real pain symptoms are considered a disease. Only mothers are considered sick. Her indeed couldn't eat, so she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, and she kept enduring and moaning. As for Cassi and Smahuli, although their nose problems are indeed a little troubled, they become accustomed to them over time, which basically does not affect labor, joy and appetite.
I remember when I first met Cassie, she told me during a chat that her right ear was itchy. I heard it at that time and didn't take it seriously.
But a month later, she was still saying that her ears were itchy. How come itched for so long? I was surprised.He grabbed her ear and shone it in with a flashlight. Oh my God, it was filled with dark pus! I was frightened and thought the situation was serious and immediately asked my family to take Casey to the city for medical treatment. But everyone didn't think so, and Cassie himself looked like "It's really a fuss". I was so anxious that I scared her and said, "If you don't go to the hospital, your ears will rot in a few days, and it's gone!"
Cassy said with a "broken" and said with a smile, "It's been rotten for three years, but not three years."...How can you blame everyone for not caring about Cassy? Because, it is no longer possible to treat. Already deaf. I have already accepted this fact...
——Even this cannot be considered a disease.
I can't understand this kind of indifference. Losing an ear is of course insignificant than losing the entire life. But... I don't know what to say... I have a friend of Ha tribe. Once I asked me to help take him and his youngest son to the hospital for treatment, help him register and consult because he doesn't understand Chinese. Fortunately, the doctor was also a Ha tribe that day, so I didn’t help much.
The child's condition was a bit complicated. When the doctor asked to be hospitalized for observation, the friend was anxious: "The sheep have not crossed the river yet!" That was the day of migration.
After hearing this, the doctor got angry: "Is this child your biological child?" "Yes..." "What else can I bear to bear?" Then he cursed. He turned his head and said to me excitedly in Chinese: "You don't know, these Hazards... Of course, I am also Hazards-but I just can't understand, why do people view life like this? If you die, you will die, and if you live, you will live. A life is not as good as a group of sheep! It's so ignorant!"
This doctor is also a Hazard tribe. But she was already in the city and lived a life that had nothing to do with the flock. When she accuses angryly, what is her position of accusation? ...She can never feel the anxiety and heartache of the shepherd when the hungry and weak flock stayed on the south bank of the Ehe River for a long time... She is also kind, but her kindness is too far away.
A person’s life is of course more important than a flock of sheep. In the future, you may lose a child because of a flock of sheep. However, the "future" is not the present. But people only live in the present. Now the sheep are suffering, but now people can still tolerate it... Is this ignorance?
Everyone’s common problem is that they lack vitamin , not only because of the lack of fruits and vegetables all year round, but also water problems. Along the way, we drink either the water that melts ice or the stream water that melts glaciers, and there are few times when we drink spring water or swamp water. On the winter pasture to the south, there is only snow water to drink throughout the winter. These waters are too pure and there are insufficient trace elements. And the best water is said to be water that seeps out of the earth and from the soil. The older generation always says that it makes sense that children who have never eaten soil cannot grow up well.
So shepherds wear sunglasses in the snowy winter. They are not cool, but are prone to snow blindness if they lack vitamins.
So the whole family's hands and feet were cracked, and the roots of the nails were rotten. My mother said that Coco was the most serious, and his palms kept cracking along the palm lines.
As for me, I encountered bad weather when I moved to Dongku, and my feet were wrapped in wet socks and shoes for two days. After I arrived at the place, I was extremely itchy. Fortunately, it's not serious, it will be fine after a few days.
Cassy's athlete's foot has never been healed, it is always itchy and painful.
Poor Cassie, when she goes out to drive and find cattle every day, there will always be accidents. When I came back, I either limped, my shoes were soaked and my feet were pale. The roads in the valley are difficult to walk on, and it is rainy season. There are swamps all over the way, so it is inevitable to wade through water.
When there are no rain boots, the first thing the little girl does when she comes home every day is always taking off her shoes and baking her feet.At that time, she could see her toes and soles of her feet were so white that she smelled very much (sometimes she always put her feet outside the quilt when she was sleeping...)
It was probably too painful. Once I got angry at me and asked: I bought my mother achestic medicine and Smahuli toothaches, why didn’t I buy her “foot pain” (she didn’t know the word athlete’s foot, which has always been called foot pain) medicine?
I was speechless. It is indeed not considered thoroughly enough...
But I heard that there are almost no special medicines for treating athlete's foot, and I can only rely on slow maintenance.
Suddenly I remembered that when I was in Dongkuer, there seemed to be a small bag of potassium permanganate powder at home. So she suggested that she find her feet soaking, which is sterilization and disinfection. She was overjoyed when she heard this and immediately started rummaging through the cabinets and asked me how long I had to spend. I accidentally said Chinese: "It's about ten minutes." She said "um" and got me thinking.
Mom said, "What's wrong?"
She reposted solemnly: "Li Juan said she would have to soak for ten hours..."
I was shocked when I heard this and quickly shouted, "Ten hours! My feet were gone!"
Everyone burst into laughter. My mother smiled the happiestly. Until she went to bed, she muttered to herself: "Ten hours, my feet are gone!"
But, that pack of powder can never be found again...
Every time I go to the city, I will buy many pills for everyone. I have read the instructions carefully for everyone, and stored them in a classified manner. I repeatedly whispered the box of any color to treat what medicine, so don’t take it randomly. But my mother can't remember it. When it was time to take the medicine, I took off the whole medicine bag and gave it to me, asking me to choose the medicine for her.
Qima Huli is confident and never asks others for things like Cassie. When he had a toothache, he went to find medicine by himself. When I found out, my mother's two boxes of stomach medicine had been taken clean. My mother and I were shocked.
I asked, "Does the toothache hurt anymore?"
He thought for a while and said, "It doesn't hurt anymore." After thinking for a while, he said more certainly, "It doesn't hurt anymore."
Mom has no stomach medicine, so she has to think of another way when it is in pain.
Once, when I was drinking tea with my mother, my mother pressed her stomach tightly and moaned for a while, and suddenly remembered something. She took another empty bowl and brewed boiling water, took out a piece of brown sugar-like thing and threw it into the water. The thing slowly blew into the water, a thick brown color slowly appeared in the water. She shakes the water well and drinks it. I immediately realized that this was an earthen recipe for treating stomach problems and , so I asked what it was, but my mother couldn't explain it clearly, just said "Tasmay" - the oil of stone. I leaned closer and sniffed it, and I took a bite, with an indescribable weird smell. Pinch it with your fingers again, the texture is loose and soft.
That day my mother drank a big bowl of such water. I asked if it worked. She continued to press her stomach in pain and said, "Okay."
Another evening, only part of the flock came back. My mother and I were waiting on the hillside. There was nothing wrong for a moment, and my mother told me to help her pull dandelions. After returning home, my mother washed the piles of dandelions and stuffed them into a teapot and started cooking. She said this kind of water can also cure stomach problems. I know that dandelion is a traditional Chinese medicine that clears heat and detoxifies, and can also cure some skin diseases and snake and insect bites. I didn't expect it to cure stomach problems.
But later, the cow became lame, and everyone used this water to wash the slits of the hoofs... As the saying goes, "Everything is done, every door is plague." The medicine that is too omnipotent is often unreliable in any aspect.
My mother's toothache is also very severe. She can't eat when it hurts, and she doesn't want to say anything. I can only drink clear tea, but not milk tea. Her wish was to remove the bad tooth that tortured her, but she was always worried about the expensive cost of tooth extraction.
One day, two pieces of snow-white dry naan were thrown by the stove. I thought it was the old naan that my mother had been tidying up when she packed the cartons for food, so I wanted to throw it out to Banban. But as soon as I picked it up, I suddenly felt that the weight was wrong. If you look closely, it turns out that it is a hard bacteria that are attached to trees. Cassie said that taking this decoction can cure your mother's toothache. I asked happily, is it effective? The answer works.Really! If that's the case, why not cook it early? I turned my head and taught Smahuli a lesson: "I would rather take medicine all day than think of a solution!"
That day, my mother and Smahuli drank a large bowl of water cooked from this mucosmic fungus. But when it's time to hurt, it still hurts. I said disappointedly, "This medicine is not good." Everyone objected, "Stay cut, okay!" I don't know what's good about it. I think, maybe no one wants to say unlucky words.
The earthy recipe for treating colds is often the branches of pine hiking. Every family entering the winter nest (winter ranch) will prepare some such branches. When it comes to high cold weather, take a few branches and bake them on the stove plate to create a rich and pungent smoke. Every day when my mother comes back from driving the cow, she always carries a branch in her hand. She folds it and stuffs it into a hand pot to soak it. Wash your hands with soaked water, and you will also have the rich smell of cypress branches in your hands. My mother washed her hands and said while smelling the palm of her palm, "It smells so good, Li Juan!" She also reached over for me to smell it. I don't think it's "scent", it's just a more special and enthusiastic plant atmosphere. But for my mother, this is a taste she is familiar with and relies on.
I bought medicinal oil and cooling oil for my mother. It is said that applying these things can relieve headaches even if you apply them. But my mother refused to use it. She said boredly, "Stinky!" But I think it should be a strong fragrance. Their stimulating and spicy smells are obviously clear. Maybe because I have been wiping this kind of thing since I was a child to repel mosquitoes and avoid the heat, I have become accustomed to smelling it.
I remember that at that wedding in June, a boy suddenly had a nosebleed. Everyone quietly surrounded him (including his mother) and waited for everything to end. He lowered his head, blood flowing drippingly, and it was not stopped for a long time, and the ground was covered with blood. I didn't intend to interfere because there must be a reason for everyone around me to be indifferent. But later, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I took out a tissue to block it for him, asked him to tilt his neck, and apply cold water to the back of his head. Everyone didn't say anything after seeing it, but they obviously disagreed. Later, when I saw this kind of thing a lot, I understood it. It’s just that traditional cognition is different. They feel that nosebleed only flows when it is time to flow, and nosebleed is also an outlet for the disease. It’s good that the flow is over, and it should not be stopped... I don’t know how to judge, it is due to ancient survival experience, and it should be reasonable.
Abstract, what I said at the beginning was my illness. After coming to Wusai, I was weak and coughed for half a month. Especially in the middle of the night, I couldn't breathe after coughing several times. At that time, my mother was always awakened by my cough and sighed repeatedly in the darkness. The rainy season gradually passed, and at the sunny noon, the brother and sister took off their short-sleeved T-shirts. Whenever they pass by Li Juan, who is wrapped like a cabbage with bare arms... they are embarrassed and can't help but chill over the scene in front of them, so they tucked their coats... It's really cold. The sun hangs in the sky like an ornament, and the sunlight is just an ornament. Its brightness and brilliance only enters the eyes, but cannot enter the heart. It seemed that the whole body was closed, and no external warmth could be in... and the experiences that had been soothed by the sun before seemed to happen in a dream.
This kind of coldness is definitely not something that comes suddenly, nor is it caused by one or two days. As early as the dance of Dongkuer's division of family, I had become a cold separatist. Going further forward, on the pastoral road of Harasu, it was already frozen. Later, the cold kept my eyes closed. Now, it wakes up.
There is no choice. Aconite Lizhong Pills are obviously not used to treat colds. I had to squat by the stove when there was no one, dipped in the handle of the comb with moisturizer and scraped scraping on the back of my neck and where I could hold it behind my back. When I was young, my grandmother helped me scrape and endured many colds.
Gradually approaching July, the weather is getting better and better. Although I still wrap it thickly every day, I feel energetic and walk farther when I walk.
Down and start to flow vigorously in the nose. I'm very happy about this, which means the cold has reached its last stage.
It's just that the runny nose is too troublesome.The cheap toilet paper at home was thick and hard, and soon, my nose was ragged and hurt to death.
Strangely, Cassie kept squirting all day long, so why did she never scream in pain? It was observed that she was rubbing with her sleeves.
In addition, toilet paper is limited, so you have no need to buy it after using it. So a few days later, I... I was still very regretful when I started, and I wished I could not put a needle on the cuffs (no wonder I had to nail a row of buttons on the cuffs of the suit...)! However, there is nothing that cannot be used to... Alas! I got beaten up when I was a child before I got this bad habit!
My illness has been cured, but Cassie's condition has begun to be wrong. A few days ago, the little girl who had never been afraid of being cold always yelled about "cold", and occasionally opened the cover of the stove to burn the fire, and her hands were about to reach into the flames. My mother said, "Cassy has a cold." I thought she would never catch a cold! Thinking about it again, it seems that she has always been in a cold... Despite this, she is still weak and refuses to add clothes. I said, "Where can the disease be cured without wearing clothes?"
She kept shaking her shoulders, and she still protested weakly: "Stay open! Where did the disease come from?"
