I don’t know when I started to calm down. I was originally a person who said a lot and could talk nonstop every day. Talk to others, talk about the world, talk about the future, but what happened later! I was the only one left, surrounded by some ununderstood voices and some noisy oppositions. I also seemed to be different. The former self was like a shadow, but now I am the real self. Everyone was separated and had nothing to say, leaving only a few simple greetings, but this was enough, at least I knew that each other was well.
I don’t know when I became taciturn, liked to be alone more and more, liked to grow flowers and grass. Although sometimes these flowers and plants cannot be raised, I still liked it very much because I like the surprise of flowers blooming, which is the greatest happiness in being alone.
We always put our worries in our hearts, and then quietly sort out these confused thoughts, deal with these emotions that come and go as soon as you say, see our own gains and losses, and see the good and evil of others. We dare not lose our temper again, and we will not make things difficult for ourselves. Life is not easy for anyone. We understand others, the world, and ourselves. Loneliness is innate, and you must bear this quiet loneliness.
I don’t know when, although we talk and laugh, our state of mind is different from before. Our hearts will select friends quietly, stay away from them quietly, and distinguish them quietly. We will not go to the bottom of the matter, we will not question and accuse too much, nor will we resent. Some things will not help in the end, so why should we be upset? It is better to heal ourselves without any hesitation.
Too much noisy words will only make people feel noisy and boring. This place of the soul is not a downtown city, so it is not suitable to make noise. On the way forward, we just need to be strong and stable, change quietly, work hard quietly, and be perfect quietly. We silently brew the future, quietly wait for the flowers to bloom, quietly wait for the results.
