Encounter
Li Dongping
said it was a dream, but I want to believe it is real. Just like she left, I still thought she would come back. How old is
? There is no specific date. Is it more than ten years? She was still seven or eight years old, but she was still so young and refreshed when I saw her.
But in reality, she is already lying in a piece of grass. And I pass by this road every day but I don't know where she is. At her age, you couldn't believe that she would sleep here forever.
She can fall asleep, I can't think of anything. When I wake up, it seems as if is still in a dream.
She was wearing a pink top, which was her favorite color, and she had a pink flower on her head, which was very vulgar, not the refined woman I thought she was.
She was riding her princess car , and in the car sat her child, who was only six or seven years old. They were standing at a crossroads, looking very busy with traffic.
I just wanted to stop her and ask her, where have you been?
But she ignored me. At this time, I saw a person greeting her across the road, very affectionately! No wonder she ignored me.
I remember she asked the person if she wanted to sell the tree. The tree was very tall, just like the big locust tree in her yard that covered the sky and sheltered from the sun. I don’t know why this tree has peach blossoms and pears on it. If anyone can interpret dreams, they must know the meaning.
But I was clearly pulled away from this intersection by another and friend of mine. She told me that she was right to ignore you.
Let them speak if they want. When she was alive, she believed what that person said the most.
My back suddenly felt tight and I woke up.
This is the first time since she left that she has walked into my dream. When she moved into Taicheng before, she also dreamed about her several times. She always looked busy, and it was still the same small shop, but she didn't explain why she came back, as if it had never happened before, which made People are very pleased with .
People have a destiny. To this day, as her best friend, I did not persuade her or hold her back. This is my responsibility. But now I think about it, how could she believe me? How can my bitter taste of good medicine be compared with other people's sweet words and complicated thoughts.
She was eventually confused by others and attracted by the outside world. Even if it was a fire bed, if there were sweet dreams, who wouldn't jump?
For two years, she disappeared from my life, but I spent my whole life trying to make up for the pain of being misunderstood.
When I heard about her again, she was deceived, lost her money, and was very desperate. She was raising money everywhere without even giving up her dignity, but she didn't think of me.
Among them, I also saw her. Her hair was cut, her expression changed, and she looked calm...
I naively thought that as long as she was well, nothing mattered.
I heard news from her again that she was ill and had very serious leukemia . Tears burst into my eyes, I really wanted to scold her, why don't you be nice, even if you ignore me for the rest of your life...
There is no regret medicine in life. Children understand the truth, but she didn’t understand it until her death!
Hey! Happy ran, I hope you will have no pain in another world!
As for her name, I almost forgot it,
She has been lying in the grass for many years...
Li Dongping, born in the 1970s, Dawenkou, Tai'an, member of Tai'an Emperor Writers Association, Dai A member of the Yue District Artists Association, he likes writing and ink painting. His works can be seen in "Taishan Poet", "Taishan Culture ", "Da Wenhe ", " Chinese Poetry Network ", "Wenshui Coast", "Qilu Yidian" and other online paper media.
One Point Hou Baojun, member of Shandong Writers Association
