Autumn is here
The wind is very cold
The night is as cool as water
When the days become thin money in hands
Open the calendar on the wall I found out
The autumn is here too
From every waking up to the sunset
The moon never wakes me to sleep
The stars are very far away
Looking back inadvertently
I suddenly found out
once all My ideals are lost to reality
The freedom I once hoped for is getting farther and farther
My ideal reality is distribution according to work
The reality in my life is distribution according to life
I understand this Everything is not my fault
I understand that I have to admit my fate
Life is like a donkey blindfolded and pulling a millstone
Destiny is like an adventurer tied to a roller coaster
Whether I want to tie it or not On the millstone
Destiny drags me forward indifferently
When the old young leave me away
I understand that on the balance of the value I create
I am afraid of getting sick
I understand On the balance of the value I created
I can't have love
I can't have love
It's like a ruthless knife
It cuts all my longings
I dare not shout Pain
Because I can't bear being laughed at by the crowd
I dare not stop
Because I am afraid that I will get further and further away from the crowd
I am afraid of loneliness
Because loneliness makes me feel helpless
and stand up In the past few years, I was empty-handed
, like many people
I am ordinary like a grass
all I have is air, sunshine and water
success has become farther and farther away from the civilians
success Those who are just those who hold the golden key
I can only surpass them with all my hard work
Maybe only in my dreams I am the winner
In the undisturbed autumn night
Hold your hands tightly Years
I need to look wide at the road from the bottom of my heart
doesn't need any reason
lives simply and happily
until I am old and useless
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