text/love lemon black tea
is always feeling, time flies.
In a flash, half a lifetime passed.
I always feel that this life is very empty, and if you count them carefully, it seems that nothing has been achieved.
I have been wandering in the crowd for many years, no one knows who I am, and I have been a passerby for decades.
Who would know that I was once a arrogant and frivolous teenager.
01
Silent slowly, getting used to the unchanging life.
Life is like a stagnant pool, and the money saved in my pocket still cannot afford a house.
Prices are rising rapidly. In 19 years, meat was still 13 or 4 yuan per catty, but now it has fallen to about 20 yuan per catty, but they are all complacent.
I'm almost out of breath under the pressure of life, and sometimes I really want to let go of all my willfulness.
I looked at myself in the mirror, and couldn't find her youthful appearance anymore, even Bai Si quietly took root.
Who am I?
02
I can’t even see who I am.
I wanted to be a writer since I was a child, and I could describe a wonderful story with a pen in my hand.
And now I picked up the pen, my mind was blank.
People who have no emotions can't even talk to others.
Because I am used to being silent, I am used to not being understood, and I am also used to self-digestion.
If life is all suffering, what makes me?
03
I don't know what makes this life worthwhile.
This life hasn't come to an end, but looking back, I feel a little bit embarrassed.
In my whole life, I don't plan to live long.
As for me
, leave it to time.
I did nothing in my life, but I never hurt anyone.
Be kind for a lifetime, and be a good person for a lifetime.
When I am old
May I say
I am not in vain.
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