The thing I most want to do now is to leave this place regardless, to leave the familiar or familiar places and people, to leave everyone who knows me, to a strange place, to a place where no one knows me A place for people to hide and live!
I want to start all over again, leave everything behind, start a new life, no scramble, no stress, no pressure to have sex!
Even if it is to find a small field, cultivate it by yourself, support yourself, and then in the evening, sit under the big tree and watch the clouds and clouds, and let your thoughts wander freely in the boundless world!
When I have free time, I sit on the edge of the field and take a book to read. When I want to write, I can write whatever I want without any purpose.
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If I can, I want to forget all of this, all the people and things I am familiar with, all the places I have traveled and lived in, and then restart!
If I can, I need a glass of water that can forget everything in the past, I want to reset it to zero, and let my brain start all over again!
The current life at this moment is really exhausting me, it makes me tired, I feel tired even breathing, physically and mentally exhausted, I want to live in a different way, say goodbye to the past, say goodbye to familiar people and things, and find myself alone A place to live alone!
Today, when I look back on the past, it seems that I have never had a happy life experience, and some are just tired and overworked!
If I can, I really want to leave it all behind and start a new life! Find a place where no one knows and start all over again!
