Not all regrets can be made up, and not everyone has a perfect marriage. That rainy season always reminds me of too many pasts. If I can look back, I will never go the wrong way...
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"Get out".
I yelled angrily.
Baiyan finally left under my glare.
I collapsed all over and collapsed on the bed.
When I woke up, I only saw the sunshine on the ground, and the indoor windows were bright and clean.
I turned my head with difficulty.
A familiar back came into my eyes.
That is my ex-wife Xiao Mei , who is cleaning the room quickly.
I closed my eyes and didn't dare to look at her.
"You're awake", she said lightly, as if it was the past.
Her tone was so gentle, without a trace of resentment.
"Your burn has just subsided, remember to drink more water, the food is on the table, remember to eat, I'll leave first."
I was extremely ashamed and lowered my head.
"I fell into such a field, why do you still want to see me? Are you pitying me?"
"I don't pity you, but I don't want my daughter to lose her father."
The moment she turned around, I really wanted to get up and hug her.
But I don’t have that courage after all.
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2009, after I graduated from my master's degree, I joined the Municipal State-owned Assets Supervision and Administration Commission.
Later, a real estate development company was established under the State-owned Assets Supervision and Administration Commission.
is the general manager of
.
At that time, I was really proud of myself.
not only succeeded in his career, but also married a gentle and virtuous wife.
She was my classmate in college and the school beauty of our school back then.
Many friends envy me and praise me for being blessed.
said I was going well and I didn’t encounter any hindrance.
I was really proud of it for a while.
Maybe when people are in high places, they are particularly likely to be floating. This is my true feeling.
can't help myself, I really just look ahead and don't care about the surroundings.
In 2013, the property developed by the company required external sales personnel.
has a good image and a good temperament, and must have a certain degree of education and eloquence.
Bai Yan was recruited by that group.
also came into my sight.
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Baiyan studied marketing and just graduated from university.
The youthful aura emitted from her body deeply attracted me.
I go to the sales department for a walk if I have something to do.
is an inspection work on the surface, but secretly I just want to look at Bai Yan a few more times. The manager of the sales department of
is also a smart person. I went to
so many times, he naturally saw that it was a little bit famous.
every time I asked Bai Yan to receive me and explain the latest sales progress to me.
Bai Yan is also very smart and can say it with her mouth.
sales performance is always among the best.
became a regular soon.
was also promoted to the sales manager by exception.
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Early it was the eleventh, and I took my wife and children to Nalati.
Along the way, we laughed and laughed, and I even started singing.
temporarily sealed Bai Yan in his memory.
On the first day of work, I suddenly remembered something again.
can be held for a whole day, and even the door of the building has never stepped out.
got off work and I just walked to the company's gate.
I saw Bai Yan standing next to my car with a smile.
"Mr. Han, can I invite you to dinner?"
She looked at me with a smile.
That night, I drove her to a restaurant on the outskirts of the city.
I don’t know why I was driving there by chance.
is impossible without any tricks in mind.
That night, I held Bai Yan's hand tightly.
She didn't break free, just looked at me with her big eyes.
looked at it and poured into my arms.
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She seemed to have expected it long ago, and she was not shy at all.
"Brother Han, I like you, I am willing to be your eternal lover."
Her words shocked me.
Although all this is what I want to happen.
is so fast that it really makes me confused.
She snuggled in my arms so gently, like a little sheep.
Since then, my relationship with her has become subtle.
In order to get along with Bai Yan more, I paid for renting an apartment outside without telling my wife, and all the furniture and appliances were available.
Bai Yan also moved out of the apartment shared by her colleagues.
We started our formal lover life.
We act very carefully.
After half a year, we have been in peace and calm.
No one noticed our relationship.
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I think that God can enjoy the colorful life without knowing it. What I never expected was
.
Bai Yan is not satisfied with the "two love each other" lover relationship.
She asked me to get married.
She said with tears in her eyes how much she loved me and said she just wanted to marry me.
I was in a dilemma.
Because I just want to love her, but I can't marry her.
Because I also love my wife Xiao Mei, that kind of relationship is irreplaceable by Bai Yan.
I didn't think about leaving Xiao Mei and the child.
Bai Yan slowly got tired of working from 9 to 5, and
I raised her as a canary.
In addition to shopping and swiping cards, she also has sauna beauty.
The rest of the time is constantly "careful" me.
This kind of concern makes me breathless.
Her omnipresent follower of the phone really made me want to get angry several times.
She even jitters my phone when I host an emergency meeting at the company's senior management.
let me answer whether I love her or not.
Once or twice, I became bored with it as many times and my tone became stiff.
let him cry, but I just don’t give in.
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When she saw my attitude changed, she threatened me with death.
She said that if even I don’t love her, she will have to die.
hugged Chuchu’s charming lover, and I felt a chill on my back for the first time.
realized that finding romantic passion comes at a price.
I was scared, afraid that Bai Yan would want too much.
I began to alienate her intentionally or unintentionally.
Bai Yan is a smart woman, how could she not feel my changes?
She immediately understood what I meant.
Her reaction was not as simple as I thought.
She held me and refused to let go.
said that I can’t marry me in this life and I will be my lover.
I advised her to calm down, saying that she is still young and will have a lot of happiness in the future.
I told her very resolutely that I don’t want to continue like this.
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"You bastard, you will regret it."
The moment I opened the door and left, she blurted out.
I left without looking back.
This room that I have been to
countless times and has left countless sweet memories disappeared behind me. The moment
started the car, I couldn't help but shivered.
I drove straight to my house.
Xiao Mei brought the meal to the table early as usual.
After dinner, the child was playing there.
Xiao Mei quietly leaned on my shoulder and chased her love drama. The warmth of
house surrounds me.
But I have an ominous premonition.
I reached out and hugged Xiao Mei's waist.
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She turned her head and looked at me, and I suddenly felt a little guilty.
asked as a joke.
"If one day I had nothing, would you still be by my side?"
She said lightly: "When I met you, you didn't have anything, and you were not the general manager!"
That night, I hugged Xiao Mei who was sleeping and felt like I was back on my honeymoon.
At 2 a.m., a rapid phone call sounded.
I picked up my phone and saw the word "baby", and I was so shocked that I was no longer sleepy.
A breathless voice came from the phone.
Bai Yan said she took a whole bottle of sleeping pills.
She said she didn't lie to me, and if I didn't love her, she would really die.
I almost bounced off the bed, grabbed a coat and rushed downstairs.
I drove to the familiar apartment with my hands trembling.
Fortunately, Bai Yan was rescued.
When she was pushed out, the hand grabbed me tightly.
I sadly know what I should bear.
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Xiao Mei knows everything.
She looked pale and stood there like that.
I lowered my head and didn't dare to say a word.
"Do you really love her?" Xiao Mei asked slowly.
I don’t know whether to nod or shake my head.
stared at the teacup on the tea table and couldn’t answer for a long time.
"She loves you very much, right?" Xiao Mei asked again.
I nodded.
"Let's get divorced, I will help you."
Out of guilt, I left all my property to Xiao Mei and the children.
I am not a competent husband, nor a qualified father.
Emotionally I betrayed Xiao Mei, and I want to make up for my mistakes in terms of money.
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Because of this extramarital affair, I ruined my future.
I was removed from the position of general manager.
was transferred to the sales department of a trading company, mainly responsible for foreign trade sales. The
private car is gone, and the treatment has plummeted.
is really a bit embarrassed, and it makes people laugh.
Bai Yan learned about my situation.
has no comfort or hug, and she cannot tell what she is thinking.
She never asked me to get married again.
At that moment, it was my turn to panic.
I promised her that I would belong to her entirely in the future.
said that difficulties are only temporary. When I make a comeback, I will definitely give her a glorious wedding.
She was a little absent-minded when she heard it, and my heart was sinking and sinking.
I went to the new company to report, everything has to be started over again.
I often fly all over the country, but I really don’t care about Bai Yan.
can only call her as soon as she has time.
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I don’t know why,
phone head, she is no longer as excited as before.
seems to be escaping something, but in short, I just don’t want to say more to me.
hurriedly ended my work, so I rushed back.
I thought Bai Yan would greet me happily.
But I found that she was more uneasy than joy.
I lit a cigarette and took a sniffle.
"What happened?"
"I met a man."
I guessed countless times, but the only thing I didn't expect was this answer.
Bai Yan told me that she was the boss of the new foreign-funded company she applied for.
is a Chinese American who, although he is nearly fifty years old, has rich property.
"Aren't you disgusted? That person is enough to be your father."
Bai Yan sneered, and her contemptuous eyes made me dizzy.
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Yes, I'm not much better than that old man.
others have status and assets, but now I am still working hard and have nothing.
At that moment, my heart began to die inch by inch.
I was not angry at all.
can face this woman who once moved me so calmly.
The dead silence in the room.
Thinking of my career, my family was ruined by the woman in front of me.
I don’t know if I will do something stupid in the next second.
so he let out that roar.
"Get out"...
and then I don't know anything.
When I woke up, I saw Xiao Mei.
has the scene at the beginning of the story.
I blame myself and regret it.
Everything is so real, but it is so illusory.
is like a dream.
woke up from my dream, Xiao Mei is still by my side, and I am still the once energetic Mr. Han.
It’s a pity that there is that indelible clip in our hearts...
This is an online story of emotional convexity...
The story is touched by people who read it.
is not moved by this cheating man and mistress.
but feel sad for this generous woman.
If there is no love, if it is not for giving the child a complete home.
Who can accept a man who cheats and betrays so calmly?
When he had nothing, he gave him all his youth.
When it became famous, he fell in love with a pure female college student.
cruelly abandoned everything just to fight for the beautiful smile. No woman can let go of it.
Extramarital affair has caused many people to lose their direction and no bottom line.
How many people have separated their wives and children for this?
but in the end I regretted it for the rest of my life.
Fortunately, this kind woman appeared.
gave this man another beam of light.
Although the story does not give us an answer.
But I believe the ending is positive...
Author: Xiaofeng
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