On the first day I worked in the abortion room of the obstetrics and gynecology department, I changed my shoes, put on my hat and mask, and entered the abortion room.
Doctor Zhang told me that my current job is to register for abortion surgery, and the most important thing is to carefully look at her surgical procedures and strive to master the abortion surgery as soon as possible.
The morning went smoothly. It was already half past 11, and there was still the last patient. Seeing that Teacher Deng was packing up his equipment, I went to call the patient. There were only a few people in the outpatient waiting seat. I noticed a girl, who was very young, about 20 years old. The weather in early winter was quite cold. The girl's sweater collar was very low, revealing a large snow-white chest. She was wearing a very short skirt, black stockings, and half-high boots. She looked so cold that I could see her.
I thought, it wasn't her the patient, right? As soon as I said my name, the girl stood up and walked towards me. While walking, I complained: "Ask me to come at 10 o'clock and see what time it is, so I have been waiting for so long." I explained that the patients were divided into two batches, 8 o'clock and 10 o'clock. Each person had different surgery time, and it took a lot of time to encounter difficulties.
The girl looked at me disdainfully, "What are you explaining, hurry up and do it for me." I exchanged glances with Dr. Zhang and sighed, thinking secretly: "You are a child now!
Doctor Zhang asked her: "You have never given birth, why don't you have abortion ? It has little damage to uterus , and it is also good for you to get pregnant in the future. "All right, don't mention the doctor wearing black-rimmed glasses. He said that the medicine needs to be taken in several times, and finally, he had to observe in the hospital whether it could be discharged. He said that if he didn't succeed, he would have to clear the uterus. I didn't have that effort. The surgery was done, so I felt so happy. "The girl said.
Seeing that the girl didn't care, we asked her to go to the operating table. As soon as Teacher Deng washed her, she started screaming, her body kept moving, and when she got on the vaginal speculum, the girl was tossing even harder. Dr. Zhang said to her: "We can't do this, so if you can't do it, you'd better have a medical abortion. "The girl thought for a while, made up her mind, nodded, and said, "Do it, I can't hold it back. "After all the time, I comforted her by the girl's side, and reminded her in time to stop her body from twisting. She kept crying and scolding, which should be the name of a man. As she scolded, she suddenly became quiet and said, "I miss my mother." "Then she burst into tears without saying a word.
I don't know why, but I felt very uncomfortable. Dr. Zhang tried to expand the cervix as gently as possible and used a small straw to reduce the damage to the girl's uterine cavity. After doing so, she accompanied the girl to the rest room. I helped her cover the quilt, and always felt that she was still a child. Only her head and black hair were exposed outside the quilt. I found that the girl's eyes were big and clear, but there was deep sadness.
"Sister, you must look down on me, I felt that I had an abortion at such a young age, and I was embarrassed at all. "After a pause, she continued, "Do you know, three years ago, my father had another woman, so my mother would make trouble with him every day, first arguing, and then the two of them would fight, but my father still often didn't go home. I advised them that they ignored me as if they didn't see me. Then my mother sent me to my grandma's house, but occasionally came to see me and grandma. When my grandma said that they were still quarreling, my mother insisted on not getting divorced, so my father didn't go home, so my mother went to my father's office every day to make trouble. Later..."
The girl sobbed again and said, "One day my mother came to see me, and she said a lot of words to me to take good care of herself, saying that her life was very failed, and she was unwilling to accept it. Unexpectedly, her mother left the next day. She found her father and the woman and ended her life with a knife in front of them. She wanted her father to feel guilty for the rest of her life.
"Then my father stayed with me for a few days and left. Apart from giving me living expenses, I rarely saw him. My grandma is old and stimulated again, and her health is getting worse and worse. Only he knows the discomfort in my heart. I can only tell him that it is the one who made me pregnant." The girl took a deep breath and calmed herself, and then stopped talking.
I deeply understand what kind of harm the family discord brings to children.I held the girl's hand and said, "Sleep well, don't accidentally get pregnant or miscarriage in the future, otherwise you will be unable to get pregnant when you want to be a mother. You are so young and have many good days to live, live happily for yourself."
filled in the abortion registration book, it was already 12 o'clock. When I walked to the outpatient waiting hall, I stretched my arms upwards and stretched my body. At this time, I saw a tall boy outside the door holding the girl who had had an abortion slowly walking away.
■ Text/Adapted from "Notes of Obstetricians and Gynecologists" (written by Sanye Qiu, Hebei Science and Technology Press)
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■Editor/Xu Shanshan
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