He was in a coma in the hospital bed for three days. In three days, the hospital tried its best to give him an infusion and infusion. Always unconscious! My colleagues thought he would never wake up again...
Yes! After a whole bottle of white wine, I swallowed a whole bottle of Anling...
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I didn’t plan to survive again! Two days before he was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, his colleagues and fellow villagers accompanied him one after another. Seeing his miserable situation, fewer people gradually took effect. The doctor asserted that even if the person was rescued, it would be useless. Either stupid or dementia.
Who knew that he suddenly woke up in the second half of the night on the third night. It's also a fate that should not be lost. That night the ward was quiet and there was no one, and the doctors and nurses went to rest. The people sent by the unit to accompany them also went to the guesthouse to rest!
Just in the middle of the night, he was like a camel thorn that just sprouted in spring, and he stubbornly spit out a foam of new green after experiencing storms, flying sand and rocks!
He tried to open his eyes, but he couldn't. He tried hard to recall everything that happened, smiling bitterly, unable to remember! Where am I?
He is still thinking hard! Sudden! He opened his eyes, and a dazzling light came over, and he quickly closed his eyes. Based on the snow-white walls, snow-white sheets and quilts that he had just seen, and the infusion tube hanging in the air, he concluded that he was in the hospital.
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How could I be here? Am I dead?
For a moment, he finally remembered that late that night, he drank a bottle of white wine and then drank a whole bottle of An Ding. There is also a suicide note to parents, wife and children...
He really couldn't get out that day. He felt that he was too tired to live. He wants to be free!
Since he returned from his hometown in Shandong, he has not spent any day with peace of mind. Although he is still entangled with many of his little ones every day, what awaits him after a short period of happiness is even stronger self-blame. Conscience uneasiness!
No one forced him to divorce, and his wife did not cry and make a fuss with him. After hearing that he had someone outside of marriage, his wife cried all day long, and her two hungry sons who were not yet sensible were shouting all day long. Especially on the day when they were leaving, their two sons held one of his legs. Don’t let my father go, don’t let my father leave home...
looked at my poor sons, and before leaving, I said half of the divorce to my wife and swallowed it back! With the rumbling train, I returned to my unit in a daze. How do you tell that (her)? Before visiting the house, I vowed to go back and have a divorce.
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That day, he locked himself in the house for the whole day, and no one saw him! Have a short-term idea. This is a kind of loyalty and relief for (her)! There is also a lot of money for your wife and children!
That night, he didn't eat, so he went to the convenience store to buy two bottles of canned food and two bottles of white wine, and put them in the door. He sat alone at the desk and started drinking the stuffy wine.
Half a bottle of white wine, he got up and started to tidy up the room. The corners of the room were cleaned and scrubbed cleanly. He changed into his favorite clothes. According to the habit developed by the army for many years, the bed sheet was organized in an orderly manner, and the quilt was folded into tofu pieces... The whole bottle I bought at the pharmacy a few days ago was placed on the table. Take out the paper and pen.
He started writing suicide letters, the first letter was written to his parents, thanking him for kneeling down and not having time to repay his parents' grace for raising them for many years. I pray to my parents for forgiveness of my unfilial son! The second letter was written to his wife and children, and his words were filled with guilt... Especially when he wrote about his son, he burst into tears and couldn't himself...
The third letter was written to (her)...
Everything was arranged, and he felt much more calm in his heart. He began to drink the remaining half bottle of white wine in big gulps and eat An Ding...
In a blink of an eye, a bottle of white wine was completely drunk, and An Ding also ate the sky.
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After more than ten minutes, he began to feel in a daze and unsteady.He was about to fall into sagging. He knew that the alcohol and medicine had begun to attack. He struggled to stand up while holding the corner of the table, and slowly lay on the bed with his Yi. He had not forgotten to pull the corner of the clothes before he lost consciousness. He didn't want (her) to let his colleagues see his miserable situation after his death...
In the early morning, the phone call to work rang. People began to rush to wash and cook and go to the construction site.
Colleague Zhang Long passed by his door and called his name several times without echoing. Zhang Long pushed the door, and the door was locked from inside, without any movement. Zhang Long panicked and quickly called other colleagues to pry open the door.
He lay calmly on the bed without any movement. He looked at the empty wine bottles, empty sleeping pill bottles and neatly arranged suicide notes on the table... Everyone immediately panicked, called a taxi, and called the driver to send him to Liquan City Hospital for emergency treatment.
This is the scene that happened at the beginning of the article! The man was rescued. After his consciousness recovered, he felt ashamed and had no face to see people. This happened. He was pointed at by the people in the unit and he had no face to stay here again.
Late at night, he took the train ticket he had bought a few days earlier, carried a bag that was so simple that it could not be simple, and did not say hello to anyone. He walked more than ten miles to the train station and embarked on the road back to his hometown.
The public office that was finally assigned was lost since then.
Fortunately, the wife of the rural area accepted him frankly, and she was also considered a prodigal son to turn back! When he returned to the countryside, he quickly cheered up from his decadence and bought a large truck to run a long distance with a loan. Although it was hard, he could keep his wife, children and parents in a stable life. Now, he has been trapped by love once, and he always feels like the past when he was young!
His old rural house
A mistake will bring eternal regret! It almost harmed two innocent and kind women. After he left decisively, the (she) quickly got out of love and got married with a colleague who was in love. Although he lost his public office and returned home, he made his wife live together until he was old.
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