You will never know how malicious those who seem to be close to you in life will have to you behind your back. Xiao Kui is a warrior. He is wearing a yellow robe, his mount is roaring under his crotch, and a pattern on his yellow hat that I have never seen before. I turned around

You will never know how malicious those who seem to be close to you in life will have to you behind your back.

Xiaokui is a warrior. He is wearing a yellow robe, his mount is roaring under his crotch, and a pattern on the yellow hat that I have never seen before. I turned around and asked me in the tone of a general, "Is the lord ready? If it is done, go immediately." I also had to cooperate with him: "I have been waiting for a long time, so I hope that the lord will rush up."

That's right, Xiao Kui is now delivering food. I was going to the unit that day. Since the students who took the civil service exam in the city had just finished the exam, they were basically in a squirming state when taking a taxi. I really had no choice but to call Xiao Kui. It happened that day that he was happy and agreed to send me a paragraph, which I am very grateful. As soon as I set off, I excitedly shared with me that he had recorded more than 400 yuan today. I never stopped all the way. The wind was too strong and I didn't hear a few words clearly. When he arrived, he took off his hat and asked formally: Are you willing to enjoy the glory? How many drinks will you drink in the evening? I said, I will call you after I finish my work, and then ran upstairs in a hurry.

There was a problem with my manuscript that day, and I made various revisions and all kinds of wrong things. I was busy until I was very late before I went home. I originally wanted to tell him not to make an appointment, can I drink it together another day? He was raking like a machine gun on the phone, "Hurry up, I'm at the XX barbecue restaurant next to me, I'm waiting for you. OK, it's going to be there in five minutes."

As soon as I entered the door, I saw that he was already blushing with his face, and kept waving his hands to greet me, grinning. I said, brother, what are you doing alone? If you have anything unhappy, tell me and make your brother happy. Before I could sit down, the beer had already been handed over to me and hit me in the face. He said: I will pay the bill tonight, so you can eat with confidence. I joked, is the matter so serious? Before he could speak, he picked up the beer and ran into me, and then started drinking it himself.

Xiaokui is a rich man, but that's the past. When I met him, he had no money. How could I say that, he was so poor that his shoes were out of stock. When he asked me to eat, I paid for it, so this time he said he would pay for it, and I was a little scared. But after drinking some wine, I don’t care about it. It’s useless to not eat it. grilled pork belly , small meat skewers, beef skewers, lamb skewers... I swallowed my stomach desperately.

Xiao Kui used to take on projects, so he took on everything, municipal projects, private projects, and even the neighbor next door painted the wall. Then he assigned the workers under his command. The industry was very prosperous and he made a lot of money. It can be seen from the waist of his pants he wore before, with a big belly and a big wish to walk sideways when walking.

He said, "I was young at that time, and my daughter was gone and I would come back again. The key is that I can't disperse it. Is it strange? I have many friends, and I have different situations every day. Many times I wake up the next day and don’t know where I am. I said he was a villain. He quickly explained, no, I worked very hard and deserved everything I had. I said, you have drunk too much.

Indeed, he worked very hard and was unwilling to miss a little bit of small business. He did a lot of things himself. He is also very good at the people under his opponents, and the salary he pays is much higher than the market price, so there are endless people who are willing to work with him, and the value he creates for him is also numerous. I commented on him and said, it’s okay, you are not a profiteer.

He went astray thanks to his "friend". Every time they are with their "friends", they are surrounded by each other. Xiaokui is not bad either. He buys everything, and he doesn’t care about the price. Just be happy. At that time, he might not have known the truth that money was not exposed. Maybe he knew it, but because of the special circumstances, he left it all behind.

His "friends" don't do serious things either, they are all elusive. There were a few days when I took Xiaokui to play cards. Xiaokui was a winner for more than half a month and was very happy. Later, he became more and more fun. He proudly told me that I had experienced the stud in the movie, and it was really good. I said I would not have experienced it in my life. I never touched gambling. Even if I played mahjong with my family, I had never participated.

A few days later, they moved out of the hotel, ran to the mountain, and continued their great "career".There are special people driving to take people to the mountain. The driver's income is calculated based on the head. A person with fifty or not. He has money to get it regardless of whether he participates or not. Even if I don’t do anything for a day of keeping watch, it’s 400 yuan. Later, the limelight passed and retreated.

For a while, he lost badly and wanted to stop. But I have been trapped in so much, so I am unwilling to accept it. Yes, I understand this. None of the people who came to the gambling table wanted to leave empty-handed. So he was in there again. During that time, all his projects were stopped and the workers under his command were scattered, and he didn't care. Until one day, he had no money in his card. But the person is already numb, so borrow it. All kinds of usury were gone. I didn't plan to withdraw it, but I couldn't borrow money, so I had no choice but to withdraw it.

One day, he was woken up by a knock on the door and came to ask for debt. The house, the car arrived, and he woke up completely. He called his former friend, either not answering, or something was wrong, and his attitude was extremely arrogant. He recalled that he must have jumped into their trap, but now he really can't remember what he had experienced at that time, and he was confused and had nothing.

Xiaokui went back to his hometown for a few days, but he didn't dare to tell his parents, and then left by himself. He still owed some debts, and the other party was reasonable and gave him time, and he would not ask for it from his parents. I couldn't help asking, is the creditor so humane? He said: They are all former friends.

I couldn't stay in the original place anymore. I said that it shouldn't be. As the saying goes, a thin camel is bigger than a horse. What if it makes a comeback? He was silent for a while and said, "I am a skinny horse, the skinny horse." No, it should be the kind of rats, everyone shouts and beats them. Everyone knows that you have no money, who still believes you? Nothing is.

This is what Xiao Kui told me a long time ago. He also ate barbecue that day. His eyes were red and he explained that the barbecue smoke was too big and smoked. Is Xun Wukong's grandson? I didn't expose him, adults, they all want to save face, everyone is the same.

Later he went to Yunnan, and he said thank you for a rice noodle shop. When he had no food to eat, the boss gave him a bowl of rice noodles. He also had to thank the bun shop by the river. The boss is from the north and has a very good person. He gave him free buns for a long time. The landlord aunt gave him a down jacket in the middle of winter, which he always remembered. There are many moments when he feels warm, he remembers them all. He would visit them every holiday. I asked him if he wanted to tell me all his names, and it was also a way of thanking me if I wrote it here. If anyone sees it, they will take care of the business. He can't say that's your way. I know they are all ordinary people and they don't do these things just to make people remember them. Let me use my own way and not disturb them. Well, you are ten years older than me, you have the final say. However, he picked up a stray dog, which is corgi , and named it Da Gao. He has been with him for many years, or he has been with him. I saw it some time ago and it should be called Kezhu.

I told Xiao Kui that I wanted to write about him. He said it was okay, just don’t write too badly, and I can’t be like Xiao Wen (this is another protagonist. Since he has not communicated well, he wrote her, but asked for modification, but I don’t want to modify it, so I kept running. When she figured it out one day, I will post the manuscript.) Record more happy things, and it is also comforting to see it. Besides, if you can't do something like selling miserable things, you can't do it. Such a big living person can still starve to death, and you have hands and feet, right? Yes, I didn’t write about your happiness, because Mr. Li and Mr. said: Don’t pick up the fallen joy, the wine marks are on your clothes. Therefore, I will not give you the opportunity to comfort you with happiness, nor will I write you very miserably. They are all common things in the world, and if you are understatement, it can be regarded as following the agreement.

Xiao Kui was not married. He said that it would be great if he wanted to get married back then. If he had a wife in charge, he would not be in a downfall. But then I thought about it and said, Fortunately, I was not married back then, otherwise the girl who followed me would have endured such suffering. I asked him what he will do in the future? The boss is so old, just pass by like this? He said, when I was the most beautiful, I was the only one, so let it go in the future. I hurriedly stopped, are you going to become a monk or what? I won't talk about this anymore, okay.

I know Xiao Kui because he was hit by a car once. I went over to help him get the motorcycle up. He told the other party that it was okay, patted the gray on his pants and said to me, give me your number and treat you to dinner another day. I have to go to deliver food, and I will deduct money if I am late. After leaving a phone call, he waved his hand and left. Later he did treat me to a meal. That time he paid for me, so he invited me to a big bowl of rice noodles, and at the rice noodles shop that helped him.

sat and chatted for a while that day, and he kept thanking me for helping him get the car up. His hand was twisted that day and he had no strength. I said don't thank me, I was close to you, so I helped you. You also wasted a big bowl of rice noodles, and you lost. He laughed haha. I am also working hard outside alone. Sometimes when we don’t go home during the holidays, we make an appointment to celebrate the holidays together. Sometimes we sit by the river and drink without fried peanuts. We get familiar with each other after a while.

Xiao Kui's real name is Li Dingcheng, and he said it was his parents. There is an older sister above him, and he must be a male. Sure enough, he succeeded, so he got his name. I said that you should be called Dingnan. Your parents should hope that you will succeed in everything you do in the future. After all, parents all over the world have this obsession. He turned his head and looked at me in surprise, yes, why didn't I expect it? Suddenly I thought this name sounded good.

Before this, he changed his name. I said Li Kui? Black whirlwind? Where is your elder brother Song Jiang? He said, don’t take the surname, it’s Xiaokui. I'm very curious, is there anything special? You explain it to me. He said proudly that he had read "Kuiba" before, and there was a line in it: "Be polite. No matter whether he is a bad person or not, a real monster must have the demeanor of a monster." He liked it very much, and thought the word Kui was good, so later he claimed that his name was Xiaokui. After hearing this, I was silent for five seconds and said: It’s so good.

"Kuiba" is really good, there are a few sentences in it that I also like: "Is the tears shed on my cheeks your tears or my tears; knowing that you are stupid is the greatest cleverness; Isn't a life that has lost confidence since childhood the same as death?" These sentences are suitable for you, aren't it?

But Xiao Kui's words are fun, and he likes to say literary words or imitate the tone of some characters in costume dramas. He is called "Zhi" when barbecue, "Women" when girls, and "Juzunzun" when drinking, and there are many more. Sometimes I can't understand what he is talking about, but he sprays a lot of saliva. Be careful in the future. If you don't pay attention to personal hygiene like this, you will have to live a lonely life. Alas, but forget it, you are ready to die alone anyway.

Xiao Kui is happy most of the time, or he is happy in his performance. The book says: For happy people, they don’t have a good memory. Happy people are willing to believe. I still hope he has a bad memory and is willing to believe it.

I used to read "Malicious Intention" by Higashino Keigo . I put the sentence in it at the beginning: "You will never know how malicious those people who seem to be close to you in life will have to you behind your back." So the direction of the story should be sad and unbearable. Because the malice in human nature: greed and jealousy are really terrible negative energy, which makes people shudder.

Have you heard of the "lobster effect"?

When fishermen catch lobsters, they will not cover the kuan, and then the lobster is inside. In fact, they can climb out and escape. However, whenever a lobster wants to climb out, other lobsters will pull it back tightly below.

is like a subtle relationship between people, just like when you are about to succeed, the person who is jealous of you will always be the ones you know.

is like Xiao Kui, but I have never told him this. He tries to avoid his past, not mention his past, and never declare that his friends are everywhere. Just like he said that his relationship with me is not like a friend or a netizen. This is also considered growth. What to eat to nourish the brain? Answer: Loss.

Just like what the book says: I just hate you. You are my closest friend. You are so kind. You know my vulgar past and you still keep it secret. You have been helping me realize your ideals. But I just hate you.I hate you for realizing my ideal first, I hate you for your superior life, I hate you, who I was so disdainful of at the time, and now I have a bright future, I also hate my own cowardice, I hate myself for not being lucky enough, I give you all the hatred for myself, and use it to hate you. Let you go to hell with the infamy of the world. After you die, I will continue to hate you.

I don’t like to make friends. Even people with very good relationships with me know very little about me. I don’t want to study human nature or test human nature. When you study and test, you will get a bad result and you will be disappointed. However, when you want to test, human nature is no longer beautiful. Moreover, I am mainly afraid of bringing burdens to others and also afraid of bringing burdens to me. Many people do not understand and will tell me the importance of connections. Of course I know that when you want to rely on so-called connections, it is important, but why should I rely on it? I selfishly walk my own path, and it will be very hard to manage myself.

Or Xiao Kui, he said he had to pay that day because he had paid off his debt and was happy. He drank heavily that day, walking staggeringly on Shahe Road, talking nonsense. When he saw people on the roadside, he handed a cigarette, and the others were also confused, but I didn't stop him. The only thing I did was follow him up close and not let him walk into the traffic. The next day he woke up and sent me this sentence: Get up a tall building and have a banquet for guests, the building collapsed. Thank you, my netizen.

You are the queen mother who realizes it later. Your building has long collapsed, and the guests you once invited have been separated by one. We have been hurting each other before we gain the happiness before we accept it. People can actually prevent malicious intentions from becoming rampant, but they still cannot abandon their will to become ugly in the end. I used to be a good person, but I accidentally took the worst step. Look, although he accepted the malice, he did not go to malice, did not meet the trash person, but turned himself into trash.

Later I replied to him: Haruki Murakami said this, no matter what people all over the world say, I believe that my feelings are correct. So, be brave enough to face these episodes in life.