Everyone says I am the most virtuous queen, my mother is in the world, and I respect the emperor as much as a guest
But no one knows that I will take the initiative to drink the shit soup every night...
1
Inside Jinguo , everyone knows that I, Yin Mengshi, is a virtuous queen.
Based on the cruel and madness of the last queen of the previous dynasty, after my husband became emperor, my family made contributions to assisting His Majesty in ascending the throne, and because I was prominent in family affairs and a nobleman of the previous dynasty, I naturally became the first queen of the founding of Jin State.
is not jealous, frugal, or tolerant. The family makes positive contributions to the husband's achievements in hegemony. I feel that I am smart and smart. I am usually humble and low-key.
Actually, I am nothing special. Besides, this virtuous and beautiful reputation is easier because of comparison with the predecessors.
I am not jealous because I don’t love my husband and let him marry all beauties in the world. I have never loved him before, so I will not feel heartbroken and jealous.
As for frugality, I have long regarded extravagantness.
My mother was the princess of the previous dynasty, and my father was the most wealthy businessman in Jiangnan. I never worked hard when the world was difficult before. Now, with my husband establishing the State of Jin, the court has to use silver everywhere to be developed. It is natural and simpler, and it is a bit unreasonable to wear delicious delicacies, gold and silver, just like before.
I have obtained it before, and I don’t feel so sad about losing it.
The light meals keep me weak and beautiful, and the bead hairpin is removed to make me feel relaxed.
As for the cleverness, cleverness, low-keyness and modestness, it is just a wise identity created by the Yin family for me. Is the purpose of
? It is to make me less controversial in the position of queen.
Your Majesty once had an original wife, the daughter of a teacher named Jiang from Jingzhou . He has no family background and no prominent identity. He is just a girl with a little literary talent. Looking forward for ten years, my husband is not an emperor, but a craftsman who likes to make friends and play in the street market. He is also considered a high-level marriage to a girl who teaches.
I don’t know how he said to his wife. In short, he convinced his wife, and her original wife became a concubine and I became his wife.
If he had recommended me to His Majesty that day, he could wave his hand and say that he had a wife and would not be welcoming other women as his wife, I would probably look up to him, at least I would not be ashamed of a woman's ten years of devotion. However, he did not even hesitate and held my father's hand with tears in his eyes: "It is my blessing to marry a daughter of the Yin family."
Even though he swept through Middle Earth, he achieved his imperial hegemony with his own hands and strategies. I can't like him either. He is too utilitarian and knows too much what he wants to do and what kind of person he wants to become.
I can give up his original wife today, and I can give up me tomorrow.
snatched someone’s rear position, and I really have nothing to be proud of.
My father is a loving person. The businessman values profit. He pursued my mother for the title of an imperial merchant. That day, under the moon and flowers, I fooled my mother and invited the goddess into the house, but I found a group of fairies to fight around at home.
My mother was disgusted for half her life. I married into the royal family. My mother was in the palace for the first half of her life and had known the lumps of the palace for a long time.
"Among, people's hearts are unpredictable, no love, but life is easy."
2
The day when the emperor ascended the throne was the eighth of April. From then on the eighth of April every year, His Majesty would set up a family banquet on Qingliangtai to invite those heroes who once promoted him to the throne.
"Today is a family dinner, my dear friends don't have to be too polite."
I stood up and toasted the emperor. His Majesty ascended the throne, relying on his intelligent mind. In the war to overthrow the previous dynasty, the soldiers needed a strategic mind. At that time, Emperor Li Mingcheng was their leader, a decision-maker who brought all his strength together and was unanimous to the outside world.
When Chen Mingcheng started his army, there was no gold or silver in his pocket. He relied on my father's financial resources to buy him a scattered army of 3,000 people. Although Chen Mingcheng had no power at that time, he was smart and had never even learned military tactics. My father said that some people were born to achieve the imperial career. Even if a person like
does not learn or compete, the sky will extend a pair of generous hands and push the selected person forward.
Indeed, Chen Mingcheng was just cursing the court's unscrupulousness in the tavern, so he was valued by my father who was good at knowing people. He helped him with his wealth and planned food and weapons. At that time, I was still in the boudoir, just looking at the young son waiting for his father in the courtyard. His appearance was not outstanding, but his facial features were very dazzling. He didn't speak, and just standing could make people's eyes fall on him involuntarily.
Chen Mingcheng relied on my father to give him three thousand people to recover the desperate bandits in the surrounding mountains and fields. His troops also expanded from 3,000 to 30,000 because of absorbing these wild wilds in the mountains.
When I heard this news in my boudoir, I just felt that people's livelihood is really difficult now.
The court frequently imposed taxes, and the farmers were in poverty and could not live. In order to evade taxes, they could only hide in the mountains and forests, occupy the mountains and become kings, transforming from a robbed person to a robbery.
I heard that the young man who my father supported expanded the number of troops to 30,000.
My mother is a member of the royal family, and she can see clearly the situation in the world.
"If today, except for the royal family, the power is three parts, and the three sides are shackled each other. One side is Qinghai County in the west. The princess in the middle and lower court is encircled by blood relatives. With this relationship, although they make some small moves, they are still calm. Jiangnan County in the east is surrounded by mountains and rivers. The land army is not good at water battles, and crossing the river consumes a lot of financial resources. The central palace does not take the initiative to attack them and occupy the water. Although there are few soldiers, they can stand at natural dangers. Rongcheng County in the south, Shu has always been a place that is easy to attack. The mountain road is rugged and dangerous, and the mountain road is rugged and dangerous. Like Jiangnan County, they are all in a corner. "
"Your father has always taken action and seeks everything. I just don't understand. Chen Mingcheng, which father likes him. "
I stopped the needle in my hand and looked at the majestic mountains and rivers on the fabric: "On the day Chen Mingcheng was in the teahouse, my father said that he saw a golden dragon falling into the teahouse. He hurriedly ran in. Chen Mingcheng stood in the crowd, stepped on a chair, and was excitedly criticizing the official family, with extraordinary momentum."
Mother drank tea: "That's a fool to the world. You have read so many books and you still went out to do business with your father that day. How could you believe him?"
I never like embroidery, but I will show the whole city of embroidery for the reputation of the family. My surname is Yin. My father taught me since I was a child that the daughter of the Yin family, even a woman, would have to bear the rise and fall of the family. Even if the Yin family has a breath, they will add color to the family's glory.
"I knew I wouldn't believe it. What kind of golden dragons join the world is nonsense." I raised my eyes: "If Chen Mingcheng's life experience is upward, he will have the blood of the royal family just like His Majesty today."
"The world is in chaos, and my father supports a descendant of a royal family, which is more likely to win than those unjustly governors."
No matter how strong Qinghai County, Jiangnan County and Rongcheng County are, the leaders of these people are not from the royal family. Whoever wins to ascend to the 195th position is unjustly.
, but Chen Mingcheng is indeed not simple. His father probably wanted to support a puppet, but this man obviously has a lot of skills.
"Although Chen Mingcheng, who was supported by your father, is still not strong, but he cannot be guaranteed. In the future, we will be a big treasure. Naturally, our Yin family will make a contribution, but I heard that this child is already married?"
I looked at the quiet white bird in the golden cage by the window.
is so obedient, obedient, sensible, clean and white, without any impurities, and looks so noble and beautiful.
But it was tamed, I looked away, I was not interested in anything tamed.
I held my cheek and pushed the embroidery away in disgust. I picked up the martial arts book at hand. I have read this book countless times, and I am familiar with every word and sentence in it. Not only that, my father's collection of 30,000 volumes of books in the library, and I have read it all long ago. There is a reason in
books. From which books, I also understand many principles and have many of my own ideas.
"Chen Mingcheng is just a weak bird now. I don't know if this tender wing can cross the mountains." I lowered my eyes, covered the brilliance in my eyes, and just said, "My mother thought too early."
Whether it is Chen Mingcheng, Zhao Mingcheng or Zhang Mingcheng.
There is only that towering mountain in my heart.
Now, I and Chen Mingcheng are standing on the top of the mountain.
The black bird in the cage is now an eagle.
, half of this huge dynasty belongs to mine, and our Yin family. So what if the emperor and Concubine Jiang have a deep love affair? I don't care. What I care about is that when all the people kneel down, everyone calls me the Queen with pious and humble eyes.
Chen Mingcheng helped me up and we toasted each other at the dinner.
Among these people are the county magistrate of Rongcheng County and the county magistrate of Qinghai County. The emperor annexed Jiangnan and embedded the country into Yuecheng. Since then, he has occupied the water. Rongcheng and Qinghai must also be ordered by the emperor to come to pay homage to the emperor.
is just the unofficial intention of Qinghai and Rongcheng.
The banquet was harmonious, Chen Mingcheng raised his eyes, this was the only moment when our eyes met during the meal.
I understand it.
"I heard that the ninety thousand miles of Tianshan Mountains in Rongcheng are endless. I have no blessing to appreciate such beautiful scenery. I heard that Governor Ji has a beautiful daughter who is four years old this year? He can draw mountains and rivers in Shu at the age of four, which is exciting. In the deep palace, the little girl's name has been passed down to my ears. It must be a lovely person. The deep palace is boring and there are no descendants in the palace. It is better to let the daughter live in the palace and accompany me to relieve my fatigue."
Rongcheng County Prince Ji Ke stood up and said respectfully, "It is a blessing for the little girl to be loved by the empress. I obey the order."
Chen Mingcheng exchanged his expressions with me. He smiled and we toasted from afar. We are both husband and wife and comrades-in-arms.
The governor of Qinghai County, Ji Wuming, probably ate this banquet like chewing wax.
Chen Mingcheng has already secretly communicated with the King of Rongcheng.
This time, the King of Qinghai cannot live without Yuecheng.
Qinghai County, Chen Mingcheng is bound to win this time.
3
On the day of my wedding with Chen Mingcheng.
I heard that Concubine Jiang in Weiyang Palace sat wither all night.
She was probably sad, sad that her husband became someone else's husband, hurt her position as a wife, and became a concubine overnight.
She is not the only one who sits alone all night.
Chen Mingcheng and I faced each other. The lights were lit all night. When the sky was slightly blue and the sun was about to dawn, I rubbed my sore eyes. The red candle in the room shed tears all night, leaving only an ugly wax seat.
"Qinghai County once married to the royal family, and their family also had the blood of the previous dynasty. The King of Qinghai had been enduring, and was waiting for one day to launch an army to attack the east in the name of supporting orthodox. Qinghai people were good at riding a cavalry and stood up. The people of Qinghai were strong. Although the snow field was in a bitter and cold place, the soldiers could fight against a hundred. Moreover, they searched for a lot of gold and silver from the previous dynasty and bought many strong horses. With our strength, it is probably difficult to resist."
I nodded: "Now, we can only form an alliance with Rongcheng."
"Eliminate Qinghai's great troubles, we and Rongcheng can be at least safe for fifty years."
"These fifty years are enough for our Jin State to recuperate."I said again
This is a topic of conversation. How to march later and how to deal with the cavalry in Qinghai County, how many war horses and swords are needed. He became more and more excited the more he talked about it. But there were unreasonable points. I would put forward my ideas, and he would write them down and modify them.
Chen Mingcheng is not a stubborn person. He is very good at listening to other people's suggestions.
He is smart and courageous, but I have long had the knowledge of knowing people and using them well.
His eyes are very sharp. In just a few words of interaction, he can judge what kind of personality the other party has and whether it is available. If it is not available, this person's personality is also advantageous to the usable. If it is available, where will this person be placed? In just a few breaths, these things will probably turn around his head.
I have also fought side by side with Chen Mingcheng.
At that time, it was attacked by Jiangnan.
In the winter, the river water was frozen, and in the previous dynasty, the river was frozen. , fearing the power of Jiangshan County, every winter when the river freezes, they order soldiers to hold an ice pick and smash the ice surface on their side, so that the people of Jiangnan will not easily pass the biting river water to attack it.
This is a coward's action.
When Chen Mingcheng went to the capital and became king, Jiangnan still relied on the convenience of the water curtain, sent troops many times, crossing the water battle, and at the border, it was extremely miserable. Jiangnan soon became a major trouble for Jin State.
Chen Mingcheng had no way to break through.
At that time, the world was still unstable and the rear was empty. I was just a woman who was waiting to be a word.
But I was never a pervert, especially after Chen Mingcheng successfully ascended the throne, what should I do to get closer and closer to my goal. So, I dressed up as a man, took my father's token, and came to the palace unimpededly to see the emperor.
"The battle situation in Jiangnan County, I have a plan. "I knelt on lower body son.
Chen Mingcheng was more calm than when I saw him before, sitting upright on the throne, like a god in a Buddhist niche. I withdrew my gaze and stopped looking at his sharp eyes.
"Who are you? How dare you enter the palace with the waist card of the Yinxiang, but you don’t want to die? "His voice was smiling
I took off my hairpin, and my black hair was tightly wrapped in it, like a waterfall.
"Is it the daughter of the Yin Xiang family? ……” He showed a surprised look: “I only heard the Yin mentioned it…”
“The military situation is urgent, so don’t waste time when you praise it. "I interrupted him, and I was particularly excited, rushed to the throne and in front of him: "I thought about it for a long time, but I only figured it out yesterday. Hurry up, help me grind ink. "
Chen Mingcheng was stunned for a long time. He had not been instructed by others like this for a long time.
"We can only walk on water when breaking through Jiangnan, but for the soldiers of Jin who are not good at water, walking on the water means having a ship, but building a ship requires a lot of wood. However, I have a way to let us take a boat, but not being noticed by the Ji Jun. "
Chen Mingcheng's eyes lit up and he grinds it for me.
" The water in the south of the Yangtze River has an ice-cold period in winter. During this period, the river water is not as fast as spring and summer. You only need to transport bamboo to the water in autumn, sinking like under the water, and covering the bamboo in winter. When the cold water turns into ice, the wood that has passed through the water is the best material for boating. "
We prepared the wood in advance and moved the boat craftsmen to the riverside city secretly. When the winter melted ice, we immediately caught wood to build warships. With the rapid water force, the water power pushed our warships into the hinterland of the south of the Yangtze River and attacked Dadu directly."
Chen Mingcheng's laughter echoed in the hall.
"Speaking east and west." He exclaimed: "Everyone knows that those crisp bamboos in autumn are useless. Only the bamboos in spring are the toughest, but the bamboos that have been soaked by anyone, regardless of , spring and autumn , have good waterproofness and are the best ship-making materials. In the south of the Yangtze River, seeing us like this, I must think that we are drowning wood because of fear, and will relax our vigilance."
" is not bad. "I laughed. When Jiangnan was recovered, I came to the Yin family with the military's good news, and my queen's edict was also sent to the Yin family.
From the day I offered my advice, I was sure that his queen must be me.
We all know what kind of person the other party is.
We all use any means for our purpose. What is love? Under supreme power, even the poisonous berries will swallow them without hesitation.
The existence of the Yin family, this powerful family of foreign surname, is to the emperor. That poisonous berry.
The queen's family is strong. Since ancient times, relatives of the foreign country have been tyrannical and will chaotic affairs of the government. All dynasties have been the great troubles of the emperors.
He naturally considered it.
But I don't care, because on the day of my wedding, I never thought that this world will be from the Yin family in the future.
If there is a child of Chen Mingcheng and a Yin family, then at most a hundred years, the Yin family will become a spike in the eyes of the descendants of the kings.
"What I want is the wealth of the Yin family for thousands of years in the future. I want the Yin family, just like the royal family, to be unforgettable forever. "
Chen Mingcheng looked at me for a long time.
" Mengshi, sometimes I really can't understand you. "
If it were for the Yin family, I could give birth to a child with the blood of the royal family and the Yin family.
With this child, the blessings and wisdom of the Yin family will reach its peak in just a few decades.
But I don't want to, because I never saw my parents' love when I was young. They gathered for profit and never fell in love. Children without love always feel cold and scared. Once they are afraid of love, they will use other things to fill the gap.
When I was young, I used my own excellence to fill. When I was in the boudoir, I used books and knowledge to fill it. When I was an adult, I use power to fill it.
Now I am a country behind, and behind me is the rich Yin clan, respected by the people of the world.
But my heart always feels empty.
It was countless sleepless nights, and I could not get rid of the empty space even when I looked at the sky with white white.
There is love between Concubine Jiang and His Majesty.
He will go to the palace of Concubine Jiang and his Majesty after a busy night, no matter how tired he is, he will go to the Concubine's palace and stay with her.
As the emperor, The time he controls is always too short, but when he is free, the emperor always stays with his concubine.
even takes a break from his busy schedule to design the peach forest they first met when they met in a young age. He called Anxinju there. There was no magnificent building, nor was it a pile of gold and silver. Only the peach blossoms he planted with his own hands, the houses he built, and the land he plowed with his own hands.
The imperial concubine never lives in Weiyang Palace again. She lives in the palace built by the emperor for him.
There was Anxinju for the two of them.
That was a time when the emperor was not the emperor occasionally, but as a husband When I was, I wanted to go where I wanted to go.
They were so loving. If they had a child, they were also a child full of love.
would not go to me, it was cold.
I sincerely hope they have a child.
snatched the seat of Concubine Jiang.
, I felt guilty in my heart.
4
When Xiaozhuer entered the palace.
I like this child when I saw it.
She is the only daughter of King Jike of Rongcheng.
The King of Rongcheng sent this daughter to show his sincerity to form an alliance with Jin State.
This little doll, who is less than five years old, is as beautiful as an exquisite porcelain doll, with its lively eyes turning around in the sockets. When you smile, you will become a pair of crescent moons.
I have heard of this little girl's deeds. Xiaozhuer is outstanding in painting. She can hold a brush larger than her small hand at the age of four, and draw the dangerous mountains and rivers in Shuzhong.
"Empress, Xiaozhuer wants to eat crispy meat."
"Shrimp meat is eaten only during the New Year."
"Xiaozhuer just wants to eat~ Empress, Xiaozhuer sings a song for you. If it sounds nice, will the Empress ask someone to make crispy meat for Xiaozhuer?"
Xiaozhuer is the most clever one.
When she acted coquettishly with me, I always couldn't help but feel full of love.
When she smiled at me, I would like to give her everything I can control in the world.
After singing the song, she leaned on me, put her arms around my waist, and fell asleep.
When Chen Mingcheng walked in, I lowered my eyes and gently closed the broken hair between the child's forehead.
Chen Mingcheng's voice is rare and gentle: "Mengshi, let's go together."
We walked side by side, with a little silence in the air, we almost didn't chat much, we were husband and wife, but it was not a relationship that could be discussed. Most of the time, we just slept together. When my hands and feet were cold, he held my hand and gave me some warmth.
I also heard that in the court, my father always refuted the emperor's resolutions repeatedly. Even so, the Yin family made him lose face and he could do this. I am very grateful.
"If you feel lonely..."
I tilted my head to look at him: "The palace is deserted, Your Majesty should favor the concubines and spread the branches and leaves for the royal family."
He was a little stunned, and after a while, he spoke from the silence: "Yinghua, she is pregnant."
So that's it. We almost never talked side by side. When he said just now, when he was worried about my loneliness in the deep palace, I almost thought he wanted to say, do we want to have a prince?
is not bad,
is not bad.
"Your Majesty, don't worry. Although I have no children in my knees, I will never be like Queen Chen of the previous dynasty. I have a sinister child and my methods are evil." I looked at him seriously: "I will take good care of your children. This is my duty as your wife and the queen of Jin."
He showed that silent expression again.
I claim to be smart, but I can't see through the expression in the emperor's eyes.
I feel he seems a little unhappy.
But I don’t think I’d say anything that angers the dragon’s face. Although I don’t think being with you is like being with a tiger, I was a little hesitant for a moment. After thinking about it, it was probably because his favorite concubine was pregnant. I haven’t said anything yet: “I will take good care of the imperial heir. Since the imperial concubine is pregnant and is the first child since the founding of Jin State. Although you advocate frugality, it involves the emperor’s majesty, and it is such a happy event. How about building an enlightenment palace for the little prince?”
“Your Majesty is young and strong, and there will be countless princes and daughters in the future. Such places will be built sooner or later.”
Chen Mingcheng stopped.
looked back at me and said bluntly, "So, thank you."
I watched him leave.
is really strange, why do you go so fast?
with a drooping face
I didn't mess with him.
...
Actually, as your husband, Chen Mingcheng has done a good job.
We don’t have any emotional foundation, but he plays the role of husband very well. As the emperor and the queen, he gives me no less of it.
When I was young, I accidentally entered the cold pool because of playing. On that day, a kind-hearted person helped me. When I woke up, I was already in the underworld. But since that day, I fell into cold symptoms. When the cold winter month came, my body felt as if I had been soaked in cold water, and my limbs were numb.
is also due to the cold symptoms. I associate myself with the bamboo that was soaked into the cold pond in winter. Then, from this, I thought of the method of Jin State to conquer Jiangnan.
The first winter day I married Chen Mingcheng.
My bed is very big, and we were still at a normal distance before going to bed. After falling asleep, I unconsciously moved to the wall against the wall. After sleeping soundly, the subconscious that I was unwilling to be close to Chen Mingcheng always made me wake up and open my eyes and see the white wall.
When Chen Mingcheng woke up, he always sighed: "Over time, will there be a big nest on the wall one day letting you lean into? I am not a tiger or wolf, and I will not force you to do so far away from me."
I tidied up my messy hair, stood up sleepy, and dressed him.
"Where do I know what I look like after I fall asleep?"
I tied his belt and he gently put up the messy hair shirt between my temples for me.
I looked at the bronze mirror not far behind us. The two people in the mirror looked like a newlywed couple. I suddenly remembered that before me, he had already had a wife who had a good wife. If it weren't for me, the one who would dress him now would be Jiang Yinghua.
is about to show my love for me to my father.
After the wedding, he spent almost all of his life in my room, but we stick to the agreement and just sleep with the same quilt, without any mercy.
Soon, the first winter I spent in the palace came.
When the cold attack occurred, I shook coldly in the middle of the night, and every inch of my bones on my body seemed to be soaked in ice water.
"What's wrong? Mengshi, why are your hands so cold?" Chen Mingcheng asked me in a low voice
I was so cold, and my teeth trembled: "I...I have cold symptoms."
"Is it caused by falling into the lake before?"
I thought to myself that this person had indeed investigated me, and even knew that I fell into the cold lake when I was young, but I was too lazy to explain to him, just said, "Go to bed quickly, I...I will get better in a while."
He approached me, and the man's body was as warm as a stove, held by him, warmer than a hot pot.
"Thank you."
"Sleep, there will be a court meeting tomorrow. If you put on a pair of black green eyes, it will not look good."
My body feels warm, and my eyelids become heavy.
I felt like I had a dream. In the dream, I returned to the day when I fell into the cold pond. It seemed that I had such hot arms, fishing me out of the lake, holding me in my arms, and keeping me warm. I tried my best to see his face clearly.
Strangely, how could that face be Chen Mingcheng, who is ten years younger?
Since that day, Chen Mingcheng took off his inner clothes when he slept. His muscle lines were very beautiful, and his body was covered with scars.
Father said that he read that Chen Mingcheng was right. Although this man had no power or wealth, he cherished his soldiers as if he had cherished his hands. If he could go to war and lead by example, he would never commit himself behind him.
I changed his mind about him. When the edict of the enthronement of the queen came that day, I thought that a person who was traitorous for power must be willing to sacrifice anything for power. But seeing him covered in scars, I was a little in awe of him. Even if I pretended to dare to use my life to protect the soldiers, I had to admit that I really began to respect him.
He held me in his arms, and I just felt my ears as if they were lit, warm.
I understand in my heart that we are husband and wife.
We have never poked the window paper, but I know that this is the man I want to serve for my whole life, even if we both die, in his tomb, I am also the woman who sleeps on the ground with him forever.
I am not cold-hearted, nor is I Guanyin in the temple. The emperor treats me with great respect, and if there is a disagreement in the room, my father will naturally be anxious.
My father and I have different ideas. He wants a child with the blood of the Yin family, but I don’t want to, so merging a house is a step that I have to take sooner or later, and it’s better to be when he is in a deep relationship.
Every time I act, I always take it in front of him and pour the decoction in big mouthfuls. Among the medicines for avoiding children, there is a medicine called Sophora ginseng, which is the worst medicine among ginseng, also called bitter root, which is cheap and has an extremely bitter taste. This is the pharmacy that Your Majesty specially founded by the imperial doctor in the palace. The founding of Jin State was difficult because the number of people in the war was withered. Chen Mingcheng ordered this medicine to be the world to encourage children and let the family have more children. It is necessary to be extremely bitter.
If you can withstand the bitterness of this medicine, you must have the determination to be infertile with .
He showed a worried look: "This medicine hurts the body."
I put down the empty bowl and wiped off the liquid in the corner of my mouth: "In this way, you and I can feel at ease."
He silently did not speak, probably because he was happy in his eyes and didn't want me to see it. A queen as sensible as me, he was afraid that he would wake up with a smile.
5
The days in the palace actually passed quickly. I arranged for His Majesty to serve in the harem and invited the wife of the previous dynasty to enter the palace for a banquet. Among the beakers, who was the female family, who was not dealing with each other, who was covered in silk and silk, who was full of silk and spring breeze, who was frowning and sad, who was the female princess who entered the palace and held it beside her. It seemed like a woman’s tea party, but in fact, the woman was dependent on her husband and the reputation of her father’s family.
Men are engaged in the previous dynasty, and women are also closely related to each other.
I am in it, and by winning over the women, I inquire about the situation in the North Korea. It is both to assist Your Majesty and to help myself.
In a flash, nine months passed.
The imperial concubine is about to give birth.
Before giving birth, Your Majesty communicated with me that if it was a woman, she would be kept in the palace of the imperial concubine. If it was a man, I would be regarded as my mother.
But as a mother, how can she give up her children just because she has a baby?
After seeing her son, the imperial concubine lost the agreement to put the child in my place to raise her.
She was emotionally sensitive after giving birth and pointed at my nose: "Queen is going to steal my child? Chenglang, the queen is going to force our child away."
I sighed and watched them perform a scene of separation in front of the bed.
His Majesty comforted the weak imperial concubine in her arms, looked at me, and hesitated in her eyes.
Alas, feelings are waiting for me here.
Who can ever calculate the emperor? He looked uncomfortable before and told me that he was suffering from the medicine. Now I raise a child without the blood of the Yin family, but I am still so worried. I wish I could completely lose the Yin family. The Yin family should not take action to get involved in the Chen family's dynasty.
I took a sip of tea to replenish some water.
sent off the person, cleared his throat, knelt in the hall, crying even more with pear blossoms than the imperial concubine.
"Your Majesty, I promise you that you will never have children in this life. I am a member of the Yin family, but I am even more a wife of the Chen family. I am a child without a child. Your Majesty's foundation is not stable now. If you touch the previous dynasty, what should Your Majesty do? Every word of my word is for Your Majesty. Please don't delay national affairs for the sake of your children's love!"
I cried sobbed almost, saying that it was not that I needed this child, but that the emperor was at this time. Leaving the child to me was the best choice.
His back is facing me, and I can't see his expression clearly.
He is measuring and calculating. Although I am selfish and want a child that I can raise, from a broad perspective, in order to give the child to me, only by leaving the child to block the Yin family and the people who support me to become the queen.
He said, "My beloved concubine, please send it to the queen's harem. You and I will have children in the future."
These words made me feel a little strange.
comforted the imperial concubine and stabbed me hard. I only had this other person's child, and I would not have my own child in the future.
He is warning me.
When I returned to my own palace, I was exhausted both physically and mentally. I never felt tired. Today, I really felt powerless. I don’t know where that feeling of powerlessness came from. I claim to be open-minded and see their natural appearance, I would also envy them.
A pair of small hands hold me.
is Xiaozhuer. She surrounds my waist. She is a little child and warm. She has a nice milky smell on her body, soft, like glutinous rice candy: "Queen, are you unhappy?"
"Where is this unhappy in this palace?"
She pointed to my forehead: "Here, here are all squeezed together." Two clumsy little hands wanted to flatten my brows: "Xiaozhuer spreads it for the empress."
I pinched her little hand and looked at her serious and focused appearance, and felt warm in my heart.
Xiaozhuer is gentle and loves to smile, talented and understands the truth, is also well-behaved and obedient, and is a very warm child. It is the most suitable wife of the prince in my heart.
"From the future, there will be one more little brother in the palace in the future. You will grow up together. You are the sister and his example. You should be humble, but you cannot indulge him. You should control him, but you also need to love him. In the future, you will support each other and accompany the empress together, okay?"
Xiaozhuer thought that she had a little brother to play with her, and she was very happy.
The emperor is called Prince Chen Qi. The word Qi means Qingming and openness. Chen Mingcheng has high hopes for him. His nickname was taken by his biological mother, and it is called Kaichu, Qi, Jikaichu.
The couple both have the same meaning.
In my palace, I called him Zi'er.
is good to be the emperor Qingming, but I hope he can be a little more free.
After this child raised me, I taught all the principles I learned throughout my life to this child.
This child is smart and well-behaved, and is deeply loved by me.
I wish I could tell him everything I knew.
In my world, many things gradually become less important. What matters are the two children in front of me.
I watched Xiaozhuer become Zier's queen, and when Xiaozhuer lost her child due to accident, the emperor's grandson I was looking forward to did not come.
New life has not been born, but old life will grow old.
When the emperor was thirty-seven years old, he went hunting with the imperial concubine.
The emperor's body was pushed through his chest by a giant deer.
died of excessive blood loss before he could arrive at the palace.
Everything was too sudden and unexpected. Zi'er was only seventeen years old. As an emperor, 17 years old is really an age that is not enough to establish faith.
I understand the emperor's death. When the emperor passed away, the court was in chaos. In contrast, the Yin family seemed particularly peaceful.
My father told me in a letter: "The emperor is young, please ask the empress to participate in politics, at least the emperor will become an adult."
I burned the letter.
Seeing the ball slowly burning to ashes, the corners of my mouth twitched slightly. I tried desperately to show myself the pain of the emperor's death, but I didn't have tears or felt heartache. The desire for power that I suppressed for many years in my heart is now like a bud that broke through the ground after the spring rain. I used a handkerchief to cover the smile at the corners of my mouth
"Finally, this day finally came."
6
I should have seen Zi'er's talent - not as good as his father.
When I was trapped in Changchun Palace, like a giant beast with limbs cut off, in this game of power, once the opponent finds a flaw and cuts off the minions, I can no longer stand up.
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My people were slaughtered overnight.
That night, it rained in Changchun Palace. My father and brother were beheaded by the young emperor. All men in the family were beheaded. The woman was swept and snowy in the north and was slaved by the people wearing armor.
I heard that I had been busy all night outside and such a huge change occurred in the palace. The young emperor and Sima Jun, the right prime minister of the Sima family, joined forces to abolish me.
is not a one-day success. During the five years I was in power, how could I not find that this obedient and lack of opinion around me had such a tolerant and tenacious mind?
About, I forgot that I was not his real mother. His real mother wanted to take back his son after the death of the late emperor, and wanted to be the queen mother with me.
I don’t care who is the wife of the late emperor, but if I am not the queen of the right way, there is no reason to be the right way to the court.
So, I drove her to Shouye Temple.
I never thought that in the first year of going to the temple, she fell into a well one winter night. When she found the person, her body was soaked and she went to see the late emperor.
Is it the murderer who killed his real mother in Zi'er's eyes? Therefore, when he was deposed, he would not leave any love between mother and son?
Mingming, he was such a well-behaved child in front of me.
I once hoped that the Yin family would be able to exist for a long time as I planned.
It turns out that when the power reaches the end, it will decline.
I peeked at the cuckoo from outside the window, and there was a poem saying that the cuckoo cried and the bloody ape cried.
is indeed like crying like blood.
Outside Changchun Palace, the blood stains have been erased overnight. The young emperor came to Changchun Palace to see me.
"Where is Xiaozhuer?" I asked
He was silent for a moment. In a trance, I thought that Chen Mingcheng, whom I met, looked very similar, and they all knew exactly what they needed, even if they sacrificed something.
"Mrs. Yin forgot, Xiaozhuer is dead."
I felt a little tingling in my mind, and I looked at Shaodi dullly, my throat making a dry sound.
I looked down at my hands: "My hands, why are they so... old..."
The bronze mirror in the room was covered tightly. I rushed up like crazy and placed the thick curtain on the ground: "I am the queen mother, not a shameful dirty thing! Who covered the mirror!"
On the bronze mirror, a white-haired old woman looked at me for a long time.
I turned back in fear. The young emperor suddenly didn't look like he was young. He had a beard and was already in his forties.
"Empress Dowager, you forgot that in the third year of Yuanchun, the third year of your reign, you sent troops to attack Shu, killed Xiaozhuer's father and brother, forced Xiaozhuer's mother to death, and cut Xiaozhuer's seven sisters' throats. Now, Shuzhong is like Qinghai in Jiangnan, and are the territory of our Jin State."
"That year, Xiaozhuer committed suicide in front of you. Have you forgotten all these?"
I felt my head hurt so much, my heart hurt so much. I was so scared. How could it be that I forced Xiaozhuer to death? I pointed to the emperor's nose: "It's you, you led the troops to fight, it's you, who killed his father, it's you, and he cut off her sister's throat when he was! It's all you! Xiaozhuer cherishes you so much..." My voice became trembling: "Cherish me, cherish us, we..."
I remembered that Xiaozhuer died, died in my Changchun Palace.
That day, the country was destroyed and the family was destroyed. She knelt in the hall. I looked at Xiaozhuer coldly and told her that she is now the mother of Jin and a citizen of Jin. Shu is no longer her home, and her home is in Yuecheng.
She drew her sword and placed it on her neck, feeling extremely sad. She said, "Why do you treat me like this? Why... Yin Mengshi, I hate you, I curse you, and I curse you, and all the cherished and precious things will leave with my departure."
She said, "I hate you, but I hate Chen Qi even more. Huangquan Jiuyou, I will not meet you again. After I die today, I will never be in the same hole as your Chen family. Even if my bones are rotten and smelly, I will still meet your Chen family and you Yin Mengshi, and you will never meet again! "
I love the grown-up child.
One committed suicide in front of me, and the other deposed me.
As expected, as Xiaozhuer said, since her death, all the things I cherish and love have left me.
The Rong of the Yin family Hua, my pride, my son.
have left me.
I was captured and imprisoned in Changchun Palace. It turned out that twenty years have passed in a flash.
I am blocking the mirror myself, not letting myself remember the passage of time, not letting myself remember these days The torture every night, day after day, repeated for twenty years.
My head began to be messy again. Sometimes it was my neglected mother when I was a teenager, my father with many wives and concubines. Sometimes it was when I ascended the throne of the queen and was worshipped by all the people in the world. Sometimes it was when Chen Mingcheng and his cherished concubine held hands in Taolin Chong and Mei, and sometimes it was when Chen Mingcheng, whose chest was cold, had dried up blood and black. ...... And the bleeding neck holding Xiaozhuer, she looked at me resentfully, and I couldn't stop the blood on her neck....
I cried and laughed.
The emperor looked at me and showed a pity: "Stay her up, if she wants to make trouble, I will let her. Although I have deposed her, no one can neglect her. "
I calmed down.
Looking at the emperor's back as he left.
That back slowly folded with the dead Chen Mingcheng.
I suddenly remembered many years ago, before he went out of the palace to hunt, he had a night chat with me.
"Mengshi, I have been feeling cold all over recently. I am only in my thirties. When the old wound on my body is raining, it hurts so much that it almost kills my life. "He smiled bitterly: "I personally went to the south of the Yangtze River and remember that you saved me when I was in Jiangnan. If it weren't for you, I would have been washed away by the river and could not be found. "
" I almost drowned, and later I studied swimming diligently. At first I was afraid, but then I began to be afraid of water, but I quickly thought that if I escaped because of fear, I would be swept by fear in the future and would no longer be free and fearless. "
" Under the black lake that day, are you afraid of death? "
" is afraid, but I am even more afraid of not getting what I want while living. "
I have never mentioned that the ice lake is called Black Lake. I have never even said it to my father. No one knows except the person who saved me that day. Chen Mingcheng is the one who saved me.
We are destined to be, but we have no share.
He held my hand: "I know you are from the Yin family, but the Yin family has now started selling officials. Over the years, Jin State cannot find good talents. Those Hanzi who studied hard will never make a name for themselves. The people will suffer. "
" That's not what I want to see. "I said seriously.
I want the people to be rich, I want the politics to be clear, I want the talents in the world to be used by me, what I want is not the throne of queen, what I want... It is a prosperous era, a peaceful prosperous era.
"I know. "Chen Mingcheng lowered his eyes and smiled: "I knew it a long time ago. "
That day, now I think about it, and I already want to entrust my orphans. He told me that the Jin State has accumulated a lot of troops and grain over the years. If I want the world to be completely peaceful, Rongcheng County in Shu would have to be eliminated. If it is not eliminated, fifty years later, there will be a bloody storm.
" I will be happy to come after all the hardships. ”
I understand what he means.
Just, what should I do with my little beads?
The child who grew up beside me and gave me so many warmth in the deep palace...
I am the queen and the Yin family, after the death of the late emperor.
cannot help but deposed my father and brother as the last emperor. When Chen Mingcheng conquered the world, our family almost ran out of money, and his father and brothers spent half their lives to get Chen Mingcheng to where he is today.
Now, the Yin family leaves the center of power like a mouse crossing the street.
Neither the father nor the brothers will agree.
During the years when I was in power, I was exhausted. I was not only suppressed by the Yin family as the emperor, but also not to be too arrogant, and not to be able to leave the prince's teachings.
I always ask the prince what he thinks, but he really fulfilled the careless handling of government affairs.
After a while, the prince stopped telling me his thoughts.
We mother and son are gradually becoming centrifuged.
He was very close to Sima's boy, Sima Feng, who was a good guy, who was able to maintain his literary talent and could stabilize his country with martial arts. But he was still young and was as young as the emperor. If he was smart, he would not be able to withstand the wind and frost as a young man like him.
So, I paid attention to him everywhere in the court and mentioned him.
Thunder and rain are the kindness of heaven.
The more Sima Feng is suppressed by me, the more he can see the character of a hero, cruel and courageous, and can be thorough in roughness and subtlety. If I abdicate in the future, he will definitely be like a Dinghai Needle, hindering the calm tide and constantly planning to restore the country.
There is Sima Shin in the country, and the young emperor has Sima Shin.
is a blessing for Jin State.
I thought to wait for the young emperor to be prosperous and return the country to him.
But I didn't expect that in front of me, he always wanted to pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger. Maybe his biological mother, Guifei Jiang and his wife Xiaozhuer, died one after another. Although he didn't say it, he had already hated me for poisoning.
A palace coup, I left the court in a panic, but in the end, I couldn't save the Yin family.
Everything I got was like a flash in the pan, and I lost it.
, it is fate.
7
When I was young, I was always quiet.
quietly looked at my father carrying his concubine into the door one by one, looking at his mother who was always drunk.
One of them is a businessman and the other is a princess. When they first met, they were also on the wall and fell in love with them at first sight. They were the original body of the painting book that everyone in the capital was praised.
But my father doesn’t love my mother at all. The so-called love is just a show.
The love my mother longed for, she never got, a sadness, a sadness for a lifetime.
From then on, I no longer believe in love.
I was also quiet when I was in the boudoir.
Drink tea, tease birds, read books, those arguments for governing the country, and the power of emperors are not something ordinary people can read, but my father’s thoughts have never been just gold and silver. He searched for imperial skills for power. As his daughter, I also got the advantage.
I yearn for the world in the book, the world of Datong in Mencius, and the land of peach blossoms in Tao Yuanming's book.
I want to use my own hands to create such a prosperous era.
wants people to feel that being alive is happy. There is no need to worry about food and accommodation, just let the children get education, so that women are not restricted by the boudoir, and they do not have to embroider female workers, and they can also read and write.
Let scholars all over the world write about the prosperous times and praise the pleasure of life.
I am like standing on the top of the mountains, stretching out my godly hands to build such a prosperous era.
That was my dream when I was a girl.
I am also quiet.
My husband, although he doesn't love me, he respects me. We can have a long talk in the imperial study room all night and get drunk. After sobering up, we smiled tacitly. He continued to be emperor and I continued to be queen.
We are couples who are in harmony with each other, but we are also comrades-in-arms who work together.
We have a lot of talks.
We all want a prosperous era.
Then, it is now.
I just feel quiet in my ears. The wind blows the door curtains. It seems that there is the fragrance of azaleas in the air. My heart has never been so calm.
Sima Shi once came here to see me.
I saw his energetic appearance, and I thought that this world was like when I and the late emperor had a long conversation.
I really want to see the outside world.
However, I can't see
.
I slowly closed my eyes.
really deserves it, have a good sleep... (original title: " Wangjiangshan ")
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