Just last month, the company that I worked diligently for five years went bankrupt, and my girlfriend broke up with me. At the age of 26, I have to face both unemployment and lovemaking, and my mood is extremely poor.
When I am in a bad mood, I like to travel alone, relax, and let myself be in the vast nature, breathe the fresh air, and feel much more comfortable.
I chose to go to Wuzhen . I like the quiet feeling of Jiangnan towns, away from the hustle and bustle of big cities, and want to stay alone for a few days.
But unexpectedly, I accidentally met my good friend Qiangzi's sister there. I was having dinner in a restaurant that day, and suddenly I was photographed behind my back, which scared me. When I turned around, I found that it was Qiangzi's sister - Yuanyuan.
She asked in shock why I was here and didn’t go to work. I quickly invited her to sit down and told her about my recent experience. I said that I am at the lowest point in my life now, and it is really miserable that I am unemployed and broken-up.
Sister Yuanyuan said, what's the matter? No one's life will be smooth sailing, I am still young. Get up from wherever you fall. You can’t be depressed from now on just one failure.
The love matter is even more so. If a woman chooses to leave you when you need her the most, it proves that she does not truly love you. Then such a woman is even more worthy of your sadness for her.
Although Sister Yuanyuan's words make sense, after all, the matter happened to me, and I really can't get out of it for a while.
I quickly changed the topic and asked Sister Yuanyuan why she is here too. How is Qiangzi doing recently? Didn’t he go to Guangzhou to do business with his friends? How is the situation recently?
Sister Yuanyuan said that the business is not that easy to do now, and they are also in the entrepreneurial period, so life is still quite difficult.
She came here because a college classmate was going to get married. She came to attend someone’s wedding and played here for a few days. She also said that since we have all met, it’s better for everyone to go together.
I originally wanted to spend these days alone quietly, but Sister Yuanyuan was so enthusiastic, so I had no choice but to bite the bullet and agree to her.
But what surprised me was that Sister Yuanyuan is really a particularly optimistic and cute woman. Whenever I was in a bad mood, she could always find the topic to divert my attention and make me laugh. Before
, although we had met several times because of Qiangzi, I didn’t have a deep impression of her. I only remember that she was a pretty big sister, and I don’t know other situations.
But after the past few days of getting along with us, I know more and more about her, and I feel that she is a very attractive woman.
I just don’t know why she has not been married yet, and she doesn’t even have a boyfriend. She is 33 years old this year, and she is so outstanding, so she should not lack boys to like.
But when we were chatting, we never heard her mention her feelings. Instead, she was particularly concerned about my emotional issues and kept asking me about my previous relationship experience, what kind of girls I like, and what are my daily hobbies.
At the beginning, I didn’t think much, and I answered whatever she asked, but later I found that every time Sister Yuanyuan looked at me, it seemed that something was right. Whenever she smiled at me, there was a tenderness in her eyes.
Although after this period of time I found that I also had a good impression of her, I still dare not have any inappropriate thoughts about her. After all, she is my good friend's sister, and I always feel that if I cross the line, our relationship will become very embarrassing. So I have always buried this feeling in my heart.
But after that, something happened, which completely narrowed the distance between the two of us.
On the fifth day of my stay in Wuzhen, I actually caught a cold, and my whole body was sore and weak, so I couldn't bear it. However, I didn't tell Sister Yuanyuan about this, mainly because I didn't want her to worry about me, so I sent her a message on the excuse that I was too tired today and didn't want to go out.
But I didn't expect that just when I was lying down and was feeling uncomfortable, Sister Yuanyuan actually came to the door directly, holding a large bag of snacks and drinks in her hand. I looked at her in surprise.
I asked her how she knew about my cold. She looked at me with a sneezing and said, "I saw you sneezing like that yesterday, and today I suddenly sent me a message saying that I couldn't go out. I thought you must have caught a cold."
Although I was a little caught off guard by her sudden visit, her careful attention to me really touched me. After all, for me who grew up in a single-parent family, I really long for the care of others.
Seeing that I was feeling uncomfortable, she told me to lie down quickly, and she bought me some food and drink, so she would clean the house.
Although I didn't want to bother her, I did not have any strength at that time and was dizzy, so I could only let her take care of me for the time being.
Seeing her busy life in the house, I was really moved. We didn’t have much friendship before. Now we met by chance in Wuzhen and have only been together for a few days, but she is so kind to me.
After packing up her things, she came to chat with me. She said that she knew that I was very uncomfortable now and didn’t want to talk, so she was willing to tell me her story and relieve me of my boredom.
She said that in fact, she has not found a partner for so many years because she has been hurt emotionally. The man was her first college love. They had been together for four years and originally planned to get married as soon as they graduated, but never expected that her boyfriend broke up with her on the day of graduation.
It turned out that the boy had a better place to go. Under the arrangement of his family, he planned to study abroad and then study for graduate school there. If it goes well, he should go to Shanghai to develop after graduation.
So, since you have already planned everything for your future, you will definitely not enter the marriage life so early. Sister Yuanyuan was not within his future planning from beginning to end.
Sister Yuanyuan, who was hurt by her feelings once, became no longer convinced of love, and even rejected the pursuit of many people around her.
She used to give everything for love, but now she has been hurt by love. Even if she likes someone, she dare not take a step forward.
I really didn't expect that she, who looks lively and cheerful on the outside, was actually hidden behind her. And so long has passed, she has not let go of her yet, which shows how deeply she was injured.
I comforted Sister Yuanyuan, you must not affect your life because of the past. There is not only one good man in the world. She must learn to look forward, rather than just live in the grief of the past.
Sister Yuanyuan said, do you know why I am so good to you?
She said, because you look very much like him, although you are two people with completely different personalities, your appearance is really similar. When I saw you for the first time, I felt particularly shocked.
But I knew in my heart that you were not him, so after that, I didn’t care too much about this matter.
But this time we met by chance in Wuzhen, I unconsciously wanted to get close to you and take care of you. It seemed like in an instant that all the previous feeling came back.
As I heard Sister Yuanyuan say these words, I didn’t know whether to be happy or sad, because she was not really good to me, but just treated me as her ex-boyfriend’s substitute.
I don’t know when I fell asleep, I only know that when I woke up, Sister Yuanyuan had already left.
I felt very uncomfortable when I looked at the breakfast she left for me on the dining table and the clean and tidy room. No matter what reason Sister Yuanyuan is good to me, she took care of me for one night, and this most difficult period of time for me was precisely because of her company that I walked out of the haze bit by bit.
But now, she told me her sad past and needed my care and company, but I did nothing.
When I thought of this, I quickly called her, but no one answered her after it was opened. I waited for a long time before I waited for her message.
She told me that she had left here and now she had arrived in Shanghai. I hope I can take good care of myself and have a wonderful memory with me. She is already very content.
When I saw this message, I actually cried.
At this moment, I realized my heart. It turned out that I had already fallen in love with her and could not live without her.
It’s just that I didn’t cherish her when she was there. Now that I have lost it, I know how uncomfortable it is.
You said, should I go to find her now?
If the person you love always has the shadow of others in your heart, can you still accept this relationship?