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When the doctor called Chen Yang for surgery, she was still a little scared.
Although, although this is not the first time.
Before she went to the operating room, she called him: Chen, I'm a little scared, can you come?
Well, goodbye, I really can't walk away right now. When I finish packing up here, I will go to see you. Jiang Chen's voice was exhausted and helpless.
Chen Yang bit his lip, the redness in his eye sockets surged up.
When the nurse called her name again, she tidied off her pajamas and walked to the operating room alone, without the slightest nostalgia and dismay.
"You are alone? Where are your family members?" The nurse looked at the empty corridor and asked in surprise.
Chen Yang took a deep breath of his nose, resisting the tears in his eyes, and said with a strong smile: "Minor surgery, I'll be fine."
"Minor surgery?" The doctor inside looked at her, eyes There was sympathetic truth in it, and said, "Girl, this is not a minor operation for women! Do you know what it means?" Chen Yang gritted his teeth and did not answer.
She naturally knows that this is not the first time.
Chen Yang thought.
She lay down on the operating bed, numb like a corpse.
"Girl, it's all this step, and my boyfriend doesn't come. It's not that I don't have a sense of responsibility without you." The doctor came over and pushed the local anesthetic medicine into the infusion bottle, his voice softened, and he sighed, and said," Don't blame me for speaking badly. We have seen too many men like this. After you have the operation, let's divide it."
Chen Yang listened, turning his face, tears finally fell.
two
Yes, she just wanted to break up with Jiang Chen after the operation.
just, sorry. She touched her deflated belly and said.
Have no feelings? how come! That is part of her life.
stripped away, hurting not only the body, but also the heart and forehead.
It in my belly is the same as the one I used to love.
When she found someone outside her ex-husband, she didn't hesitate to divorce and brought her children out.
At that time, she felt that she had been away from a man, and she could still bring the child well.
But the truth is that she thinks too simple.
She is at work, and she has to watch the time and arrange to pick and drop her children to and from school. She can only leave her children at the kindergarten teacher when she is working overtime. But, often like this, the teacher is not happy because others have to rest.
These are all good to say, that is, in case the child has a headache and fever, he can only ask for leave. If you ask for a leave, you will have to deduct your salary and attendance bonus.
Therefore, her salary is the lowest in the company, and it is barely enough to feed a child in kindergarten.
Even, sometimes, a child wants a toy, or wants to eat a cake and bread, she can count for a long time, and then choose the smallest one to buy.
And the ex-husband, after paying half a year of support, there is no more news.
She often sits in the dark and crying in the middle of the night.
Even so, the next day, she smiled brilliantly and asked her son to get up.
This kind of day continued, until she was almost unable to support it, he appeared like a heavenly soldier.
"Thanks for having you" she often thinks like this.
three
The light in the living room broke down that day, and Chen Yang put a bench on the table again, and then stood up to change it.
At this time, the courier called and said that the oven she ordered had arrived.
Chen Yang asked him to bring it up.
Just when he asked his son to open the door, Chen Yang's eyes went black and he fell off the bench.
The child was terrified and cried violently.
Jiang Chen was the one who delivered the courier that day.
He waited for a long time without opening the door, only to hear that the child in the room was crying wrongly. After knocking on the door several times, he kicked the door open again and again.
The room was pitch black. Jiang Chen turned on the light of his mobile phone and saw Chen Yang with blood on his face and the child who was crying heartbreakingly.
He hurriedly hit 120, and Chen Yang, still somewhat conscious, grasped the child and didn't let go.
"Don't worry, the child has me." Jiang Chen said.
Chen Yang heard the deep voice, somehow, feeling inexplicably at ease, let go.
After that, Jiang Chen took time off, paying fees and meals before and after running in the hospital, taking care of Chen Yang and his children.
"You don't have to be like this, it doesn't delay your work, I can do it myself." Chen Yang was injured too much before, and he was somewhat resistant to men.
Jiang Chen smiled disapprovingly, and said, "You can? Count on you to take care of the children? Forget it!"
With that tone and manner, it was as if he was the male host here.
When Chen Yang met those big and energetic eyes, he blushed when he suddenly thought of this.
Four
After Chen Yang recovered from his head injury, Jiang Chen still ran here, either sending food to cook, or helping her pick up the child.
Chen Yang didn't say anything, as if he just acquiesced to his existence.
She dare not say that the word love is too heavy; the word love is even more heavy.
She has no courage, even if she sees the hot spark in Jiang Chen's eyes.
Jiang Chen is three years younger than her. He is 25 this year and has no girlfriend yet.
When she heard the words he said casually, her heart shrank even more, and there was no smile on her face.
"You don't come anymore. We can do it with mother and son." Chen Yang's face looked cold.
Jiang Chen didn't answer the conversation, just having fun with the child.
"I like you! I want to marry you! Seriously." Jiang Chen said while looking at her at the door when he left.
Chen Yang shook his head vigorously.
After Jiang Chen comes again, she will not open the door again.
Until that day when she dragged her tired figure to take her son home, and was about to open the door. Jiang Chen came out behind him, holding the birthday cake in his hand.
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..." he sang,Walking towards her step by step.
Chen Yang froze.
How does he know my birthday? You know, how many years has she not celebrated her birthday, from the year she married her ex-husband.
"Happy birthday!" Jiang Chen said as he conjured up a jewelry box on two fingers with a shiny ring inside.
"Ou..." The child jumped happily, pulling at the corner of Chen Yang's clothes, saying that he wanted to eat cake.
Chen Yang suppressed the fluttering thoughts, and finally let Jiang Chen in.
In the evening, when she made a wish to the candle, Jiang Chen said that he might have a wish.
His wish is not to let the women and children he loves suffer a little bit more.
Under the candlelight, what jumped was Chen Yang's teary face in his smile.
five
Huan Jiang Chen is a local, but his family is not very good. In his words, he was dragged down by his sister.
My brother-in-law is a good gambler. He has ruined a very wealthy family and owed a debt. My sister is weak and can't let go of a man. She has been reluctant to divorce, so she just cries half to death and leads her life.
After adding the parents' love for her sister, she took the life of her daughter's grandson with one hand.
Jiang Chen and his sister have a very good relationship. Although they hate iron but not steel, they still listen to their parents and use half of their monthly income to help.
Everyone is a slave, but he is a complete slave.
"Aren't you tired?" Chen Yang asked distressedly.
"Why not tired." Jiang Chen sighed.
"Then my child and I..." Chen Yang was very deep in his heart.
She can’t help but consider that her sister’s family is a bottomless pit
Jiang Chen hugged her, put her head on her shoulders, and whispered: “I think it’s better. Let’s go out and live our own lives. Except for my parents and lovers, I No obligation."
"Okay." Chen Yang believed him.
With Jiang Chen's words, she feels relieved a lot.
To show my determination,Jiang Chen moved to live with Chen Yang.
After get off work, not only did he take care of the housework, he even gave her all the income for safekeeping.
"If you save enough for the house down payment, let's go to get the certificate." Jiang Chen wiped the sweat from his face and looked at Chen Yang gently and said.
"Okay." Chen Yang smiled brightly as he looked at the passbook getting closer and closer to that number.
During that time, she was living in honey.
When God closes a door, he will always open a window for you.
These words, Chen Yang, as a Christian, is extremely convinced!
six
Sometimes it is difficult to split a relationship, but it is even more difficult to split a relationship that has been together for decades.
Just when Chen Yang thought that their happy days were coming, Jiang Chen's sister had an accident.
That Sunday, Jiang Chen took Chen Yang and the child to play in the playground. Suddenly, he received a call from his mother. The mother was crying on the phone, saying that her sister had been beaten in the hospital by the man. It was quite serious. He asked him to go quickly. .
Jiang Chen panicked as soon as he heard it, and ran out after talking to Chen Yang.
I did not come back all day and night.
The next night, Jiang Chen came back, haggard and equipped.
Jiang Chen explained to Chen Yang that her sister had two ribs broken by her brother-in-law and needed surgical accompaniment, while his parents were so angry that they fell ill. Right now, he is taking care of him alone.
"I'll come back to see you. I'll have to go to the hospital in a while." Jiang Chen apologized with eyes full of eyes.
Chen Yang said that he understood, and his heart ached a little.
"You can't, persuade your sister to get a divorce."
"Divorced? How will the divorced sister live with her child?"
"If you don't get divorced, how will your sister live? How will your parents live? How will you live? How many people will bet on?"
"..."
"He will drag everyone, including me and my children, and even our children in the future." Chen Yang said in the end, in his eyes It is endless darkness.
Yes, that way, she knows what will happen without thinking about it.
Jiang Chen didn't speak, and for a long time squeezed out the word "good" from the gap between his teeth.
seven
Chen Yang didn't know how Jiang Chen communicated with his family. Anyway, I heard that his sister finally sued the court for divorce.
However, my sister also got depression because of this, and she looked for life every day.
Jiang Chen's parents and sister blame Chen Yang for all this.
Every time she and Jiang Chen go back to visit the two elders, they will be refused entry.
"What kind of stuff! I'm divorced, I don't want to be comfortable if everyone else is divorced! Do you expect everyone in the world to be like you?! Then go to kidnap other people's sons and other people's younger brothers?! They are all old I'm a woman, it's not bad if I want you, I really treat myself as a person!" Jiang's mother scolded through the door.
Chen Yang's face disappeared, and his tears fell out.
Jiang Chen held her hand tightly and said, "Don't pay attention to them! I'm here."
Chen Yang wanted to say the letter as usual, but got stuck in his throat and couldn't say it.
My sister's depression got worse and she was rescued in the hospital several times.
Xu is guilty, Jiang Chen ran to his parents too often. From caring for my sister, caring for my parents, to picking up my nephew to and from school...
Chen Yang looked at it, although it was distressed, it was hard to say anything.
Later, Jiang Chen paid him less and less money.
"I'm sorry, Yangyang, my sister wants to be treated, my parents don't have much income, and my nephew wants to go to school, I...I want to get some money from our discount." Jiang Chen was helpless and helpless.
Chen Yang silently passed the passbook.
That's it. She saw that the money in the passbook was getting less, and the beautiful mansion built in her heart was also tilting a little...
eight
Chen Yang is pregnant.
Jiang Chen was as happy as a child, and got married on the eleventh.
"What about the house. Where do we live?" Chen Yang asked, flipping through the remaining 30,000 yuan in the passbook.
Jiang Chen was silent, and it took a long time to say: "My parents and I said that they will definitely agree, let's go back and live."
Chen Yang was stunned, but this seemed to be the only way.
She and Jiang Chen are looking forward to the wedding on November, looking forward to the coming of their little lives.
Despite the ups and downs, there is always hope in life.
Originally, Jiang Chen was responsible for the children going to school and school. On this day, in light rain, Jiang Chen called her sister and said that her sister was in a bad mood and wanted to jump off the building. His parents were afraid, so he asked him to go home and persuade him. I'm afraid I won't be able to pick up the baby today.
Chen Yang thought that he had passed the three-month antenatal period, as long as he was careful, there would be no problem in picking up the child. But who would have thought that on the way back to pick up the child, the tram skidded and fell with her son...
When she woke up, she was already in the hospital, and she was told that the child in her belly had not been kept.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Jiang Chen sat next to her bed, holding her hand while crying and blaming herself, like a kid who did something wrong.
A tear glides over the corner of my eyes, it is cold.
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Chen Yang is really tired and wants to end this relationship.
She and Jiang Chen fall in love with each other, but this love is burdened so much that she is struggling.
Chen Yang proposed to break up.
Jiang Chen didn't want to, crying and begging her on his knees, working desperately, and doing his best to treat the wife.
Chen Yang's heart is softened, and it has been another six months. It wasn't until the second elder and sister of the Jiang family began to exploit Jiang Chen again, and a man who was as kind as him didn't know how to refuse.
The ignited hope was wiped out time and time again, and Chen Yang's heart was completely cold.
It is impossible for her to put herself and her children in the hands of such a family, so she will have a showdown with Jiang Chen again and for the last time.
This time, she never let go of any begging Jiang Chen.
The day before she broke up, she found out that she was pregnant again.
Since we are about to break up, this child suffers from keeping it.
Before she went to abortion, she called Jiang Chen.
There has been no sound on the phone for a long time.
"My sister's child has an eye injury and needs surgery. I can't get through these two days. You know my sister and parents are not in good health...Can you wait two days." He sent a message.
Ha, Chen Yang gave a wry smile and turned off the phone.
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The day after the operation, Jiang Chen finally came.
The exhaustion on his face appeared from the bottom of his heart, and it was more vicissitudes of life than before.
"You... are okay." His lips wriggled for a long time before he said.
Chen Yang ignored him and turned his back to him.
"I'm sorry," he said.
Sorry, I'm sorry again! Hearing this, Chen Yang couldn't help it, and sat up with a whirl, staring at him and saying loudly: "I'm sorry? Who are you sorry? You are sorry for yourself! You are a bad guy, you are always responsible for this and that. , Who is responsible for you? Who is responsible for you in your life?! Why do you have to say sorry!"
She is really angry, angry that this man has lived for more than 20 years and still doesn't understand!
Why does her Qijiang family bear the heart to exploit him again and again? Just because he is their son, her brother?
This man has no bottom line in front of her.
She is angry that this man is too cowardly! Cowardly enough to only say sorry!
When she scolded to the end, she suddenly discovered that she was not a burden attached to him! Isn't he exploiting him?
No, it's different! She knows it's different! She wanted to support each other with him and live a good life.
This is different! The last trace of guilt in Chen Yang's heart is gone.
"We, really, is it impossible?" Jiang Chen asked with red eyes.
Chen Yang shook his head, turned around, and ignored him.
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