Who do you give your youth to (part one)

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Xu Shu stepped on the four-year farewell university campus and couldn't tell what it was like. The school playground is full of young schoolmates, and Xu Shu seems to see the shadow of himself and Xue Ruiran in them.

"I don’t know if Xue Ruiran will come today."

Xu Shu originally didn’t want to come to this gathering, but the original counselor contacted her personally and hoped that she would come. I hope she will organize this gathering because she is here. During the school period, she has been responsible for the related work of the class and the school student union, and the counselor thinks that she can call on everyone.

Although Xu Shu has graduated, she still couldn't neglect what the counselor explained back then, and soon she gathered her classmates.

Actually, she wanted to ask the counselor that Xue Ruiran was also a member of the class committee and the student council at the beginning. He was more appealing than Xu Shu, why not let him do this. However, she didn't want to mention Xue Ruiran in front of others, so she didn't speak.

It has been four years since she broke up with Xue Ruiran. Even if we meet again, she shouldn't be embarrassed anymore.

Back then, Xu Shu and Xue Ruiran were golden boys and girls in the class. They were partners in the class and the Student Union. They had a good relationship with each other, which made the students envious.

Xu Shu didn't want to fall in love. His mother Li Su told her when Xu Shu was young that handsome men are unreliable. Because Xu Shu's father was very handsome, and later he got better with another woman and abandoned Li Su and Xu Shu. Xu Shu hadn't gone to elementary school at that time.

Xue Ruiran is very handsome, so handsome that makes people feel that he is not real. Xu Shu believes that this kind of person is only found in the comics he reads, and there is no such person in real life.

The two of them did not have much contact in the class. Later, the students who were in the same association gradually became familiar with each other because of their affairs.

Xu Shu found that Xue Ruiran's personality was so carefree, unlike in the comics. Xue Ruiran's voice is also very loud, always yelling, calling people to help him bring food, and he asks others if he wants him to help bring things.

That time, he shouted Xu Shu loudly and asked her if she would like to help bring something from the convenience store.

Xu Shu was at that time physical pain ,I want to drink brown sugar ginger tea , but I drank my own and I am embarrassed to tell Xue Ruiran. Xue Ruiran looked at Xu Shu and lay down on the table, thinking that she hadn't heard her words, so she just ran over a few steps and saw Xu Shu's forehead was sweat, and her face was pale, clutching her belly, and left without saying a word.

Xu Shu moved back to the dormitory when he felt better, but when he arrived at the dormitory, he heard Xue Ruiran's loud voice.

Xue Ruiran returned from the convenience store to the student union and did not see Xu Shu. Others told him that Xu Shu had returned to the dormitory. He happened to meet Xu Shu’s roommate Cheng Ziyao downstairs in the girls’ dormitory, so he entrusted Cheng Ziyao to buy it for Xu Shu. Bring things up.

Xue Ruiran bought Xu Shu brown sugar ginger tea, and a small hot water bottle, and he also sent Xu Shu WeChat to tell her not to drink cold things and to stay in bed.

Xu Shu was so painful that she couldn't even care about her shyness. Cheng Ziyao helped her make brown sugar ginger tea, and set up a hot water bottle, and then asked her if she was "okay" with Xue Ruiran.

Xu Shu didn't realize what it meant by "always", thinking that Cheng Ziyao was saying that Xue Ruiran was a very good person, so she vaguely agreed.

Unexpectedly, it was passed that Xue Ruiran, a warm man, conquered the ice beauty Xu Shu with brown sugar ginger tea and a hot water bottle.

Xu Shu followed her father. Naturally, she looks beautiful, but it has been half a semester in school. She has been far away from boys, especially handsome guys, and she keeps away.

Xue Ruiran is an exception.

Everyone sighed that Xue Ruiran was not surprised that he was able to win beautiful hearts, after all, he was indeed excellent.

Xu Shu was surprised. She didn't know when she started to "always" with Xue Ruiran. She wanted to clarify, but found that she didn't know who to clarify with. Because everyone agreed that she was just embarrassed.

As for Xue Ruiran, he has clarified a few times, but he is considered to be a good deal.

Xue Ruiran stopped arguing. He brought things for everyone as usual. Xu Shu sometimes felt sad, worried that he would not have time to prepare the food, so he would help him prepare the food and wait for him. This time, the fact that the two are in love is more real.

In a blink of an eye, Xu Shu is almost a semester before entering university, and her slow personality has gradually become familiar with her roommate. Cheng Ziyao is cheerful and generous, and has a particularly good relationship with Xu Shu.

Although Xu Shu is in love, she doesn't seem to be happy. Cheng Ziyao asked her what's wrong. Xu Shu said that he felt that he and Xue Ruiran were not suitable. Cheng Ziyao asked her what is wrong with Xue Ruiran, Xu Shu said, Xue Ruiran is good everywhere, just too handsome.

"Shu Shu, what is the disadvantage of being handsome."

"Don't you think too handsome, unreal, too handsome, easy to be seen by others, will he change his heart?"

"Shu Shu, I ask you, who told you that a man who is not handsome will not change his mind?"

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"Don't say anything else. Look at the entertainment industry. There are many less handsome men who change their minds. So. The key element of the change of heart is the human heart, which has nothing to do with appearance. If a person’s character is not good, it doesn’t matter what he looks like."

At night, Xu Shu put Li Su and Cheng Ziyao Repeated comparisons of what he said, is there a certain relationship between a man's change of heart and whether he is handsome or not.

However, lying on the bed tossing and turning like pancakes, she still didn't think through the problem clearly.

An event later made Xu Shu believe that handsome people are unreliable.

Xue Ruiran has been living in a big family since he was a child. He is very lively by nature and loves to help others. He doesn't look at who he is when he helps people, and he doesn't know how to avoid taboos.

There is a girl from another department called Yao Ran, who once pursued Xue Ruiran, but Xue Ruiran said that she did not feel about her. Yao Ran did not give up and refused to forgive her. She didn't stop until Xue Ruiran and Xu Shu became lovers because of brown sugar ginger tea. Then, she also talked about a boyfriend herself.

On Valentine's Day, Xue Ruiran made an appointment with Xu Shu to watch a movie and then eat. Xu Shu was not interested in these festivals, but Zi Yao said that the relationship between the two depends on watching movies and eating to get better. Xu Shu agreed.

At the appointed time, Xu Shu couldn't wait for Xue Ruiran. Xu Shu has always been passive.Maybe another girl has already called. She didn't, she just waited until the movie started, and Xue Ruiran hadn't appeared yet.

Xu Shu sent a WeChat message to Xue Ruiran and asked him where he was. Xue Ruiran didn't reply for a long time. Xu Shu didn't know if he should watch this movie.

While she was hesitating whether to go or stay, Xue Ruiran came out panting. Without any explanation, he pulled Xu Shu and ran to the cinema, and went to eat after watching the movie.

There are always a lot of people around. Xu Shu is not easy to ask, because it feels like he is too stingy, so he keeps in his heart.

They ate the hottest skewers outside the school. After Xue Ruiran ate a few skewers, he let out a sigh of relief and said, "I finally came alive." , Ran to the classroom, dormitory, library, even the convenience store, but did not find the mobile phone. Finally, I ran to the store and bought another mobile phone. Unexpectedly, on Valentine's Day, there will be activities in the mobile phone shop and there are so many people. He waited a long line to buy it.

doesn't have a mobile phone, and he doesn't have a watch, and he realized that it had been so long after he got the new phone.

"I'm sorry, Shu Shu, you must have waited a long time," Xue Ruiran took a bunch of Xu Shu's favorite cheese rice cake and handed it to her, "You eat more, we will go after eating. Go shopping."

At that moment, Xu Shu's grievances seemed to be dissipated by the string of heat.

She likes to eat cheese rice cakes. The poppy rice cakes are filled with another kind of cheese, which is always memorable. She even thinks Xue Ruiran is like this cheese rice cake, which looks good on the outside and is worth savoring on the inside.

This incident brought Xu Shu's heart closer to Xue Ruiran, and she felt Xue Ruiran's ordinary side. He may be wrong, but he is willing to apologize and understand his preferences, which makes Xu Shu think Xue Ruiran is very real.

(to be continued)

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